In this cold night, I was struck by the sadness of these spaces we have. If you were just in sight I wouldn't be feeling this emptiness I've been keeping inside of me. Tonight, as I'm watching those stars made with neon papers on my ceiling above me, I think of you. Rough breaths escaping my lungs as the figment of tomorrows flashes before me. Will these spaces be ever filled with your presence? Will you ever wrapped your arms around me? Will I ever be hearing your silent breaths as I'm leaning into your chest? Tell me love, Will there be a future for us?
I could feel this empty chair filling all my heart with pain. Why would you leave me hanging like there's something more for us? The heat of anger rushes through me but my love for you prevails. I could go on forever like this: waiting for the love to feel, waiting for the warmth of your skin. Tell me, is this all worth it? Are you still there? Will this be all going to end well? or it will just be another nightmare? --
The streets call out our names It's time to run down and pour up the flames, Unwanted sounds fades as the atmosphere of us invades, Call me a gangster cause I want to take you down wrapped with my blazer. We track the disaster of the century with you in my arms I won't feel this misery.
This time, our love is divine And tonight as we reach for the stars Drag me out from reality.
With you my love, Life is so much more than fantasy.
Reality is drifting away as I think about you in a daydream. Fantasies in my head are telling me how we were meant to be. Caught up in a nightmare of the distances of our heartbeats, In every second it utters the anthem of our love.
"You once lived in a castle don't you?" She asked him.
He looked at her in confusion.
*"I was that Cinderella whom you met in a party of swirling people and you were that prince who came, the one who I let slipped away and the one who searched the world to bring me back."
Anger rushes in my bloodstream Taking all the feelings I made False hopes leaving my luggage in a dim As the dreams of forever I want to fade Heavy breaths leaving my lungs As uncontrollable pain of yesterdays Terrifies all of my being.
*Tell me now warrior, To rise or to fall? Do I deserve it all?
To this man who made me write a poem in a sleepy 11 evening
A girl met a boy on the beach It was the sixth sunset of May. She was wearing a crimson dress, His hair was in a perfect set.
"I think I've seen you before," the boy said "Yes," with determination in her eyes she added: "You had seen me but you never take the chance." Looking down at her fingers, He knew, He missed the chance.
It was in two minutes when it all started. I was sitting on a bench under the Maple tree. You were the man who came and sat beside me. Then we started to talk. You asked simple questions to complicated ones. It was beautiful yet it's just only the beginning.
Two tables apart, Two books on your hand, Two persons in love behind me, Two dark brown eyes gazing at me As my two big eyes stared back. You took two steps forward When you lean two inches closer, Two hearts beat in rhythm. Then you said those two words, Two words that normal people say But when you said those two words, As if two worlds crushed down on me. *"Hi love."
I was a nobody before a miracle. A different spec from humanity. I am a stranger in my own world; couldn't care more about anything.
Then I met this boy, this boy was you. You once told me that you are Flash, the superhero of this world that in a glimpse you will be there when someone needs you.
I was shy, scared and afraid to tell you about a world that I am into. But you had saved me from the cruel phases of time, the hideous stares from the crowd and the uncertainty of tomorrows. I want to tell you you are the hero, my hero.
"You're really different." You told me on a summer night that we talked.
"I think so. You were a yellow rose, I was the white one. People are like roses, we are in the same kind but different colors." I told you nervously, too scared for a response from you.
"Yes." You told me as you turned your head down.
My heart was beating so fast from disappointment with your short response.
It was too silent for me to hear your heartbeat.
"We are a rose, yes. We could be any flower too but you... You are the most beautiful flower that I've ever seen. The most different than anyone."
**After that night. The stars caught me as I fall into the universe of you.
I'm not drunk and I want to do a lot of things to you. I want to touch your face, at ease as I hold it with both hands. I want to look into your eyes and see through your soul. I want to smell your breath as the alcohol fills my lungs. I want to kiss your lips as I struggle to catch air with the rhythm of yours. I'm not drunk and I'm on my right mind to say "I love you".
It is five twenty three When my world stopped. I was walking on that corridor While you were waiting at the corner Your eyes fixed on something I didn't know Yet when you hear these footsteps You began to meet my eye My heart was beating wildly on and on and on. I was too terrified, Terrified to let those gazes go I was calm on the outside But too weak that I might be dead in the inside Why I was this so connected to you? I know you I know your name I know where you lived I know your favorite color I know how those little eyes shines when you smile But no We haven't talked before And we didn't do until now.
As you continue looking at my scared big eyes I started to turn away And regret all the ****** things I made From the moment I sat next to you on that public vehicle Until now that you are there, There that I don't know where.
I regret being a stranger to you from the beginning till the end.
That's all I am to you: A stranger you are sitting next to, Seeing on the hallway, Giving promoting cards to, And an audience from the crowd.