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Isela takes it in the mouth. She'd get on her knees, positioning herself half-in, half-out of focus. Just enough for Joe, behind the Cannon, to capture the whole thing. Eric, the producer, was on his hands and knees beside Joe. 'Come on Izzy work it, work the dick.' 'That's right, stroke it, make him sing.' 'I love it, Izzy.' Izzy wanted to bite down. She hated each and every **** she ever saw, but she had a few things to do. Her **** had to be new and renewed on the daily, her ***** had to get wet on command, and her stroke had to be so fast they'd burn the dude as her mouth cooled. After her mouth was littered, and her face was a mess of spinal glitter -- You could make a man come out of his brain, Eric would say. Izzy would get in her car, wiping her arm where'd she'd gone to the clinic to get pricked and tested, and pull a long haul of Virginia Slims down her throat. ' It was always the first sweet thing she tasted. Izzy would pull into the Terrace View apartments, all that long black hair, and wipe all that make-up off, three napkins-worth, so she could kiss her baby. Because Rocco was in for a bid, and not coming home anytime in the forseeable future. Her microbiology degree was somewhere in her closet underneath those pink stillettos and more fishnets than fish. And Izzy knew that with those double d's; *** like a backseat, mouth that could grease a **** and her hands Eric liked to call his own, that she could pay the light bill and maybe put Romeo into a daycare center that wasn't full of roaches and angry ******* "Someday I'll get out, but it's illogical to say with all the money I'm making, and it's just a job when you get down to it, I've ****** a lot of ***** and never gotten paid." Rocco Jr.'s cheeks were always the second sweet thing she tasted. "I know a lot of girls that got defeated by this game."
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Mar 23, 2012
Mar 23, 2012 at 1:08 AM UTC
A Lack of Compassion.
Isela takes it in the mouth. She'd get on her knees, positioning herself half-in, half-out of focus. Just enough for Joe, behind the Cannon, to capture the whole thing. Eric, the producer, was on his hands and knees beside Joe. 'Come on Izzy work it, work the dick.' 'That's right, stroke it, make him sing.' 'I love it, Izzy.' Izzy wanted to bite down. She hated each and every **** she ever saw, but she had a few things to do. Her **** had to be new and renewed on the daily, her ***** had to get wet on command, and her stroke had to be so fast they'd burn the dude as her mouth cooled. After her mouth was littered, and her face was a mess of spinal glitter -- You could make a man come out of his brain, Eric would say. Izzy would get in her car, wiping her arm where'd she'd gone to the clinic to get pricked and tested, and pull a long haul of Virginia Slims down her throat. ' It was always the first sweet thing she tasted. Izzy would pull into the Terrace View apartments, all that long black hair, and wipe all that make-up off, three napkins-worth, so she could kiss her baby. Because Rocco was in for a bid, and not coming home anytime in the forseeable future. Her microbiology degree was somewhere in her closet underneath those pink stillettos and more fishnets than fish. And Izzy knew that with those double d's; *** like a backseat, mouth that could grease a **** and her hands Eric liked to call his own, that she could pay the light bill and maybe put Romeo into a daycare center that wasn't full of roaches and angry ******* "Someday I'll get out, but it's illogical to say with all the money I'm making, and it's just a job when you get down to it, I've ****** a lot of ***** and never gotten paid." Rocco Jr.'s cheeks were always the second sweet thing she tasted. "I know a lot of girls that got defeated by this game."
