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"passageway" poems
My hands have betrayed me. Once the means to write pages, Now my hands are only dead weight. My hands won't pick up a pen. Or even type short, Choppy sentences. They dangle at my sides And find refuge in my hair, Leaving me bleeding. Like my hands, My mouth has declared itself My enemy. Once the passageway for words To explain myself, My mouth is now as useful as a broken bridge. With nothing of value to say, It talks And sings anyway. It opens without my permission But stays closed whenever I try To scream meaning. The inability to illustrate Or translate my mind And my soul Is not an unfamiliar ordeal. But it's lonely on the outside And frustrating looking in. It seems I'll always feel like an alien.
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Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 3:38 AM UTC
Communication Disconnection
I’m working to unwrap you slowly To form you up like a theory To create a habitat for you in my head My steps grow wider when I see you at the end Lying, lounging, an old lion Afternoon sun low and tired Rays and shadows streak the road like enveloping arms As I grow closer, you project even further away I just long to reach you Rest my head against your ***** and Sleep against your softness like a pile of feathers To rest at last. But at times I think I’ll never reach you, As I approach you reflect even further away I wonder that this road is endless, thinning into the distance The black wires radiate into the air above me Mutating my simple DNA into something else entirely A sole purpose survivor, a solider The cause is more desperate now They’re buzzing to each other above my head, talking about me Their scrutiny banging between my ears The dust becomes a new layer of me, with incredible thirst Just fields of dehydrated dandelions, just nothing They soak up the liquid from everything With their chemical and electrical waves The fields are screeching as they shrivel up, like dying children Now it’s all yellow, beige, and far away It’s all so tiny against the horizon, For all I know, your silhouette has become a statue by now Just this long stripe of dirt I treat like a passageway Just a ladder to a final place of rest I’m desperate for a stop in my trudging motion But I know I can’t lie down in this unworthy sand.
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Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 5:52 PM UTC
Yellow
The snow drifts were quite high, piling up into the northern sky, burying towns and trees and the poor souls who had fallen asleep on the grass and had awoken with shivers as snowflakes left little kisses on their eyelids. Except that, it was never grass. There was never any grass to begin with. There was no grass or spring or sun or summer or birds. There was only winter and snow. And the blinding, white terrain had become both a place of desolation and s a n c t u a r y. The Aroura Borealis danced like a beautiful blue fire across the night sky. Stars blinked in and out of existence. And somehow, the halls always remained. The blue halls. Imagine, if you will, the Colosseum cut into halves and shaped like an elbow macaroni. Drop it out in the middle of an arctic wasteland and wash it in the blue glow of the northern, night sky. A bright yellow light poured out of the windows and onto the snow, but no one was ever inside. Some say it's the doorway to heaven. Others say it's the gates of hell. And then there are the strangers. Strangers who wear their lavender, silk headscarves and avoid the rumors of such an exquisite and eclectic piece of architecture. Others like myself. "If there is no one inside, then where is the music coming from?" He asked me, his blue eyes shining as blue as the heavenly hues against the midnight clouds. " The halls will hum if the wind passes through them just so." We listened to them once more. A low and ancient hum emanated from the structure. It was an old sound that resonated within me-unnerved me. The mysterious blue halls were not a simple door to some glorious silver city or the passageway to a fiery lake. The halls were the most beautiful and interesting instrument the universe has even known. "It's the harmonica of the gods!" Perhaps one of them dropped it. Perhaps it was a flaw in design. Perhaps it was meant to be silent and with one teensy miscalculation, an entire orchestra of notes were born by the wind. Perhaps it is telling me to tell you that you should look not towards all that makes you perfect, but the imperfections because that is where true beauty rests. And you are so beautiful. The kind of beauty that doesn't know it's own beauty. Like when you are sleeping, and the moon washes over your face. I like when you are sleeping, for you are so beautiful, yet so unaware.
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Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 9:45 PM UTC
Blue Halls
The snow drifts were quite high, piling up into the northern sky, burying towns and trees and the poor souls who had fallen asleep on the grass and had awoken with shivers as snowflakes left little kisses on their eyelids. Except that, it was never grass. There was never any grass to begin with. There was no grass or spring or sun or summer or birds. There was only winter and snow. And the blinding, white terrain had become both a place of desolation and s a n c t u a r y. The Aroura Borealis danced like a beautiful blue fire across the night sky. Stars blinked in and out of existence. And somehow, the halls always remained. The blue halls. Imagine, if you will, the Colosseum cut into halves and shaped like an elbow macaroni. Drop it out in the middle of an arctic wasteland and wash it in the blue glow of the northern, night sky. A bright yellow light poured out of the windows and onto the snow, but no one was ever inside. Some say it's the doorway to heaven. Others say it's the gates of hell. And then there are the strangers. Strangers who wear their lavender, silk headscarves and avoid the rumors of such an exquisite and eclectic piece of architecture. Others like myself. "If there is no one inside, then where is the music coming from?" He asked me, his blue eyes shining as blue as the heavenly hues against the midnight clouds. " The halls will hum if the wind passes through them just so." We listened to them once more. A low and ancient hum emanated from the structure. It was an old sound that resonated within me-unnerved me. The mysterious blue halls were not a simple door to some glorious silver city or the passageway to a fiery lake. The halls were the most beautiful and interesting instrument the universe has even known. "It's the harmonica of the gods!" Perhaps one of them dropped it. Perhaps it was a flaw in design. Perhaps it was meant to be silent and with one teensy miscalculation, an entire orchestra of notes were born by the wind. Perhaps it is telling me to tell you that you should look not towards all that makes you perfect, but the imperfections because that is where true beauty rests. And you are so beautiful. The kind of beauty that doesn't know it's own beauty. Like when you are sleeping, and the moon washes over your face. I like when you are sleeping, for you are so beautiful, yet so unaware.
