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415 · Mar 2017
You
Sydney Marie Mar 2017
You
i dont miss you...
                      
i miss the...
                                   *idea...

                                   *of you...
414 · Apr 2014
View
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Not one but two, it gives you the diversity and creates that possible outcome that no one will understand.
To you it's clear, it has a reason, only to make you happy.
When you see it you know it.
You get lost in perfect stillness.
It all makes sense when you can't let go.
When you look you see exactly what you need to see.
Look deeper and you see what they want you too see.
Inflection is the strongest feeling.
When I look, I see what no one else will or can but it's perfect.
I don't want them seeing what I see.

Otherwise it wont be as special  as it is.
392 · Nov 2014
Ghost of My Past
Sydney Marie Nov 2014
they come around corners
steal the sights of the people
who matter to me most
things aren't the same anymore
it's not just a soft landing
we fell through
all my past
its here
its now
their everywhere
there surrounding you
afraid they might take over
391 · Sep 2014
Dust
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
There's a world of dust floating just beyond where your sense of sound can't reach. The old, the new. The old, the young. They share our world with us, they live among us, yet no one has yet to discover the voices that tremble and shake because a loved one is gone.
390 · Apr 2014
To Be OKAY
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Its going to be okay I told myself.
But what is 'OKAY'?
When the world finally stops?
When the resists stop being first choice?
When a permanent smile is the only thing that shows?
I don't know what feels like to be okay.
But I know what it feels like, when I don't feel like crap.
And when I don't think about him, I don't feel like crap.
I feel, what I believe is to be okay...
381 · Apr 2016
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Sydney Marie Apr 2016
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I've never been selfish.
always playing by the rules people were talking about.


I've never been selfish.
always the one getting hurt in the end.


I've never been selfish.
always feeling like I'm invisible to everyone.



I need to be selfish just once.
hashtag trying to be positive when all seems hopeless
^
That would have been a great 10w but its only 9w..
Worst day ever, dumb.
379 · Mar 2016
Six Word Story
336 · Feb 2016
Here & Now
Sydney Marie Feb 2016
Some days I know why I carry on,
but
Days like today,

I have no idea why.
331 · Apr 2014
When Did We Care?
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Was it yesterday we touched and fell in love?
There were no arguments, no silences.
We cared enough to listen to each others words.
Now that time is gone, when we held hands and had our dreams.
I am only sorry there were some that did not see us like that.
To see how happy we were then.
For when they see us now, the way we have become;
I know they wonder.
To my beloved Grandma, I'll always be your palomino.
325 · Sep 2014
Shadows
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
A solid but half faded image of yourself always following.
Right behind you,
almost attached at the hip,
or feet really.

It will be there forever, it will grow as you do. Our shadows wont tell us what we want to hear but they show us who we are, who we will be in time. They show us, us, when we're lost in the other shadows of the world.

Even when our shadow disappears during the bright sunlight hours.
don't lose yourself in the world.
314 · Feb 2022
Set Me Free
Sydney Marie Feb 2022
It's not on purpose
You make me nervous
Voices in my head
Pushing through the surface
295 · Sep 2014
Untitled
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
Every muscle frozen and stiff,
I can't.
Getting up and turning over,
I can't.

I don't know how much more of this sickness can take over,
I can't.
Getting up and turning over,
I can't.

Work is impossible.
Life is impossible.
I am impossible.

This sickness is winning,
I can't.
This sickness is winning,
*I can't win.
286 · Jul 2014
Past
Sydney Marie Jul 2014
It's events in the form of dreams or memories, even thoughts that could reoccur over time if the now does not change. The now, can make the past seem like it was only yesterday or the day before. The years that go by, the months that go by, the weeks that go by, the days that go by. It's all in the past to the mind, but if the now does not change? The past can become all that is new.

All that it once was.
281 · Sep 2014
Vice
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
The strength of an object,
to the biggest and back to the smallest,
to put the flesh of the innocent between its grips.
The devil on one side,
the angel on the other,
both saying what you need hear. The burning sensation you feel in the midst of trying to attempt what needs to be done.
From the biggest and sharpest to the smallest and simplest.
The bigger doesn't mean better,
but finding a new vice is always better.
Oh, sorry, I didn't mean to leave another mark on my skin canvas.
273 · Jul 2015
Alone & Happy
Sydney Marie Jul 2015
I don't think I want this anymore
Its so much like the last
Its everything like the last
I don't remember hating it so much
my friend made me realize this today
this is also super ******, so my apologies, it just looked nice in the text box...
-smw
250 · Apr 2014
The World
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Is everyone ******* blind?
Did no one see what I was like?
Did no one notice how clean my arms were?
Did no one hear how loud my laugh was?
Did anyone notice?
Was I trapped in my own imagination?
Did I really fall for him?
242 · Jul 2014
Now
Sydney Marie Jul 2014
Now
Hearing what you want to hear, imagining what you want to imagine.
When someone gives you everything, from the smallest word to the biggest. But what happens now? When the obvious is given and there's nothing left? Now you wait and wonder. Wonder;
what their thinking,
seeing,
hearing,
feeling,
wanting.
Now, you wait.. and wait.. and wait.
170 · Feb 2022
In Mourning
Sydney Marie Feb 2022
how do you grieve for someone who is still here?
163 · Oct 2019
Night Terrors
Sydney Marie Oct 2019
they use to be just a black cloaked figures

Over Time

they grew faces

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