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She’s so beautiful, she’s such a Passion Magnet, that even though I know she can not be owned, I still want to call her my own so anytime I want I can have it, so precious our time together is, that I don’t take a moment for granted, still she’s so humble, that even though she is all powerful she doesn’t know it, she’s the most modest Hottest Goddess I’ve ever witnessed, so when she let’s me in I take the chance & hope I don’t blow it, she’s everything I’ve ever wanted, best love I’ve ever made, if she’d accept my proposal, I’d propose to her this very today, I’d get on my knees & ask for her hand with a ring, I’d give her my word, give her her space, & I’d give up the game, but none of the what ifs that may happen after even matter, because when we’re together everything else vanishes, these words become unheard irrelevant meaningless chatter, we become a phenomenon of amorous rapturous happiness, whereupon all our wrongs are gone. the only song is laughter, & all that exists is an ambience of virtuous everlasting bliss, as her seas swell she yells, flooding the lands of this one man island, going off without a pause she digs in her claws, shivering gleefully delivering repeatedly oceanic ******* & as she does I let go & give up my whole self as an offering, I let her have her way with me, we literally make love for hours, uncensored, this is not for amateurs or minors, this is grown & **** pheromones exercising exciting instincts, this is not for idiots or cowards, it takes courage & strength, to let yourself be so open & vulnerable, & after the session is done I propose to her, “Fck it run away with me, let’s go all the way, let’s create our own world where we are untouchable, I’ve got the funds to pay if you’re ready to run away, seriously let’s create our own kingdom it’ll be wonderful.”, to this she turned to me & in our post-sex sweat she said, “But Aaron we just met I’m not so sure I mean I don’t know.”, to which I said, “Izzy I get it but please trust your self, take a few moments to meditate on it & listen to your soul, let us hold onto these moments of bliss together, & let’s let everything else just go.”… ∆ LaLux ∆ THHT3: The Hollywood Hearts Trilogy vol. 3 available worldwide: 9/9/19
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Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 8:46 PM UTC
Such A Beautiful Proposal (Izzy Is) [46]
She’s so beautiful, she’s such a Passion Magnet, that even though I know she can not be owned, I still want to call her my own so anytime I want I can have it, so precious our time together is, that I don’t take a moment for granted, still she’s so humble, that even though she is all powerful she doesn’t know it, she’s the most modest Hottest Goddess I’ve ever witnessed, so when she let’s me in I take the chance & hope I don’t blow it, she’s everything I’ve ever wanted, best love I’ve ever made, if she’d accept my proposal, I’d propose to her this very today, I’d get on my knees & ask for her hand with a ring, I’d give her my word, give her her space, & I’d give up the game, but none of the what ifs that may happen after even matter, because when we’re together everything else vanishes, these words become unheard irrelevant meaningless chatter, we become a phenomenon of amorous rapturous happiness, whereupon all our wrongs are gone. the only song is laughter, & all that exists is an ambience of virtuous everlasting bliss, as her seas swell she yells, flooding the lands of this one man island, going off without a pause she digs in her claws, shivering gleefully delivering repeatedly oceanic ******* & as she does I let go & give up my whole self as an offering, I let her have her way with me, we literally make love for hours, uncensored, this is not for amateurs or minors, this is grown & **** pheromones exercising exciting instincts, this is not for idiots or cowards, it takes courage & strength, to let yourself be so open & vulnerable, & after the session is done I propose to her, “Fck it run away with me, let’s go all the way, let’s create our own world where we are untouchable, I’ve got the funds to pay if you’re ready to run away, seriously let’s create our own kingdom it’ll be wonderful.”, to this she turned to me & in our post-sex sweat she said, “But Aaron we just met I’m not so sure I mean I don’t know.”, to which I said, “Izzy I get it but please trust your self, take a few moments to meditate on it & listen to your soul, let us hold onto these moments of bliss together, & let’s let everything else just go.”… ∆ LaLux ∆ THHT3: The Hollywood Hearts Trilogy vol. 3 available worldwide: 9/9/19
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Isaiah you are such a joy. I don't think that I've ever met anyone so happy. Even when you cry you try to smile. You are so innocent and I love that. You see only the good in everyone. I can't believe that you belong to me and there is not one mean bone in your body. How did this happen? We can't always understand how our babies become so much better than we are. We can just thank Jehovah that it is so. Your Lovey loves you to the moon and back. My first grandbaby and first grandson. I love you with all of my being. You are my sun, moon and stars. Your knowledge for technology is beyond believable. My Izzy baby I look forward to seeing the amazing little person you become.