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I'm looking down watching what you do As if i'm Uatu the Watcher Or maybe I'm controlling you Like the evil Puppet Master See you have no control in life This is my world and I'm just allowin you to live in it It's like I'm eating up planets with Galactus And creating chaos with Apocalypse I'm in control of my actions Choosing to do wrong Only to wait until my redemption by the hands of the worthy You're inside my head like Charles Xavier Trying to find out my secrets Only to discover that I keep my mental barriers on lock With no key or code to unlock Said passageway into my subconsious Because I can block you without a helmet Unlike Juggernaut or Magneto I'm free to swing around with the good wall crawler known as Scarlet Spider Hah And write up my own unique flows with no worries I don't need the X-men or Avengers Or my friendly neighborhood Spider-Man To know that I have some great repsonsibilities on my shoulders Weighing me down like a ton of bricks And I don't need someone like Doom Telling me how to be a leader When we all know his leadership skills could use some attention I'm an enigma Close to what Deadpool would say is Very unique Before muttering towards the wall As if it were his faithful audience I know who I am I know what I do So simply put I'm freaking awesome
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Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 11:19 PM UTC
The Marvel of My Universe
My Prize for Waiting ~ *tucked in all by myself, resting dark and quiet in the thin place^ where the distance between this world and the next, is no distance at all, but  a few inches separating, easily fordable, back and forth-able my palms, hands down, come to rest on my ******* and the two thumbs in unison, begin to sweep the streaming space of their in-between, conducting a radar sweep-search for the precise point passageway to poetic mystical places, hoping to snag any residuals for safekeeping no hurry to either arrive or depart, in patient attendance for rhythms of woven word arrivistes, coming in no particular order, asking to be seized, greedy to be nominated and recognized, immortalized, as great poetry, prize worthy, kept for all time inside others poetry chests but in the thin place, dream records are not kept, hazy scraps at best retained, a recipe for a witnessed totality, is only a soupy reduction of a few seconds of hazed video, that can neither give nor get no satisfaction the plastic surgeons attempt to reconstruct the body of the meal, the real deal, alas, there are no prizes either for botched surgeries and pretty but meaningless poetry scraps the only evidence of my travels, a flushing, blushing residual flow, slow to dissipate, a hangover makers mark of a sojourn best described as unsatisfying, my blush, a prize for waiting but failing, “the most peculiar and most human of all expressions”^^ woe to me when returned in ignominy, medaled in only base irony, me and philosopher Pliny,^^^ both dying while recording our own private Vesuvius, our bodies preserved by voluminous volcanic ash, but alas, you cannot recite the ash of poetry so one waits, cut and pasting brown edged burnt photographs epistles, that are clinging and clung to the distaff spindle, insufficient to weave a flax complete and yet we return perforce twenty four hours from now, to snag another prized piece of meaningless, my prize for waiting in the solitude of the thin place* 3:35am Saturday April 6th, 2019 ~ last nights scrap ***cease your whining, seize your waiting, therein is your own paid price for the prize of inspiration*** inspired by Jean Fisher, a real prize winning poet
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Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 4:26 AM UTC
My Prize for Waiting
My Prize for Waiting ~ *tucked in all by myself, resting dark and quiet in the thin place^ where the distance between this world and the next, is no distance at all, but  a few inches separating, easily fordable, back and forth-able my palms, hands down, come to rest on my ******* and the two thumbs in unison, begin to sweep the streaming space of their in-between, conducting a radar sweep-search for the precise point passageway to poetic mystical places, hoping to snag any residuals for safekeeping no hurry to either arrive or depart, in patient attendance for rhythms of woven word arrivistes, coming in no particular order, asking to be seized, greedy to be nominated and recognized, immortalized, as great poetry, prize worthy, kept for all time inside others poetry chests but in the thin place, dream records are not kept, hazy scraps at best retained, a recipe for a witnessed totality, is only a soupy reduction of a few seconds of hazed video, that can neither give nor get no satisfaction the plastic surgeons attempt to reconstruct the body of the meal, the real deal, alas, there are no prizes either for botched surgeries and pretty but meaningless poetry scraps the only evidence of my travels, a flushing, blushing residual flow, slow to dissipate, a hangover makers mark of a sojourn best described as unsatisfying, my blush, a prize for waiting but failing, “the most peculiar and most human of all expressions”^^ woe to me when returned in ignominy, medaled in only base irony, me and philosopher Pliny,^^^ both dying while recording our own private Vesuvius, our bodies preserved by voluminous volcanic ash, but alas, you cannot recite the ash of poetry so one waits, cut and pasting brown edged burnt photographs epistles, that are clinging and clung to the distaff spindle, insufficient to weave a flax complete and yet we return perforce twenty four hours from now, to snag another prized piece of meaningless, my prize for waiting in the solitude of the thin place* 3:35am Saturday April 6th, 2019 ~ last nights scrap ***cease your whining, seize your waiting, therein is your own paid price for the prize of inspiration*** inspired by Jean Fisher, a real prize winning poet
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Christina was standing by the school gym her satchel over her shoulder her hand gripping the strap her hair windswept when she saw you coming she smiled nervously and said I wondered if you’d come this way why? you asked she took your arm and pulled you into the gym and let the door close behind you the gym was empty there were voices and the sound of people passing along the passageway need to see you she whispered why? you asked I don’t see you unless I stop you in the school somewhere or on the playing field if the weather’s nice you gazed around the gym at the apparatus the ropes the mats she continued talking her voice whispering you looked at her her eyes dark and staring why here? you asked we can be alone for a while she said she took hold of one of your hands and looked at it and rubbed her thumb over the skin you’re only 13 you said you’re only 14 she replied she placed your hand to her cheek we’re going to be late for our next lessons you said so? she replied you sensed her lips on your hand her body moving closer to you then she kissed your cheek then stood there her mouth slightly open thank you you whispered she smiled and went out the gym door and along the passageway you stood gaping at the ropes and mats and the high windows and a blue sky and heard voices calling from the playground from kids at play just another moment you mused just another day.
