i taught you that it is okay to treat me badly because i always accepted and accepted it hoping it wouldn't happen again but that was just showing you that you can do it again and again until there was nothing left of me and i hated hated myself for teaching you to treat me like i was nothing
I miss you all this day but I can't show it by just telling you from a latenight text or by just saying it in front of you or doing something for you because you will not read it, aren't you? you will not hear it, aren't you? and you will not assume it, aren't you?
because basically, you really don't care about my feelings anymore.
She was so beautiful, Yes, she was gorgeous. But then she was young, Yes, when she was young. She was really very strong, Yes, she was really stronger. But so sad, all is in past tense, She turns so badly treacherous. Kissed me in the dark secretly, Such a fickle hearted beauty.
Can't you see when I look at you How badly I want you Can't you see when I look at you How much I care about you Can't you see when I look at you That I don't ever want to leave your side Can't you see when I look at you You are all I think about Can't you see when I look at you How perfect I think you are
The way you feel The way you taste The way you are I want more of it Even with a sore On your beautiful lips I want more of you I didn't want to stop because I knew hat would be the last time I would feel your amazing lips on mine I had to savor that feeling That moment when our lips are together. I told you I would stop In fact I might have promised it But just know that every time I lay my eyes on you I want to kiss you so very, very badly And I wouldn't mind kissing you for the last time... again