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"sureness" poems
she reads books and she plays music the cute, innocent clumsy girl with freckles on her cheeks you like to read and listen to music the cool, handsome sweet-talking man who likes freckles on her cheeks [ or at least you said you did ] she rolls her eyes at your compliments the cautious, bright guarded girl with curiosity in her eyes you lay them on thick the certain, sharp imprudent man with hidden agendas on your lips she lingers a little longer in hopes of crossing your path throughout the day she laughs at your jokes and you know they're not funny she sings for you in the car because you like her voice [ or at least you said you did ] she's become good at excuses the hopeful, naive kind-hearted girl with sureness in her words you soak them up the stark, ill-intentioned vacant boy with uncertainty in your voice she gave all she had to care for you, the smooth, clever self-serving boy you convinced her that you loved her [ or at least you said you did ]
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Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 1:02 AM UTC
at least you said you did
She is as in a field a silken tent At midday when the sunny summer breeze Has dried the dew and all its ropes relent, So that in guys it gently sways at ease, And its supporting central cedar pole, That is its pinnacle to heavenward And signifies the sureness of the soul, Seems to owe naught to any single cord, But strictly held by none, is loosely bound By countless silken ties of love and thought To everything on earth the compass round, And only by one’s going slightly taut In the capriciousness of summer air Is of the slightest ******* made aware.
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The Silken Tent
Because Instagram is my medium, and because somewhere deep down--in that place that no one talks about--it makes me feel immensely validated: putting out my ******** and receiving little bits of peer approval in return... Because I still smoke too fast when I want that short indulgent rush to last the most, so light another. Because the Itunes visualizer is an assured source of inspiration when I am feeling small about the universe, and about the 5-ish senses that I am confined to, and because there is too much of me to simply be kept quiet; because the things I want are wanted too completely to shut up about. Because I am doing excellent, and I want everybody in the world to applaud me for it--for my relentless and unyielding grasp of sanity, which often slips without my sureness be-ing lost along with it, and because the wreckage is a comfy place to lie when everything comes down to it... Because admitting to yourself that you are addicted is the first step to recovery--or so I am told,,, and because denial is the first step one must fall from if they're itching to reach bottom... Because I am tired of climbing and have learned--among all else--how to enjoy the weightlessness of this long fall and the uncertainty it brings: uncertainty being my one true love, alongside mistress logic, who I truly LOVE returning to with open arms, seeking her comfort after a long long trip-- where I can walk winter without minding cold, and can enjoy seeing all the sights and all the Mad, Mad characters that wonderland contains. Because there is no 'character limit' nor is there censorship where I am concerned. Because I crave the criticism: that repetition is a cheaters way to write--and I want to cheat life's limitations and all social standards every chance I get. Because above all else, below all else, I want to clarify that--through every lesson I have taken-in since recently deceased December, and through all I have learned painfully, through the confusion and unrecognized irrelevance, Because the greatest thing that I have learned thus far is: I am learning.
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Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
Allowed Indulgence
Because Instagram is my medium, and because somewhere deep down--in that place that no one talks about--it makes me feel immensely validated: putting out my ******** and receiving little bits of peer approval in return... Because I still smoke too fast when I want that short indulgent rush to last the most, so light another. Because the Itunes visualizer is an assured source of inspiration when I am feeling small about the universe, and about the 5-ish senses that I am confined to, and because there is too much of me to simply be kept quiet; because the things I want are wanted too completely to shut up about. Because I am doing excellent, and I want everybody in the world to applaud me for it--for my relentless and unyielding grasp of sanity, which often slips without my sureness be-ing lost along with it, and because the wreckage is a comfy place to lie when everything comes down to it... Because admitting to yourself that you are addicted is the first step to recovery--or so I am told,,, and because denial is the first step one must fall from if they're itching to reach bottom... Because I am tired of climbing and have learned--among all else--how to enjoy the weightlessness of this long fall and the uncertainty it brings: uncertainty being my one true love, alongside mistress logic, who I truly LOVE returning to with open arms, seeking her comfort after a long long trip-- where I can walk winter without minding cold, and can enjoy seeing all the sights and all the Mad, Mad characters that wonderland contains. Because there is no 'character limit' nor is there censorship where I am concerned. Because I crave the criticism: that repetition is a cheaters way to write--and I want to cheat life's limitations and all social standards every chance I get. Because above all else, below all else, I want to clarify that--through every lesson I have taken-in since recently deceased December, and through all I have learned painfully, through the confusion and unrecognized irrelevance, Because the greatest thing that I have learned thus far is: I am learning.
