I thought
less
And gained
more

after you,
i can't hear the chants,
of nightingales that once sat,
on the branches of the tree,
outside my window,
i don't see any flower,
bloom in red,
i can't feel rain,
falling on me,
i can't smell the petrichor it left,
in other word,
after you,
o have lost my senses,
i have lost myself....

Sleepless , wanting to sleep less
Do more , see more , be more
Wanting to hear less , feel less , fear less
All because of more , I just want it
I know it’s out there for me to grab and that’s one thing I don’t want to be ..
grabless

I know what you like
I see in your eyes
They glow with your light
Come play with me
Tonight
Feel the heat rise
Bleeding inside
The beast comes alive
Come play with me
Tonight
You know what it's like
You know it won't
Make it right
I can shut out your light
Come play with me
Tonight

And then all of the sudden
I catch myself smiling
And i think i know why

In the process of shielding
My heart
I broke it
Thousand more time
Before anyone could ever do

I look deeply into her sparkling eyes,
And ponder their resemblance to the starry skies,
I look at her eyes and all the soul within,
I look past all the hurt and sin,
I see a heart of glass that's falling to pieces,
A heart that starting to see life as meaningless,
I only see a girl who needs someone to love her,
I just hope one day ill be able to be that sir.

Stubborn and cross,
Gross, and seldom lost.
Thank you for holding my hand,
On New Years.
I guess it meant a lot to me.

You’re writings have been an inspiration,
Much so that I feel like I won’t have a dream of my own.
I would follow yours to the end of the earth though,
Because much like you I
I am awfully beautiful,
Stubborn, and cross
Gross, and mostly lost.