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Irene J Sep 2023
You don't have to fall in love with me.
Why?
Because you the person I want to be with,
all the time.

Used me all you want,
I'm gonna fall in love with you, anyway.
Because I'm giving you my all.

You don't have to fall in love with me.
Because when the time come,
everything will be remind you of me.
Irene J Dec 2021
You are far away from my reaching.
Every day, my soul would burn in flames,
with my days only haunted with the thought of you.
But it was impossible.

I want you, I want your love.
I want the extraordinary feeling,
the lust, the laugher,
screaming and fighting, and make love.

But him came into the picture,
a real person, who love me as much as I love you.
He makes all of my imagination into reality.
He made me forgot of your existance.

As I learn slowly to love him body and soul,
your appearance start to fade.
You has evaporate from my thoughts,
and my days were only to love him
Irene J Sep 2020
Hello, how you doing?
I haven't write back to you in a while.

I suddenly thought of you during this depressing time.
Longing for the words you written in your letter.
How it can comfort my weary heart.

But in the same time,
I'm exhausted with all of this uncertainty and the distance.
Whether I can keep letting you in or not.
Or it was just in my mind that everything is something
but actually it isnt.
So IDK if you read this though. Just wanted to say hi and hope you stay safe.
Irene J Jul 2020
I just wish people could understand
about my wellbeing without I had to tell it to them.

Because sometimes a little part of me wanted me to hurt myself so that the pain that hurting my mind and soul,
could just go away and replace by the pain from the blood that was dripping all over my hand.

Its better that way.
Rather to be in pain silently and slowly falling apart.
I was having a sudden mental breakdown. That moment I realize how stuck and lonely I am, that I’m always been ignore.
Irene J Apr 2020
Somewhere beyond the sea,
lay a no man island.
Hidden with a mystery
no man dare to reveal.

The sound of the waves
keeps on sweeping me away
from the land,
taking me to somewhere,
with no destination.

And then I know.
Somewhere beyond the sea,
there is hope,
with a hopeless dream.
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Irene J Mar 2020
Do you know how much pain I need to bear?
Living in a life that never a bit consider your existence.
How much tears I sherd inside my soul, just waiting for it to burst.

Not only the world that has it own space,
but I do.
A space where I can completely stop ruining myself.

But,

The darkness has already pulled me.

And the world was never the same.
I get it the fact that a lot people are going through things that a lot harder than mine. But it doesnt mean I shouldn’t feel pain.
Irene J Nov 2019
Your smile has faded away.
Your warm back has become cold.
The shadow that was beside me has disappeared.

Oh, how I miss you.

Until the days burned my soul by
the absence of you in my life.

I'm haunted by your silence answer
and the distance you kept from me.

Even when our eyes met in the crowded room,
it was just a cold stare from a stranger.
No expression, no meaning at all.

How did we become this way?
It hurt me reading our past conversation on "dm"... It was a beautiful friendship between a guy and girl until someone decided to cross the "line"= fall in love.
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