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
My Izzy
(Went out today, Charter boat Trinidad Bay Limited out on rock fish in two hours Watching Elks Head from the ocean, Grandpa) Isadore Called him Izzy Chewing all day on a fat cigar Looked at lot like Jimmy Durante His father stowed away on a ship Wasn't going to be a Russian military conscript Genocidal pogroms were coming how he knew we'll never know. Ended up in Philadelphia town, Scranton Pennsylvania Moved along to Brooklyn Stubby Izzy fighting it out with the Irish immigrants Dreaming of having a chicken farm over there in New Jersey Izzy met Grandma Sarah at the family clothing store they fought it out for 70 years The 60's book Games People Play They were the star attraction The friction was the glue that kept them together The friction was the match that lit their passion. Grandpa Izzy funniest man I ever met Drove an old 48 Ford selling housewares in the Southern route. In the morning far too early Sneaking into his room tickling his feet to the sounds of ohhs and hoho's At five years old Grandpa Izzy took me fishing on some New Jersey pond - Afternoon sun with yellow colors bringing all the foliage alive Sun setting fish rising a hand held in mine defined the peace I seek in reoccurring dreams through out a lifetime A troubled teen all suicidal the drive in the 48 Ford with Grandpa Izzy running down the Malibu pier catching the half day boat before it disappeared Grandpa Izzy never lived far from a race track I don't know about those losing days but the secret he said Was to never lose your sense of humor Always be able to laugh at yourself Izzy smoked those big old chewed cigars lived until he was 94 Ended up not knowing Who or where he was Maybe we all end up that way too But in my memory there is sharp focus he remains alive in me If heaven is there I know I'll find Izzy and I on that New Jersey pond, a fishing line and peace inside.
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Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 12:57 PM UTC
Generations
(Went out today, Charter boat Trinidad Bay Limited out on rock fish in two hours Watching Elks Head from the ocean, Grandpa) Isadore Called him Izzy Chewing all day on a fat cigar Looked at lot like Jimmy Durante His father stowed away on a ship Wasn't going to be a Russian military conscript Genocidal pogroms were coming how he knew we'll never know. Ended up in Philadelphia town, Scranton Pennsylvania Moved along to Brooklyn Stubby Izzy fighting it out with the Irish immigrants Dreaming of having a chicken farm over there in New Jersey Izzy met Grandma Sarah at the family clothing store they fought it out for 70 years The 60's book Games People Play They were the star attraction The friction was the glue that kept them together The friction was the match that lit their passion. Grandpa Izzy funniest man I ever met Drove an old 48 Ford selling housewares in the Southern route. In the morning far too early Sneaking into his room tickling his feet to the sounds of ohhs and hoho's At five years old Grandpa Izzy took me fishing on some New Jersey pond - Afternoon sun with yellow colors bringing all the foliage alive Sun setting fish rising a hand held in mine defined the peace I seek in reoccurring dreams through out a lifetime A troubled teen all suicidal the drive in the 48 Ford with Grandpa Izzy running down the Malibu pier catching the half day boat before it disappeared Grandpa Izzy never lived far from a race track I don't know about those losing days but the secret he said Was to never lose your sense of humor Always be able to laugh at yourself Izzy smoked those big old chewed cigars lived until he was 94 Ended up not knowing Who or where he was Maybe we all end up that way too But in my memory there is sharp focus he remains alive in me If heaven is there I know I'll find Izzy and I on that New Jersey pond, a fishing line and peace inside.
