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"skulking" poems
Street lamps play As they have before Dim walkway Leading to a door Careful steps Strewn leaves Breathe between gaps Skulking like thieves Rustling trees Otherwise nothing Mind at ease Heart rapidly beating Usually stops here Usually I'd stir But still in slumber I drew closer Eyes on door Familiar scene Stood here before This dream I've been Up the patio Door was ajar Accompanied by my shadow Stretched far Tunnel vision Dripping eave Door handle beckons Hand raised to receive Usually stops here Usually I'd rouse Allowed to enter This time... This house Handle I seize Door seemed light It did not freeze Hinges did not fight Revealed the insides Scanned surroundings Unlit lights Stairs climbing Footsteps I heard Coming my way Sounds absurd But yet I stay Usually stops here Usually dream is done But still was clear It only had begun Darkened figure Descending on bare feet Beauty light as feather Ever did I meet She did not see me Planted at the doorway Impossible it may be Nothing did she say Walked right by My eyes followed Seconds fly In eternity they burrowed Usually stops here Usually I'd wake Yet still I'm here Chance I'd take Stood at the fridge Back towards me Under siege My mind set a flurry Fridge was opened Light casted her silhouette Her back darkened Curiosity grew fat Illuminating beams Accentuated her hair Like golden streams Flowing with flair Usually stops here Usually I'd startle Connection did not sever Continue I was able Spellbound I gawked Rooted like a tree Wide-eyed I stalked This siren before me She drank Not knowing I was there Stiff as a plank I was locked in a stare Finally broke free Shifted my weight She turned to me And then said... Then it ceased Then I awaken Surprisingly pleased Slice of heaven Who was she? Silhouetted face Perpetually... Mysterious grace Foreign albeit familiar Strange but true Now rings clear... It is you...
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Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
Mysterious
Street lamps play As they have before Dim walkway Leading to a door Careful steps Strewn leaves Breathe between gaps Skulking like thieves Rustling trees Otherwise nothing Mind at ease Heart rapidly beating Usually stops here Usually I'd stir But still in slumber I drew closer Eyes on door Familiar scene Stood here before This dream I've been Up the patio Door was ajar Accompanied by my shadow Stretched far Tunnel vision Dripping eave Door handle beckons Hand raised to receive Usually stops here Usually I'd rouse Allowed to enter This time... This house Handle I seize Door seemed light It did not freeze Hinges did not fight Revealed the insides Scanned surroundings Unlit lights Stairs climbing Footsteps I heard Coming my way Sounds absurd But yet I stay Usually stops here Usually dream is done But still was clear It only had begun Darkened figure Descending on bare feet Beauty light as feather Ever did I meet She did not see me Planted at the doorway Impossible it may be Nothing did she say Walked right by My eyes followed Seconds fly In eternity they burrowed Usually stops here Usually I'd wake Yet still I'm here Chance I'd take Stood at the fridge Back towards me Under siege My mind set a flurry Fridge was opened Light casted her silhouette Her back darkened Curiosity grew fat Illuminating beams Accentuated her hair Like golden streams Flowing with flair Usually stops here Usually I'd startle Connection did not sever Continue I was able Spellbound I gawked Rooted like a tree Wide-eyed I stalked This siren before me She drank Not knowing I was there Stiff as a plank I was locked in a stare Finally broke free Shifted my weight She turned to me And then said... Then it ceased Then I awaken Surprisingly pleased Slice of heaven Who was she? Silhouetted face Perpetually... Mysterious grace Foreign albeit familiar Strange but true Now rings clear... It is you...
