To the boy I fell in love with...
I’m glad it was you, I wouldn’t want my first love with anyone else. You treated me like no one else has before, I was always loved and cared for, you gave me your attention when I was a hassle, dealt with me when I couldn’t even deal with myself. You treated me like a princess and I’ll forever be in debt to you for teaching me what I deserve because now I know to never settle for less than what you gave me, I’ll only settle for more. I’ll miss our late night talks, your cheesy jokes and the way you grabbed my hand whenever we were in public so I wouldn’t get to far from you because you knew I’d get lost. Who’s going lift me up when I don’t want to stand no more? Who’s going to be my #1 supporter now that you’re gone? With you I forgot about all my insecurities and worries and time stopped but now my world is crashing and you’re gone and I’ll be here picking up the pieces by myself. You promised you’d never leave but everyone does, I just thought you’d be different. You were my angel, the one who healed me and showed me the light. I’ve learned nothing last forever but I wish we did
I knew I lost you maybe I could’ve saved us but crying seems like a better option right now