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"expectance" poems
Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, Toast to stolen prayers with rarer player’s hands; Soft in defiant laughter, when drinking their wine from the bowels of brines Sing along the Ballads of Heritage with Melodies of Exception; Boast, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air(s) of land— A settlement of Rapture and Resurrection, arid, amid dirt and sand and King and thy Kingdom sprout flowering tomb, and rosebud temple reach to the sky during the showers of spring Devours the crescent Moon in big pink petals of bloom; A garden so fertile it could look pretty in wartime— with Gardeners of Courage and Laborers of Excellence; (Lapse, not into digressions of Being and Essence but hands in the soil and planting the actions of kingdom come,        patient building of Spring Reign sure as the flame, the architect of rising Sun is (Daughters and Sons of kingdom came,       the soldier in a land been conquered and named; abandoned for the greenness of hope. )May it never come, Be All The Same; ( be gentle, though whispering wind) Seeds of Nextyear and the spores of Awhile, carried by the Wasps and the Clouds To the Gentlemen of Excellence and Ladies of Courage, illuminated, eyes from the flora of stars faraway forest floor of foreign       fears,       as the hungry Owls of Time prepare a final feast—       Consume the years between Here and Now;       Watching from blank perch, among       the Trees of Afterall; a place beyond expectance.       Sing the branches of experience, to wake       in Siren’s cipher; inelegant forms       of waking, ugly sleep on rocks of seabed; once was aboard a marooned skyline— Those Who Are Will Be again, again a serf in a wave of Time’s refraction. Neverending neverbeginning;                           Those Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, on the Day That Is, arrays of seers sayers doers displayers optimists and pessimists, toast to them         and their rarer player’s hands, Boast they, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air and land; Laugh and howl and dine, they drink their wine from disemboweled gourds         of their own divine— Warped, in jowls of hungry fix, no feast they fear, for they prey to the Owls of Time.
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Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 5:28 PM UTC
Gentleman of Courage and Ladies of Excellence
Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, Toast to stolen prayers with rarer player’s hands; Soft in defiant laughter, when drinking their wine from the bowels of brines Sing along the Ballads of Heritage with Melodies of Exception; Boast, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air(s) of land— A settlement of Rapture and Resurrection, arid, amid dirt and sand and King and thy Kingdom sprout flowering tomb, and rosebud temple reach to the sky during the showers of spring Devours the crescent Moon in big pink petals of bloom; A garden so fertile it could look pretty in wartime— with Gardeners of Courage and Laborers of Excellence; (Lapse, not into digressions of Being and Essence but hands in the soil and planting the actions of kingdom come,        patient building of Spring Reign sure as the flame, the architect of rising Sun is (Daughters and Sons of kingdom came,       the soldier in a land been conquered and named; abandoned for the greenness of hope. )May it never come, Be All The Same; ( be gentle, though whispering wind) Seeds of Nextyear and the spores of Awhile, carried by the Wasps and the Clouds To the Gentlemen of Excellence and Ladies of Courage, illuminated, eyes from the flora of stars faraway forest floor of foreign       fears,       as the hungry Owls of Time prepare a final feast—       Consume the years between Here and Now;       Watching from blank perch, among       the Trees of Afterall; a place beyond expectance.       Sing the branches of experience, to wake       in Siren’s cipher; inelegant forms       of waking, ugly sleep on rocks of seabed; once was aboard a marooned skyline— Those Who Are Will Be again, again a serf in a wave of Time’s refraction. Neverending neverbeginning;                           Those Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, on the Day That Is, arrays of seers sayers doers displayers optimists and pessimists, toast to them         and their rarer player’s hands, Boast they, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air and land; Laugh and howl and dine, they drink their wine from disemboweled gourds         of their own divine— Warped, in jowls of hungry fix, no feast they fear, for they prey to the Owls of Time.
