"faught" poems
i took your **** and ran with it,
went miles into distance while you constantly clinged to the past
girl I'm tired of it.
How am I suppose to get in if he still has the original and I was givin the spare key,
I'm me and no where near him reason why you always keep runnin back lookin for a safe haven, but in reality sorry that ******** I ain't takin ,
must be mistaken,
I'm havin you second all the time I made you first,
like an unwelcomed tenet,
or low rank lieutenant,
I'm undermined, while hes underlined,
made into a bold figure,
but I stack real figures,
and don't make you feel bitter like this *****
Just don't mention why you quiver , I know the reason why you internally bleedin , stress in ya eyes swollen from the cries in the night, it ain't right.
but yet you fall back to him , then call me later? I gave you my words, last time was the last. So to bad if it didn't last, and both ends of the ties leave you to grieve and gravel on the gravel , yeah sit there and babble , yeah I ponder the river creeks for years
now im off the love boat, I skidattled , faught the more fishes in the sea with broken paddle promise not to commit unless it was suicide or a contract with a person I don't trust after marriage and can't truly settle with.
so the others who wanted me are shunned, and you ? Is of no concern to my conscience , my once brown poccahauntus who haunted
my nights , and Asian moon cake who left with the wrong shake wen I coulda move mountain cause I was the real earthquake to shake the floor beneath you and let you see the plummit to a deeper meaning. Thank for leavin.
Asmathic or not,
I remain breathing.
by Emmanuel Hernandez
aka
Linguist Musician aka Deep thought
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 6:31 AM UTC
"I wanted you to fight for me"
because you never did.
You faught more
for the last cookie
then you ever did for me.
So, while you ran
free and weak,
someone else had been fighting for me
getting stronger,
slowly stealing my heart.
And when my heart was finally taken,
you decide to fight,
but you were
too late and too fragile.
He took you out in one hit.
and all I can say is,
"I wanted you to fight for me."
-i wanted you to fight for me // a.s.
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
"Foreigner in my own land"
Words that I will forever have in my skin.
This tattoo, means
An ancestral burden that I did not choose.
Quoted directly,
From a man... Who faught
Side by side with heroes in order to gain a taste of freedom.
An ideal he believed essential.
But....
The tint of his skin, and his mother tongue,
determined his fate...
He was forever exiled from the country he fought for and held on so dear.
"Foreigner in my own land."
Generations passed,
And we still hold this burden.
My roots... Determined something.
An idea that I am less according to some.
My people are fighting a fight,
That shouldnt even exist.
And I am proud to say...
I am a foreigner in my own land.
Because no matter where I go...
I am a stranger.
Regardless of race and color.
We will always be foreigners to others. Yet,
I am a stranger that will hold a smile,
And welcome the bigotry.
I know what I am.
And I am proud.
Instead of infecting others with hate....
Let us celebrate our differences and appreciate each other.
Because we are all Foreigners.
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC
tonight i cut an angel,
her heart in my palm beating away. her words echoing in my brain, theyd been there all along, such beautiful soft words, words that mattered, words that cared , words that helped , words that pushed me up and onwards
tonight i cut an angel,
her trust was as strong as steel in me, even when mine felt soft as yarn, she allways believed and faught for me without sense and without judgment
even when her sword was too dull to cut and too heavy to swing
her armor was so broken there was no point in wearing it,
but she wore it for me
tonight i cut an angel,
she is more beautiful then i deserve,more caring then i thaught possible, but frailer then rice paper.
she will allways love me, even when i hurt her, she would stand and smile and sow the hole in her heart closed again
tonight i cut an angel,
she wanted what was best, she knew what was best, she allways had and allways would, but my heart was beating to fast, my head was to strong. i screamed and faught and squeezed razors into the heart in my palm
tonight i cut an angel.
and now ill pray that to god he will send her back
L.G
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
I put you on a lifeboat and watched you sail safely through,
As I drowned in the ice cold waters thinking about you.
I've struggled and faught to keep my head afloat
In hopes that you'll come back for me in your little lifeboat.