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Power pulsating between my legs Irrational intrigue  between my ears Alacrity asunder between my ribs -Heretical human blender- Serving up cleverly crafted cocktails I am Spouting sureness from between my lips I am Stirring in sweet sultriness Soliciting sour sabotage Submerging you in salty squeamishness -Colloquial courtesan, curtly castrating consumers- Inebriating you equally with inevitable irrationality Welcome to my "Reader’s Digest" Prepared especially for you with my psychologically indigestible
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Jan 14, 2012
Jan 14, 2012 at 10:35 AM UTC
Reader's Digest
What is my Purpose? On this earth's surface. Do I have an ultimate service, within these verses? What is my purpose, In today's circus. Is it to buy all that I can purchase? Or be out on the street shirtless. What is my purpose, Among the Earth's worthless, Is it to grow up scared and nervous? Or walk around nerveless. What is my purpose, In this earth's furnace, Is it to be full of pureness and warm those around me like a thermos? To the above questions, I am wordless. To the above questions, I am verbless. To the above questions, I am termless. So i guess my purpose, Is full of obscureness. And in this search for sureness, I strive on with sterness, Ignoring the churchless, In doing my best to furbish My best definition Of Purpose.
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May 4, 2010
May 4, 2010 at 9:21 AM UTC
Purpose
imagine all the cells that form to join in your sensation all the stars that blew your bits together for proper procreation being born with every breath and reaching death through exhalation-- i simply can't exist without you nor you without i, and of this we can be sure that (though the sureness of my i obscures the many in us all[ mere words to ***** for thoughts we cope with] )it will rumble beneath and explode at the surface to delayed surprise of just reprise (mistaking inflation as progress) that libations of dogmas won't change a thing: when you look at the fibers in the fabric of being (spun finely by spiders invisibly swift) and if our knowledge were but a fly we'd see ourselves trapped by its infinite web, both victim to its trap and servant to its host (though this is the nature of matters sticking close[ especially light years away]) just as the lattice of language roots deep inside double-helix libraries unimaginably tall filled with books authored by curious protons, excited electrons and fleeting photons, composed of sentences by snarky quarks and gluons lying in -eate groups with unseen companions (read between the lines) working in union to fashion a sum greater than summation could do-- an alchemical-calculus of fractal fluidity, finding contexts for novelty to sing songs like Earth (though just a planet in other eyes) to give conscious rise within the cosmic playground embodied by us, but not encompassed by us; rather extended through us as curiosity mirrored.
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 2:37 AM UTC
mirrored
imagine all the cells that form to join in your sensation all the stars that blew your bits together for proper procreation being born with every breath and reaching death through exhalation-- i simply can't exist without you nor you without i, and of this we can be sure that (though the sureness of my i obscures the many in us all[ mere words to ***** for thoughts we cope with] )it will rumble beneath and explode at the surface to delayed surprise of just reprise (mistaking inflation as progress) that libations of dogmas won't change a thing: when you look at the fibers in the fabric of being (spun finely by spiders invisibly swift) and if our knowledge were but a fly we'd see ourselves trapped by its infinite web, both victim to its trap and servant to its host (though this is the nature of matters sticking close[ especially light years away]) just as the lattice of language roots deep inside double-helix libraries unimaginably tall filled with books authored by curious protons, excited electrons and fleeting photons, composed of sentences by snarky quarks and gluons lying in -eate groups with unseen companions (read between the lines) working in union to fashion a sum greater than summation could do-- an alchemical-calculus of fractal fluidity, finding contexts for novelty to sing songs like Earth (though just a planet in other eyes) to give conscious rise within the cosmic playground embodied by us, but not encompassed by us; rather extended through us as curiosity mirrored.
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she comes home in the middle of the night and i help her take her shoes off. she can't walk in heels, but in the glow of the night life, she becomes someone else. for once in her life she is no one but herself. and a boy will buy her a drink, take her home. but she is so gone, because even when she is with him, she is thinking of a lost boy. she is thinking of a boy in a coffee shop, smoking all his problems away. a boy with dreams when they met, that slowly faded into ash and dust, nothing now but hazy memories. she can still remember his eyes, blue and bright. now, they are so dark she can't even tell their color. they could be black and she wouldn't even know. every day, they said "get over him" every day, they said "he is nothing but trouble" every day, they said "he will only break your heart" every day, she said "you don't know him like i do" and then, after, they said "i told you so" and she said "you don't know him like i did" so even when he is kissing her shoulder and i am in the other room, counting the creaks of the bed she is thinking of the summer they fell in love. maybe it was his i-don't-give-a-shit attitude, maybe it was the attraction of rebellion, but he changed everything and she swore she'd never been so in love. and then, when it was over, when all the caps that they'd thrown into the air were all cleaned up by the janitor, we went to new york city and she reinvented herself. she packed up one box, and got the hell out of that town. she hasn't missed one thing that she left behind, didn't regret one moment, except for him. and so, when they were done, he put his clothes back on and left her there in her own bed, lonelier than before. i had to go in and place the advil on the table, for the hangover the next morning, that would be there just like the sureness of the sun rising. and i was the one who tucked her in at night while she was passed out, and mumbling his name.
