"isint" poems
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A girl that I know is brighter then the rest
She has golden highlights dyed into her hair
She's got pale blue eyes that reflect the world
And she's got a gorgeous smile that makes her glow
The girl that I know is quite small
She's around 5'3 which is like nothing at all
She likes to state that This way im closer to hell
But I laugh it off and it's all quite swell
The girl that I know is fairly easy going
She's quiet and sweet and somehow outgoing
She sarcastic, witty and a bit of a flirt
But in all honesty she is secretly hurt
She's got a few boys that she strings along for fun
But that's all platonic to all except one
It was her little secret, at least for awhile
Until her best friend told everyone within a mile
In a split instant the whole country knew
People knew her business and her reputation grew
People began to think that she was surely a ****
But you dont know her at all so keep your mouth shut
Her best friends a hypocrite and we all knew that well
Without realizing it, she had made her life hell
Telling her boyfriend everything is good and all
But there comes a certain point where there is a line to draw
This girl that I knew had no more secrets, none at all
As she told me this, her tears fell like a waterfall
***how ******* dare she!***
she's your best friend I exclaim
How could she do this, Has she no shame
The girl that I know isint like the stories
She's overreacts about little things and gets quite worried
she's bright, brave and fairly clever
She's a black belt, a sensei, she's so much better
She complains about her three buttons while everyone else has four
And she talks about her life and about the simple things she adores
So how is it that people still call her a *****
We go to the gym and then eat pizza instead
We watch barbie movies and fall asleep in her bed
We talk about life on an old rooftop
While eating buckets of ice cream till we have to stop
I know the girl better then she knows herself
I know the stories better then anyone else
I know the scars hidden deep within her eyes
And I know and have seen the tears that she has cried
So how can the world be so cruel?
When all that's she's done is just gone to school
She talked and became friends with some guys
So how can people create such lies?
All people think its their right to judge
But what right does it give you to hold such a grudge?
You say its just a joke everyone spread rumors
Let's me hear you say it again, when its your turn as the loser
So tell me then, is that to your humor? .
Mar 10, 2018
Mar 10, 2018 at 12:21 AM UTC
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Hold back the tears
Hide your fears
Keep up that smile
its all going to be fine
Curl into a ball
Safe under the covers
Shield your ears
Close your eyes
The world is scary
The world is dark
But the world is also beautiful
No. Stop. Its an illusion
Don't trust anybody
They will surely leave
Fight for them
But they don't want me
let them go
But then I'm all alone
Surrounded by lies
These people play their games
Loose yourself in the moment
And for a second you can be happy
Take off that blindfold
And you see who's truly there
There's nobody around
Just you
within your own pit of despair
I'm lonely
They all pretend
Its all false, its all fake
Its true isint it?
You dwell in your self pity
You push people away
You dont show your true emotions
Then you still expect them to stay?
So in the end
Who else is fake?
Who else is playing pretend?
Cause surely you can see now
Your just like them
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Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 8:32 AM UTC
Silent little boy
With those piercing blue eyes
Gorgeous and vibrant
As if I'm staring at the sky's
Dark brown locks
Curly and now dyed black
For a cosplay of kaneki ken
Now that was a throw back
Tall and lanky
Like most of my friends
The new student of the year
Fresh from New Zealand
Though you're longing to go home
As this place isint really your style
Homesickness I would call it
You've been feeling it for awhile
And to a girl you caught feelings
One that used you as a past time
While the other was genuine
Until she changed her mind
Silent around most people
But we have some good conversation
Sheep go meow I say with a smirk
You're a problem you say
While laughing at your declaration
You don't drink carbonated drinks
As you hate the bubbly fuzz
Its quite strange I think
Cause everybody else kinda does
And you're a good kid I reckon
Though you need to voice yourself more
As you dont allow people to know you
And so they think you a bore
But I know there's something more
Then the silence and those stares
As you can laugh and smile with me
I can feel that you truly care
But I won't fault you for your choices
Cause you may not want people around
But at least for another year
You're stuck on Australian ground
So make the most of your stay my boy
Have fun and open up a little
As you've done with me
that way everybody can see
That you're a good kid
Just a tad anti social
Thats why I call you
Silent E
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 9:09 PM UTC
I got asked a question today that made me think
“Do you believe in magic?” My dad asked as we drove past the mall
“Not the type of magic that’s in Harry Potter if that’s what you mean.”