We did our best to avoid the iceberg, or so I like to think
But being the Titanic we were doomed, bound to sink.
And we broke so quickly, like it was out of the blue.
Turns out love isn't a strong enough glue.
So here I swim in the freezing sea of sorrow
Hoping to find warmth in a better tomorrow.
I can try to pretend, pretend that I'm not sinking,
But all the while I can't stop myself from thinking.
Thinking that if I can just stay afloat for a while
You'll come sailing by in your little lifeboat with a smile.
But you won't come, you've already reached dry land.
So I struggle for my life, for anyone to lend their hand.
I can only hope that hand comes before I freeze.
Oh Lord, send me my own little lifeboat, please.
12/17/13
Jun 11, 2016
Jun 11, 2016 at 11:10 PM UTC
Have you ever met the right person at the wrong time?
Me too...
He was the best thing that has ever happened to me..
We were perfect for each other but i wasn't ready.
I was 16, he was 18 we had known eachother for a couple of years, he was tall and he smelled nice.
He had blue eyes and dark brown hair.
He was a ****** up kid.
He had just gotten his drivers license, so he raced.
He got drunk om school nights.
He smoked one pack a day.
But when i was in his car he drove below the speed limit, because he knew i had anxiety.
He stopped the drinking cause he knew i didn't like it and he stopped smoking cause he didn't wanna make my asthma worse.
He became a nice guy, doing everything he could to make me feel like a princess...
When we had been together for 5 months he dropped out of school..
I got dissappointed and he promised he would get a job and get his **** together, but he was busy caring for me.
He wanted to get married.
He was about to turn 19 and his friends started to get married and have kids.. and he wanted that too...
But i wasn't ready...
I was 16 and just started high school... i wasn't ready to even imagine myself starting a family yet..
So after 9 months i ended it.. with a text... i had to breathe... i needed space..
But i know that if i had met him 5 years later i would have spent the rest of my life with him..
We had the same values, we agreed on everything, rarely faught, had the same view on kids..
But i wasn't ready...
So i ended it with a text...
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 4:02 PM UTC
Zombies they approach
to bad we can't be friends
This was my last thought
As I load my gun
This will be a blood bath
And I may never survive
I am the last, destined to die by hand I used to curest
I see her in the mob
Slowly approaching
Why rush I was doomed
I know it and so did they
I faught for 7 years
And this is my end
I am the last to see thair loved ones
I wounder how they will live with out me
I guess the same if I was the one that was victorious
**** this I yell"
as the zombies began to in case me
I was never the one who seeked the crowed
All wayse the loner
Dreaming for this day
Not hoping just knowing it will come to pass
My end will be beautiful
I cocked my gun
Knowing I wount need it but just liked the ilosen of my finally
Being of a gun fight,
We planed this
Me and the once people who surround me
All hopping it will never come
But non believed it was unnesary
They was in place
The shells all in place
I slipped the wire under my feat
And even though I could not see the liquid I know
It hit its home
Zombies cried in rage
Canines thrusted into the air
Trying to cut the air
And I laughted
****** was my favorite was my favorite wepen
I glanced above my head to see the net
Filed with liquid hell
It amused me that all the years I threaten to rain
Hell on my enimeyes
I get to do it
I hit the swich in my poket
I herd the flames hit the net
It will take 2 minutes for the flames
To meet the c4
But the zombies had a different plan
They rushed me
And all I did was take two steps backwards
And the mine wint of without a hitch
I lust a leg but that was enught distraction
C4 inighted and turned the night alive
I had made my last day of life
Hell
And I smile
The end is now
I closed my eyes
And waited
For my firy demise
To welcome me
Mar 30, 2012
Mar 30, 2012 at 6:22 PM UTC
What happened to "I will never hurt you" "I will never leave you" " You are the best thing that ever happened to me"
The words and sentences were exchanged for screaming, crying and aggressiveness
We have faught, strangled and hurt each other, screamed in each other´s faces that we hate each other and that we never want to see each other ever again
Maybe that would have been the best for us, that we went our separate ways and never laid eyes on each other again, but there is something about the two of us, we thrive on hatred
Jan 24, 2023
Jan 24, 2023 at 7:54 PM UTC
I'm not worthy
Not even a penny
I could die anyday
No one cares anyway
I'm just dust metal that rust
Slowly dying so why keep trying
I gave it all I got faught hit the spot
Only to rot when I was shot
I ******* hate myself
I wish I never met you
I rather feel nothing
Than something at all
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 10:21 PM UTC
Once, a wise creature told me,
some are worth melting for,
but his story was long and tired some,
the emotion i gave him,
ment this was a bore.