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Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 7:31 PM UTC
wanderlust
she comes home in the middle of the night and i help her take her shoes off. she can't walk in heels, but in the glow of the night life, she becomes someone else. for once in her life she is no one but herself. and a boy will buy her a drink, take her home. but she is so gone, because even when she is with him, she is thinking of a lost boy. she is thinking of a boy in a coffee shop, smoking all his problems away. a boy with dreams when they met, that slowly faded into ash and dust, nothing now but hazy memories. she can still remember his eyes, blue and bright. now, they are so dark she can't even tell their color. they could be black and she wouldn't even know. every day, they said "get over him" every day, they said "he is nothing but trouble" every day, they said "he will only break your heart" every day, she said "you don't know him like i do" and then, after, they said "i told you so" and she said "you don't know him like i did" so even when he is kissing her shoulder and i am in the other room, counting the creaks of the bed she is thinking of the summer they fell in love. maybe it was his i-don't-give-a-shit attitude, maybe it was the attraction of rebellion, but he changed everything and she swore she'd never been so in love. and then, when it was over, when all the caps that they'd thrown into the air were all cleaned up by the janitor, we went to new york city and she reinvented herself. she packed up one box, and got the hell out of that town. she hasn't missed one thing that she left behind, didn't regret one moment, except for him. and so, when they were done, he put his clothes back on and left her there in her own bed, lonelier than before. i had to go in and place the advil on the table, for the hangover the next morning, that would be there just like the sureness of the sun rising. and i was the one who tucked her in at night while she was passed out, and mumbling his name.
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It’s being kept safe from harm. Being kept away from any physical danger or injury. Kept from bad company. Kept away from illness and misfortunes. From misdeeds and misgivings. To be safe and sound. It’s being kept from hurt. Safe from emotional distress, from emotional pains and heartache. No more tears in your eyes from that. No more scars. It’s being safe in His good graces. Safe in the strength of faith to hold on. The empowerment of one's own will to overcome hardships. It is the sureness to be able to overcome anything. It is a promise of goodness in life, in the hereafter and forever. It’s being loved, and knowing it, feeling it. It’s being happy and content, with whatever you have. It’s knowing that you need not sigh of worry or regret or sadness. That the only sadness you have in life is entitled to you, instead of ones ****** upon you. Safe is knowing love in the pureness of its meaning. It’s seeing the nakedness of the beauty of life. Safe is seeing that there are no two similar shades of colours in this world. Safe is knowing you can close your eyes wherever you are, and take in a deep breath, and tasting the air on your tongue, and feeling it fill your lungs, and not even worry about the beating of your own heart. Safe is knowing that no matter how many times you've fallen, you get back up just the same. Safe is looking back at burdens, however heavy, and knowing that even they cannot bring you down. Safe is the helplessness you feel when you see just how vast the universe is. Safe is knowing that there is fear, but not one that can consume you. It is knowing that life is so much more than a set of rules or your own heart to follow. It is seeing how complex life is, and being able to forgive that complexity. A safety that is not to be sought after but to be found. It is not a person, a thing, or a forever, but it is in small moments, that there is a true and absolute tranquility throughout your very being, from your very core, one that brings a smile to your lips instantly. That in that small moment, everything is so grand. Everything just falls into place. Everything is alright. Safe is being hopeful. It is feeling hope.
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Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC
I want you safe, dear.
It’s being kept safe from harm. Being kept away from any physical danger or injury. Kept from bad company. Kept away from illness and misfortunes. From misdeeds and misgivings. To be safe and sound. It’s being kept from hurt. Safe from emotional distress, from emotional pains and heartache. No more tears in your eyes from that. No more scars. It’s being safe in His good graces. Safe in the strength of faith to hold on. The empowerment of one's own will to overcome hardships. It is the sureness to be able to overcome anything. It is a promise of goodness in life, in the hereafter and forever. It’s being loved, and knowing it, feeling it. It’s being happy and content, with whatever you have. It’s knowing that you need not sigh of worry or regret or sadness. That the only sadness you have in life is entitled to you, instead of ones ****** upon you. Safe is knowing love in the pureness of its meaning. It’s seeing the nakedness of the beauty of life. Safe is seeing that there are no two similar shades of colours in this world. Safe is knowing you can close your eyes wherever you are, and take in a deep breath, and tasting the air on your tongue, and feeling it fill your lungs, and not even worry about the beating of your own heart. Safe is knowing that no matter how many times you've fallen, you get back up just the same. Safe is looking back at burdens, however heavy, and knowing that even they cannot bring you down. Safe is the helplessness you feel when you see just how vast the universe is. Safe is knowing that there is fear, but not one that can consume you. It is knowing that life is so much more than a set of rules or your own heart to follow. It is seeing how complex life is, and being able to forgive that complexity. A safety that is not to be sought after but to be found. It is not a person, a thing, or a forever, but it is in small moments, that there is a true and absolute tranquility throughout your very being, from your very core, one that brings a smile to your lips instantly. That in that small moment, everything is so grand. Everything just falls into place. Everything is alright. Safe is being hopeful. It is feeling hope.