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Fake A world prewritten She planned on being unscripted Her world is now unpredicted She still knows someone else is in control Depicted Still a hope of making her own decisions Yet there is nothing told Destination unfolds Still not powerless She radiates greatness in a self-consciousness way Expectance is decayed Now only false hope and a piece of paper save the day
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Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC
We shall be brave
~ *there is a subtle beauty in madness. an eery wonder within sadness. like the musicians of the titanic their final lullabies dancing through the air amid the screams and the panic a moment of beauty an expectance of fate a beautiful surrender as they perished beneath the waves* ~
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Mar 24, 2021
Mar 24, 2021 at 3:26 PM UTC
maiden voyage
A broken mirror of my reflection A shriek of pain from repeating rejection A complex scheme To learn a lesson ****** palms as I play psalms Picking up the pieces of a life at risk Started out with pricked fingers Now I'm avoiding a ****** wrist A deteriorating gas is pressing to exit my mind It eats away at every sane thought left inside Where do I go when it's my true self that I have to hide Everything I say is a constant mistake So I grit my teeth till they ache and I mumble words until they marinate Working on self love but the moments like these that are within myself are the ones that I hate I search for repression but where do I begin When this is all I know When there's always the question of an end Save me from myself because Lord knows I've sinned I'd take it all back if I could run it again I hope he doesn't lose faith in me He's my only friend It seems like ever since this has began I've been blessed with a beautiful curse I ask God for the best but I still expected the worst Maybe this is what happens When everything is diverse See it in my eyes See the rift in my soul See the angry love Burning a hole See the ache for expectance Taking a toll Skins red but it's feels cold For the content that makes up me It grits down like sand All I ever wanted Was a loving hand They tell me I'll be okay But I don't think they understand For this is not a human quality I am merely man I am left to supply When commitment was my only demand Two judges and one man Will I be enough when I take the stand (r.n.)
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
Supply and Demand.
A broken mirror of my reflection A shriek of pain from repeating rejection A complex scheme To learn a lesson ****** palms as I play psalms Picking up the pieces of a life at risk Started out with pricked fingers Now I'm avoiding a ****** wrist A deteriorating gas is pressing to exit my mind It eats away at every sane thought left inside Where do I go when it's my true self that I have to hide Everything I say is a constant mistake So I grit my teeth till they ache and I mumble words until they marinate Working on self love but the moments like these that are within myself are the ones that I hate I search for repression but where do I begin When this is all I know When there's always the question of an end Save me from myself because Lord knows I've sinned I'd take it all back if I could run it again I hope he doesn't lose faith in me He's my only friend It seems like ever since this has began I've been blessed with a beautiful curse I ask God for the best but I still expected the worst Maybe this is what happens When everything is diverse See it in my eyes See the rift in my soul See the angry love Burning a hole See the ache for expectance Taking a toll Skins red but it's feels cold For the content that makes up me It grits down like sand All I ever wanted Was a loving hand They tell me I'll be okay But I don't think they understand For this is not a human quality I am merely man I am left to supply When commitment was my only demand Two judges and one man Will I be enough when I take the stand (r.n.)