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an aging APE developed arthritis in his ankles several BATS tasted the nectar from the plum trees Jessica's CAT played with the ball of wool DINGOS were seen skulking around the camp site there are two types of ELEPHANTS the Asian and African FERRETS are sent down rabbit warrens to flush them out Helen saw a GIRAFFE at the wildlife reserve I wrote a poem titled Hilary The HIPPOPOTAMUS Who has a pet IGUANA? Some people say my uncle is a ******* KANGAROOS  have muscular tails Obama rhymes with LLAMA in parts of Canada MOOSE roam on the loose a NEWT likes being in a warm environment some OCTOPI have black dye baby PANDAS are cute and cuddly in Australia we have a native bush QUAIL RACCOONS live in rocky dens a TAPIR has a very long nose UAKARI monkeys hang out in the Amazon jungle if you're looking for a VOLE you'll find him in a hole WOMBATS move in a very slow manner an XERUS is a mighty big species of squirrel the Nepalese have domesticated YAKS Doctor Dolittle has spoken to a ZEBRA
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Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 10:54 PM UTC
ABC Poem (Animals)
self-righteous souls saved from the everyday run of the world skulking throughout the shadows cast by the most holy fallacy grasping at the lost the unknowing and the ****** who don't accept their beliefs as irrefutable excuses to be pretentious   oh how far you will fall when brought low from your exalted pedestal down on your knees, covered in the wretched filth of the masses that you had gazed down upon in all you hypocritical glory everyone looks the same when your eyes have been gouged out you bleed the same as everyone when your too-godly heart is removed you liar, you snake, you backstabbing **** hidden behind accepting smiles go forth and be righteous! go forth and beat down the weak! go forth and fill the world with your treacherous, blasphemous rage! pray for the strength to fell the wicked non-believers pray to keep a closed mind and to be unwavering in your silent hate, mistrust, and suspicion of all those different from you pray to keep your teeth sharp to devour those deemed less holy than thou and go to a fitful, dreamless sleep at night confident in the knowledge that you are saved
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Mar 4, 2012
Mar 4, 2012 at 2:33 PM UTC
the garden of eden is filled with snakes
When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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Lament
When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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Lament
When I was a windy boy and a bit And the black spit of the chapel fold, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of women), I tiptoed shy in the gooseberry wood, The rude owl cried like a tell-tale *** I skipped in a blush as the big girls rolled Nine-pin down on donkey's common, And on seesaw sunday nights I wooed Whoever I would with my wicked eyes, The whole of the moon I could love and leave All the green leaved little weddings' wives In the coal black bush and let them grieve. When I was a gusty man and a half And the black beast of the beetles' pews (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of ******* Not a boy and a bit in the wick- Dipping moon and drunk as a new dropped calf, I whistled all night in the twisted flues, Midwives grew in the midnight ditches, And the sizzling sheets of the town cried, Quick!- Whenever I dove in a breast high shoal, Wherever I ramped in the clover quilts, Whatsoever I did in the coal- Black night, I left my quivering prints. When I was a man you could call a man And the black cross of the holy house, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of welcome), Brandy and ripe in my bright, bass prime, No springtailed tom in the red hot town With every simmering woman his mouse But a hillocky bull in the swelter Of summer come in his great good time To the sultry, biding herds, I said, Oh, time enough when the blood runs cold, And I lie down but to sleep in bed, For my sulking, skulking, coal black soul! When I was half the man I was And serve me right as the preachers warn, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of downfall), No flailing calf or cat in a flame Or hickory bull in milky grass But a black sheep with a crumpled horn, At last the soul from its foul mousehole Slunk pouting out when the limp time came; And I gave my soul a blind, slashed eye, Gristle and rind, and a roarers' life, And I shoved it into the coal black sky To find a woman's soul for a wife. Now I am a man no more no more And a black reward for a roaring life, (Sighed the old ram rod, dying of strangers), Tidy and cursed in my dove cooed room I lie down thin and hear the good bells jaw-- For, oh, my soul found a sunday wife In the coal black sky and she bore angels! Harpies around me out of her womb! Chastity prays for me, piety sings, Innocence sweetens my last black breath, Modesty hides my thighs in her wings, And all the deadly virtues plague my death!
