Dear Mom
I love you.
It wasn't your fault.
Maybe it was a little bit.
But I'm an adult.
And I made my decisions.
Dear Dad
I'm sorry for all the years I spent angry.
All the seasons I missed spending with you.
Maybe its your turn to hate me.
Dear Brother
Please be better than I ever was.
Learn how to love
And not how to settle
Dear Husband
I'm glad you didn't see the signs
It makes this so much easier.
I love you.
But, you won't think I will.
That's fine.
I'm begging you to hate me.
It'll make the leaving easier.
Dear God
Where were you?
If you or someone you love are struggling with suicide, please call 1-800-273-8255. You are loved and wanted. Don't give up.