**** I hate commentary's
They ruin every show
That **** in real life too
They just make me want to be alone

I'm messy
My hair
My room
My mind
My writing goes where it wants
And takes me deep inside

Dreams are my escape
Writing is my death wish
My walls are always listening
I scream when they leave
And get lost in my head
I don't wish I was dead
I wish I was away
The background knows me best

Overwhelmed by silence
I'll fall asleep soon
Until then I will think
About why I feel blue

Another Lil Peep song to take away the pain
And a downpour of rain to help me feel again
This is all I need to make me think i'm sane

If every sin was counted
Hell would be overcrowded

I closed my eyes and danced in the darkness
With my imagination as the audience

Long ago my teacher said
'You a daydreamer'
My mind would leave this land
However, not long after my mind found it all too much

For many years
I would pretend
As if it was all okay
As If I never cared
But hatred grew
And love fell apart
A shallow mindset
Made an empty heart
I'd wish that life would come to an end
It would hurt too much to think again
Overtime my mind started to change
I started to smile
I cried again

When I look back at what my teacher said
I think maybe that's not so bad
To travel through time
To be famous
And loved
To never have to leave

My ink will tell you stories you would never believe

Days merge into weeks
Weeks merge into months
Months merge into years
years merge into...
RIP

Days merge into

                                    years

Its not my scene
But it will be tonight
The vibe is buzzing
And the lights are alive
Yet everybody seems dead
Like zombies in the spotlight

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Life isn't beautiful
Its insufferable
Tedious and dull
Each moment resembles hell
Through constant anguish and pain
We construct an ideal of what we think is sane
And pretend that everything will be okay

Death is true beauty
Its the ultimate escape
When the final light is turned off
Your mind falls into an abyss
You can sleep eternally
And be forgotten like the rest

I wish I could disappear
Into the darkness
And fly into the midnight sky
I could fly for lifetimes
Until I no longer exist
My mind would become nothing
The coldness would feel like bliss
My eyes could become stranded
Lost in the bright hopeful lights
As the sun becomes closer
Alive I would be
Until I collide
And death becomes me

Thinking of starting a server on discord where people can post poems, thoughts, talk, etc... message if interested

Draw me the stars
And I'll write us to the moon
Draw me some tears
I might write you some blues
Colour the roses
From which I write about
Our dreams can be remembered
With pictures and a plot
I'll write what you couldn't
If you draw what I can not

Each day someone collapses
And becomes one with their shadow
Everything collapses in time
Buildings
Societies
People
One day the Earth will collapse too

Left to decay
Poisoned by man
Dirt turns to mud
And mud disrupts land
Hummingbirds chirp
But their wings will not last
Beautiful sadness
Will become part of the past
No trees will be standing
Oxygen will be scarce
Life will be fading
And no one will care

Fading away
Like tears in the rain
My mind used to act like a shadow that hides when its late
I wandered through dreams
With no escape to be seen

But since I met you
The rain no longer teems
It still falls
But its softer
Like your lips on my cheek

I am in love with you
More than I could ever explain
Tonight let us meet in the depths of our dreams

I fell into love
And never stopped falling
Until one day I crashed through the roof
Of your feelings

So many people focus on finding love
I'm too busy finding myself

I'm like a flare in the dark
Waiting for my light to go out

There are flowers on my duvet covers
I guess you could say that I sleep in a flower bed

When the butterflies come
And flutter wings so young
When their paradise falls
Will they hit the ground too

Black boots
Black dress
Black eyes
Black hair
But you bleed forever red

My shadow has been trapped for a while
I haven't taken it for a walk in days
Maybe I don't deserve this shadow
I regret lying in my bed all day
Recently I have been seeing less of my shadow
Darkness seems to scare it away
I hope my shadow doesn't go for good
Because it has followed me all this way

If you could describe me as a mathematical equation
You could call me friend< 1

There are no good or bad people
Rather there are people who have done good or bad things

Some people hang their heads in shame
Others hang their heads with rope

Hang me from your balcony
So you can hear my fantasy
People only want to listen when your wrists are painting poetry
Push me off a cliff so you can make a tragedy
Tragedies make poetry
Poetry is lovely
Tie me to some train tracks
To create a mass catastrophe
Catastrophes make poetry
Poetry is charming