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Come here girl, you know there’s no point in skulking. This is what you deserve. You know I’m not responsible. It’s not my fault you can’t cook right. Don’t hate me for my sense of duty. You’re so frail; even that chicken-wire crosshatched skeleton can’t hold you up. Get my newspaper. There’s simply no point in weeping.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
Obedience
_[northern hemisphere: on a beach above the 50th latitude at the end of winter]_ _(Winter-export)_, the beach frosted by fingers of polar constellations. It’s too cold to walk without huddling, but we do it nonetheless, because we only have one more night together. Your frothy hydro-rhythm spears into pith, irradiance; I breathe again, deeply. _(Thick lips; quick still-hunt.)_ I rivet fronds of dependence into the seams of your boreal palms, never planning to return the floating colony of barnacles I promised I’d throw back; you, never planning to catch the sun bored through salt spray, clasping crisp foreheads, stitching on glistered lips and froze-shut lashes. And on a day when you didn’t rise early enough, I was left out in the water until my chest was steeped deep in ice over the thought of losing you. _(Glimmering isle)_; my hair disheveled in sea-foam. Annular light. You pushed me in, and I relented. My isotherm sent chthonically. But you, in your legendary mantle, adapted my eyes to see the light hidden deep within your belt; such pinks and fuchsias I have never seen before, suddenly inverted. At absolute velocity, I cut my foot on sea-glass, bleeding blueshift, aligning to the colours of the zenith. You take me back to the starry house and we struggle with your parallax, a nadir inseminated on the celestial pole. _(Parsecs quaking.)_ You whisper, I’ll heal you. I’ll heal you, only if you let me. Only if… you let me…  Over and over and over until it’s as mundane as the crashing coast, and unrivaled, I concede to everything and wake up deep in redshift, the whole universe escaping, warmth-ribbons suffocating the abyss: without you, alone on the ecliptic at last. In the spring-sinking, you order me a silver sword, sharp in starlight; to remember you. You stand a guardian, beyond the sun, flinging tiny ice-hot rocks _(freighting gemstones)_; King of the Heavens. I submerge myself into the bathic depths, skulking in aestival despair, as you trade the night for day. Little do you know, my resurgence is also in your hands. _[i watched Orion slip from view every night this spring. No doubt he’ll return next winter... it’s sad losing a friend like that, for so long]_
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May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 3:07 AM UTC
orion
_[northern hemisphere: on a beach above the 50th latitude at the end of winter]_ _(Winter-export)_, the beach frosted by fingers of polar constellations. It’s too cold to walk without huddling, but we do it nonetheless, because we only have one more night together. Your frothy hydro-rhythm spears into pith, irradiance; I breathe again, deeply. _(Thick lips; quick still-hunt.)_ I rivet fronds of dependence into the seams of your boreal palms, never planning to return the floating colony of barnacles I promised I’d throw back; you, never planning to catch the sun bored through salt spray, clasping crisp foreheads, stitching on glistered lips and froze-shut lashes. And on a day when you didn’t rise early enough, I was left out in the water until my chest was steeped deep in ice over the thought of losing you. _(Glimmering isle)_; my hair disheveled in sea-foam. Annular light. You pushed me in, and I relented. My isotherm sent chthonically. But you, in your legendary mantle, adapted my eyes to see the light hidden deep within your belt; such pinks and fuchsias I have never seen before, suddenly inverted. At absolute velocity, I cut my foot on sea-glass, bleeding blueshift, aligning to the colours of the zenith. You take me back to the starry house and we struggle with your parallax, a nadir inseminated on the celestial pole. _(Parsecs quaking.)_ You whisper, I’ll heal you. I’ll heal you, only if you let me. Only if… you let me…  Over and over and over until it’s as mundane as the crashing coast, and unrivaled, I concede to everything and wake up deep in redshift, the whole universe escaping, warmth-ribbons suffocating the abyss: without you, alone on the ecliptic at last. In the spring-sinking, you order me a silver sword, sharp in starlight; to remember you. You stand a guardian, beyond the sun, flinging tiny ice-hot rocks _(freighting gemstones)_; King of the Heavens. I submerge myself into the bathic depths, skulking in aestival despair, as you trade the night for day. Little do you know, my resurgence is also in your hands. _[i watched Orion slip from view every night this spring. No doubt he’ll return next winter... it’s sad losing a friend like that, for so long]_
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Dear Watchman, Without thy gaze into the far Without the warning, danger, Without thought or care Lost, would we be Lambs. In a world dressed with smiles Hiding the vicissitudes The callous calls of fury This citadel would fall Without this Watchman Watching. This land, this precious soil It creeps with terror skulking in the dark Your lighthouse looks for passage And your gaze looks Protecting. Keep looking Watchman, Keep eyes firm, Stern or starboard clear We set sail knowing That your light will guide Your eyes protect Your wisdom dear.