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Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 3:41 AM UTC
CHRISTINA AND YOU IN THE GYM
One is seemingly more impressed by the less endowed or blessed when somewhat incapacitated and borderline inebriated; the monstrous unconscious disregards the likelihood of fathomless undergarments in other dubious departments. Disregard the random blotches or the involuntary discharges instead revel in model tonsils and almond shaped parcels the comets of multi-notches like a strange attraction for disheveled carpets. The blossoms of toxins a libation ensemble almost near horizontal each movement a bent nozzle like a prehistoric Narwhal dancing like a jackhammer with the elegance of a cement mixer a broken leaking fissure seeping vapid glamour and indecipherable grammar. The paraphrased clichés and communiques of praise like lost prophets put on display caught in the ricochet of overplay making an exit with the grace of a stumbling ballet down a poorly-lit nightclub passageway. Ultimately this can only lead to the face-plant moment-of-tomorrow the flooded memory of the-night-before feeling utterly spent hungover and hollow with ill conceived consent. The: Oh. My. God! The: ***** is still here, what do I say? Hoping inexorably they would just get up and silently fade away. Beer Goggles: remember to drink sensibly, or run the risk of nasty STD's or unwanted pregnancy or breathless infidelity or reckless insincerity or if you're really lucky, just another session in therapy.
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Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
Beer Goggles
The natural you and what about him The Zen  gold egg climber Prince Got his "Godly" rinse of the hen We always knew their way upon our thinking "Jumping Jack Flash" But to be the change the day single let's be feasible naturally, we mingle The Holy water medieval drinking By the night call, something is moving Like a creature not in human form We need to meet our expectations More spoken revelations and terms Naturally, we were born to be told we have the fire to move any force Even when our bones are getting old   That powerful love but someone is watching us above With higher hopes will make it through lovesick she coughs The Passageway like a click of her heels Feeling the beauty but climbing high Naturally being cool with her sigh Or the carriage day vintage wine Her lucky wheel World’s are invitation the engagement, The sweet words or the terms of endearment Be the Higher lover up in the Prince bow to her A need to get higher inside the Castle what a love hustle like a stampede The rampage turning the ancient pages Rock and roll ages or the Gothic pale Victorian beauty her name Judy Sir page the Grand Marnier or change of pace human race The drink Moet                             High Mighty King singing Her heart shape ring beating Fresh-cut or worn out smoke put out Brighten her pleasure the rose repose To be born  not a piece of paper torn Like a Queen reborn For love how its spoken not just City Girl with her token for-God-sake can you look through her wing turned up she is curled up in her new threads of sheets eyes please she is not ready to hear goodbyes to your beat What do you read is she naturally beautiful than or now Her naturally glow lights up The Shakespearian castle    Two nature healers, not the same as card dealers   Butterflies the fireflies Her love shape naturally that's no lie   It comes naturally to be loved __     More like homed bakes muffin ___ Google the nature of things spoken but they may not come Please don't wait too long Perhaps there is always someone to copy your song Be the climber love for who she is Her vegetables her sensuality is quite organically raw She loves her side dish coleslaw How nature made us in the womb Naturally spoken things like her sub combo
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Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 10:22 AM UTC
Naturally the Spoken Climber
The natural you and what about him The Zen  gold egg climber Prince Got his "Godly" rinse of the hen We always knew their way upon our thinking "Jumping Jack Flash" But to be the change the day single let's be feasible naturally, we mingle The Holy water medieval drinking By the night call, something is moving Like a creature not in human form We need to meet our expectations More spoken revelations and terms Naturally, we were born to be told we have the fire to move any force Even when our bones are getting old   That powerful love but someone is watching us above With higher hopes will make it through lovesick she coughs The Passageway like a click of her heels Feeling the beauty but climbing high Naturally being cool with her sigh Or the carriage day vintage wine Her lucky wheel World’s are invitation the engagement, The sweet words or the terms of endearment Be the Higher lover up in the Prince bow to her A need to get higher inside the Castle what a love hustle like a stampede The rampage turning the ancient pages Rock and roll ages or the Gothic pale Victorian beauty her name Judy Sir page the Grand Marnier or change of pace human race The drink Moet                             High Mighty King singing Her heart shape ring beating Fresh-cut or worn out smoke put out Brighten her pleasure the rose repose To be born  not a piece of paper torn Like a Queen reborn For love how its spoken not just City Girl with her token for-God-sake can you look through her wing turned up she is curled up in her new threads of sheets eyes please she is not ready to hear goodbyes to your beat What do you read is she naturally beautiful than or now Her naturally glow lights up The Shakespearian castle    Two nature healers, not the same as card dealers   Butterflies the fireflies Her love shape naturally that's no lie   It comes naturally to be loved __     More like homed bakes muffin ___ Google the nature of things spoken but they may not come Please don't wait too long Perhaps there is always someone to copy your song Be the climber love for who she is Her vegetables her sensuality is quite organically raw She loves her side dish coleslaw How nature made us in the womb Naturally spoken things like her sub combo