We let the conversation end there but I’d like to elaborate a bit more if that’s okay
I don’t believe in the Harry Potter type magic
But I do believe that there is some type of magic in the world
There has to be
Don’t tell me that you’ve never looked a young child in the eyes on Christmas Day and not seen the light of magic
Don’t tell me that with every laugh surrounded by friends there isint just a little bit of you that believes
So yes, I’d like to say I believe in magic and maybe you should to
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 8:14 AM UTC
had my heart removed
stripped down
used in ways you cannot imagine
I´ve had my bones shatter
strategically all put back togheter
Only to fall part again
It never made any sense
When I was locked out of my own mind
searching for the law in a criminal
lover.
When it´s true
love never makes sense
It will come breaking down
sanity
turning itself to hate
An enemy with no country
to invade
It will communicate
when it´s mute
and when the silience
isint enough
It will walk through
your nights like a demon
from hell
collecting it´s prey
Because when it´s all over
Love never surrenders.
It just dies
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 2:32 PM UTC
I'm suffocating again
Gasping for breath
Unable to inhaul the air
That I so desperately need
I feel my lungs burning bright
A flame roaring in my chest
Desperate to escape
I have to leave.
I need to spread my wings
I need to feel the cool breeze
Rushing through my hair
I need to have the clear view of the sky
To fly to where I want to be
I can't be held down by chains again
This isint where I belong
I can't breath
Run.
I'm too close to the edge
Push me now and I'll fall
Pulling my feathers one by one
I'm slowly losing my ability of flight
Please let me go
I'm losing my will to fight
Stop it
Dont hold me in your embrace
Its not love and warmth that I'm searching for
Its the freedom that sets my heart ablaze
Not to continue to see the same face
Let me go
Dont ask me what's wrong
Dont tell me the words that you think will persuade me
Just silently stand by
And allow me to be free
I want to be alone
I want to be with me
I need time to think
I need to recover
I can't keep doing this...
***I CANT
I CANT
I CANT
I CANT***
I just can't anymore...
Just let me breath the air that I so desperately desire
Just let me be me
I'm going to disappear again
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 9:05 AM UTC
I have meet the love of my life, i never asked for permission i just made her mine.
It isint always easy, sometimes we fight
True love is said to be impossible to recreate and when you get it you should hold it tight
I don't always show you how much you matter to my life because if i did you'd probly never sleep at night.
I'd talk till the sun rise then put you to bed while i slipped off to work. So i didint miss a moment of your life
I promise to try hard and keep you on my mind because there's no one else i would rather have by my side.
You have changed me more than you realize and I've made you my ride or die
I hope we make make it through the good and bad times.
but right now just remember were young, and we might have a long time to love but it isn't always gonna be fun
Ill never touch you with a hurtful hand under any circumstance, im a young man with class.and promise that ill keep you out of harms path.
Im glad life gave us this trance, this kinda love can't be found by chance, 7 billion people and the world made us to match
i love you forever my beautiful monkey.
. sincerely, dennis/ bunny
Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 3:00 AM UTC
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What we have is dead
An emotionless attachment
A void of meaningless reasons
A life of broken fragments
Touching you doesn't feel the same
Your touch, It's Cold. Empty.