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Longing to express it Not to suffer and suppress it But you tell me I can't you tell me it's easier You tell me it helps I tell you it kills me. Regreting my expectance Receiving no acceptance And you tell me I can't you can't stand to hear it I can't hold it in I can't turn off my emotion Decaying so painfully slow Dead and so horribly alone You tell me I can't You say you need a break That's it's better if you do And I can't stay awake Already lost in my asleep Burried so far in the deep And you tell me I can't makes everything worse Tearing me apart How do u think this helps! Maybe it will benefit you You think it will benefit me too You tell me I can't tho! And I'm lost in this storm Of endless torture Forever so numb In the end when you come back I'll be the same and not on track Because you tell me I cant.. I've held it in for so long It's killed me so slowly Nothing but dust
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May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 11:31 AM UTC
Unmutual Rejection
"What a **** You're a waste of space Selfish brat No one will ever like you Ugly ****** Words escalated after I said "I'm a bit cold" in 30 degree weather Wearing a thin long sleeve.. Words from my own mother I would like for her to repeat those phrases after she's seen me throwing up every "snack" I've eaten in 3 days Have her watch me cry and shake in the bathtub while slitting my wrists because a blade hurts way less than her words Have her watch me spend hours looking at thinspo and "how to be perfect" websites for self expectance because she's torn me down too far I want her to watch me talk to the people at school because she sees me as the hammer I smash my ribs against with; but truly, I am gentle I am petrified to raise my hand in class because I am so scared to mess myself up... Mommy said it was wrong to mistake. I will cry in a bathroom stall for hours if a girl DARE tell me she thinks she doesn't look good enough for the world today because that's how I feel with reminders every hour But, Maybe I am selfish Selfish to keep myself away from human engagements for so long But mommy says it's for the better Better if I stay away The words I've learned to trust so much It's the words that stab me over and over Those words are the reason I cannot accept a compliment or state my thoughts aloud Feeling far worse than suicide. Self harming Burning Carving Words hurt more Her words hurt most And now mommy might know Why there is a tear stained note waiting for her in her bedroom tonight And she might feel just a bit of pain As I did everyday Goodbye mom, I thought I loved you.
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Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 12:52 AM UTC
Family support
"What a **** You're a waste of space Selfish brat No one will ever like you Ugly ****** Words escalated after I said "I'm a bit cold" in 30 degree weather Wearing a thin long sleeve.. Words from my own mother I would like for her to repeat those phrases after she's seen me throwing up every "snack" I've eaten in 3 days Have her watch me cry and shake in the bathtub while slitting my wrists because a blade hurts way less than her words Have her watch me spend hours looking at thinspo and "how to be perfect" websites for self expectance because she's torn me down too far I want her to watch me talk to the people at school because she sees me as the hammer I smash my ribs against with; but truly, I am gentle I am petrified to raise my hand in class because I am so scared to mess myself up... Mommy said it was wrong to mistake. I will cry in a bathroom stall for hours if a girl DARE tell me she thinks she doesn't look good enough for the world today because that's how I feel with reminders every hour But, Maybe I am selfish Selfish to keep myself away from human engagements for so long But mommy says it's for the better Better if I stay away The words I've learned to trust so much It's the words that stab me over and over Those words are the reason I cannot accept a compliment or state my thoughts aloud Feeling far worse than suicide. Self harming Burning Carving Words hurt more Her words hurt most And now mommy might know Why there is a tear stained note waiting for her in her bedroom tonight And she might feel just a bit of pain As I did everyday Goodbye mom, I thought I loved you.
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Time starts clocking by, Like an infinite life promised, Slowly loosing grip on its reality. I've counted down the days, Some go faster then others. I'll live for expectance, To expect fate, or my destiny. As it wipes away my tears, Nothing will remain. Is this all still natural, Or have I gone insane?
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Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 12:59 PM UTC
Breach
From the Swirl comes the Structure, In the Structure feeds the Flow and the Flow maintains the Focus. So we can deduce much like the pattern of life, it begins as Freedom, like colorful movement exempt from rule. While the other extreme, the skill obtained of Focus & Form, akin to miraculous mystery wise sensuality from royalty born. Can you see the Procession in difference yet alike? Infancy is always Free from Wisdom comes Sight the Master of Vision Magical Majesty  ~Immaculate Precision.  ~A Rainbow in the Light. *Deep unto the dreamy wood Walk We, one Faerie to ‘nother Swift~ Shift Slighted plea what cares of Noumenic Clemency divide amongst they~ who do not know or care to see forever to possess perverse tales to talk away the mystery. Swift ~ Shift acrimonious possession Sudden urgency Cares Not~ Divide amongst Noumenic Novelty. Coming birth of Elementals entrancing ingenuity foreseen such heavenly conception. Ironic irreverence of Elements pure Majesty Still in Expectance of blessed Faerie’s redemption They ~ who do not care will never know and ought never see.* This is about Strife. The way one Group tends always to find flaw with another Group, finding all the differences to hate, ignoring any similarities to love.