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Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC
The Watchman
I was chicken dropped only a half tab--a quarter before midnight   and hurried back to my apartment before the day changed     from a Monday to a ruby Tuesday   where my walls melted and music smelled like sassafras; the flickering flares of light from two fat candles   tasted like toasted almonds     every eternal hour, or minute, or so, I would try to tiptoe down the hall   past the sleeping neighbors who were all dreaming of me, skulking past their locked doors but I never made it to the street a feat that would have demanded I stop giggling, and my heart stop thumping for any pig or narc could have seen my crimson machine pumping ready to fly from my chest     dawn did finally come--I was coming down, down from the floor on which I had lain from the minute a ferocious fly dive bombed me somewhere around three   I walked to the corner grocery store where I bought pan dulce, and was glad the clerk spoke no English, for surely she would have asked me to tell her how I survived such an aerial assault   in peacetime
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Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
orange sunshine
Sleepless and Stupid Sitting inside of a coffee shop Sipping on something sweet Silently screaming to yourself So loud it sounded like singing Scalding and stinging your throat Speaking in spanglish to a stranger Skulking in the alleys of a shopping mall Starving for sustenance that isn't for purchase but Settling for Starbucks anyway
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Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 2:43 PM UTC
Syrup
living a charmed existence in the shade of the seaward palm tree but a telltale whisperer in hearts depth sends doubters and scaremongers like skulking figure's into the late day shadows something darkly this way comes some nameless faceless thing stalks this heartland of light few pondered the night few thought about what lay out there in the deep brazen the lighthouse keeper stokes the fires and keeps the lamps burning no rumor of night will lay darkness at this door no faint echo of footfall shall haunt this hour again and again the lighthouse keeper treads the midnight cold path of stones along the seawall checking that all is well raising his lantern and peering with old eyes at the crazed cracks in the ancient wall but none gave sign of weakness none gave sign of peril far out in the deep of the wider world for the love of money and the greed of gasoline something set in motion some terrible beast of steel and just as the moon set in the final hour before dawn it came heaving and rattling with such horrendous sounds with bone rattling force laid its terrible hand on the seawall and smashed the stones like it was no more than sand castle this terrible thing so darkly come unforgiven of wretched creature misguided soul come to harvest the land of light breathed with heavy burnt oil breathed with mechanical labors pulling its weight onto the shore toppled the lighthouse extinguishing its light darkness fell upon the scene and with dreadful night returned once again to this shore the seaward palm tree wither and die no charmed place safe from savage of dark morning light never to return in the shade of metal and oil fires night the savage of darkness
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 9:10 PM UTC
savage of the night
living a charmed existence in the shade of the seaward palm tree but a telltale whisperer in hearts depth sends doubters and scaremongers like skulking figure's into the late day shadows something darkly this way comes some nameless faceless thing stalks this heartland of light few pondered the night few thought about what lay out there in the deep brazen the lighthouse keeper stokes the fires and keeps the lamps burning no rumor of night will lay darkness at this door no faint echo of footfall shall haunt this hour again and again the lighthouse keeper treads the midnight cold path of stones along the seawall checking that all is well raising his lantern and peering with old eyes at the crazed cracks in the ancient wall but none gave sign of weakness none gave sign of peril far out in the deep of the wider world for the love of money and the greed of gasoline something set in motion some terrible beast of steel and just as the moon set in the final hour before dawn it came heaving and rattling with such horrendous sounds with bone rattling force laid its terrible hand on the seawall and smashed the stones like it was no more than sand castle this terrible thing so darkly come unforgiven of wretched creature misguided soul come to harvest the land of light breathed with heavy burnt oil breathed with mechanical labors pulling its weight onto the shore toppled the lighthouse extinguishing its light darkness fell upon the scene and with dreadful night returned once again to this shore the seaward palm tree wither and die no charmed place safe from savage of dark morning light never to return in the shade of metal and oil fires night the savage of darkness
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I would like to think of myself as an intellectual, but really I’m just a regurgitation of the adolescent caste system with academic anxiety and a learned fear. Well, I suppose that is a bit harsh. I used to be social ***** now I am a lowly intrapersonal custodian (let us never mind my inter-personal mess-managing, please?), though I am far from clean. __________ I have found myself flitting back to this page from time to time and mentally inserting here a terse, self-degrading statement that could re-catalyze my pitiful little verse, but never actually writing it. I hold it heavy in my head where it shall remain, apparently. Apparently I don’t feel the need to read my flaws, transgressions, and fallibilities back to me. Perhaps I haven’t yet articulated them, and they’re just skulking around—hunched apparitions haunting my subconscious. (Death smells like dog treats: perplexing, but you want to touch your tongue to it so long as no one will know). I must slay them all, eventually, or else perish. But! It is not the transgression itself that I fear—my behaviors are observable, even tangible, I can stare at them for hours. It is the dark implication of the transgression—the churning matter only detectable for its outline of illumination—that gives me trepidation. How will I move-on? How will I grow-here? Like an impossible little spur that nestles between resistant skin and unknowing fabric? Can I penetrate the protection? My security is maniacal; it is evidence of crazed disillusion. I am the raven clawing through infinite veneers; I am tangled… Out ****** spot! Out, I say! I must regress to becoming the white blanket. I must know nothing but God. A simple cloth. A towelette. Rags! Rags! Rags! … …. …God? …Hello? …Is it too late to become …plain?