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. "That there Is'belle's house stinks wunderful turr'ble,"croaked Emma Beiler at their quilting bee. "Jah...vell," sighed Rosanna Yoder. "All them there katzes , ain't so?" Accordingly the two ladies set out to pay Travis and Isabella Salter a visit, only to be politely told that they had were in the process of taking some cats to a local shelter. Two weeks passed and to the Amish folks' disgust the odour had merely intensified. "Them there Englisch are chust liars!" Potato Sam spat the words out along with a *** of chewing tobacco. " Ach, vell," sighed  his wife Rosanna, unaware of her heavily sweating underarms. The Ordnung  strictly forbade deodorant as well as perfume. "Reckon I best  mosey over and see fur myself." Travis opened the door with a tired sigh. 'Chust thought I'de ask vhat fur stinks yer house up so vonderful tur'ble...Izzy tells us youse gettin' rid of them but-" A puzzled look crossed Travis weary face as he glanced toward the kitchen. Irritation gripped him, not lessened as Rosanna glowered at Tabby washing her face on the couch. Then a waft of a familiar scent, overpowering, drifted toward him from the kitchen. Brussel sprouts enhanced by -. With all the stress, Isabelle was increasing her calming herbs, mixing the powders.... Valerian? "Good evening, Mrs. Yoder." He motioned her toward the door, locking it firmly behind her. For a long time after she was gone he stood staring out the window.
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 1:39 AM UTC
Untitled
When she enters a worthless life she paints a ******* beautiful picture Then destroys everything in the path When she loves she loves with her whole entire black hole of A heart When she hates, the passionate evil she creates ignites a fiery death Its all part of this plan that Izzy Broaden has made into a wonderful psychotic abstract life WORTHLESS WONDROUS EMBRACING LIFE! On my level? HA! HA! HA! You cannot even began to fathom where to find my level When you try to wrap your ******* stupid brain around the dimension where to start looking for my Impenetrable Levels you get demolished by my thoughts
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Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
Divine
*It's vacation, time for fun and games and running around and gingerbread cookies and presents and candy canes.* We spin around the room, me feeling giant, like a monster hanging her from my arm, and she squeals in terror and in glee. We dance and the music blares and she comes to a rest just above me, suspended in mid air on my feet before returning to the ground. *When did I last get my coffee?  How long did I sleep for last night?  Six hours? A record of late since I stopped liking sleep.* "You're going to drop her on her head," says a far away voice from the top of the stairs, and we ignore it, falling over laughing before leaping back up to try a new move. *My room reeks of nail polish (my favorite paint) and is full of wrapping paper.  "Done," I send with a picture of the presents, wrapped in their pretty bows and glittery paper, the exciting facades for the less than thrilling contents.* iTunes picks the next song, a Chumbawumba that matches my mood exactly, and I feel bad because I spin a little too fast and her head whips around and narrowly misses the railing of the couch. But she grins and says to do a different trick so I do and it's fun. *This book is interesting but not enough to be entertaining. Do I have a headache or a caffeine buzz or am I just too tired to continue? I slept two nights in a row how is this happening?"* "Can we dance again?" "Sure, go find some Christmas music." And then we danced, her eight year old frame spinning and flipping and leaping and running around the tiny room that is our basement.
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Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 11:58 AM UTC
Izzy
*It's vacation, time for fun and games and running around and gingerbread cookies and presents and candy canes.* We spin around the room, me feeling giant, like a monster hanging her from my arm, and she squeals in terror and in glee. We dance and the music blares and she comes to a rest just above me, suspended in mid air on my feet before returning to the ground. *When did I last get my coffee?  How long did I sleep for last night?  Six hours? A record of late since I stopped liking sleep.* "You're going to drop her on her head," says a far away voice from the top of the stairs, and we ignore it, falling over laughing before leaping back up to try a new move. *My room reeks of nail polish (my favorite paint) and is full of wrapping paper.  "Done," I send with a picture of the presents, wrapped in their pretty bows and glittery paper, the exciting facades for the less than thrilling contents.* iTunes picks the next song, a Chumbawumba that matches my mood exactly, and I feel bad because I spin a little too fast and her head whips around and narrowly misses the railing of the couch. But she grins and says to do a different trick so I do and it's fun. *This book is interesting but not enough to be entertaining. Do I have a headache or a caffeine buzz or am I just too tired to continue? I slept two nights in a row how is this happening?"* "Can we dance again?" "Sure, go find some Christmas music." And then we danced, her eight year old frame spinning and flipping and leaping and running around the tiny room that is our basement.
