My heart is racing Was what I just said okay? Are you okay? A moment that would never end. I’m just a concerned person To you I tried to hug you to To me I was blocking you from the rain on our smoke break I’m sorry it was my idea to come to this place And you hunny studs couldn’t talk to me much Because I was always looking at something else to do Every glance away from you I had I’m scared and you don’t understand why But I understand why not so when you said “I’m going home” Just because you didn’t want to deal with me as the worst of plenty before I was concerned you don’t like me Even as a human being.. Convinced you don’t So before we parted in the dawn before a new day, a rootbeer lollipop in hand you said goodnight and I said goodbye . -Walmart employee
It’s not your fault, im just so over my social anxiety.
You keep saying I love you! And I can’t stand it Not because your laugh rings in my ears Or because your positivity spreads through me But because it’s been over a year since I’ve seen you last and all you can say is I love you! I love you too but mom I’m hurt. I’m so lost. You told me we’re all lost but I would never let someone else feel that way. I’m dissapointed you couldn’t even read the letters I sent you. Mom I don’t know if I love you anymore. I miss you but I don’t think this is the you I know. Maybe it never was. Mom you called me today asking where the **** was while my day at work made me feel like quitting. But you don’t know that. The same way you don’t know how hurt you’ve made me. But I won’t show that. I love you!
I’ve never once Looked for a guy who was charming Frustrating and Complicated All at the same time But you Came in to my life and showed me how to Find what you have Which is charm that has made me obsessed Frustrating words that make me think About death And complicated ways of showing effection Yet I feel like I’m winning a game. . You smirk with confidence and I love it You look at me like I’m youre next meal and I feel lucky to be your victim Eat me up and take me to paradise Where even there I know it won’t be perfect but maybe we can Get a few drinks and talk about getting together again sometime I fell in love with your frustrating words, charming smirks and complicated emotions.
Artists are like crystals Must be handled with care One slip Oops! You loose it all there However On the brighter side Even if they shatter They still glint Whatever be the matter Crystal cleaving May scatter the lusture But the process Can never douse the dazzle
I keep telling people who ask, I'm the best I've ever been! But if that's so true Why am I still crying every night because I miss my brothers Or blame myself for the divorce Or regret liking this boy because even though we've kissed a lot, I don't think he likes me Yet I'm happy? I have a job, Family with structure, A school with great grades on my scripts But I can't trust anyone or see where I fit I'm so lost in a little city But don't worry big city 'friends,' I'm great!
I don't regret moving so far away but who was I to think I would become someone starting as an empty shell
There's something that doesn't feel right When I moved out and told you this was best for me Or when I didn't say goodbye to my little brother because he was outside playing are both things I did for logical reasons But if it was so logical Why am I laying here alone questioning my reasoning for what I did? Because now things just don't feel right.