There's times, some really hard times, when i want to hug you, really really tight, so you can feel my body against yours, so you can feel the heat of my body joining yours, and that our bodies mettle together like they were meant to be one.
I want to hug you so tight that your head is stuck in the crook of my chest, between my collarbone and my breast, and my heart is beating hard against your head, and you can feel its deep beat, pound against your head, and you would know how much i want to hug you to life.
I want to hug you, so hard that your eyes close and they squeeze tears out, and your hands grab at the back of my shirt and pull me into you so hard, holding on for your dear life, and your mouth pushes a silent 'O' as it cries big heart-breaking sobs into my neck and shoulder.
I want to hold you so tight, that the day is out, and there is black night surrounding you, and your eyes are squeezed so tight that you cannot see the light, until you can feel my chest rising and falling against yours, and we fall in to a deep rhythm, and you can raise your head, and begin to let the daylight in again.
I want to hug you so tight, i want to feel your entire body against mine, I want to feel your heave, and your sigh, I want to feel your heart against mine, and let it know, that everything is ok, it is going to be ok, eve-ry-thi-ng is go-ing to be o-k, can you hear it, can you hear its whisper?
I want to hold you so tight, it takes my breath away, and night becomes the day and i can still see the stars, and I fit into you like a hand in a glove, like a foot in a glass slipper and like
a piece of the puzzle in to the fit.
I want to hug you, and hold you, and carry you, hold your weight, share the load, take it all off your plate, undo your burden, move you on and feel that love has done its job for today.
Because that is what i am here for.
Because this is who i am
and what i am meant to be.