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Depression- Deb Suicidal- Sue Anorexia- Ana Bulimia- Mia Self- Harm- Cat Schizophrenia- Sophie Bipolar-Bri ADD/ ADHD- Addie Ednos- Ellie OCD- Olive Borderline- Bella Paranoia- Perry Insomnia- Izzy Maybe, Just maybe our worst nightmares are real.
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 10:19 AM UTC
Just Maybe...
morning came like someone spilled a crate of mangos though my window that was my first thought this morning the rest of today i am nearly unable to speak because everything out of my mouth is grammaradical somewhat-poetry and when people ask what’s up all i can say is that “i am quivering with emotion” haha…. okay izzy when i look at the sky i’m thinking of like, idk, shattered shotglasses and robin hood arrows in a sack on my back to pin down whimsy and hope quivers full of emotion i don’t want to talk and that never happens but i can’t remember what words look like because i’m too busy tasting them this part of the world feels too small please i’m ready to leave or let poets sleep in my bed haha… okay izzy
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Dec 26, 2011
Dec 26, 2011 at 10:58 PM UTC
// it’s not a problem though
Dear Ian The First always tastes like honeyed-sunlight on cheek and windowpane: first kiss, first cigarette, first rooftop. I never wanted to come down. Dear Greyson Beautiful and empty. Our hands didn't fit right. Dear Anton Thank you for kissing prayers into the crosses on my forearms. It wasn't enough. I'm sorry I kept you on your knees. Dear Eli **** you. Dear Wyatt We were high and you were there. Your mouth tasted like sour milk and I was lonely in the morning. Dear Ian Snorting coke off my naked body was all you needed. I think I caught you too late. Dear Cody Thanks for the **** I'm sorry I made you leave-- I couldn't stop looking at the orchid petals falling on my windowsill. Dear Howard I never realized my power until the day I let you finger me in the seasonal section of a CVS. Dear Sky Loving you was like loving river currents. I lost myself in the way you looked at me like you were looking past me. I'm still learning how to let go of dead things. Dear Jessica I was high on painkillers for the 6 months you tried to bring me back down. But if you had a condo on a cloud I'd have stayed at your place. Dear Robert I just needed a prom date. Don't read into it. Dear Sarah You and spring rains are synonymous. Dear Vanessa Venus. Someday I'll come back. We'll paint piazzas into dusk. Dear Maya Your lips were swollen honeysuckle and I was all hummingbird. I wish you could've held me after. Dear Alyson We never met in person, but the way you glittered behind my phone screen fogged up the glass with light-hot possibility. Our timing wasn't right. Dear Amélie "On n'aime que ce qu'on ne possède pas tout entier." Dear Izzy I would've sewn stars down your backbone. That night at the End of the World, we held eternity in our fingertips. or maybe it was just the ***** Dear Brendan Drunken lapse in judgement. I'm not "experimenting", I'm actually gay. Dear Sara I wish I was looking for something casual. The Washington Sq. Park fountain will always be holy. Bless my forehead whenever. ---- Dear Jesse It's time to fall in love with your palms. They fit together perfectly. Plant chrysanthemums in your abdomen and let yourself bloom again. Like it's the first time. Like you owe it to yourself.
