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When you are silent,
I suffer in silence.

For hours on end,
You don't reply.
Even though I see you online.

Off, then On.
On, then Off.
The silence?
It is loud.

Many others you meet,
And all of them you greet.
A warm welcome, a fond goodbye.

On, then Off.
Off, then On.
The silence?
It's painful.

Many days later,
I get an answer.
Many words, so little meaning.

Off, then On.
On, then Off.
The message?
It cuts deep.

When I remain silent,
I suffer regardless.

You ask, I don't reply.
I require rebuilding
Lest I die, I will need some time.

Always On, never Off.
Never Off, always On.
My silence?
It's T o r t u r e.
Ceeba Feb 17
I feel like I'm carrying a lot.
No. I know I'm carrying a lot.
I myself can't seem to handle it all,
So is it fair to expect someone else to?
Is it fair to the one that'll claim to love all of me?

I tried it a few times, this love thing
I ended because "I have too much going on" they said.
Yeah I know.
I know this part of me wasn't included in the contract when you signed up
So I let you go without a fuss

Is it fair to put someone where I don't want to be
Is it fair to want someone to be here with
I'm scared for them, I'm scared for me.
But I tired and don't want to be alone anymore
So I tried the casual thing, but it's never casual when it comes to the matters of the heart
How can the already broken be broken.
I walk along an endless beach,
waves lapping at my ankles,
soft sand beneath my feet.
The world is a quiet peace.

I glance back and notice,
to my surprise,
two sets of footprints
trailing in the sand behind me.

I know He is here,
rejoicing in my joy,
walking beside me
because I have welcomed Him.

But one day, the wind rises.
The sky darkens, torn by thunder.
The waves crash, drowning my cries.
I stumble, unable to go on.

My life is unrecognizable—
rubble and filth,
pain and sorrow,
a world shattered by the storm.

And when I look back?
Only one set of footprints in the sand.

Why?

Am I truly alone?

I sit in silence,
lost in the weight of abandonment.
I search for understanding,
but all I find is emptiness.

I look up to the sky and cry out—
“Why have You forgotten me?”

Only then is the truth revealed.

Not my footprints, not my strength.
Every step in the sand was His.
Through the storm, He carried me,
through the waves, He walked.
Not a single moment alone.

I was never forsaken.
I forsook Him.
But he still carries me to the end
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Vianne Lior Feb 15
Falling plum blossoms,
wind takes them—no one noticed.
Was I one of them?

Q Feb 13
Not yet plant or earth but soon.
Not yet runes or sin immune

In this room, and as my tomb,
My voice, only speaks as blooms:

Maybe then the creatures and eaters
Can make a home out of this unbeliever

For maybe I perceived or perhaps I was the deceiver
But I hope that in death,
I could be their redeemer
So when the weavers weave their homes
All along my bones,
My tryst with the reaper
Are where the feasts were.
I tried to try something different
Q Feb 13
Thinking and writing
and writing about thinking
While sitting and thinking  
And thinking while sitting
about the feelings
(I feel)
when sinking in the seeking.
Annie Feb 12
Blood, more blood
On the walls
The door

What you see is rusted blood stains
I see the flashbacks
Of myself,
Injecting poison
Thinking it’ll save me from my demons

You see sickening red colour,
I see my struggle
I see the girl swaying in thin air,
Trying not to fall, trying not to collapse

I see the arms with blood running down them,
I hear the muffled screams, “Help me, someone?”
Oh what a sight, that I can’t un-see now
She’s falling, hitting her head on the floor

Is she brainsick?
To yet put herself in this mess again
Overdosing like it’s a candy you can’t resist

Oh but, she’s only a human,
Trying to survive, trying not to die of emotions
Trying to let go of traumas she can’t forget
She’s only a girl
She’s only a human
She’s not a monster
Soumya Bajpai Feb 12
If loneliness were a drug, may I never overdose,
If solitude were a dream, may I soon wake up.
I long to find my ‘I open at the close’,
If only in the social sphere, I could find my luck.

