I have begun a new chapter without you
I'm glad I burned you
I hope it makes you change
you need it
I know it
I quit

And there is this and there is that
but what is this to that in relation to us
can the dots be
connected,
protected,
selected?

Tell me is it safe to be in the human race?
Who is to set the pace
for this who mess

To Whom This May Address,

The Waiter came to the table and said, "What would you like Sir?"
And to him I politely said, "I'll take an Order of Chaos"
He replies, "Sir that's quite contradictory as there is no
Order
In
Chaos."

Sincerely,
X

Here I stand right in front of you.
Who there is scared?
I stared right back at you,
and you look like you don't know what to do
because past tense became pre tense became

so tense

But then She cuts in. . .

"I am bigger than the mountain tops
I don't care, call the cops
and see if I go easy."
Nope.
Kicking and Screaming,
Will Ferrell.
Nope.
Cash Money.
Pine Box.
Rope.
Hang me,
Hung me.
Soap
Clean it up,
change the style,
I wonder if I'm in denial?
or Dial?
Spring, Irish, Sprung.
Axe.
****** me.
Have you even heard of me?
nope
But I grabbed your attention!
With my tense use of tension.
And did I forget to mention?
That line after line
I increased retention, prevention
prevented
You from walking way,
but not like her on that day.

I called the Cops.

She gets out in May.

Continue reading...
Continue reading...
Continue reading...
Continue speeding...
Continue needing...
Continue cheating...
Continue bleeding...
Continue reading...

poem poem poem
show 'em
how it's done
with the gun
boom boom bang bang
learn their slang
be hip and trendy

cool
kid
cool kid
be cool kid
be the cool kid

all right
say goodnight
it's getting late
great
wonderful
wonder
full
icebreaker
risk taker
kiss me
kiss you

cold.
hold.
me.

can't you see I'm dying for attention
cut the tension
*******
just quit

look at me.
love me.

can't you see I'm dying inside
from this vicious ride
roller coaster.

I don't have anything for you.
I don't know what to you.
I can't win at this and I don't know who you are I don't know who I am
SLAM
car crash.
It's over.
broken shoulder.
                heart.

Go, go, go!
Get. Got.
Had.

I lost it.
****.

Stumble,
Fumble,
Mumble.

I love you.
Do you?
Yes, don't tell me how I feel.
Then be real.

I am. I is. I are.

Get in the car.
lets get out of here.

*No.

whatever
be clever
sharpen the skill
be still
hide in the shadows
listen carefully
wait
wait
wait

I gave you everything
I gave you nothing
yet here you are
so close and so far
go away but please stay
I have nothing left to say.

**** today.
There's not much else to say.

Speechless.
Get away from me.
Stop touching me.
Let me breath.
Let me be.

Whatever.

I'm sick of this place.
Every single face,
I know.
It's starting to show,
how sick I am,
of all of you.
and I'm at a loss what to do,
other than to push  and shove you away.

I dream of another day,
where I am much more free,
and they will let me be.
Without so much pressure,
and politics,
and *****,
and *******,
and children,
and girls,
and boys,
and toys.

Learn to walk child!
Stand up!
Learn to spend money
and learn to corrupt.

Take, Borrow and Steal

Greedy.
Needy.

I think you're a liar
with a desire
to twist and take
make and make and make
something that isn't real
imaginary
very scary
what you can do
to me and others
lets not forget
to me and to others
lets not forget
to me and to all the others

get to know me
get to know you
what to do
who are you
is it me
what do I do
about you
with me

Hello it's me again
the one with the crooked grin
hear to take your money
and steal your honey
so sweet now on your feet
don't even think about calling the beat
cause I got you
and you
know what
to do
wallets and jewelry
this is a robbery.

Rocketship
Pistol on my hip
Quick Shooter
No Hitter
One Hitter
Quitter

Express the depress
in your chest
scribble scrabble
blither blather
doesn't matter.

Hey baby
Is there where I say "I love you?"
I don't exactly know what to do
with you
or how to

scrutinize

those lies.

I can see it in your eyes
Overdosed.
Burnt like toast.
I've trapped you
Now I know exactly what to do

Pull your teeth for the truth
until you cave or walk away
but I swear
I swear
One day
I'll hear what I want to hear

But not until you're clear

*crystal

I do not like here

Someplace better I desire
Someplace warm like fire
Someplace to chase my dream
Someplace where things grow green

Someplace where the people are nice
A place with less snow and ice
Someplace new I'd like to go
A place more theatrical, more like a show
Someplace where they stay up late
A place more modern like the Tate

I just want to get out of here
It feels so small
And tiny
Here.

Get going while the going is good
'cause the good get goings are getting hard to come by.
Breath that collective sigh
The grass is greener
that ain't no lie.
Things may look a lot meaner
but they're not
Media play ups with the big lay ups
difference ain't that different
Same most people are
helpful and kind too
we can't be divied
I know that's true.

Her eyes will **** you
like a futuristic sound

I'm warning you
she will spin you around
and you, much like Troy
will fall to the ground

Your legs may be strong
but knees become weak
with her poison

Control is lost
Off the ground
One last look
I Love You now.

Ice cream.
Rage against,
Machine.

Hallucination
Fascination

End.
Beginning.

Wonderful times have a hard time with nice rhymes.
I've tried to reach the sky and push the limit,
but I can't seem to quite those things that keep me down.
so I surround and ground and proud and sound out
my frustrations and reservations.