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Ezinne Jan 2021
Anger and pain in an instant all washed away,
My guilt and shame still decided to stay.

I hear it and I know I wouldn't
It calls me and I know I shouldn't.

I played it and let it play me.
I broke it, but I was the one who needed fixing.

Love and spotlight all fell at my feet,
Glory and praise all thrown at it.

Beautiful and majestic it sounds.
But within its soul, anxiety and insecurity clouds.

Once you start to play, there's no turning back.
Don't lose your focus and remember to stay on track.

Give into its sounds but ignore its calls.
This day I mark before you all.

Play wisely....
Everyone has their own way of reliving stress. My own way is music, and writing. This as well is my favorable instrument, and I desperately want to understand it and play it.
aja kay Jan 2021
when you took your life, it was your last thoughts
what will your friends say, how will they act
will the jokes go on or will the petty drama cease.
do you cause a rift in their friendship or do they grow closer because of you.
you’re grandma cries out your name, you’ve never seen her cry
is this how she reacts? Is this what she says
your younger sister, lost, alone, you left her.
she feels sick. she has no best friend.
what does she say but I don’t want to live if you don’t.
How does she react?
Do the teachers at your school care? Do they miss you. What do they say, how do they react. When you’re there one day and gone the next.
How do your cousins who are to young to understand death miss you? Do they remember you? Will they remember you?
How does your mom live with the guilt that she feels it’s on her, she cries out for help.
Is this how you want her to feel? Is that what you want her to say?

When you’re gone they can’t hear you calling out to then telling them you’re ok.
When you left the world you weren’t ok.
When you asked you’re self how would they react, you reminded yourself this was a mistake.
i wrote this to help myself one day I felt, I had no more but this helped me see the good.
Brandon Dec 2020
He holds a different, yet familiar beauty
Free of thought but full of intention
Melody and harmony dance to his voice
Powerful tenderness held in his eyes,
With gentle strength in his hands
All leaving me silent, in awe
HAPPINESS

Happiness
is clearly
programmed
to live in you,

but you must
absolutely
leave room in
your heart
and head for
it to bring you
what it must
bring you.

Happiness is
free seed sow
and reap it.

Happiness alone
doesn't make
living good life
we need a  
dose of some unconditional love.
#c9_fm
Lola una kong nasilayang maging  tunay na nanay.
Pagmamahal sayo'y tunay na naramdaman.
Mabuting Pangaral ay sayo unang natutunan.
Minsan mo  mang napapagalitan at napapalo ito'y sa ikabubuti ko naman.
Katuwaan ay nakakamtan pag ikaw ay nasisilayan lalo't makita sa mga mata at labi ang iyong kasiyahan sa twing kami sayo ay dumadalaw.
Mga anak mo at apo ay nakukompleto para pangungulila mo ay maibsan.
Sa twing pasko ay paparating pananabik sa puso ay walang mapaglagyan dahil sa ikaw at ibang pamilya ay makakasalo.
Lola ikaw ang una kong naging tunay at tapat na kaibigan.sa tuwing ang puso ay may dinaramdam ikaw ang unang sinasabihan.mga pangaral na ibinibigay mo ay malugod kong pinapakingan.
Ngunit isang araw kami ay nagimbal ikaw daw ay may karamdaman,pilit ang oras ay hinahabol upang ikaw ay masilayan at makausap man lang.
Ngunit tadhana ikaw ay ipinagkait at damdamin ay sinaktan,nang malaman  na ikaw ay tuluyan ng namaalam.
Masakit ang yong paglisan,kirot sa puso hangang ngayon ay nararamdaman.
Pasko ay paparating na ngunit ikaw ay wala na
Sabi nila tangapin na lang ang yung paglisan,ngunit paano tatangapin kung ang puso ay hindi pa handa sayong pamamaalam.
Puso ay hindi parin matangap na kami ay tuluyan mo ng nilisan.
Pangungulila sa puso sana ay iyong maibsan,sa panaginip ko sana ikaw ay dumalaw.
Always love your grandparents,you cannot get another one If you lost them once.
JKirin Dec 2020
There’s comfort and calm,
in your house, in you –
Like a different realm,
After all we’ve been through.

Your small touch—gaze alone—
is a home. Have you known?
about loving someone through friendship and wondering if they have always known
JKirin Dec 2020
I am a selfish man.
Here, now, even then,
I take all that you give, all you offer.
From a boy to a man, as I suffer,
You arise and blossom, beside me.
Still, my feelings, desires escape free.

Stop this greed—I don’t know if I can.
I am yours, I am a selfish man.
about loving a man through years of friendship and yearning for more
Pyre Nov 2020
Your vengeful mood swings
Taste like a fury long forgotten
As your intrepid feelings sing
One's mind would easily be stolen

Haunted by the melodies it speaks
My very consciousness begins to shake
Reaching the limit, forcing its peak
Yet your voice slithers away like a snake

Unheard, unspoken like a gust of wind
The phantom presence of this anger
Crawls on my flesh leaving me skinned
As it finally seeps into....I feel the danger

You are but the darkness of your mood
This tension is putting the world on tilt
The snap will be one to scar with blood
And ours shall be stained to the very hilt

As our blades clash again in endless battle
One that has all but begun at the edge
Krizel Grace Nov 2020
Unneeded words we kept on uttering
Whilst needed words we left unsung
A world brimming with unsaid kind words
Until when will they spill through our callous mouths?




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