Sometimes you fail in your life
then
the door shuts , the curtain falls , the wind freezes , the water stop altering in different containers . Everything just ends , a complete state of stillness , nothing but just you and your loneliness.
Suddenly,
Out of nowhere you start to realize about ,your mistakes , your deeds , your acts , etc etc. Everything clings your hands and u just want to vanish your existence from here but that too is unavailable for the moment . Nothing works , then , then u start hating yourself , your dilemma grows and screams in each and every cell of your body . Negativity , Negativity , Negativity
Even though you try to stop this but your efforts become futile . You realize your nature , your feelings , your burns , your stitches , your despairs ,yours regrets , your failures , and what else not !
Flow of sand siezes in your hourglass , you are left alone , no-one is around except your new friend ,loneliness.
The last leaf of your plant welts like your dreary face . You fall apart ,you wither , your growth stops .
But you know what , "Mistakes are like gravity , always keeps you down " but up to some extent after that it converts to "FAILURE"
We just need to realize that level , but it ain't that easy my friend.
Sleeping with regrets daily ,
Even I will have a bright future ,
maybe .
Sufferings