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Dreaming seems to be a cycled reality, dueling matters of vague interpretation almost holding on to a fugue state of delieverance, that returns to dreaming. A wakefulness that pardons our stressors, exploring how sureness of changing tides have arrived to wash the shore’s footprints; turning salutations to a once cumbersom slumber to keeping these eyes closed. The mind never rests, it continues to timely act. Despite the character of one’s gait submissive to extrinsic. We dream the same. A neutrality in recognition, the deepest desire, the social matter, and the human acceptance. We rise to sleep to deeply wake the harden reality we failed, to accept throughout our day, removing our knighly armor and face our dragons which have their own vices, yet our devices hinder. Our true dreams, blur between eyes closed changing to dreaming with eyes open. Realizing all true negatives are true positives differing only from accepting that I can vertically add difference; we can all equate to change if you keep dreaming in mind.
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Jul 16, 2012
Jul 16, 2012 at 3:24 AM UTC
beta
The holiness A very certain inspiration ---- Dancing naked in a unique Way In the sureness of your Eye --- Finding the truest power of your mind And Keeping it alive -- Holiness Every single child Every street---? Heavenly . (Paved in gold) -- Holiness On the midnight of the dream The soil receives Each and every seed In good earth sown
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Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 1:44 AM UTC
Holiness
it is in-between sentences diagonal; *directing a conversation you can't have/ the need to protect the pride* Lie on something similar, like thick grass; emptied cartons of unfinished favors, leftover excitement/ somewhere else to put your perfect hands silver, white seconds pumping your gallop against the lips, out loud louder against the sureness of breath-beside-sleep louder until we open up breaking it down for my sanity tell me you felt me, once just to my diaries of you my need dried coral reef doesn't grow under palm trees, darling pumped from your need & why you should be . . . so very so very *brief with me ?*
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Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 2:31 AM UTC
hour and a half
Who art thou actually to me? That is certainly a difficult question; to which I might have been able not to giveth a precise answer. Thou who were yesterday a friend; and who conversed even so casually with me back then; now hath so dearly caught me and captivated me that I am not sure of who thou art; and what room doth thou possess within th' very kingdom of my heart. Ah, and tonight, at this very rigorous, and laborious night Thou lured and tempted me into thy charms; and embraced me within thy friendly realms. Oh, querida, how I want thee too much- simply too much! Mi carino, mi amor; and in fairy tales, as they are supposed to be Thou would be my senor And my maiden self thy senorita. Mi amor de la príncipe! If only thou knoweth-of how much I desire thee! But I was sure not-it was but seemingly unforgivable uncertainty; whilst thou sat there and laughed beside me; and I gazed into those patient eyes of thine. I love thee tenderly, as thou doth emerge within my silent dreams; I love thee dearly, as thou didst, tonight, craved and shaped the wit and wise sweetness of my heart. Thou art no-one else but my fiery dreams; ah, thou art the one I love- the only one I love indeed! Thou, with the music of thy soul so sweet, which captured my emotions so swiftly; and entangled my passion so sweetly. Ah, tonight-just tonight, how thou endorsed my feelings, and cured my daring longings! As though in a wakeful dream, no matter absurd it may seem; this I declare with unbearable- yet steady sureness: I would love thee, surely and tranquilly, and I hope just that thou would love me Just like thou art already inside me; and just how fate hath so fiercely placed this very dear heart of mine, within thee.
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 7:28 PM UTC
Tonight
Who art thou actually to me? That is certainly a difficult question; to which I might have been able not to giveth a precise answer. Thou who were yesterday a friend; and who conversed even so casually with me back then; now hath so dearly caught me and captivated me that I am not sure of who thou art; and what room doth thou possess within th' very kingdom of my heart. Ah, and tonight, at this very rigorous, and laborious night Thou lured and tempted me into thy charms; and embraced me within thy friendly realms. Oh, querida, how I want thee too much- simply too much! Mi carino, mi amor; and in fairy tales, as they are supposed to be Thou would be my senor And my maiden self thy senorita. Mi amor de la príncipe! If only thou knoweth-of how much I desire thee! But I was sure not-it was but seemingly unforgivable uncertainty; whilst thou sat there and laughed beside me; and I gazed into those patient eyes of thine. I love thee tenderly, as thou doth emerge within my silent dreams; I love thee dearly, as thou didst, tonight, craved and shaped the wit and wise sweetness of my heart. Thou art no-one else but my fiery dreams; ah, thou art the one I love- the only one I love indeed! Thou, with the music of thy soul so sweet, which captured my emotions so swiftly; and entangled my passion so sweetly. Ah, tonight-just tonight, how thou endorsed my feelings, and cured my daring longings! As though in a wakeful dream, no matter absurd it may seem; this I declare with unbearable- yet steady sureness: I would love thee, surely and tranquilly, and I hope just that thou would love me Just like thou art already inside me; and just how fate hath so fiercely placed this very dear heart of mine, within thee.