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 12:26 AM UTC
Cheruberries & Apocrypha
take these automatic habits you implanted in the back of my hands that inflict dents in my relationships whenever my muscles twitch out of happiness my fists clinch in expectance of negative
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Feb 7, 2010
Feb 7, 2010 at 6:48 PM UTC
parents
Rattle the orchard’s knotted limbs and harvest from the fray, forsaken garnets snared in doubt, betrothed to blind decay. Tune your soul to the air of expectance that wavers in the grass… of smoke sewn into ripened groves as hours straddle past. The whip of wings atop the hollow trumpets the waning year… a song unwritten, once laid by, reborn and shuttled near. The Lord entwines His hand with ours fastened to our lives and plucks us each, while bruised and marred as a lone protected prize. A thousand candles pierce the shutters tethering our stride. The Spirit sounds a lifelong score that tugs us to His side.
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Jan 15, 2013
Jan 15, 2013 at 7:17 PM UTC
The Lord's Harvest
We use punctuation for: Expectance. Living can be, Paused. Cannot be; Restarted. Punctuation is intended to empower (Superiority in writing). Life is pointless without meaning - It needs details. Things can be said "I love you". Questions can be asked Is that a lie? Living can be contemplated Life is * * Good Life can be created @ my house @ 4. Or you can be trapped [you].
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Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 5:53 PM UTC
;
Through a golden crack in the universe Love rains a single drop It blazes through earths atmosphere Radiant and pure Wading through the mundane i pause a moment An unseen force holds me still Wow What an odd but overwhelming feeling A comforting spirit seems to fill me Hmm I start to trudge on A drip on the top of my head Puzzled Its not raining I continue on My step suprisingly light I feel great I smile and walk Wow I never noticed the smell of the trees before Feathers sing Rays dance with puddles A boy helps an old lady across the street I smile Thank you young man She says He smiles and catches up to his friends and books In someones yard a wagging tale plays with a purr My shoes seem to float My heart seems to blaze with hopeful expectance Just up ahead a beautiful young woman drops her hair clip Her gold hair clip Excuse me you... dropped... this I could barely speak she was so beautiful Thanks She said And when she smiled the world turned gold
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Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 7:39 PM UTC
Love at First Sight
This reality is just a dream in which one can change and reshape the way they percieve anytime they should choose I've come to realize this The error of my ways I cant say sorry anymore I can only hope you wait for me while I work on this You bring this out of me the thoughts that could change everything unfortunately we share the growing pains My dream is to find happiness first on my own and then with you I cant rely on you for this I should've never looked to you in the first place for self fufillment a childish outlook and expectance I will not ask for forgiveness Just stick around and we'll get through this I regret pushing you away... I mustn't make the same mistakes
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Nov 21, 2012
Nov 21, 2012 at 10:06 PM UTC
The True Key to Happiness
sleep curved miles of patched dead boys into me like a scythe. their quilts were not mine to sweat through, to drench nightly with my self. but i cried out anyway. said i needed stained warmth more than coffins ever could. bare as they were. prodigal as they were. i turn aside in bed. i sweat it out. sleep handed me its crowded city plots and boxes of one-way ticket disownment boiled down to an art exhibit of photographed bodies. black and white bodies. end of life bodies. i tore them into manageable halves. their varied human pieces quilted themselves together onto the floor. their eyes floated to land at my shoes. i stared. yet it was sleep who drew in the fluttering array of lost bandanas dyed with every coy color present on the rare days here that always smelled more like mornings, the colors peeking like barefoot children just around the corners of their smirking, drowsy city avenues after rain. sleep dreamt me an after hours carousel. the revelry of skintight garbage bags brimming over with ****** boys. lovely boys. boys with a gleam. faceless baby boys with sores like eyes, full of their junk they treasured, fondled, kissed the little pound of flesh that was theirs, they gave freely, bait and tackle to swallow whole. dust bowl dumpling soft. pulsing expectance. those skins underneath you’d discover pressed to an eternity of sorts between two slurs of the same brick, that its nightless club grime mumbled disco sickly to me & him. and i’d be on my knees. by a bed, a river, a quilt, a pew, an avenue, a grave. whatever useless dreams may come, i always find myself there. already knelt in every way i couldn’t possibly comprehend. gravely, maybe beautifully- beside another slumbering boy too distant from life not to reach for.
