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\n anxiety\n
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\n wake up
get out of bed
get up
you will be late
hurry up
what is going on
get up

crying
tears of helplessness
i am glued to my bed
not because i want to be
i do not plan on having a bad day

i wish to be stronger
free from the anxiety
the stress
the worry

i hate living like this
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\n Getting up is an everyday struggle. Talking to people is hard. I cry most days. It's exhausting. I just want this all taken away.\n
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\n \n #sad\n \n #anxiety\n \n #cry\n \n #girl\n \n #love\n \n #broken\n \n #pain\n \n #lonely\n \n #alone\n \n #heart\n \n
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\n you are not alone\n
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\n I will force every ounce of my energy
into changing my heavy lump of skin and bone
into a flickering shadow,
warmed by the sun's affectionate kiss,
for then I can follow every step you take on this
albeit,
messy journey
so that you are never alone.
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\n you will never be alone\n
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\n \n \n \n Aa Harvey\n \n \n \n \n 1d\n \n \n \n
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\n Apathetic to your positivity\n
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\n Apathetic to your positivity.


We keep on running, because we can\u2019t stand still.
We keep on climbing, because we have got to get up the hill.
We keep on searching for a better thrill.
We are humans and we strive to advance, using all of our will.


Forward we march, dragging the weaker man with us.
Onward we go, for the good of our health.
Drop and give me twenty one-handed push-ups;
I am too lazy to evolve, so keep your thoughts to yourself.


You can advance the entire human race
And you have my full support.
As long as that doesn\u2019t require anything from me.


I will not hinder your quest to find out more,
But I cannot bring myself to need anything but peace
And a place to be alone without your positivity.


(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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\n Still trying\n
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\n Still trying


Waking up alone again, but the sun is shining;
Life is tough, but it is good enough to make me smile.
If I said I was doing ok, I would probably be lying,
But I can rise out of bed and face the world and maybe in a while,
Things will get better; I could find a rainbow in my tears.
I could find the love I have been searching for, for all these years.


The songs raise my soul to another level;
I become more than I have ever been able to be.
The clouds outside drift apart and with them go my troubles;
A new lyric can make such a difference to me.


Radio Gaga has become a lady in my mind;
If I could just impress, then I could have all I wish for
And maybe I could do what I can do on stage.
If things do work out for me, I will work hard and try,
Because I love what I do, I love speaking to you;
You give me the strength to smash out of my cage.


Breaking out through the fire exit;
Running into another day ready to face it.
The adrenaline flows as I produce all I can;
The pen and pad is my paintbrush and I am what I am.


(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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\n \n #alone\n \n #happiness\n \n #lies\n \n #hope\n \n #love\n \n #music\n \n #poetry\n \n #writing\n \n #passion\n \n #me\n \n
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\n You're not alone\n
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\n You are beautiful
You are strong,
You are more than the blade you're holding against your wrist.
So drop it.

You are more than those bitches' whispers
and those dirty catcalls.
Don't ever doubt your worth
Because you are better than the picture you've painted in your head.

You are imperfectly perfect
You are the best version of yourself
Beauty doesn't represent you\u00a0
you\u00a0represent beauty

Do not let them\u00a0overshadow
your beautywith misconceptions
And now is the time of your life.
Unshackle your feet from the chains that  drag you down.

You are beautiful and you are not alone.
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\n Don't degrade your self just cuz someone talks behind you... U are more than wat u think.. you are beautiful and you're not alone\n
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\n Please don't hurt me.
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\n Daniel, the brother I never had.\n
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\n Daniel.
Daniel was a boy of talent and charm
He smiled when the world didn\u2019t
And he cried when no one would see
He made sure no one ever felt like they were alone
And no matter the severity of a lie or action
He always had room in his heart to forgive.
Daniel left behind a daughter
Not even 1 year old
But
When you had a life like his
Its not easy to get around the mental scars
People had once cut deep into his skin
And the hatred injected in his veins
Daniel was one of the nicest people
And he\u2019ll forever be in our hearts
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\n roll it on home\n
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\n the last ten texts were with your ex
and all of them were sent by you
but you keep staring at your phone like something's coming through
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\n 'Roll It On Home' - John Mayer\n
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\n winter in june\n
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\n Fire swells and stretches
from my chest
Agony
Searing, white-hot
Freezing
Pain
to my arms
Screaming
and settles in the cracks
between the bones in my hands
where it squirms and seethes.
I was on an angry high today
All Day
Dressed like a princess
Until\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0i\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0deflated.
It is dark here, on the way down
From daytime
And I avoid the sheets
That you put on my bed.
It\u2019s so cold in this place
85 degrees and freezing.\u00a0\u00a0
I sit on the couch
Chasing the hours away
Restlesslyworking
Running my mind ragged on the single peach I forced down for breakfast almost 24 hours ago.
My stomach growls, asking for something, anything to eat,
But I hurt too much
To feel it.
Your voice rings too loudly in my ears
For me to hear it.
And i revive the carcass of January
When you shattered my heart
The first time.
I am so very alone,
Six months into whatever year it is,
As the skinny layer of fat on my muscles
Is starved off...
Burning Cold.
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\n How dare you hurt me. Again.\n
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\n The Current\n
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\n Or maybe the current can take me away.
For upon this stiff plane,
I don\u2019t know where I\u2019ll stay.
The path is familiar,
Yet still it is long.
A recluse come true.
A lonely man\u2019s song.
The trees aren\u2019t foreboding,
They welcome me home.
This is the real peace that I\u2019ve longed to know.
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