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And with that wound to the heart born of cruel enlightenment - I am affected, and afflicted, to find that He has finally decided to love another. Who might She be, so superior to me? How beautiful, Ethereal, Godly must she appear to Him? Whom could never suffice to provide, how lowly then am I? I surmised as engaged that which was nothing but courteous exchange. His pity shed for foolish me, anguished for His affections, I was so simple and narcissistic, to imagine any potential ever living. With that, I am crushed by the weight of a deserved but savage modesty. How insignificant to His life, diminutive, unworthy must I be? The sinister sentiment - that He has chosen not only not me, but She - devours all sureness of self and all of my esteem. Spiteful as I am, I will deny Him tears. I will cease gratifying such an immense ego and perchance depart with some pieces of dignity. It is so hard, despite it so long since His immensity last gratified me. He will never realize the plague on me He's infected, Never witness the wounds on me He's inflicted, Never recognize the hopeful heart He's afflicted. After all this time, perhaps I've accepted that when I come back to You I meet Defeat. This time, instead, perhaps I take what's left of myself and leave. Perhaps, I beg, perhaps... We'll see.
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Jan 15, 2022
Jan 15, 2022 at 12:36 AM UTC
Defeated; Replaced
and the truth is undeniable despite the sureness of my heart and the confidence i have in you and i one day the bombs will fall and with my world shaken and my chest pounding i will build a bunker to last out the storm
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Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 1:43 AM UTC
crossfire
I believe in memories they smell vanilla on our tongues and the insides of our cheeks at first, crazy good sureness but the aftertaste is poison. sweet poison, sharp and real like paper flowers in a stunning silver vase on the mantle: what I remember doesn’t do justice to what we used to know.
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Jul 29, 2010
Jul 29, 2010 at 6:17 PM UTC
paper flowers
The Angels surrounds the heart of the one whose heart is broken. No one can feel or see the pain in your heart but only you. It is hidden away from the mortal eyes. Only your essence and feelings can reach out to the one whose heart is disturbed and confused. No one can touch or understand how you feel, except through the power of love that heals and forgives. The spoken words of love are understood by the heart that is so touched by the spirit of counsel and of love and forgiveness. Only it's breath can cause the heart to flutter to feel the warmth of the bliss it exudes. Can anything be as sweet and lovely than a forgiven heart of a wounded soul who has regained freedom from the nightmares of the tormented life conquered. A sureness of a soul set free is glorious. That is the impression of what the heart desires for a free spirit unhurt by unfortunate circumstances. 2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 12:31 PM UTC
THE HEART FORGIVEN
it's what you do to me that makes me see that the summer isn't so bad when it comes to weather if you're around and act like the winter breeze it's what you do that fragments and throws away my left over sadness in a hole that's feelings of the are forgotten it's what you do that puts me to sleep at night because I know I'll wake up and know you'll be mine for the next 16 hours I'm awake it's what you do that makes me write like I'm writing about a high power that I believe in it's what you do that makes it seem like the sun and the moon aren't the only things that can light up my world with eternal hope when the sky resembles how I used to feel; blue, or when the sky resembles my biggest fear as an innocent minded 4 year old; the darkness it's what you do that makes it seem like water isn't the only thing that can keep me alive, because your kisses hydrate my soul more than hydrogen and oxygen hydrate my body it's what you do that makes me want to copy and paste my words on all that I feel about you inside a door in your heart and lock them with a key that I'll throw in the deepest area of the Atlantic ocean, not even the most powerful magnet in the universe could find it, because the sureness in my sentences I compose for you are meant to stay in your heart like well thought of tattoos without hesitations on inking your skin permanently for the rest of eternity it's what you do that makes me run the mile in 4 minutes and 53 seconds hoping you'd be at the end of the 5,280 feet I ran it's what you do that makes think overcoming what I think is impossible at the moment is possible it's what you do that makes me proud to stand by your side when we're walking hallways full of shame and disappointment it's what you do that made me realize a believer of God can love a doubter of his word, an opposition to my morals it's what you do that made me believe some blessings are everlasting, like you it's what you do that makes me wish I could tattoo my kisses on your face to remind you that I love every inch of what you don't like when you look in the mirror to make your insecurities irrelevant to what I admire it's what you do that makes me see that comparing galaxies to your eyes don't do them justice it's what you do, that makes me love you as much as I do, as much as I always have, as much as I always will.
