I can live without him
He is not indispensable
I can love despite him
He is not inevitable

But it isn't new
It was my routine
I have lived without him
Smiled without him
Only I didn't feel alone then

Now I want to live with him
He is irresistible
I want to love only him
It is irrevocable
I want to smile and cry
when he is reachable

I can move on, yes
He is replaceable
But this is new
And I'm addicted
My muse invincible

He’s night view with stars and moon
He’s daydream with illusion and charm
He’s sunshine with gloss and warmth
He’s moonlight in a delicate form
He’s snowfall bringing smiles that lacked
He’s sea breeze taking moisture back
He’s monsoon with floods and drought
He’s autumn shedding love he brought
He’s spring so is he my wing
Taking places I have never been
He is gravitation
So is he the magnetization
Making me feel some kinda way
With sweet sensation
He is pain
He is blood in my vein
My ecstasy my paradise
My heaven my hell
My dusk my dawn
I could just go on until you yawn

every HE in my life is special
But "HE" will always be the one

They say gunshot is powerful
I say his eyesight is..

They ask 'how do you write good poems?'
Well, just look at him...

constellation of those moles in your celestial face
it is a pleasure to get lost in that tiny dark space

fools watch the sky to look at stars
I just watch you
shining brighter than the stars that tries hard

the word beautiful spells J-E-O-N
even Aphrodite lost her mind in confusion

those black eyes intense than the black holes
where no escape is possible
but who would even regret
to die in his eyes and go invisible

it was never 'I couldn't'
it was always 'I didn't'

Hey moon
It's me again
Yeah still crying
It's your son again

He's near you shining brightly
I'm down here crying quietly
Yeah he is the star I fell in love with

To you moon, I favor tonight
Just ask him if he's good
And I'll be alright
I'll send you my love
Reflect it on him
For tonight let him sleep
Knowing I'll be there for him....

wind left me with saturated moisture
to rain down what I have condensed to
rain left me with prism of life
to color my thoughts in rainbow shades
winter left me with melting rivers
to let me grow in blooming spring
moon left me with rising dawn
to find myself in the light of day
nature left me ways to live
and ways that I could be myself

I know that now I don't have me
and all have changed
I only had u in me and
yeah, I lost who was me
to the one and only precious you
I finally found why you left
so I could find and love myself
from u where I lost myself

Sitting in the cold breeze
With stars above my head
Slowly from the trees afar
You rise as tonight’s guest

Now that I think deep
We both are the same
Not that I have marks in my face
But yeah… still a similarity to claim

You revolve around the Earth
Every day and night
Bring love to your Earth
From a constant height
But still you can’t touch your only sight
Cos you are just a natural satellite

Me? Yeah… I am like you too
My whole world revolves around him
I pour my love
I pour my heart
No matter how much I try
I am still apart
Can’t blame him
It’s just our fate
Glad I got you
As someone to relate

You couldn’t change your orbit
With the gravitation she emits
And I can’t change my habit
With the love wave he transmits

But I do envy you
Not that you are bright and beautiful
But yeah… a difference to claim

For you are your Earth’s only moon
For even with billions stars you are what she needs
I envy
Even with distance you are the only one
Even when I go near I’ll be his one in a million

At least I bring smile to his world
Like you bring light to yours…

those who learn to control their emotions write theories
those who let the emotions control them write poems
guess what the world admires the most???

What was warm that night
Was not the fire but his touch
What was bright that night
Was not the starlight but his face
What was deep that night
Was not the ocean but his eyes
What was sweet that night
Was not only berry but his words...
Not our first touch but still new
Not out first hangout but still fun
What was new that night
Was not the location but our love
He gave me all I wanted...
He was my Edward who will wait thousand years...
He was my prince charming even if he knew I ain't Cinderella..
Loved me dawn to dusk and
he held my hand
Coming close to me
Only one thing I felt
Wet....
What? .........
'hey wake up... It's late already'
A voice of my mom
Water in my face....
The story of my life....
Water dried but he still stayed...
My imaginary boyfriend

Night...
A time to love and to be loved
Yes, it is dark and silent
Scared?
No way when he is near
Cold?
Will his warmth let it touch me
Hatred?
Impossible with his love around me
Lonely?
Sin to say when his bewitching eyes keep me engaged

What's inevitable is his dulcet kiss
What's undeniable is his lovely touch
what's intimidating is his absence
But to think about it is nonsense
What's dark is his silence
What's mine is his soul
What's his is mine
What's ours is this night
To love and to be loved....

Searching the contacts for a number to call
All I wanted was a 'Hey!' that's all
Knowing none would've texted I still logged in
Even insta got fed up with no tagging
It's been a whole **** week since I met a human
The ones I usually talked to were lizards and my fan
Depression and anxiety turned my roommates
Never for once I thought we'd become soulmates
Sunlight and moonlight took turns outside
But a small green light on my phone was all I cared
Blamed on myself
Blamed on my life
But never got out
To give the life a try
They say, 'sad people write'
And now I know why
For who else do they have
To lean and cry
Felt grateful to my pen as she was there when I wept
And she was the only one who knew what I felt
For people who knew me I was definitely a loser
But this is my life so.... Whatever
Still a lot more life for a young me to live
So many on the way for me to forget and forgive

You impregnated me with your thoughts
and I'm conceived with words
Honey! just so you know
You are the father of my poems