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Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 4:34 PM UTC
To My Lovers (after talking about Memory in Proustian philosophy)
Dear Ian The First always tastes like honeyed-sunlight on cheek and windowpane: first kiss, first cigarette, first rooftop. I never wanted to come down. Dear Greyson Beautiful and empty. Our hands didn't fit right. Dear Anton Thank you for kissing prayers into the crosses on my forearms. It wasn't enough. I'm sorry I kept you on your knees. Dear Eli **** you. Dear Wyatt We were high and you were there. Your mouth tasted like sour milk and I was lonely in the morning. Dear Ian Snorting coke off my naked body was all you needed. I think I caught you too late. Dear Cody Thanks for the **** I'm sorry I made you leave-- I couldn't stop looking at the orchid petals falling on my windowsill. Dear Howard I never realized my power until the day I let you finger me in the seasonal section of a CVS. Dear Sky Loving you was like loving river currents. I lost myself in the way you looked at me like you were looking past me. I'm still learning how to let go of dead things. Dear Jessica I was high on painkillers for the 6 months you tried to bring me back down. But if you had a condo on a cloud I'd have stayed at your place. Dear Robert I just needed a prom date. Don't read into it. Dear Sarah You and spring rains are synonymous. Dear Vanessa Venus. Someday I'll come back. We'll paint piazzas into dusk. Dear Maya Your lips were swollen honeysuckle and I was all hummingbird. I wish you could've held me after. Dear Alyson We never met in person, but the way you glittered behind my phone screen fogged up the glass with light-hot possibility. Our timing wasn't right. Dear Amélie "On n'aime que ce qu'on ne possède pas tout entier." Dear Izzy I would've sewn stars down your backbone. That night at the End of the World, we held eternity in our fingertips. or maybe it was just the ***** Dear Brendan Drunken lapse in judgement. I'm not "experimenting", I'm actually gay. Dear Sara I wish I was looking for something casual. The Washington Sq. Park fountain will always be holy. Bless my forehead whenever. ---- Dear Jesse It's time to fall in love with your palms. They fit together perfectly. Plant chrysanthemums in your abdomen and let yourself bloom again. Like it's the first time. Like you owe it to yourself.
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There once was a girl named Izzy So lost and confused All she wants is attention But all she is rude She never takes advice She always wants to fight Thinking that if she fought someone all of troubles would go away But that isn’t the case Dyes her hair all different colors Just trying to get some attention pop the pills smokes the **** and drinks the pain away Cuts herself puts down others just to feel slightly better An upperclassman That acts like a underclassmen All she needs is someone to show her kindness love and compassion Yes ,there was once a girl named Izzy But she isn’t here anymore dug her own grave over the years and committed social suicide
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Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 10:39 AM UTC
Izzy Stevens
how I'm all but suffocated by the story of her wake & somehow she is always busy; I've crawled so far out of my way I cannot stand to sit and listen to my heartbeat falling faint its own pulsation makes me dizzy & veins paint painfully her face so I can call it quitting now that everything's turned grey & all my cannot haves are useless just like, loving you this way
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Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 4:38 PM UTC
the yard.
The light is gone, there's nothing but darkness here. Can you feel me? Fingertips to lips. Darkness enshrouding, listen.. to the first aching note. Your heart stirring, in time to this melody. Draw your warmth in close, and you'll find me there. Heartbeats coinciding, lips pressed gently, hands entangled. There is fire smouldering, passion in your eyes. Clinging to memories, fading in the night. and they can't reach us here, here, no-one exists. Nothing but your soft breathing, your gentle smile.. A nothing that is everything. And the light surrounding you, You, my most beautiful of hurt.