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 3:03 PM UTC
Irrelevant
it's what you do to me that makes me see that the summer isn't so bad when it comes to weather if you're around and act like the winter breeze it's what you do that fragments and throws away my left over sadness in a hole that's feelings of the are forgotten it's what you do that puts me to sleep at night because I know I'll wake up and know you'll be mine for the next 16 hours I'm awake it's what you do that makes me write like I'm writing about a high power that I believe in it's what you do that makes it seem like the sun and the moon aren't the only things that can light up my world with eternal hope when the sky resembles how I used to feel; blue, or when the sky resembles my biggest fear as an innocent minded 4 year old; the darkness it's what you do that makes it seem like water isn't the only thing that can keep me alive, because your kisses hydrate my soul more than hydrogen and oxygen hydrate my body it's what you do that makes me want to copy and paste my words on all that I feel about you inside a door in your heart and lock them with a key that I'll throw in the deepest area of the Atlantic ocean, not even the most powerful magnet in the universe could find it, because the sureness in my sentences I compose for you are meant to stay in your heart like well thought of tattoos without hesitations on inking your skin permanently for the rest of eternity it's what you do that makes me run the mile in 4 minutes and 53 seconds hoping you'd be at the end of the 5,280 feet I ran it's what you do that makes think overcoming what I think is impossible at the moment is possible it's what you do that makes me proud to stand by your side when we're walking hallways full of shame and disappointment it's what you do that made me realize a believer of God can love a doubter of his word, an opposition to my morals it's what you do that made me believe some blessings are everlasting, like you it's what you do that makes me wish I could tattoo my kisses on your face to remind you that I love every inch of what you don't like when you look in the mirror to make your insecurities irrelevant to what I admire it's what you do that makes me see that comparing galaxies to your eyes don't do them justice it's what you do, that makes me love you as much as I do, as much as I always have, as much as I always will.
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And with that wound to the heart born of cruel enlightenment - I am affected, and afflicted, to find that He has finally decided to love another. Who might She be, so superior to me? How beautiful, Ethereal, Godly must she appear to Him? Whom could never suffice to provide, how lowly then am I? I surmised as engaged that which was nothing but courteous exchange. His pity shed for foolish me, anguished for His affections, I was so simple and narcissistic, to imagine any potential ever living. With that, I am crushed by the weight of a deserved but savage modesty. How insignificant to His life, diminutive, unworthy must I be? The sinister sentiment - that He has chosen not only not me, but She - devours all sureness of self and all of my esteem. Spiteful as I am, I will deny Him tears. I will cease gratifying such an immense ego and perchance depart with some pieces of dignity. It is so hard, despite it so long since His immensity last gratified me. He will never realize the plague on me He's infected, Never witness the wounds on me He's inflicted, Never recognize the hopeful heart He's afflicted. After all this time, perhaps I've accepted that when I come back to You I meet Defeat. This time, instead, perhaps I take what's left of myself and leave. Perhaps, I beg, perhaps... We'll see.
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Jan 15, 2022
Jan 15, 2022 at 4:07 PM UTC
Defeat
In my dreams I am too powerful to ignore. I've learned a thing or two there. I've got a flinty stare And a chip on my shoulder Things I hide beneath a meek smile An unimpressive little girl voice, And an eagerness to help. But behind these eyes Is a creature that craves power. My only fear is that I know I have it. Once I tip my hand, Once everyone sees it What will I have? What's my ace in the hole If everybody knows I know I'm strong? In my dreams They'd be everyone else's nightmares In my dreams I run through rainslicked streets Chased by gunmen And I feel alive. I smile, feral, And I laugh as I fight. I want that in my body. I want those bruises and that sureness, I want my power. In my dreams when I am set upon I think Finally And I give it my all with a freed laugh And a joy too wild for waking hours. I am too powerful to ignore. I am too powerful to stay hidden. When I rip off this flimsy skin and step forward I want to be naked and smug. But I am afraid that I will have no power If I don't hide mine. If it is seen Is it lessened by the viewers? My secret My secret My secret is I am not Afraid.
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Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 11:23 PM UTC
Black Magic
I remember I fell head first to your big brown eyes I hummed my favorite songs to the thought of you being there listening to my lameness A bottle of Crown couldn’t ease the emptiness at night I could tell you were sure when you fought for us, when the faults were mine I painted a picture of your head on my chest with my imaginary paintbrush I’ve been taking it gentle with the help of solitude I’m trapped in a prism full of memories of your blank stares I’ve let go of the pain but I still reflect on it Expressing my feelings on it like if change came that easy Seems like it was just yesterday we were arguing about the little things Questions on how to strive, I never knew Displacement of our paradigms, I always thought so negatively I could’ve found reasons to shed a ray of light into us Now all I have is a hologram in my mind that I try to touch and just goes through I remember my first daydream of our future You were wearing a white dress and all I could feel was sureness I lived by that truth of you being mine for a long time and I was obsessed with it I was obsessed with you and the ideas we could’ve brought to life in time I’ve realized that you’re perfect and my feelings are just a glimpse of what’s truly real to me