I thought I was an introvert, and maybe I am
I too need companionship though, and not just my fam.
Don’t get me wrong, they’re my closest friends,
Although, I too need someone who’d take me with them to run errands.

I see people in my age group having fun,
In that moment, I’m lonelier than the sun.
If intimacy were the limit, may I pierce the sky,
Heart filled with loneliness, may you never die.

We yearn for companionship, but can’t force friendships,
Who said I needed what costal cartilages are to the ribs?
Someone to spend a day off with is all I seek,
I want nothing more than to end this monotonous streak.
Eliza Feb 10
I'm Eurydice and you're Orpheus
But now it's too late, because you turned
How will you manage without me, babe?
Without, my touch, my voice, our best days

I lost it all, maybe myself too
I wish that you could turn me into
The happy, the pretty, the best in your eyes
Just to find out that you never needed us

You never needed me, but you're Orpheus
You're a myth and maybe I'm mine too
Funny how I make it up in my brain
The idolized life I want to be in with my babe
Evie Feb 9
She stands before the cracked glass pane,  
A shadow draped in whispers of pain.  
Eyes hollow, rimmed with a sleepless despair,  
She searches for someone—someone not there.  

Seventeen summers, yet no light remains,  
Her heart a battlefield of silent chains.  
Each dream she weaved has unraveled slow,  
A tapestry of wounds she cannot show.  

She burns with fire she cannot command,  
An inferno of thoughts she can’t understand.  
The passion inside is a chaotic storm,  
But the conviction to steer is shattered, deformed.  

Her voice quivers like a bird in the cold,  
The words she swallows, stories untold.  
She yearns to scream, to shatter the air,  
But silence binds her—she doesn’t dare.  

In her chest, an aching void resides,  
A hollow echo where hope once thrived.  
The weight of the world bends her spine,  
Yet she smiles—a counterfeit sign.  

Her mind’s a gallery of haunting art,  
Each frame a memory that tears her apart.  
The mocking laughter, the cold disdain,  
Echo like thunder, magnifying the pain.  

She drowns in mirrors that show her scars,  
Counting her flaws beneath dim-lit stars.  
The girl she sees is a stranger, a lie,  
An unwanted ghost she can’t defy.  

Her hands shake as she clutches the air,  
Grasping for meaning that isn’t there.  
Her thoughts are daggers, sharp and cruel,  
Each one branding her the eternal fool.  

She wishes to feel, but the numbness spreads,  
A frost that blankets her soul in dread.  
The warmth of joy seems lifetimes away,  
A flickering candle in endless gray.  

Why can’t she be the girl they demand?  
The perfect portrait, the steady hand?  
Why does her heart rage like the sea,  
When all she wants is to simply be?  

Her mind whispers lies in the dead of night,  
A chorus of shadows stealing her light.  
"You’re unworthy," they hiss, "You’re weak, a mistake."  
And she believes, as her fragile dreams break.  

The world moves on, unseeing, unkind,  
Leaving her drowning, trapped in her mind.  
Each day a struggle, a silent fight,  
Against the growing void, against the night.  

But buried deep in her battered core,  
A tiny ember fights to restore.  
Though faint and trembling, it refuses to die,  
A spark of defiance beneath her sigh.  

Yet she wonders, will it ever be enough?  
To mend the fractures, to grow from the rough?  
Or will she fade like a forgotten tune,  
Lost in the silence of a pale, cold moon?  

She stands before the cracked glass pane,  
Her tears falling like relentless rain.  
In her reflection, she sees her despair,  
And wishes for courage to repair.  

To the girl in the mirror, I write this plea:  
You are not your scars; you can be free.  
Though conviction falters, your soul still burns,  
And from the ashes, strength returns.  

But for now, she lingers in her pain,  
A storm-tossed ship in the cruelest rain.  
And as the world sleeps, she cries unheard,  
A broken melody without a word.
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