The old man, who saved his wifes life,
the one that always opens the door,
The one who cares for all no matter who they are,
He is worth melting for.
The young mother, around 17 or 18,
Who picks up trash at the park, cleaning the core,
Ah, yes her?
She is worth melting for.
The young man, 20, who plays with a band,
gave three thousand dollars to the homeless man,
the one that makes me smile, the one that opened the door;
He is worth melting for.
Now not everyone is worth all the melting and sorrow;
Especially people who dont return what they borrow.
Not the man who abused his kids,
Not the woman who sold her daughter for the highest bids.
Not the man, who killed his own wife,
Not the women, who faught with a knife.
All those people,
all those ****** glores,
But never mind those people,
You are worth Melting for.
May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 10:45 PM UTC
Every one tells me I'm smart
But I'm not
I am not intelligent I'm just observant
I see why X=Y
I see why America faught in wwII
I see why people make fun of me
And I remember all the **** you've said to me
No I'm not a genius but I'm smart enough to see though you
You thank your better than me
Keep on thinking your fashion makes you better
Keep on thinking that your life is more than mine
I'm smart enough to see that when you rag on me
You alwow your self to believe if you diss me
That the you see in me
The you that you hate to see would not be thair
I can see all the hate in you
I see all the pain in you
Say all that **** about me
Make it seem that I'm the imperfect one
I use to be like you
Constantly denying who I am
Never allowing me to be
Always thinking what they think of me
Only knowing what they known of me
Only cairing what they wishted for me
But I'm not like that any more I see who I am
Not what people cair to see
But who I am
Who I want to be
Every aspect I hid befor
All that i wished for no one to know
I do not deny them eny more
I am not who any one thanks I am
I am not what people want me to be
I am not even what I want to be
I am me
Nouthing more nouthing less
I am who I am
No reson to deny this
And just like I am who i am
You are who you are
No mater if you deny it
No mater if you hide it
Fact is you was made to be who you are
No amount of friends can change that fact
And you will see this like I did
You will make friends that do not size you up
No mater how ****** up you seem to be
They will be their for you
It's just a mater of time before you see who you are
Mar 14, 2012
Mar 14, 2012 at 11:30 AM UTC
Theres nothing left to see now
the circus has finally closed
I sigh
as the freakshow begins
I stand down
lost
alone
my vision clouds
but I see everything
as the tent fills with shadows
I watch their faces
cruel laughter
lighting up their eyes
I run
frantic
as the empty seats are filled
by all the other outcasts
desperate
to laugh at someone else for a change
at least
something good
would have
come out
of my useless life
all Ive ever done
is hurt people
then again
theres a first time
for everything...
The shadows
they stare
as if
they havent heard
of things like me before
abominations
monsters
I cant tell
if they really see me
they would be the first...
I watch
as they take their seats
the ringmaster
pushes me
one
step
too
far
and I fall
into the empty pit that surrounds me
inside and outside
finally the same
the shadows laugh
as I drown
in the waters
of my soul...
I feel the darkness
closing in
I welcome it
it will all be over soon anyway
why fight
when
there is nothing left
to fight for
after all
Im not
worth the trouble
no one
faught for me...
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 9:50 AM UTC
We havent had any food all day,
and my kids are resting in the hay.
with no money for a bed,
thats all they got to rest thier head.
