Never bored, never sane, to my life, I love this game, flirting with death, an open mind, in the light, you can never find, Hell, the lie, to keep you away, God, the evil, that will lead you astray, believe, and it shall be true, life could be so much more, you have no clue, if God is so perfect, how is there sin? A flawless creator, could not even begin, nor a pure heart, would let you burn, it is about time, for you people to learn, Bible, wrote by man, to have power, killed millions, to build their tower, a all loving master, would not let this be, or could picture hate, we would all be free, stop blaming Lucifer, for the demons, you have made, start trying to find, whats real, it will be okay, don't be scared, of the things, that are unsure, keep good morals, and you will, find the cure, be open and different, give ye no limits, thus with this, you will see through, the gimmicks, let yourself not, decay and die, yet spread, your wings, and you will fly, fall in-love, with karma, give into dreams, sleep with the devil, hear the screams, only to awake, back in your skin, just to do it, all over again, dancing with ghost, the gravyard's host, fallen from grace, reborn, at Heaven's gates, controlled by darkness, yet never dead, live one-hunderd, different, lifes, inside your head, learn to explore, as much, as you can, never waking up, never letting, it end, the rules, of the world, you have to break, with this, you will be real, never fake, it is hard, to show you gold, when you are blind, but when you see, trust me, everything, will be fine!

seraphs in the sky,
they come chanting,
a thousand wings beating,
drinking from storms.
the window in the kitchen
flew open, bringing snow
and their shadows,
aligned with their forms.
mars and mercury may think
about this day,
and never tell their secret
to the moon.
the thought bruised my head
purple as the nebulae,
or summer's last sunset.
she twirls around the room,
turning with the earth
on its axis,
as i toss in bed.
enchanted, she reaches
for a hand of mine,
i give her one of venus.
now it is just i,
and dew drops,
beads on a web.
i do not dare disturb,
stir a puddle, or step
in any of the water
so this woman, mysterious,
may drink again.

I was standing atop the mountain
and the wind blew west
and I could see the leaves follow after her

I was standing atop the mountain
and as the snow fell I could see the smoke rise
and the ash became angels

I was standing atop the mountain
and the rams were fighting where she used to stand
and as one fell I had to look away

I was standing atop the mountain
and the sun was setting
and I could see the colors bleeding all over the sky

I was laying in the valley
and the rain made me cry

You're not a fallen angel in this
Pandemonium called life.
You're an outcast like the rest of us,
Trying to survive.

- Christina Rosa A.

why did you come here?
for the joy of poetry
or to wallow in self pity

do you write
with a passion for life
or a desire to finally     pick up that knife

stop
crying
i know its hard
but for once,
tell your demons    no
no.
today you will take a walk outside for the first time,
you will keep your head up
no.
tell your demons goodbye.
and your angels, hello.

There's times I don't even know the answers. When having everything feels like having nothing. Walking through life alone not speaking but at times is how I feel Like a gun with a loaded clip but the barrel is still hallow. Learn to accept that bigger blessings can end in just one moment. Living in a world of betrayal wearing a facade full of valor. Taking all scenarios to the extreme. That is the pride that left us all shallow. Till im back home in your arms and I'm reminded what I fight for.


Love you daddy

Humanity
cannot grip the thought
of loosing everything
and everyone.
but oh my darlings,
one day our corpses will be underneath the ground;
and our souls will be dancing with Angels;
the loved ones we lost so long ago.
do not fear death,
for death brings you home.
and home is where we all belong.

This poem has been submitted for possible publication.  It will be reposted as soon as possible upon final determination.  Please feel free to peruse my poesy at your leisure.

Thank you so much,
PrttyBrd