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The road was long and rough It was a passageway of words A parade of letters and prose The touch of invisible pleasure I moulted like a snake in season I dreamt on a cruiser of reign as we opened my pandora box in the cave The road was smooth and right It was a third eye paradise of seers A mire of misery and blowing wind The tears flew like fireflies on heat I met the shrinks of souls in salt bed I waved the rain as it washed my sins On that sight of the pandora box The road of wrongness and rightness It was an unfolded augury of life An awakened sleeper roared in dreams The days when I touched the skies I took the broken house and mended I saw the clouds as bright as crimson Inside the box when I met my twin The road of love, lust, love, longness It was when the ember coal was wild A blaze of soul collision and resonance The days when doubt taunted in mazes I wrested my mind and the heart knew I tested the precipice and intuition led Inside the unconditional pandora box   The road where I hid and felt alive It was a paradise of shining trees A place where our loneliness merged The safest heaven on barren lands I saw my warrior and he shielded I sat as he ran away with fear and pride On that very opened pandora box The road of unforgotten forever It was a triangulation of continents An immersion of difference and indifference The open table of a scarce connective mess I shed my naive bed and hardened I shut the wild untwisted world On that very inevitable pandora
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Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 7:09 AM UTC
The Penpal and I:Inside a Pandora Box
The road was long and rough It was a passageway of words A parade of letters and prose The touch of invisible pleasure I moulted like a snake in season I dreamt on a cruiser of reign as we opened my pandora box in the cave The road was smooth and right It was a third eye paradise of seers A mire of misery and blowing wind The tears flew like fireflies on heat I met the shrinks of souls in salt bed I waved the rain as it washed my sins On that sight of the pandora box The road of wrongness and rightness It was an unfolded augury of life An awakened sleeper roared in dreams The days when I touched the skies I took the broken house and mended I saw the clouds as bright as crimson Inside the box when I met my twin The road of love, lust, love, longness It was when the ember coal was wild A blaze of soul collision and resonance The days when doubt taunted in mazes I wrested my mind and the heart knew I tested the precipice and intuition led Inside the unconditional pandora box   The road where I hid and felt alive It was a paradise of shining trees A place where our loneliness merged The safest heaven on barren lands I saw my warrior and he shielded I sat as he ran away with fear and pride On that very opened pandora box The road of unforgotten forever It was a triangulation of continents An immersion of difference and indifference The open table of a scarce connective mess I shed my naive bed and hardened I shut the wild untwisted world On that very inevitable pandora
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Anne, one legged, crutched herself through passageway and hall, passed kitchen, leg stump swaying, green dress flowing, out through the French windows, moving by me in the doorway, pushing by the boss-eyed nun, out into the garden, shouting loudly: WHERE’S THE ****** SUN!
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 12:58 PM UTC
SUN SEEKER.
~ Precious is the light of every distant star we see For they are the passageway that brings your love to me Tiny points a’ sparkling upon the evening sky Perfect constellations that we both see passing by ~ Miles lie between us as we stand upon this ground Only in the evening when we can not hear a sound Do we see the shimmering of heavens up above Bringing to our very hearts our long desired love ~ Darkness now we find that it shall always be our friend So that we may use the stars upon our love to send Silent is the evening that our eyes do come to meet Whispering affection over nighttime skies we greet ~ Beauty comes in many forms to lighten up our day Only when the twilight smiles and sends the sun away Will the stars come shining down from canopies of night And we find the love we seek now glowing in their light ~ Stand with me this evening even if the clouds exist Shower me within your love for it I surely miss Here beneath the galaxies and their most precious view So that we may once again embrace our love so true
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Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC
Stand with me this evening
Come walk with me a mile... Walk on without our burden’s weighty shoes, warily trudging over the long rocky pathway a lifetime in my soul. A final edifying voyage to freedom. The winds of change are blowing briskly as we walk charily over the long and narrowing rock-strewn passageway. I shed these boots and skin, no longer fitting my scared, blistered and callused soles. As time slowly passes, this craggy passage has evolved from a two-way trail, into one-way jagged forage… Standing barefooted and naked on rocky ground, dark sunken sleepless eyes scan the rolling vista as the wind blows dust from the halo around the sun, blurring the delicate wispy cirrus clouds. The sun’s radiance paints frozen ice crystal azure into a vivid aura of prisms’ brilliant corona. Kaleidoscope rainbows adorn the closest of solar stars. There's something in the ethereal air that leaves my soul unsettled, grasping for an evocative stability trying to understand the silenced voices crying out within… The pain and suffering has vanished as if the body and soul have separated, numbness from the ache of longing, severed nerves, callused fears ruptured on serrated rocky edges, deadened useless flesh cut to the bone by misjudged obstacles encountered enduringly. The barefooted spirit courses on, suffused in the solar spectrum’s dust; yearning, longing to saunter above and beyond the bloated feathery pillows; cumulus clouds finally resting at peace. Dipping heart's lesions and these benumbed toes into a healing balm from the bowers of bliss.. An unfinished life an open ended dream, reluctantly waking to take the last , surrendering steps  beyond the threshold... A long and winding rocky journey’s destiny draws near The halo around the moon illuminates an understanding firmament; the celestial sphere’s pending imminent soulful rain awaits the metamorphosis at the brink of dawn. A shower of heaven's rain shall mourn the loss of flesh form as the spirit of an untamed soul lives on, barefooted, naked and free like the dust in the wind absorbed eternally... 2011 © harlon rivers all rights reserved
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Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 11:16 AM UTC
Standing Barefoot on Rocky Ground