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 12:20 PM UTC
Timid Dreams
I drove slowly down The depths of the dusk As she chewed on the stems, I tried on the tusks. As she entered high And I crawled down low, I wished for the truth Of what she soon would know. Oh what joys could it bring? Patterns was she seeing? I wondered in silence; A sleepwalking being. I admit I cannot, Though I wish that I could, Or not that I "can't", Rather, if I should. My stability's lacking My sureness unsure, Good trips need good backing And a soul that is pure. As of right now, I am less than demure.   So dull grey is life, Forced laughter is love, But the answer to existence Lies in a questionable, edible drug.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 4:15 AM UTC
Shrooms (I Couldn't)
Sitting,waiting in the bus shelter, the mind is led by roving thoughts from the now and here into fields often not explored whereto the feet hesitate to stray. I sit there seeing the world hurry on, not really looking at the people all around but thinking back;thinking about those who used to walk these same streets who used to hurry off just so. The roads may have forgotten their tread, their faces blurred by time, their voice masked by life's din, soon to be faded into memory; our love glossing over their faults. But what of their stories? What of the things left unsaid? What of the questions unanswered? What of their talents not passed down? What of the bonds,the people undone? Are their stories lost? Never meant to be finished? Small and unimportant enough to be cut off,be discarded? Lives destined for the void? But what of those left behind? Stories tainted by that void? Hearts burdened b their absence? Eyes wearied of waiting? Dreams filled with longing? The bus arrives with that sureness of the things that come and go. Boarding it,I sit next to a window and let it carry me away like I've let those things that come and go. Gazing out the window, I see life rushing past me. And a desire takes hold of me for this journey to go on, to keep moving while immobile. I think of those stories unfinished, stories seen through a man's eyes, read with a man's wisdom. But what if that is not all? What if there is more? What if some questions are never meant to be answered? Some things be left unsaid? Some talents never to be passed on but define the person lost and him alone? What if the stories left behind are meant to be tainted that way? To bear a fragrance like no other, the void marking them for perfection. What if people are meant to be undone? What if the stories are not lost but merged with the living ones? To fuel them,to further them, to be a muse to spur them, be a core in their shaping? Wistful thinking all,devised to soothe. The mind awash with torrential thoughts still hears a small voice of hope, holding on to it while hanging above a chasm of decadence. Every night we go to bed trusting the angels guarding us to let happen what is right; slipping into peaceful oblivion,unsure whether we will wake from it again. All these thoughts,these stories float as leaves on that river called Life. Whether we be afloat or under, it flows;the grand story goes on crafted by The Great Writer. After all the broken hopes dare we still hope on as did Abraham of old, hoping where there is none, seeing life where there is death? Dare we still dream on? Dare we hope our stories will not be left unfinished thinking,wanting to believe that Life is Hope is Life?
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Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 9:53 AM UTC
Stories Unfinished
Sitting,waiting in the bus shelter, the mind is led by roving thoughts from the now and here into fields often not explored whereto the feet hesitate to stray. I sit there seeing the world hurry on, not really looking at the people all around but thinking back;thinking about those who used to walk these same streets who used to hurry off just so. The roads may have forgotten their tread, their faces blurred by time, their voice masked by life's din, soon to be faded into memory; our love glossing over their faults. But what of their stories? What of the things left unsaid? What of the questions unanswered? What of their talents not passed down? What of the bonds,the people undone? Are their stories lost? Never meant to be finished? Small and unimportant enough to be cut off,be discarded? Lives destined for the void? But what of those left behind? Stories tainted by that void? Hearts burdened b their absence? Eyes wearied of waiting? Dreams filled with longing? The bus arrives with that sureness of the things that come and go. Boarding it,I sit next to a window and let it carry me away like I've let those things that come and go. Gazing out the window, I see life rushing past me. And a desire takes hold of me for this journey to go on, to keep moving while immobile. I think of those stories unfinished, stories seen through a man's eyes, read with a man's wisdom. But what if that is not all? What if there is more? What if some questions are never meant to be answered? Some things be left unsaid? Some talents never to be passed on but define the person lost and him alone? What if the stories left behind are meant to be tainted that way? To bear a fragrance like no other, the void marking them for perfection. What if people are meant to be undone? What if the stories are not lost but merged with the living ones? To fuel them,to further them, to be a muse to spur them, be a core in their shaping? Wistful thinking all,devised to soothe. The mind awash with torrential thoughts still hears a small voice of hope, holding on to it while hanging above a chasm of decadence. Every night we go to bed trusting the angels guarding us to let happen what is right; slipping into peaceful oblivion,unsure whether we will wake from it again. All these thoughts,these stories float as leaves on that river called Life. Whether we be afloat or under, it flows;the grand story goes on crafted by The Great Writer. After all the broken hopes dare we still hope on as did Abraham of old, hoping where there is none, seeing life where there is death? Dare we still dream on? Dare we hope our stories will not be left unfinished thinking,wanting to believe that Life is Hope is Life?