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Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 7:18 PM UTC
Izzy
Mommy I see your smile, you're beautiful Mommy when can I feel your hugs Mommy when can I hold your hand. . And tug Mommy.. Then the room goes dark Pain bites me like a shark And the thoughts overwhelming I remember peeing on the stick and seeing that faint positive sign Your dad wasn't too kind but you were going to be mine Then the blood started and it had no end Your life hadn't even started and it came to an end Mommy I met my sibling and my cousin Izzy They tell me that you miss us that you miss me Izzy is taking care of us like you asked her to Mommy I really want to come down and be with you Months go by and I end it with your father Lord knows if your were going to be my son or my daughter At the end I fell to my knees Asking God why me .. please .. please Tears rolling down my face every time I'm alone I lost it all I lost a home I couldn't seem to think straight Like is this what I get ? Is this my fate? Mommy I see you cry Mommy please just try You can't give up mommy One day you'll have my sister or brother in your tummy Mommy I believe you have so much ahead of you Mommy you're smart too Mommy believe that you have a future Mommy I'm learning you're a good teacher Months go by and I found my best friend A year later and still there's no end Months back I had another angel This time it hit me worse then my last I thought the pain was in the past I felt it this time I felt as happy as a women who loves old wine I felt the excitement hit me I was finally going to be "mommy" The test came back positive And my body went through it and I was sensitive Days later I bled Went to the doctor and the result she read "Sorry for your loss" "Sorry for your loss" It kept going and going Like what is this ******* life, what am I doing I give so much and it takes so much Mommy I see you I see daddy too Mommy I arrived safely They carry me so gently Mommy I found Izzy and my siblings We're safe mommy I promise Mommy keep going .. your worries are dismissed Mommy .. mommy.. mommy And it fades and I wake I hear my big sister tell me I never cared about you That I wasn't taking care of me to care for you How she assumed wrong .. she dared too Assume I didn't care **** that Wasn't fair For her to judge like she did It hurt so bad that my feelings I hid I started to Think it was my fault That I didn't do enough , that I did it nonchalant I took it better this time Thanks to your dad, I'm fine I believe in so much now I don't ask why any more or how Because babies you are safe now Now I lay you all to sleep I pray the Lord your souls to keep.. As I fall asleep at night I pray you wake me when it morning light!
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Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 12:27 PM UTC
Mommy
Mommy I see your smile, you're beautiful Mommy when can I feel your hugs Mommy when can I hold your hand. . And tug Mommy.. Then the room goes dark Pain bites me like a shark And the thoughts overwhelming I remember peeing on the stick and seeing that faint positive sign Your dad wasn't too kind but you were going to be mine Then the blood started and it had no end Your life hadn't even started and it came to an end Mommy I met my sibling and my cousin Izzy They tell me that you miss us that you miss me Izzy is taking care of us like you asked her to Mommy I really want to come down and be with you Months go by and I end it with your father Lord knows if your were going to be my son or my daughter At the end I fell to my knees Asking God why me .. please .. please Tears rolling down my face every time I'm alone I lost it all I lost a home I couldn't seem to think straight Like is this what I get ? Is this my fate? Mommy I see you cry Mommy please just try You can't give up mommy One day you'll have my sister or brother in your tummy Mommy I believe you have so much ahead of you Mommy you're smart too Mommy believe that you have a future Mommy I'm learning you're a good teacher Months go by and I found my best friend A year later and still there's no end Months back I had another angel This time it hit me worse then my last I thought the pain was in the past I felt it this time I felt as happy as a women who loves old wine I felt the excitement hit me I was finally going to be "mommy" The test came back positive And my body went through it and I was sensitive Days later I bled Went to the doctor and the result she read "Sorry for your loss" "Sorry for your loss" It kept going and going Like what is this ******* life, what am I doing I give so much and it takes so much Mommy I see you I see daddy too Mommy I arrived safely They carry me so gently Mommy I found Izzy and my siblings We're safe mommy I promise Mommy keep going .. your worries are dismissed Mommy .. mommy.. mommy And it fades and I wake I hear my big sister tell me I never cared about you That I wasn't taking care of me to care for you How she assumed wrong .. she dared too Assume I didn't care **** that Wasn't fair For her to judge like she did It hurt so bad that my feelings I hid I started to Think it was my fault That I didn't do enough , that I did it nonchalant I took it better this time Thanks to your dad, I'm fine I believe in so much now I don't ask why any more or how Because babies you are safe now Now I lay you all to sleep I pray the Lord your souls to keep.. As I fall asleep at night I pray you wake me when it morning light!
