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Oh angel, they came to clip your wings again,
No one knows you like I do,
No one deserves what you've been through,
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Oh angel, they came to take your heart away,
But I know your soul will stay,
You are a fighter so they say,
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Cause you deserve more than this,
More than this,
Cause you deserve more than this,
More than this,
Sometimes I see you standing on the edge,
But I know oh angel, you'll fly instead,
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Oh angel they came to steal your heart again,
But they don't see the pain,
Your pure and perfect way,
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Oh angel, they came to steal your jewellery,
But they can't take what's gold,
I'll never let them take a hold,
Of you,
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Cause you deserve more than this,
More than this,
Cause you deserve more than this,
More than this,
Sometimes I see you standing on the edge,
But I know oh angel, you'll fly,
Instead of falling from the edge,
Oh come dear angel, you always rise.
My tears are falling down and burning the wooden floor,
In the single tiny bedroom of the house,
Where we lived and loved before,
I poured petrol everywhere,
Threw in a match and slammed the door,
I went outside,
So I could see the flames dancing in the air,
And especially to forget it all.
Clarity is the thing that I need,
And somehow it keeps running away from me,
It doesn't matter how many of your texts I read,
It still confuses me,

Furthermore, I go outside when I feel the need,
I let the rain fall upon my skin,
But I’m not wet,
Why the **** do I always overreact?!
Like I would have a chain around my neck!

Breath...

That's what I tell myself,
But how can it calm me down,
When the rain that is supposed to be wet,
Is dry when I think about how we met.
Clarity is the thing that I need,
and somehow it keeps running away from me,
It doesn't matter how many of your texts I read,
It still confuses me,

Furthermore, I go outside when I feel the need,
I let the rain fall upon my skin,
But I'm not wet,
Why the **** do I always overreact?!
Like I would have a chain around my neck!

Breath.
That's what I tell myself,
But how can it calm me down,
When the rain that is supposed to be wet,
is dry when I think about how we met.
Two boys once met, in innocence and youth,
Their hearts ignited with a flame of truth,
A love so pure, so genuine and bright,
A bond they thought could conquer day and night.


As years went by, they held onto their love,
Their passion fuelled by the stars above,
But life can be cruel, and the world can change,
And their love story began to rearrange.


Their paths diverged, as they pursued their dreams,
And life's hardships slowly tore at the seams,
Their love that once burned like a raging fire,
Now flickered dim, and began to expire.


Misunderstandings and hurtful words were said,
And slowly but surely, their love was dead,
They both felt lost, and wondered what went wrong,
For a love so strong shouldn't fade this long.


As they looked back at what they used to be,
They realised that love can set us free,
But love alone cannot bear life's heavy weight,
It needs nurturing and care, before it's too late.


And so they parted, with a heavy heart,
Each on their own journey, worlds apart,
But as they moved on, they never forgot,
The love they shared, no matter what.


For in their hearts, they knew it was true,
That once upon a time, they loved anew,
And though their love may have come to an end,
The memories they shared, they'll always defend.
It’s forbidden to feel what I feel,
But only by love is life made real,
The world was never designed for me,
But somehow,
I’m still here.
They say move on,
Someone better is waiting for you,
But honestly,
I don’t want anyone else,
I want you.

And that’s where my heart starts breaking,
I’ve been waiting for you to come around,
You’re not here,
You’re not there,
You don’t even ******* care.

And that’s where the story ends,
A road that turns and bends,
And here we are,
We’re just friends.
We will **** our way to heaven,
But if you don’t want us there,
It’s okay,
I will let the devil accept me the way I’m.
If my feelings could be portrayed  in a fire,
This whole world would burn within a while,
If that would happen I would be alone,
But I would still stand on the edge and smile,
Because I don’t want you to see me being fragile.
Few years ago we pulled apart,
Last night we met,
And you still write and play right on my heart,
It’s like your own style of art,

You took me out,
I felt loved,
Then I went home,
And I waited for you to write,

The first second and the other one was easy to manage,
I feel stupid sitting here for hours waiting for your message,
Every time I heard a beep and saw the light,
I ran to it like I needed it to keep me alive,

But it wasn’t you,
And that’s so sad,
„Did I do something wrong?“
I thought to myself,
And I’m not sure,
Did I?
I tasted the dirt of shadows,
I saw the hellfire rise,
I smelled only one dog rose,
And that’s how I knew,
That you’re a liar.
Places I don't recognise,
Though these faces I've seen all my life,
Can I break down these walls?
Can I unmask these flaws?

Life's a tiring game to play,
The cards are dealt, they don't change,
How can I outgrow these walls?
How do I face my flaws?

Cause I can't make up my mind,
And I'm running out of time,
And I wanna make some,
Meaning of my life,

People look but they don't see,
They pretend to hear but no not me,
I'm weary of living within these walls,
I was meant to live past my flaws,

Cause I can't make up my mind,
And I'm running out of time,
And I wanna make some,
Meaning of my life.
People laugh at me,
People stare at me,
Occasionally even their tears fall on me,
They drop me on the ground and sometimes I break,

I’m not that strong but you wish I am for your sake,
I feel your ache,
When something bad happens to you,
You tell it to everyone and sometimes you wish you didn’t,

But that’s how it works these days,
I lead you by long and shadowy ways,
You think I make you do bad things,
But in reality it’s you,
Who’s loosing angel wings.

Finally, my battery ran out,
You should be happy,
But that’s causing you stress,
If I’m not living, neither are you,
You’ll never be happy, if I’m near you.

- Message from: Your Phone.
I’m standing on the platform,
I should’ve never let you go,
I miss your warmth,
I die as fast as you’ve seen me grow.

Silent, blind and slow,
I still see you go,
Here today, gone tomorrow,
You were my morning rain,
And I was your night snow.

Even with the sun gone,
You were my light through it all.
Let me say my last goodbye,
So I don’t have to be covered up in blankets,
And look like a sad snowball.
I was born on a cold, snowy day in October.
At the time I had no idea what life will bring.
And life brought indeed many things.
The first one that came to play was Sadness.
Sadness brought me to my knees many times.
The first time I encountered Sadness was when my parents got divorced.
I cried a lot.
I just couldn't get used to it.
Sadness saw me covered up in blankets and brought his siblings to join the game.
Their names were Stress, Bullying, Depression and Agony.
I got picked on a lot for being different.
For being me.
I'm thankful for these experiences though.
Maybe you're wondering why.
It made me stronger!

There are good and happy memories as well.
But the bad ones are overweighing.
But I don't mind.
I learned to leave happy shows behind.
Dead to the sense of every joy.
That's how I became a melancholy boy.
Sitting on the bed in our hotel room,
Safe in our own love and the gentle gloom,
We’re talking and listening to some pleasant music,
Drinking wine and laughing,
The situation was somewhat confusing,
You started kissing me and I spilled the wine on the sheets,
I didn’t care and neither did you,
Because your kiss is the only thing that helps me find peace,
From one corner to the other one,
I’m not afraid that you will run,
Not anymore.
Even though I hate whiskey,
I love how it tastes on your lips,
Every time you saw me,
Your hazel eyes kinda went misty,
And so I’m asking,
Babe,
Do you even miss me?

— The End —