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Wide awake, the restless moon Shone and sang its bright white ring, Casting shadows long and purple, On every silent flapping wing, On each tucked in, dreaming child. Playing while the whole world sleeps. Yet, one small child does not sleep For he gazes up to the white lit ring. Ghosts and rumors haunt this child His only reprieve the song of the moon. He rests safely under its wing, Living his dreams in shadowed purple. Sureness mounts ever in the purple Haze of night, when strangers sleep. Seemingly year after year, out spout wings, As he dances, swaggers, in midnight’s ring, Learning the luring song of the moon, Creatures run wild, and no sleeping child. Until one day, he’s no longer a child And all he lives is the world of purple. Child to the seductive moon, He knows not the world of sleep. Yet on he dances in his endless ring Flapping forever with his useless wings. Then, he shouts, these are my wings! I no longer hide in the dreams of a child! So he dances his dance, in his last wrung ring. And preying on his dark world, purple With quiet, lonely with others’ sleep, He glides from a lovely capture, His moon. The song he learned from the moon As he wakes, still sprites from his silver wing. Heaviness on him weighs from sleep, His body shrinks, fragile as a child. Yet still in this world he craves purple, And the song in his ears still rings. Now, as he looks at the moon, its song yet again does ring, And he wakes from day to purple, and stretches his molting wings, With the mind of a man and whimsy of a child, he vows the world his for as long as they, and not he, sleep.
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May 21, 2010
May 21, 2010 at 9:13 AM UTC
The Song of the Moon
Wide awake, the restless moon Shone and sang its bright white ring, Casting shadows long and purple, On every silent flapping wing, On each tucked in, dreaming child. Playing while the whole world sleeps. Yet, one small child does not sleep For he gazes up to the white lit ring. Ghosts and rumors haunt this child His only reprieve the song of the moon. He rests safely under its wing, Living his dreams in shadowed purple. Sureness mounts ever in the purple Haze of night, when strangers sleep. Seemingly year after year, out spout wings, As he dances, swaggers, in midnight’s ring, Learning the luring song of the moon, Creatures run wild, and no sleeping child. Until one day, he’s no longer a child And all he lives is the world of purple. Child to the seductive moon, He knows not the world of sleep. Yet on he dances in his endless ring Flapping forever with his useless wings. Then, he shouts, these are my wings! I no longer hide in the dreams of a child! So he dances his dance, in his last wrung ring. And preying on his dark world, purple With quiet, lonely with others’ sleep, He glides from a lovely capture, His moon. The song he learned from the moon As he wakes, still sprites from his silver wing. Heaviness on him weighs from sleep, His body shrinks, fragile as a child. Yet still in this world he craves purple, And the song in his ears still rings. Now, as he looks at the moon, its song yet again does ring, And he wakes from day to purple, and stretches his molting wings, With the mind of a man and whimsy of a child, he vows the world his for as long as they, and not he, sleep.
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Realm Piercing lives “You may either win your peace or buy it; win it by resistance to evil buy it by compromise with evil” John Ruskin: The Two Paths. We forget we were born out of revolution another war is known by all ignored by the majority Take tentative steps yes but take the steps why because you’re missing your rightful advantage Look down your ordinary street it leading somewhere not just along common paths its rarity There are gates in common lanes made of light fused glass this is the portal to new understanding Why are people bored morose disgusted they forgot they were created by a creator dreamer First thing people do is follow the herd mentality it doesn’t fly in fact it crawls in a hole and stays there You put ten people together the potential is mind boggling if only they thought so you need a redeemer Not just the spiritual but a natural one fix your eyes on the impossible then work and achieve it You were made for feats not the fears we surrender to and let the best of life recede into nothingness When I see children they live in magical wonder they are wise beyond their years trust their secret Their responsibility is that they are on the greatest journey one of discovery it only takes willingness You are the sureness that makes it all possible as you embrace joy and it shows they are enlarged You give up childlike fantasy and you’re limiting all roads that were made and lead to success The morning is the bow this hidden bridge will carry many a load into a knew and unknown land Stand tall within the rich shadows of those who built empires they only show the way to access They proved the inaccessible heights are reachable by any one determined and brave enough to try
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Nov 24, 2011
Nov 24, 2011 at 3:49 PM UTC
Realm Piercing lives
Realm Piercing lives “You may either win your peace or buy it; win it by resistance to evil buy it by compromise with evil” John Ruskin: The Two Paths. We forget we were born out of revolution another war is known by all ignored by the majority Take tentative steps yes but take the steps why because you’re missing your rightful advantage Look down your ordinary street it leading somewhere not just along common paths its rarity There are gates in common lanes made of light fused glass this is the portal to new understanding Why are people bored morose disgusted they forgot they were created by a creator dreamer First thing people do is follow the herd mentality it doesn’t fly in fact it crawls in a hole and stays there You put ten people together the potential is mind boggling if only they thought so you need a redeemer Not just the spiritual but a natural one fix your eyes on the impossible then work and achieve it You were made for feats not the fears we surrender to and let the best of life recede into nothingness When I see children they live in magical wonder they are wise beyond their years trust their secret Their responsibility is that they are on the greatest journey one of discovery it only takes willingness You are the sureness that makes it all possible as you embrace joy and it shows they are enlarged You give up childlike fantasy and you’re limiting all roads that were made and lead to success The morning is the bow this hidden bridge will carry many a load into a knew and unknown land Stand tall within the rich shadows of those who built empires they only show the way to access They proved the inaccessible heights are reachable by any one determined and brave enough to try
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