Sometimes I can't pick apart why Why I choke on the bitterness of my own hurtful words I want not to see you, but I can't imagine life without you Why when you enter, my being goes rigid Like a wooden board that won't snap, but will hurt when tempted Both you and the board
The air lays still and lifeless giving no leaf a need to care, No sound of passing traffic or kids laughter in the air. Everywhere seems silent as if the world has lost its voice, Even birds seem silent, bereft of song as if without a choice.
So eerie and pervasive is the silence right there outside my door, Shouting aloud in its hush change to all things that went before. Long periods of empty air, devoid of usual sounds I once ignored. Leaving silence etched in mind where fear has seared and scored.
Today is tomorrow, For now does not exist. It passes way too quickly For anyone to catch a hold of it, So now is then, And then is in the past. Time passes too quietly; Words are no longer sufficient To appease the gods that control it. They decide when time stops And when it runs away.
Yes your absence hurts me, But your presence comforts me more. . Yes your smile makes me happy, But your tears tense me more. . Yes your dreams excites me, But having you in reality makes me blush more. . Yes I know you love me, But you don't know that I love you more.