Come walk with me a mile... Walk on without our burden’s weighty shoes, warily trudging over the long rocky pathway a lifetime in my soul. A final edifying voyage to freedom. The winds of change are blowing briskly as we walk charily over the long and narrowing rock-strewn passageway. I shed these boots and skin, no longer fitting my scared, blistered and callused soles. As time slowly passes, this craggy passage has evolved from a two-way trail, into one-way jagged forage… Standing barefooted and naked on rocky ground, dark sunken sleepless eyes scan the rolling vista as the wind blows dust from the halo around the sun, blurring the delicate wispy cirrus clouds. The sun’s radiance paints frozen ice crystal azure into a vivid aura of prisms’ brilliant corona. Kaleidoscope rainbows adorn the closest of solar stars. There's something in the ethereal air that leaves my soul unsettled, grasping for an evocative stability trying to understand the silenced voices crying out within… The pain and suffering has vanished as if the body and soul have separated, numbness from the ache of longing, severed nerves, callused fears ruptured on serrated rocky edges, deadened useless flesh cut to the bone by misjudged obstacles encountered enduringly. The barefooted spirit courses on, suffused in the solar spectrum’s dust; yearning, longing to saunter above and beyond the bloated feathery pillows; cumulus clouds finally resting at peace. Dipping heart's lesions and these benumbed toes into a healing balm from the bowers of bliss.. An unfinished life an open ended dream, reluctantly waking to take the last , surrendering steps  beyond the threshold... A long and winding rocky journey’s destiny draws near The halo around the moon illuminates an understanding firmament; the celestial sphere’s pending imminent soulful rain awaits the metamorphosis at the brink of dawn. A shower of heaven's rain shall mourn the loss of flesh form as the spirit of an untamed soul lives on, barefooted, naked and free like the dust in the wind absorbed eternally... 2011 © harlon rivers all rights reserved
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I couldn't seem to find where you had gone. The road narrowed down to a small passageway in the woods, getting lost in the crowds of trees surrounding it. I walked until my feet ached, until the gravel beneath my naked toes cut ****** rock sized openings into my skin. You were nowhere to be found, I realized that now, but I kept walking, as if each step could somehow guide me to you like a compass, pulling me in the right direction, promising an answer. I wanted to know where they had buried your body, where your still decaying bones lie a clean mess inside the earth, but I couldn't find it, I couldn't find where you had gone. The moon had once before, promised me a source of light, but now, it only provided a terrifying, crowding darkness. I wanted to lie underneath it, urging her out of the sky and onto me. I wanted something heavy to plunge me underground so I could worm myself to you, find the body that belonged more to me than it did, you. I just wanted you back, and if I couldn't even have that, than a piece of you to hold onto; something I could look at to know you were once a living being, once a boy I loved and always will. I walked back then, after allowing myself the refusing will to move on. In the impala, on an abandoned road, I pulled your cold blanket over my own decaying body, trying to wrap the ghost of you around me. Pushing my nose into the wool, I smelled the last remaining parts of you. I closed my eyes, not willing to imagine the small space where you should be, vacant. After all, how were you supposed to wake up there with me, when I was half gone myself?
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Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 3:17 PM UTC
the last remaining parts of you.
I couldn't seem to find where you had gone. The road narrowed down to a small passageway in the woods, getting lost in the crowds of trees surrounding it. I walked until my feet ached, until the gravel beneath my naked toes cut ****** rock sized openings into my skin. You were nowhere to be found, I realized that now, but I kept walking, as if each step could somehow guide me to you like a compass, pulling me in the right direction, promising an answer. I wanted to know where they had buried your body, where your still decaying bones lie a clean mess inside the earth, but I couldn't find it, I couldn't find where you had gone. The moon had once before, promised me a source of light, but now, it only provided a terrifying, crowding darkness. I wanted to lie underneath it, urging her out of the sky and onto me. I wanted something heavy to plunge me underground so I could worm myself to you, find the body that belonged more to me than it did, you. I just wanted you back, and if I couldn't even have that, than a piece of you to hold onto; something I could look at to know you were once a living being, once a boy I loved and always will. I walked back then, after allowing myself the refusing will to move on. In the impala, on an abandoned road, I pulled your cold blanket over my own decaying body, trying to wrap the ghost of you around me. Pushing my nose into the wool, I smelled the last remaining parts of you. I closed my eyes, not willing to imagine the small space where you should be, vacant. After all, how were you supposed to wake up there with me, when I was half gone myself?
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how Eye make love, this popped into my head tho questioning this quest, what purpose served, unknown... lacking the infatuation to poetry write, the mind retreats to the basics, eye write with no destination, wondering at the wonderment of this basic actionable accolade... sometimes, be the operative word, sometimes cooperative, is the operative... sometimes, is but a it just depends who is the initiate and who possesses the initiative... every story has a different author, ending... sometimes slow, sometimes muy rapido in foreign tongues in foreign places, the only commonality be that wonderment eye wish this not to be explanation, eye wish this to be an explication of the texts of sensual visionaries, imagining the helping to happening, the passageway to and from where the mind begins, the body completes its origination oft I close my Eyes, listening to hers, her eye voices directing me, what will be the course of our course, miss no Michelin starred landscapes, through hers, mine Eyes triumphant... tour guide excellente cannot explain why the temp sometimes solar flares, why the temp sometimes is a glacial expedition, tongue led, from toes to eyelids... always buy tickets for a round trip flight... how is a titillation, begging you to read & expose, there is no how, only sometimes  better, sometimes different... why is a question needs no asking... when when the shape of her profiled neck, reflects shadows of further inquiry, when her décolletage collects me as she and her designer intended... when she laughs uproariously at my piquant, suave and debonair one liners, requiring kissing tickling calming when tears spill when reading a new takeaway poem mine, needy for a tongue to collect that spillway... just being friendly appreciative and thanking where is when the how and the why intersect the intemperate weather of being alone subtle suggests auto recollections now know the how, when, where and the why, my Eyes compose this elegy of memories of past and present...
