Lost in this place,
Born into the wrong time; a time I don't belong,
Always looking to the past,

Dreaming the same dream,
Holding you close,
Walking a golden path,

Snowing cherry blossoms,
On a warm spring day,
Rainbows shining brightly across an eastern sky,

Every night,
Stars remind me of you,
My only love,

The impossible love we once had,
The lover,
I would never forget,

You still hold my heart,
I left with you,
A thousand years past,

Waking lost without you,
Without dreams; I don't belong here, in this place.
No matter what I do, or where I go,

Looking and looking every day,
Can't find you; find the one dream I miss,
I wish would come true,

Where are you, my beautiful desire?

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Always at night
When the thoughts flood my head
Keeping me up
Thinking bad things instead
I try to force them all out
Though they sneak their way in
Night after night
Again and again

first time i know you
i don't even know your name
we play a game
that changes everything
it's some ridiculous game for me
there's no we at first
only me and you
we talked
we texted
until the sun comes up again
we took photos
and send it to each other
it feels so good
it's seems so perfect
you always tell about how was your day
and either did i
we talked about the smallest and the silliest things
everyday we have something to talk
we shared about the songs we like
and we always tell about the songs we heard
i still remember what the game
it is some kind of zodiac game
and my sentence is
"would you date me ?"
i found it funny
how a game can be real
i really want to date you
i really want to be there
BUT
there's always
a BUT
in everything

Now her eyes are sad
and so is his heart
that two lovers depart, oh why is this so hard
both left scarred
by the impact they had on eachother
so fatal, yet so in love
as they are connected, quite possibly by the same star
that losing each other felt like the universe just tore
it left a hole in their hearts
and a universe of forever destroyed