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Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 12:42 AM UTC
for breathless boys, to sleep
sleep curved miles of patched dead boys into me like a scythe. their quilts were not mine to sweat through, to drench nightly with my self. but i cried out anyway. said i needed stained warmth more than coffins ever could. bare as they were. prodigal as they were. i turn aside in bed. i sweat it out. sleep handed me its crowded city plots and boxes of one-way ticket disownment boiled down to an art exhibit of photographed bodies. black and white bodies. end of life bodies. i tore them into manageable halves. their varied human pieces quilted themselves together onto the floor. their eyes floated to land at my shoes. i stared. yet it was sleep who drew in the fluttering array of lost bandanas dyed with every coy color present on the rare days here that always smelled more like mornings, the colors peeking like barefoot children just around the corners of their smirking, drowsy city avenues after rain. sleep dreamt me an after hours carousel. the revelry of skintight garbage bags brimming over with ****** boys. lovely boys. boys with a gleam. faceless baby boys with sores like eyes, full of their junk they treasured, fondled, kissed the little pound of flesh that was theirs, they gave freely, bait and tackle to swallow whole. dust bowl dumpling soft. pulsing expectance. those skins underneath you’d discover pressed to an eternity of sorts between two slurs of the same brick, that its nightless club grime mumbled disco sickly to me & him. and i’d be on my knees. by a bed, a river, a quilt, a pew, an avenue, a grave. whatever useless dreams may come, i always find myself there. already knelt in every way i couldn’t possibly comprehend. gravely, maybe beautifully- beside another slumbering boy too distant from life not to reach for.
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I'm so busy settling That I missed the chance To explore This land I've been told of Something called freedom to love Everyone hopped on the boat Eager to make their way Away from settling ways I couldn't help but wonder why I was settling.. Breaking ground for a man Who wouldn't even plant the seed My body lay dormant As he proceeds To settle on top of mine I was settling again.. Why am I settling? I asked him if I could make way To extended parts of this ground I had broke, solely myself He said no Continue to work as you have been We're not finished But where was the he in we? It's all been me.. I settled again today The news of expectance has been given to me But not us He said it is neither the time nor the place Get rid of it I settled for his theory.. Maybe he was right So I settled to give up motherhood I settled today I was lain comfortably in this satin lined coffin I Settled comfortably in the ground I settled in this darkness Because even after life Death is matter of settling
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 1:04 PM UTC
Settling
is what inspired this poem ... wind outer space forward backwards strings haunting sounds expectance waiting ... and growing and lifting and SINGING AND LIFTING AND BREAKING FALLING DRIFTING AND SWELLS ... AND SWELLS SWELLS GROWING BIGGER BRIGHTER LIGHTER doesn't stop swells breaks grows stops starts turns then her voice SWELLS and ...inspires
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 4:45 AM UTC
Surface of the Sun
From the Swirl comes the Structure, In the Structure feeds the Flow and the Flow maintains the Focus. So we can deduce, much like the pattern of life, it begins as Freedom, like colorful movement exempt from rule, while the other extreme, the skill obtained of Focus & Form, akin to miraculous mystery, wise sensuality, from royalty born. Can you see the Procession, in difference yet alike? Infancy is always Free, from Wisdom comes Sight, the Master of Vision, Magical Majesty, ~Immaculate Precision. ~A Rainbow in the Light. Deep unto the dreamy wood, Walk We, one Faire to ‘nother Swift~ Shift , Slighted plea, what cares of Gnomonic Clemency ~ divide amongst they~ who do not know or see ~ forever possess perverse tales to talk away the mystery Swift ~ Shift, Acrimonious Possession, Sudden urgency Cares Not~ Divide amongst Gnomonic Novelty ~ Coming birth of Elementals entrancing ingenuity foreseen such heavenly conception Ironic irreverence of Elements pure Majesty Still in Expectance of blessed Faire’s redemption They ~ who do not care will never know and ought never see. This is about Strife. The way one Group must always find flaw with another Group, finding all the differences to hate, ignoring any similarities to love.