I have to see the miller now,
how I'll pay him i dont know how.
All i want is a loaf of bread,
just so i know that my children will be fed.
My husbands no-where to be seen,
no time to wonder where hes been.
I hope it doesn't end in caught,
the lord aint a man who wants to be faught.
At the end of the day,
i guess its ok.
and with a lack of food and a poor tum,
every-one seems to groan at mum.
Jul 1, 2010
Jul 1, 2010 at 10:49 AM UTC
I was wondering along the cemetery my family is buried in.
My mom told my a few headstones down from my grandparents was a baby girl who died at one month and one day old. Named Rebecca. My heart stopped.
I thought of you.
My “freshman year of college” when we fell in love.
At the time we weren’t together, you loved Heather why should I have told you?
I was pregnant the first Christmas we faught, yelling in a target parking lot. I begged you to love me and you left me in the snow crying.
I wasn’t going to tell you.
At New Years you came to meet me- but it wasn’t me you wanted. You told me you loved me so you could **** me and leave me before midnight.
I remember kissing one of my best friends instead that night at midnight.
I told her that I thought I was pregnant. She kissed me and told me it would be okay.
I never got to meet you, I only got the greeting of your demise.
But I always felt you were a girl.
I was right with my instinct when I found out about your brother.
I just hope my little girl wherever you are, you are safe and happy. I asked Rebecca to stick around, I told her it’s okay if she wanted to follow me too.
Oct 26, 2020
Oct 26, 2020 at 9:00 AM UTC
What if we mailed a letter,
To Matthew, Luke, and John.
That Mark had conceived a practice
Which would turn the world around.
To freely speak his mind upon them,
Faceless tadpoles in the crowd.
Just open your ears and hear these
Insightful thoughts through a speaker loud.
As he turned his mic toward her,
And grinned a smile so warm.
She often got too frightened,
Fearing his life in danger and harm.
But this was not a contest,
No beauty prize at hand.
The only thing he demanded
Was to introduce them to his band.
Of cheerful loving misfits,
That faught for truth and good.
To flip the frown from beneath them,
Just like any honest citizen should.
But to win over such an election,
Of justice, daft, and punk.
Would be to lift them from their tight knicked chains
And fill their lungs up til they are drunk.
Mar 22, 2010
Mar 22, 2010 at 10:51 AM UTC
Do you ever regret not holding on tighter?
Do you lay awake at night wondering what could of been?
Do you think if you faught as hard as I did things would be different?
My mind always tells me that letting go and forgetting you is the best option.
But that hurt feeling in my stomach that keeps me awake tells me other wise.
Are you happy?
You look pretty happy with her wrapped around your neck like one of my necklaces you still seem to wear.
Is she everything I couldn't be?
Dose she appect your disgusting man ***** ways?
Dose she not care you have 5 other girls wrapped around your fingers?
I get that you are pretty happy with your drunking getting high college days that I couldn't be a part of even though you tried your hardest to make me.
I can tell she's just like you.
I never understood your type.
Great you can **** ***** *** girls
Claps for you.
You want a award for throwing away something that's was good for you?
You can have fun destorying your life when I tried fixing it.
Don't bother me when you realize your **** and have nothing.
And that when I told you I would always wait for you, has ended.
Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 7:42 PM UTC
Part I
Frayed curtains hanging at the broken windows
Mice knaw at the old musty books
On drab dusty shelves
On the cracked wallpaper walls
Threadbare rugs on the unpolished wooden floor
Which creaks and groans when stepped upon
Thick vines growing on the walls that bear
Cracked and ***** wallpaper
It's design faded from time
It's pattern cannot be seen for it is covered in dust
Dust so thick one could cough and sneeze
Paint chipped tables and rocking chairs
Which are now beyond repair
If sat on they could break
The stairway covered in hunter-green carpet
Is covered with shards and bits of glass
The cozy and warm feeling of this house is gone and dead
Just like the people whom once lived in this lonely house
They are burried just outside this house
Somewhere on the lawn
Where warped headstones stand tall and bent over
Where lichens grow over their names and dates
Some of them are unknown
Just like the soldier who was killed in battle
Died before he could come home
Killed by other soldiers who faught
In that sad and tragic war
~Marian~
Mar 15, 2013
Mar 15, 2013 at 3:49 PM UTC
Costumes,money,power, fake identitys, and fame
These are the traits of the heros we know better by name
Batman,Thor, Iron man and more
Are here to save the day
But that's where it's wrong
For they are written and drawn
What about the heros who's names actually do belong?