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 9:18 AM UTC
how Eye make love, sometimes
how Eye make love, this popped into my head tho questioning this quest, what purpose served, unknown... lacking the infatuation to poetry write, the mind retreats to the basics, eye write with no destination, wondering at the wonderment of this basic actionable accolade... sometimes, be the operative word, sometimes cooperative, is the operative... sometimes, is but a it just depends who is the initiate and who possesses the initiative... every story has a different author, ending... sometimes slow, sometimes muy rapido in foreign tongues in foreign places, the only commonality be that wonderment eye wish this not to be explanation, eye wish this to be an explication of the texts of sensual visionaries, imagining the helping to happening, the passageway to and from where the mind begins, the body completes its origination oft I close my Eyes, listening to hers, her eye voices directing me, what will be the course of our course, miss no Michelin starred landscapes, through hers, mine Eyes triumphant... tour guide excellente cannot explain why the temp sometimes solar flares, why the temp sometimes is a glacial expedition, tongue led, from toes to eyelids... always buy tickets for a round trip flight... how is a titillation, begging you to read & expose, there is no how, only sometimes  better, sometimes different... why is a question needs no asking... when when the shape of her profiled neck, reflects shadows of further inquiry, when her décolletage collects me as she and her designer intended... when she laughs uproariously at my piquant, suave and debonair one liners, requiring kissing tickling calming when tears spill when reading a new takeaway poem mine, needy for a tongue to collect that spillway... just being friendly appreciative and thanking where is when the how and the why intersect the intemperate weather of being alone subtle suggests auto recollections now know the how, when, where and the why, my Eyes compose this elegy of memories of past and present...
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I lay in darkness my mind drifts thoughts eating me alive my body shifts another thought and the anxiety grows feels like the first time i tried blow my body shifts i think about your lips and our passionate affair but the thought of you with someone else leaves me breathless, gasping for air my body shifts i stare into nothing wondering when will i become something feels like i can't stop running my body shifts its these sleepless nights that i fear no candle or source of light near i can't silence these thoughts my body shifts i close my eyes and sigh inhale and exhale now i'm high my body shifts i feel my body less tense my thoughts are now at rest all it took was this blunt now it makes sense my body shifts my mind drifts away into the subconscious i go ahead of me, there’s a lit up passageway where will my dreams take me? Who the **** knows My body shifts
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Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 12:57 AM UTC
Sleepless Night
There is an equilibrium of rivers soaring into a distant spectrum far from earth's existence unfamiliar territories extending to the deepest depths bursting beginnings exhilarating endings a true presence unmasking various dreams deep within the core of the universe a wave of thoughts and feelings floating in the crimson sea in the moonlight of hollow chambers the shimmering sun shining down upon its glossy surface sinking in its shadowing frame how it's captivating phrasing is a passageway of escaping mazes a domain of unbreakable chains swelling into eternity curling in rising nouns and pronouns amplifying into massive metaphors a horizon of limitless languages shifting towards greater heights illuminating destiny in the palm of its hand each magnificent sight a seamless design of crowned creations every synchronized sound a desiring anticipation waiting to be unveiled to the masses
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 12:16 PM UTC
Equilibrium of Rivers
Please, please, first listen to this, if you are unfamiliar with this musical piece http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kllZlF6mB2s ~~~~~~~~~~~ you thought you didn't know it, but you did somewhere a wedding, a movie and you thought how beautiful I hear it each note distinct, unique and a passageway to the next and the next a transcendence a generation an uplifting an arousal a smoothing a calming a weeping smithy of words, I have read, I have writ words that gut punch me, round my mouth into oh's, cause me weeping endless but this music arrests and rests me, miracle each time I walk on its waters how utter fools we be to have "lost" this for over three hundred years! I rediscover it each time somewhere a wedding a movie and you thought how beautiful for me, a funeral, play it for me at my funeral, hold it in a wedding chapel, so with it, upon hearing its invocation, I may thee wed thereafter, when you stumble on it our vows be timely renewed, and though apart, together, we will weep, once more, transcendent, once again, ascendant, then and now
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Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 5:26 PM UTC
Pachelbel's Canon
Before the night paints the world dark Daylight surrenders to the evening and fades A carpenter digs through the dead tree’s bark Before nightfall a hole has to be made. A hole has to be made before nightfall There isn’t any place else he could stay Since he can’t make the night stall He must fast dig the passageway. He must fast dig the passageway Make for him a warm space Till the sun gifts him another day He once more gets back his happiness. He once more gets back his happiness The thought drives him in the cold night It’s enough if he can just dig a warm space To hold on patiently for daylight. He must hold on patiently for daylight A rewarding time until dawns darkness A warm space he must dig for the night Therein lies the woodpecker’s happiness.
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Aug 28, 2013
Aug 28, 2013 at 12:15 PM UTC
Carpenter
At times I’ve believed it And at other times, scoffed, One of the oldest of pivotal fears, Mentioned in scripture and stories and hymns, The execration is stinging my ears. And throbbing, echoing, clashing rhythms, With no beat ...such tension… Distortion’s risings, A march over mazurka decelerating, Curious uses for curious things, Intestinal-pullings, intestinal strings, Every warping conceived by my kind, Like tearing of flesh and torture of mind, Nothing that’s wholesome, nothing that’s good, The truth bent, the opening crude, The too-thin passageway out, understood And my own rotting flesh is my food.
