Even the leaf was once beautiful

Until it fell of from its tree,

It was once full of life and zest

But now it just lies on the ground

Shredding piece by piece

You just sit all alone
Somewhere, where its still dark in the day,
Sheer silence and
Your screaming demons
Which now have become your best friends.

Darkness is now what you seek
Hoping somewhere,
it'll fill your creeks,
But daily as you sit and
not break those self created walls,
Life goes by
while you just fall and fall

Please
please
pleas
plea
ple
pl
p
.
( One day i'll stop  )

Don't force the beauty out of yourself,
someday it'll find it's way
out of insecurities.

Today as the sun spreads it's light
I feel calm,
All my desperation for life
has vanished.

My inner clouds which were not
Letting the light reach my heart
Had passed.

New trees are growing everywhere
Flowers blossom once again,
Life and peace has finally
Have arrived once again

I can feel you fading away
From every pore of my body
Your existence is sweating out
Leaving me anew.

I can feel my heart
Healing itself,
Only peace resides inside.

I can feel things changing
For a better future,
For me to start living again and
For me to fall in love with myself
Once again

why did you came when all you wanted was to leave ,
I know I wasn't perfect,
I know I wasn't normal.

I loved you,
I gave you my heart ,
All you did was leave me alone in this materialistic world .

I changed ,
I cared ,
All I wanted was to see that free smile of yours that i was unable to copy.