I saw truth plain as day Knew I did not mean much Didn't possess the sense to leave Desperate to experience your touch Now you are running away from me Too cowardly to say goodbye I am left looking like a **** fool Just another passerby Your silence says it all Want nothing more to do with me After effort I put forth Cast me aside like worthless debris Now true colors are revealed I caught a glimpse of them before Gave another chance because Believed you were capable of more I worked hard to be somebody you wanted To improve my imperfections Did little things to make you smile Hoping to avoid rejection Only for actions to be in vain I am still all alone Changes made were a stupid waste If only I would have known You were just biding time Til better opportunity came along May not have been Mr. Right The way you treated me wrong I was fine keeping us the way we were Simply wanted to clarify where we stood I asked if this was a relationship Maybe I misunderstood And even when you lied to me Disloyalty breaking trust Still forgave all your mistakes Until emotions were stomped into dust I was ready to settle for bare minimum As long as I could hold you close Warm sensation was enough Even if I wasn't what you desired the most But despite being tolerant and understanding Still decided to shut me out After sharply slapped in the face Finally realize I'm better without Should never have waited around for you Because I enjoyed your caress Deserve so much better than that I've learned I'd rather be lonely than settle for less
the first time i saw her i was left in a spiral of awe the second time i saw her i was left unprepared the third time i saw her i noticed her laugh brought tears to my eyes the fourth time i saw her i finally had enough courage to say hi she brightened my week with a simple smile i felt a deep longing for something that was right in front of me i never thought love was real never thought and i had not known what it was to be alive until she took my hand every cell in my body longed her touch once more melodies played in my head violins playing sweet euphonies when our eyes met orchestras erupted in my mind the sun burned brighter than ever before the moon gasped at her beauty the stars didn't even stand a chance
the next time i see her maybe she will see me too
aaaaaaaaghhhhhh this is a really bad poem im sorry
It is a crazy world outside these doors. And I feel like I am not connecting with it in the right way. Or in any way from time to time. Like I don't recognize myself surrounded by life. Like I don't know which direction to go or to just stay put. Await the storm in my head and in my heart.
Feeling like I am not even close to the hand writing these words down on paper. More like I am the paper, empty lines. Hopelessly waiting to be used or abused.
Or just there to wait.
Which eventually will make your thoughts scream louder then you ever have and trap you in it.
Or behind it.
Like if you are living your life from a little glass box tucked away deep in your self conscious and there is just no way out.