#heartless poems on Hello Poetry

Ell Nov 2017

You are the one that taught me to become heartless, then you got upset because that means I became heartless when it came to you too.
e.g

#heartless #nofeelings

Eve Apr 2017

My story

It was March 2007,
   An exact decade
The land was barren
   My bare body laid
The air was in drought
   Helplessness rioted and raid
Humanity was in scarcity
   My debt soul sinfully paid
   For its innocence
He was inside me, collecting dues
I was nine, crying and loud
He was forty one, enjoying and proud.

My money ran out,
August 2011.

April 2017
Debts never truly forgotten,
It was after work Saturday when
My debts finally finished paying
A vase left him bleeding

No longer loud and helpless.

-fir.m

I decided that it was about time i opened with this childhood treachery. I've always been to scared to let go, to truly visit this earth as it's guest. See the thing is my entire life lived so far has made me feel captive. Captured in my own skin, the skin i blame for my vulnerability, but no more. I was without once, but not anymore. Remember, no one can ever break your soul without your consent. Fight it, fight your own mind, fight your own skin for it's own freedom. You wouldn't regret it I promise.

#helpless #scared #abuse #haunts #sexualabuse #childhood #trauma #bleed #wound #heartless

Bibek Oct 2017

I have been alone

I have been alone,
How alone you ask?

So alone,
Even the tears flowed away,
Bearing disapproval to my state

So alone,
That my lungs haven't been polished for years,
With breath shared by a beautiful soul

The windows, they stare at their own scars
The old doors, go either way to closure,
The torn roofs welcome the rain
But the drops fill spaces,
Not hearts

Suicidal thoughts on being alone and feeling the non living

#suicidal #beingalone #surrounding #loss #darkthoughts #unfulfilled #roof #door #closure #heartless

Illona Oct 2017

2 is better than 1

.
Was that baby
Happy when you gave her 2 toys
YES
Was that little girl
Happy when you gave her 2 lolipops
YES
Was that girl
Happy when you told that she'll have 2 family
NO
She's not happy at all
She cried her eyes off
She bruised herself
She blamed herself
She cursed herself
She's numb and heartless because of that
Have u ever thinking before u said that
She's been in the darkness part of her life
She even think why she's exist in here
BUT
Everthing is different now
She won't cry again
That things doesn't bother her again
She's getting used of that kind of war
Why
Because u make her numb
Don't even try to deny that
And
Now
She thinks
Something that she never expect she will
2 is better than 1

Well i'm getting tired of this kind of war,

#home #war #broke #numb #cry #deny #better #heartless #she #trying

Nicole Sep 2017

I didn't know

I'm sitting there reading your letter
And crying because
I didn't know I didn't know I didn't know
Take a hit.
I didn't know I was so bad
Take a hit.
I didn't know I hurt you so much before
Kiss her kiss her kiss her
The voices whisper
But I don't want to
And I feel like the voices are just my thoughts
That I transform into other sounds
To avoid my own responsibility
Take a hit.
I didn't know how heartless I was
I thought I did my best to make you happy
But you cried yourself to sleep
I didn't know I didn't know
You begged for my attention
I didn't know
Take a hit.
I want to blow my brains out
Because my chest is so empty
I feel my decaying heart turning to stone
Take a hit take a hit
I didn't know
I didn't..
Kiss her
I'm fine.

#relationship #love #ex #broken #heartless #deadinside #depression #suicide #smoking #substance

Seema Sep 2017

Untrusted

I've heard the gossips you've spread
I am hurt with the words and all these tears
Spitting venom to spin on threads
For the secret was buried for many years

The truth you twisted, so now I am characterless
But truth has always won hearts over heartless
For every mouth that speaks, wrong against me
Will be ******* on their own venoms, you'll see

As for you, a shameless trusted friend
I've always favored you in your down time
Now all has come to an untrusted end
Your deeds are no less than a childish crime...

©sim

#untrusted #heartless #tears #venom #friend #crime

Samantha Marie Aug 2017

Behind these walls

I act tough
Say I'm heartless
When I'm just hurt
Saying I have no emotion
But I am overwhelmed with it
I say my soul is black
The past has rotted it to nothing
I build walls high enough to keep people out
But have trapped myself inside
Surrounded by the lies I've told to cover up
The fact that I am broken
Never believing the lies just living with the tragic truth
What's behind these walls will ruin anyone

10/14/2016
I keep people out in order to save them
But who will save me from the war in my mind

#walls #broken #ruin #sad #truth #soul #heartless #depression #lies

Swastik Aug 2017

WE BE TOGETHER

Seasons do change,
And change they weather.
Like my heart changed,
When we chatted together.

We shared our dreams,
Well knew each other.
Laughed over thoughts,
And smiled together.

Exchanged our ideas,
Our soul got tether.
Whatever we felt,
We felt altogether.

When evil come to us,
And its army will gather.
We would battle them,
And fight them together.

And when love engulfs us,
In its fair lovely feather.
We would feel it's warmth,
And stay together.

And if I felt it alone,
My body leaves you rather.
But my soul with your's,
Would always be together.

When you leave this world,
One day or another.
You will find me with you,
That we die together.

#emotion #love #imagination #dream #rain #sadness #believe #heartless