My mind, tick tick tock
On the clock
Wasting time through minutes
After minutes becoming hours
We devour the empty hope
Where we thrive in uncertainty
Perfectly, waiting for change
To rearrange
The hope that we had had
Once inspired, it fired
The soul that lay within
To grin, smile, for a little while
Without denial
Allowing ourselves to be free

Reprehensible actions bear no weight.
As consequences are nonexistent in a world lost from reality,
only exacerbating circumstances of manic misfortune.

Emotion burgeons with each passing day,
becoming indolent through exhaustion.
Calling for help imperatively,
but not being heard through a cloud so thick.

Phlegmatic actions causing apprehension to an explosive bomb full of consideration.
Being caught off guard,
and intimidated,
by priggish self.

Adulate the figure above,
allowing for hope and grandiosity to take hold.
In a mind so broken, it must crack to be restored.

"Help." I cry to closed ears.
Why can't I be enough?
Actions proving true intention.
What is wrong with me?

Thoughtless whispers fill the night,
By those too scared to speak up.
Those unknowing of the fight it takes,
Who roll over and take the beating of life.

Drowning in fog as visions fade,
Down, down below the surface.
Where monsters lurk, march in parade,
In celebration of your essential demise.

I am shent.
Left to wonder where I went wrong,
Despite doing right through reassurance.

What are we defined by our peers?
We must fight back!
Those who hide, timid of sorts,
Are left to be destroyed in battle.

How can one live such a way?
Where everything fades to darkness.
In which they feel a black hole, suffocating.
As if their heart is loveless, emotionless, and shy.

Harrowed thoughts are those that scare soul away,
Draining life between your fingertips, and right before your eyes.

Feats as large as mountains,
Crave for more than guilt.

Proving irritance, causing for uncomfortable self,
Nothing is pleasant or representative.
The behaviors we decide hath no correlation to achievement,
Unrightful actions becoming praised, so why behave?

Misconstrued actions causing havoc,
Allowing for those to take over.
As if forced to find comfort,
Within the pain they had caused.

Empty accusations hold no purpose,
Other than destroy the one in question.
Then mendacious actions are to become,
Deadlier than ever.

Emptiness surrounds as air,
Yet I can't breathe.
As the cold air stings,
And the moonlight burns,
I contemplate, "Where will I go?".

Dreams cascade through film of black and white,
Where all seems unreachable through mistakes unknown.
Leaving future full of disappointment,
Because hope has diminished through despair.

Pensive worry causing apprehension,
Where one knows not what to think.
Focusing on the rhythm of silence,
As the pain overwhelms.

Paralyzed by seduction at the draw of the blade,
Enticed by the rush of powdered poison.
Where reality swirls into temporary haven,
Filled with invincibility, and lust.

Dreams cascade through film of black and white,
Where all seems unreachable through mistakes unknown.
Leaving future full of disappointment,
Because hope has diminished through despair.

You just are,
And I just am.
Together we may coexist

A night of radio and happiness,
When I first fell in love with your smile.
I was then exposed to your naughtiness,
And then I knew you'd be around awhile.

I fell hard for your loving tenderness,
And the way you liked my changing style.
You were able to fill my emptiness,
And with you around, I changed my lifestyle.

Because you never, ever doubted me,
And for that I am forever grateful.
You make me the best me that I can be,
And for you I will be always faithful.

These feelings I simply just cannot explain,
With you forever, I wish to remain.

The tide rushing in with your hands on my waist,
Your eyes as blue as the ocean.
In a hypnotic trance, I trace your jaw and pull you close,
Where our lips meet in a firework display.

Warmth blooming from a single embrace.
With your suave ways and eloquent words,
Causing me to melt in your arms.

A gaze locked from a far, yet non existing distance,
As in that moment they were the only two people left in the universe.

I cry at the thought of kissing you,
Because the act is the most beautiful thing in the world.

The words you spoke as unexpected,
As the first thunderclap of a storm.
Aggression causing misbehavior in reaction,
Of the action that I must now take.

With your innocuous ways,
And your eyes as blue as water.
I found that I had gotten lost at sea.

I am left filled with regret,
As now I know I was never enough for you.

There's a difference in knowing who you are,
And why you are.
Because the past can't be changed.

I wish I could write this moment into eternity,
Because your love has me in a sense of serenity.

Beware the silence for it speaks so loud,
Your shallow breaths the only sound.
A gun in your hand, a hole in your heart,
In a new life you'll have a fresh start.

The thought now harrow a my mind,
And in that happiness is hard to find.
For I have become invulnerable and numb,
And I'm not even sure what from.
I'm simply filled with ecstasy and dole,
Because I am just a body, living with no soul.

It's the season,
Which provides reason,
For hot cocoa by an open flame.
Entangled in your arms,
Lost in the world of make-believe.

Who beholds the power in which to stop time,
Creating a ****** image capturing your beauty.
Containing innocence with your hazed eyes,
Provoking question against actions behind closed doors.

Unbelievable emotions as which to become,
Escape from knowing within yourself.
But it is a darkened path which to be followed,
Therefor you insist it must be left behind.

Diminishing the hope in which you thrived.
Allowing for the demise of the greatest warrior.
Cowering in fear of the unknown,
So you remain silent.

Thoughts of you have overwhelmed,
Especially the words you had spoke.
I had never heard such importance,
Such care,
Until I found out I overwhelmed your thoughts as well.

Thoughts awry under misconception,
allowing those not to take over.
As if to take hold of the reigns,
on your own uncertainty.