Your movement no longer sync with mine
We have lost our flow of rhythm
Our hearts no longer beat the same
We have vanished from our own existence
Your hair isint as soft as before
Maybe its due to our distance
You no longer melt under my touch
You no longer smile with glee
Your actions no longer match your words
Maybe this is the truth I finally needed to see
You came all this way it must count for something
But I know its because you think you owe me
Standing by your side through it all
You feel like you had to do this for me
Though I can feel the tension in the air
We aren't the people we use to be
7 months can really change a person
You leaving was what set me free
Now your voice is empty
And so are your words
***Dead end lies
Coated with sugar***
What we have is dead
We are clingying to who we were
What we had, what we did
Even though now its all but a blur
what's dead is meant to be buried
Deep within the ground
Leave it there, locked away
Where it can no longer can be found.
Let's not try and resurrect the dead
Because what's gone is gone
And quite frankly
Its never coming back.
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 10:11 AM UTC
Love isint blind..
Love just ignore the fualts..
Until the faults cover the whole page.
Some will love you for who you were.
Some will believe they can erase the ink.
But most will leave and find a blank page ,rewrite their story.
But no one seems knows they could just turn the page. Because thats just a chapter of their life.
And most pages are emty waiting for you to change the story's end..
Dec 27, 2017
Dec 27, 2017 at 3:12 AM UTC
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You're going to catch a cold and die
He laughed it off with a gentle sigh
It's not that cold
It really is!!!
And so our little argument begins
The wind isint cold
A confident tone within his voice
Wearing an amused smile
Stop right there kid
Its too early to rejoice
But the wind itself IS cold
That's not how it works
An endless back and forth verbal fight
Dragging on into the dark hours of the night
This was clearly going no where
We made the call to look it up
Its stated that
**wind and air which has heated up,
slightly is moved and replaced for new air which is colder**
Grinning like a Cheshire cat
Thinking he had won the Game
That almost taunting smile
I swear its driving me insane
But... It says its cold
Groaning in frustration
He yells out loud
I give up!
Now he's not too proud
Burying his head
Into his arms
I'm laughing away
Trying not to do anymore harm
I don't understand how you don't get it at all
I just dont want you to catch a cold
He signs as he goes out yet again
Getting into his car
He sends me a picture
He'd put on his jacket
Are you happy now?
Very.
The wind isint cold
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Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 5:09 AM UTC
Name
Whats in a name?
Thats something that Shakespeare wrote isint it?
But there is still value to it isint there?
I remember never liking my name
'Taylor'
Whats in that name that makes me uncomfortable?
Is it the fact that i was stuffed into this body?
Put into this wrong body?
Is it the fact that my parts are wrong?
Or is it the name itself?
Whats in a name?
Correction
What IS a name?
A name is a jumble of syllables
It sets you apart from the rest of the people
The rest of the living creatures of the world
So why be stuck with a name you dont like?
Matthew Todd
Why do i like that name?
Why did my mom like that name?
She said if i was born a with a ***** that it would be my name
So why cant it be?
Taylor Marie
Why did she name me that?
I know why
Taylor, she named me that from a strangers baby
Not a friend of hers baby, but a strangers
How fitting of her
Marie, that is her middle name
And her mom's
And her Grandma's
So its only natural it would become mine too
But not for long
Taylor Marie
Whatever the name means to me, it wont be my name anymore
My name
Is Matthew Todd
Dec 26, 2017
Dec 26, 2017 at 5:35 PM UTC
Somehow I saw a glimpse of your soul. It was more than what my mind could reach. My heart can touch. Because your beauty your love deserve someone better than what I am. I'm giving you away even though you already walked . I'm letting u go even though I've been standing alone.
I was so blind so dumb to think someone as great as you, could ever love someone like me. I understand, the best part of me is the reason . Maybe in another life where I'm more of a man. I'll be good enough for someone like you... I wish I could change I would in a heartbeat but I'm stuck with who I am and you with who you are... Happy endings don't exist for everyone and this isint my story this is yours. I'm just in the background that you can't see.
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 12:59 PM UTC