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Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 10:41 AM UTC
Cheruberries & Apochrypha (from NS collection)
do we conceive each other in such different ambiance? like how eyes aim to see souls instead of faces, bodies and flesh how different our concepts of beauty would be detaching away from the standards and norms of society such appearances are neglected interiors over exteriors if only we see thru things beyond nakedness bound from expectance when one does not feel a stranger of her own skin — g.c. "- then i learned that society is broken, not me."
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Feb 27, 2021
Feb 27, 2021 at 1:09 AM UTC
beyond flesh
Gilded strand on the silent shore Without a wave to break upon it The sea rests calm, my heart at war In wait of the tides to consume love writ Waters rest though and my love will stay My love will decay on this fading strand Before you wash away the words I say I'll have written again with my weary hand Even as the sun descends fast on your blue And the moonrisen glow my night softly lit I'll shed my feelings to the sand anew In case your waves break at dawn to it And once you find my love that lay here in sand My only expectance is for you to understand
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Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 12:03 AM UTC
Soulset On A Silent Sea
A uniformity in expectance, A subconscious wait. My mind knows it's coming Like some kind of date. Her words, Be they good or bad, Are expected, If only a tad. 2 AM, My body wakes It's so ******* late Will it come? I wait.
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May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 12:13 AM UTC
2:00 AM Texts
I wonder... Have you aged enough, upon grief, came to love this matching heart?
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Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 4:00 PM UTC
Expectance
Another day, to live and to give without expectance. Another day, to bask in the Love of unconditional Love. Another day, to encourage and inspire others to greater Heights. Another day, to walk in the Land of the Living here on earth. Another day, to follow the Christ and to stay obedient to him. Another day, to repent to forgive others and to be forgiven. Another day, to live in complete Joy, Hope, Peace, and Love. Another day, to walk in your faith to trust Christ fully here. To lay down your self to Christ as well help out others.
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May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 8:31 AM UTC
Another Day
Form, Words and Punctuation I've learned to let go of haphazards, Be as you are, the mantra I sing out. It's taken years of half beliefs, but giving a **** finally won out. I've learned valuable things Though I won't apologize for existing But, I express gratitude for those who look through my weakness. To see truth is just a fabled thought, no actual tangible thing, Elusive as me, definition undefined Truth changes with the tide. I went through waves of who I was to get to who I am. Will I suffice to succeed? we won't find out, not even in the end, it's one of those immeasurable things. Explanations go unheard, I don't desire to know what you've learned; you are who you are, I meet that with expectance and unconditional love.
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Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 1:42 PM UTC
Resolute
Though it's dark outside, the Light from you flood out the darkness. I shall fear no evil, for you have already overcome the false gods of evil. You have guided us throughout our Journey protecting us along the way. I am but a mortal man O Saving God, whom you have blessed here. As well as others here you have blessed, through the truth of your words. Which you have spoken into my heart to write these poems of ours God. I am but a blessed servant that you have wrote these poems using me. As the vessel that gets credit for writing them, with your help O God. To bless others that you Love unconditionally without any expectance. For you love everyone equally without them doing anything at all. It would be great though for the whole world to come to your throne room. Repenting of sin is all that you expect in order of becoming born again. And your Spirit would help them all to become a new Creation.
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Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 7:46 PM UTC
His Love Is Freely Given
You expect for everything to work your way But in no way,do you accept to work for anything AvA
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Jun 23, 2018
Jun 23, 2018 at 12:55 AM UTC
Expectance