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Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC
hell pondered
I found perfection In every flaws you possessed In every faults And every little mistakes you did I found peace Within your chaos Tranquility In your storm And a passageway Of love In the cracks of your broken heart - Juju
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Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 9:33 AM UTC
FLAWS OF YOU
Heaven, heaven is one breath away! Heaven, heaven is someone’s array of death and decay. May I say? The havens and heavens above is a way for the doves and for its love. For the day, the gay, the gray, the prey, the stray, the Sundays and sunrays! Heaven, heaven is a hideaway, a passageway, a safe way, a sway away! Heaven, heaven is basically, eccentrically, theoretically and poetically for some of the awesome that blossom! It’s an anthem or a poem! It’s fearsome, it’s freedom and a kingdom of wisdom! Heaven, heaven is a place of face, grace, race and trace. It’s full of allure and demure! It’s rest and a test assured! Where, there you can invest the best and insure your problems can be cured! Heaven, heaven’s characterized cries and eyes! The flies, the lies, the prize in disguise! Its skies, ties, the whys and the wise. Footprints and imprints of ancient legends of heroes, Negroes and Neros of long, long ago! Heaven, heaven’s gorgeous doorsteps! Yep! Its havens grand, take a stand. Many brands, many hands, many strands of many sands! Heaven, heaven is enormous and glamorous! It’s where adjacent, impatient humorous, numerous followers throng and prolong! The bleak, meek, the weak, the strong and wrong! There is where, reactive in proactive citizens and frail senior citizens hail and sail! They prevail as they unveil! They thrive and throng to there, where righteous, brightness belongs. Heaven, heaven all adhere and hear! The allowed, the followed, the hallowed, the supreme cloud towers and gracious powers! Heaven, heaven basked and tasked by thy masked gleam. Aside, inside it seemed I was alone… As I cried, as I sighed! Tied in wonder, under the heaven’s throne of wonder! In blunder, as I wondered if I were dead? Instead, black crows in rows, attacked and flew over my head! Squawking, talking, flying asunder, with plunder, plunder, under the thunder, thunder! Definitely bringing me to my knees! Infinitely squawking, talking, flying around me with ease, glee and tease! Please heaven, heaven! For instance in the distance... It’s dreamingly and seemingly quaint you see! Faint sounds of angel’s hymning and rhyming! Their heavenly, heavenly, singing, ringing triumphantly, triumphantly! Although, through the distance and persistence in time; we to will hopefully and loyally dine. Dine in thrill, on the heaven, heaven’s divine! Amen all children, men and women, heaven, heaven amen.
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Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 10:12 PM UTC
POEM ENTITLED: “HEAVEN HEAVEN”
Heaven, heaven is one breath away! Heaven, heaven is someone’s array of death and decay. May I say? The havens and heavens above is a way for the doves and for its love. For the day, the gay, the gray, the prey, the stray, the Sundays and sunrays! Heaven, heaven is a hideaway, a passageway, a safe way, a sway away! Heaven, heaven is basically, eccentrically, theoretically and poetically for some of the awesome that blossom! It’s an anthem or a poem! It’s fearsome, it’s freedom and a kingdom of wisdom! Heaven, heaven is a place of face, grace, race and trace. It’s full of allure and demure! It’s rest and a test assured! Where, there you can invest the best and insure your problems can be cured! Heaven, heaven’s characterized cries and eyes! The flies, the lies, the prize in disguise! Its skies, ties, the whys and the wise. Footprints and imprints of ancient legends of heroes, Negroes and Neros of long, long ago! Heaven, heaven’s gorgeous doorsteps! Yep! Its havens grand, take a stand. Many brands, many hands, many strands of many sands! Heaven, heaven is enormous and glamorous! It’s where adjacent, impatient humorous, numerous followers throng and prolong! The bleak, meek, the weak, the strong and wrong! There is where, reactive in proactive citizens and frail senior citizens hail and sail! They prevail as they unveil! They thrive and throng to there, where righteous, brightness belongs. Heaven, heaven all adhere and hear! The allowed, the followed, the hallowed, the supreme cloud towers and gracious powers! Heaven, heaven basked and tasked by thy masked gleam. Aside, inside it seemed I was alone… As I cried, as I sighed! Tied in wonder, under the heaven’s throne of wonder! In blunder, as I wondered if I were dead? Instead, black crows in rows, attacked and flew over my head! Squawking, talking, flying asunder, with plunder, plunder, under the thunder, thunder! Definitely bringing me to my knees! Infinitely squawking, talking, flying around me with ease, glee and tease! Please heaven, heaven! For instance in the distance... It’s dreamingly and seemingly quaint you see! Faint sounds of angel’s hymning and rhyming! Their heavenly, heavenly, singing, ringing triumphantly, triumphantly! Although, through the distance and persistence in time; we to will hopefully and loyally dine. Dine in thrill, on the heaven, heaven’s divine! Amen all children, men and women, heaven, heaven amen.
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Semi- ——- Something new, in our years of partnership, during the early morning semi’s, the half awake, yet mostly asleep, passageway from rest to wake, as per usual, I am awake before her, to write, to think, to read, to do my variety of early morn chores, but today, her semi is populated by a new concern, an alert, mind programmed, silent, no chirp, no beep, just human punctual new instinct, let us check if my man is alive and breathing, rub his thankfully copious-headed hair & air supply, rub-a-dub, once, repeat twice, thrice, sense his beating brain, confirming the night passage, always dangerous, completed safely, for she feels my warmth, hears my eyes-crinkle smiling, and ascertains, the continuation of my existence and the statistical probability, (her occupational hazard and habit) that when she crosses fulsome into the living day, awakensgladly, that her not-too-hot-black coffee, will be mister milkman delivered on schedule with a bedside delivery like clockwork-blonde, with a half sheet of enwrapping paper towel within some morning fruit, to  ensure that her coffee will have some company… while she dances a beloved tango in her semi-, I am: *in my only~pretending post-tense, semi complimentary state, mentally scrambling scribbling half a dozen eggs of new poem ideas, mad pursuing these very words, my way of saying good morning girl, my beating heart muscling me to be sure I-remain, in the good company of the Oompa-Loompas, and yours too*!