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I'm not living nor am I dead, Simply laying on a stretcher bed, I hear voices above my head, the sound of tears being shed, I feel my mother grasping my hand, rubbing my skin against my medical band, I hear the docter's words in my head, Waiting for a response, a movement, or a simple breath. The machine no longer sounds the beats of my heart, It's monotone, continuous, with no end, My mother's warmth is ripped away from my lifeless hand, She screams and I hear it fade as she's pushed away from my bed, I reach for her but my body does not do what I command, it lays still, peaceful, like the dead, but i'm alive trapped within my own head, I'm screaming, crying, wishing they would understand, I try to calm my mental stress, but then heard electrical wiring, and began to panic within once again, the metal plates were placed against my chest, in attempt to resuscitate, revive, and bring back my soul, once again There were seconds of silence, not a single breath, until the sound of the machine beeping, That's when my eyes flickered open, once again, - Izzy **
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Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 9:53 AM UTC
A L I V E
I don't know... Maybe it's cause, it's just one-of-those days. But I wanna just give it away... Maybe its because, Im a little-bit crazy... Lil-bit lazy. Or maybe... Its the story itself... LONGING TO BE FREE... from ME! HOW CAN IT BE? how?                 How can it be? That You would use me? (Back to the scene) There's a mighty regime "Illuminator" of darkened dreams The Mark is seen Then izzy starts to believe. He embarks on the waters streams "LIVING the dream" He siphons others, When well received. All he achieves, In just a few short weeks! Making artists of thieves. Conqueror of the disease, of the fruit of deciet. Not like art but of seeds, Planting memory trees In our children who need Us See Jesus.
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:25 PM UTC
the author of invention
This Is the Morning Morning air, brisk and clean, Water reflecting sunrise sheen. Fish break the the quiet glass, Frogs jump as I pass. Birds twitter in the trees, Dragonflies buzz as they please. Boots soaked with dewey damp, Leave behind their muddy stamp. Through grassy field, waist length, Fresh scent lending strength. Between trees centuries old, Mottled bark still rough and cold. From the forest into the glade, To my stump, still in shade. Sit and watch nature performing, Yet another spectacular morning.
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
Morning (Challenge by Izzy)
Ohh Mrs. Brilliant Chemist Marry me Don't resist! Feed me~ With homemade psychedelics Make my mind Spin like a twist! ~~ D izzy ~~~
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Feb 15, 2025
Feb 15, 2025 at 12:00 AM UTC
Mrs. Chemist
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 2:04 AM UTC
Some Stayed, Some Left, Yet I Remember
Loving Izzy is so easy when its easy. If you're the one to make her laugh it fills you like a breath of clean cedar air. There are pictures of us laughing. Our faces pressed together, our arms and legs tangled. Laughing until we cried. It happened. I swear. And she would fill you up. From head down to your toes. You can inhale her smile and absorb her energy. She could make any day beautiful. She was something. She still is something somewhere. And loving her was so **** easy, when things were easy.
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Jun 26, 2016
Jun 26, 2016 at 1:21 PM UTC
Loving Izzy
"I'm not here to make you feel better Izzy." No. You aren't. You're here to be a ******* to those who need you most. You're here to make people feel like **** You're here to turn me against you. You're here to make me hurt. You're here to make me cry. That's what you're here for. And I don't need you here anymore.
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Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 6:54 PM UTC
You're here to make me hurt.
Cosing its me so good, what Izzy name, so much to born, go matherland. Set way a scrow, going to go, my name Ruslan, in my the book, what go to need. Apartmen what's, so me my friend, that wich o to, you need for you. So go my friend, this is a book, locked for go, you my in book. So munching form, that well so good, so munching form, so in the book. Locked for you, say to a go, that will so Mac, its o the skull. Six months ago, to me a so, you frick the good, so ing to look. So you friend gad, gonz in to you, friend in my book, locked for you. So ind a book, lock me so good, that way a no, so in to go. Its for in you
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Nov 22, 2024
Nov 22, 2024 at 12:35 AM UTC
Its me begin that way o screen, so much to you