The heros who leave their homes and family's
To fight for us so we can be free?
They don't know our names
Nor do they feel they need to
They go through suffering just to save you
They die and don't come back because they are not fiction they are real
The pain they feel from a bullet is truly real
They go through sleepless nights and endless days
Because that's the price our freedom pays
They volunteer and sign up for this
No mater the pain they don't give in
Not knowing their names should be a sin
Their spouses and children are home alone
Not knowing if their loved ones will return dead or alive
But the soldiers do this so we can survive
They are the real heros both men and women.
Our soldiers who have faught and died for us
Are the real heros who deserve us
They deserve our recognition and our love
So thank you soldiers for everything you have done for us.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 9:47 PM UTC
Atiquity are etched in lime granite
Telling non fable tales of blood
Flooding over the rivers of Jordan
to the deep rivers of Hudson
You could hear them in all four
Corners of the earth were inprinted
Valumes in there voices broke
Cracked like glass now there is silence
When the time came for refuge
The night was cool as hope was here
Still......
Settling with what is now
Still......
The war for change is still
being faught for.
(INCREDIBLE INK- TEAM JAGUAR HAWAII)
© 2014 S.T. Rebel of Eden
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 1:31 AM UTC
did you here
the sky cry
it roared its voice asking us why we are killing her
the sky cut open with white lights
trying to show us how she hurt
The trees swayed back and forth waving there arms to get our attention
did we listen
no..
did we here her
no..
so she faught back
infernos blazed our homes
tornados blew our belongings away
just like her lungs were polluted
with our toxins
she fought back
washing away our lives
to dance with the fishes
She opened up her skin
and shook our souls
she knew one day we might listen
shes growing tired
shes growing angry
will we stop
will we cease
eventually
we are a desease
and her natural forces are the vaccine
will we win
no
will she yes
Nov 17, 2010
Nov 17, 2010 at 7:37 PM UTC
Here I am
A nurse to be
Doing this for myself
But for the man who created me
He molded me from his long work days
To playing soccer after the sun would set
He showed me what it meant
To work for my dreams
From rising above racist targeting
My dad had an accent
This didn't make him less
Than you and me
His mind is strong and full of qualities
That racism can't see
Because it blinds those who believe
I am a product of a man
With an accent different from you and me
But I am stronger
From the battles he faught
To give me my dream
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 9:38 PM UTC
Happy birthday
To the girl with the strongest heart
The girl who won't cry
To the girl who has been put down
The girl who has learned to fly
To the girl who has faught her wars
the girl who do not wile
To the girl who has learned to face her scars
the girl who has learned to smile
To the girl who has the prettiest smile
The girl who is meant to be inviolable
To the girl who laughs her heart out
The girl who is so able.
To the girl with the brightest soul
The girl strong enough to walk alone
To the girl with the sweetest heart
The princess to a throne
To the girl with the deepest eyes
The girl who can make the flowers sing
To the girl who sometimes cries
The girl whose tears fall like a diamond on a ring
To the girl sweeter than the sugar
The girl you look at her for a while
To the girl who can turn sorrow to joy
The girl who can make you smile
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 6:31 AM UTC
He sang the people's songs
and faught the people's causes.
Others heard and blacked his name.
That was for him no badge of shame.
A five string banjo man,
folk singer, left winger,
he sang brave words in trying times,
striving to strengthen basic rights.
Pete Seeger died aged ninety-four
and left a heritage for man.
Asking us to Turn! Turn! Turn!
Urging us to overcome.
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC