In this cold night, I was struck by the sadness of these spaces we have. If you were just in sight I wouldn't be feeling this emptiness I've been keeping inside of me. Tonight, as I'm watching those stars made with neon papers on my ceiling above me, I think of you. Rough breaths escaping my lungs as the figment of tomorrows flashes before me. Will these spaces be ever filled with your presence? Will you ever wrapped your arms around me? Will I ever be hearing your silent breaths as I'm leaning into your chest? Tell me love, Will there be a future for us?
I could feel this empty chair filling all my heart with pain. Why would you leave me hanging like there's something more for us? The heat of anger rushes through me but my love for you prevails. I could go on forever like this: waiting for the love to feel, waiting for the warmth of your skin. Tell me, is this all worth it? Are you still there? Will this be all going to end well? or it will just be another nightmare? --
The streets call out our names
It's time to run down and pour up the flames,
Unwanted sounds fades
as the atmosphere of us invades,
Call me a gangster
cause I want to take you down wrapped with my blazer.
We track the disaster of the century
with you in my arms I won't feel this misery.
This time, our love is divine
And tonight as we reach for the stars
Drag me out from reality.
With you my love,
Life is so much more than fantasy.
Reality is drifting away as I think about you in a daydream.
Fantasies in my head are telling me how we were meant to be.
Caught up in a nightmare of the distances of our heartbeats,
In every second it utters the anthem of our love.
"You once lived in a castle don't you?" She asked him.
He looked at her in confusion.
*"I was that Cinderella whom you met in a party of swirling people and you were that prince who came, the one who I let slipped away and the one who searched the world to bring me back."
Thoughts at 5pm in an airport
Anger rushes in my bloodstream
Taking all the feelings I made
False hopes leaving my luggage in a dim
As the dreams of forever I want to fade
Heavy breaths leaving my lungs
As uncontrollable pain of yesterdays
Terrifies all of my being.
*Tell me now warrior,
To rise or to fall?
Do I deserve it all?
To this man who made me write a poem in a sleepy 11 evening
A girl met a boy on the beach
It was the sixth sunset of May.
She was wearing a crimson dress,
His hair was in a perfect set.
"I think I've seen you before," the boy said
"Yes," with determination in her eyes she added:
"You had seen me but you never take the chance."
Looking down at her fingers,
He missed the chance.
Ming Sama | July 19, 2016
It was in two minutes when it all started.
I was sitting on a bench under the Maple tree. You were the man who came and sat beside me. Then we started to talk. You asked simple questions to complicated ones. It was beautiful yet it's just only the beginning.
Ming Sama | July 19, 2016