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Jul 31, 2023
Jul 31, 2023 at 7:44 AM UTC
Semi-
Semi- ——- Something new, in our years of partnership, during the early morning semi’s, the half awake, yet mostly asleep, passageway from rest to wake, as per usual, I am awake before her, to write, to think, to read, to do my variety of early morn chores, but today, her semi is populated by a new concern, an alert, mind programmed, silent, no chirp, no beep, just human punctual new instinct, let us check if my man is alive and breathing, rub his thankfully copious-headed hair & air supply, rub-a-dub, once, repeat twice, thrice, sense his beating brain, confirming the night passage, always dangerous, completed safely, for she feels my warmth, hears my eyes-crinkle smiling, and ascertains, the continuation of my existence and the statistical probability, (her occupational hazard and habit) that when she crosses fulsome into the living day, awakensgladly, that her not-too-hot-black coffee, will be mister milkman delivered on schedule with a bedside delivery like clockwork-blonde, with a half sheet of enwrapping paper towel within some morning fruit, to  ensure that her coffee will have some company… while she dances a beloved tango in her semi-, I am: *in my only~pretending post-tense, semi complimentary state, mentally scrambling scribbling half a dozen eggs of new poem ideas, mad pursuing these very words, my way of saying good morning girl, my beating heart muscling me to be sure I-remain, in the good company of the Oompa-Loompas, and yours too*!
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Cloaked by the veil of night I ready myself for what is to come. Fear is not recognized on this side of the shroud, for it is this fear that is my most useful and treasured tool. Footsteps approach the alleyway, I see my target pace forward towards his end, illuminated most benevolently by the blush of his own burning cigarette end. In his own world he lays claim to control and intimidation, a brave and dangerous man by his own words. Words I shall later configure to be truth or allegory. It is a simple matter to terrify someone prone to be terrified, is a different course to set the same action upon he who does usually initiate the afor-mentioned phrase. As the victim looks up into the eyes of this purveyor of violence I suspect it true that fear is well presented to his visual inspection and it goes without saying it adds to his delight. I imagine in other venues the same is said of myself but I would very much disagree with this evaluation. Fear, Intimidation is not what I represent, they are just tools in an arsenal, I am just simply here to reek good old honest revenge.. You do the deed, you pay the price, Simple as that. No forgiveness passes through this alley-way this night, just utter, complete and total retribution. A gift from me to all those whom have been bitten. As you walk through the valley of the shadow of death you will indeed fear evil, for I art with thee and this rod of correction is indeed not one of comfort The scatter of burnt ash bouncing off the alley wall signifies the conclusion of any remaining illumination as he throws the **** of his cigarette away, darkness prevails once again. As I strike, screams of pain shatter the silence and echo through the narrow passageway. The ****** body of this victim slumps unceremoniously alongside garbage bags, a fitting end for such ******* True and honest folk can breathe a sigh of relief, to them I am vigilant. If you swing the other way however, BEWARE.
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 1:31 PM UTC
Vigilante
Cloaked by the veil of night I ready myself for what is to come. Fear is not recognized on this side of the shroud, for it is this fear that is my most useful and treasured tool. Footsteps approach the alleyway, I see my target pace forward towards his end, illuminated most benevolently by the blush of his own burning cigarette end. In his own world he lays claim to control and intimidation, a brave and dangerous man by his own words. Words I shall later configure to be truth or allegory. It is a simple matter to terrify someone prone to be terrified, is a different course to set the same action upon he who does usually initiate the afor-mentioned phrase. As the victim looks up into the eyes of this purveyor of violence I suspect it true that fear is well presented to his visual inspection and it goes without saying it adds to his delight. I imagine in other venues the same is said of myself but I would very much disagree with this evaluation. Fear, Intimidation is not what I represent, they are just tools in an arsenal, I am just simply here to reek good old honest revenge.. You do the deed, you pay the price, Simple as that. No forgiveness passes through this alley-way this night, just utter, complete and total retribution. A gift from me to all those whom have been bitten. As you walk through the valley of the shadow of death you will indeed fear evil, for I art with thee and this rod of correction is indeed not one of comfort The scatter of burnt ash bouncing off the alley wall signifies the conclusion of any remaining illumination as he throws the **** of his cigarette away, darkness prevails once again. As I strike, screams of pain shatter the silence and echo through the narrow passageway. The ****** body of this victim slumps unceremoniously alongside garbage bags, a fitting end for such ******* True and honest folk can breathe a sigh of relief, to them I am vigilant. If you swing the other way however, BEWARE.
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Just like the lever on your door, your words won't let me out Your breath to each stanza excites me with... words upon words of what you might say. I might be getting all giddy cause I fall for words just like the days wrapped around this earth. You might not notice me like, lyrically because, I am just.. Your friend . But yes, I do understand. Because, we are just make believing you are, the courtship to being mine. Your presents excite me. Not the ones that you would buy me. But the spirit of your be-ing. You being there to raise my awareness like the poet who spoke of "house alarms" and being aware of what is there. You may not notice me for who I want to be through the passageway of your eyes. The delicate touch you graze the side of my arm as we sit ever so close to each other. I'm just... Over analyzing what may or may not happen. My *** that serves me to be this wild beast chasing after the minor things. You've been on my mind. But for what reason? Like this blood coming out of my body, are you only coming out for this monthly visit?
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Nov 23, 2010
Nov 23, 2010 at 3:26 PM UTC
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