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Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 10:40 AM UTC
"The Fall of the Watchers"
I would like to think of myself as an intellectual, but really I’m just a regurgitation of the adolescent caste system with academic anxiety and a learned fear. Well, I suppose that is a bit harsh. I used to be social ***** now I am a lowly intrapersonal custodian (let us never mind my inter-personal mess-managing, please?), though I am far from clean. __________ I have found myself flitting back to this page from time to time and mentally inserting here a terse, self-degrading statement that could re-catalyze my pitiful little verse, but never actually writing it. I hold it heavy in my head where it shall remain, apparently. Apparently I don’t feel the need to read my flaws, transgressions, and fallibilities back to me. Perhaps I haven’t yet articulated them, and they’re just skulking around—hunched apparitions haunting my subconscious. (Death smells like dog treats: perplexing, but you want to touch your tongue to it so long as no one will know). I must slay them all, eventually, or else perish. But! It is not the transgression itself that I fear—my behaviors are observable, even tangible, I can stare at them for hours. It is the dark implication of the transgression—the churning matter only detectable for its outline of illumination—that gives me trepidation. How will I move-on? How will I grow-here? Like an impossible little spur that nestles between resistant skin and unknowing fabric? Can I penetrate the protection? My security is maniacal; it is evidence of crazed disillusion. I am the raven clawing through infinite veneers; I am tangled… Out ****** spot! Out, I say! I must regress to becoming the white blanket. I must know nothing but God. A simple cloth. A towelette. Rags! Rags! Rags! … …. …God? …Hello? …Is it too late to become …plain?
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Her heart is like a sycamore Roots digging deep and holding strong Extending branches that fractal and fracture Into broken vines and twigs Flowers croon and give bright wings Only to die and be forgotten As they permeate the ground So that more can stand as a sycamore Flourishing with their own spring colors Until all that is left of her Is a hollow shell Of a bullet shot in the dark The only evidence That something may have been there To stand as a sycamore And grow Now only sought out By skulking foxes And churlish creatures That roam on reposed Forgetful Forest floor
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
Heart Like Sycamore
there is no new, only renewal: the space between brain and mind the harder shell a skulking humanizing container, the neuronic heart cells, brain stem and heart bloodstream scented/stented, deny the newness of no new claim the tower of ourselves built on the babble of old images and read readings, songs in seconds recognized by just the first two notes, the point is this when do you become a grownup, when new is but renewal, with a hint, a pinch, of a new insight maybe recognized now, how will you know me new when your eyes search the iron bank cellar, where, by voice deep, by fuzzy photographs, what tissues will connect when the new sight knows me from too many old poems/songs? !when the babies gather round for lifting up, sky scratching, when the old man grand father, carries three upon his back, a nonpareil horsey ride, when the doorbell rings I’m older than now, you’ll say, read your wild mercury back pages, taking the grays of our mutually curly Medusa locks as a renewal gift offering that will someday match mine!*
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May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 5:16 PM UTC
there is no new, only renewal: the space between brain and mind
the invisible hand is in my pocket pilfering everything and there's nothing i can do to stop it from robbing me blind it does not guide it only destroys personal expression under the whims of an outmoded model of economics capitalism a philosophy that subscribes to the metaphysical conclusion that a spiritual malady plagues every human heart a harsh chorus that rings like a melody of triumph in the multi-million dollar mansions of the 1% convinced we're born selfish it seeks to reward us for our own malpractice an edict predicated on social darwinism that forestalls the possibility of future charity as it drowns in the throes of misanthropy and butchers any hope of philanthropic community or basic humanity to vanquish our more maleficent impulses relegated to paying taxes to ensure the illusion of security while our money finances endless war and police brutality rather than healthcare or education they know if they keep us sick and dumb they can get away with ****** if the population shirks in horror from the looming specter of terrorism they can justify ubiquitous surveillance that robs us of our right to self-determination but people should not be afraid of their governments governments should be afraid of their people they say we can't be trusted that this is for our own good but i'll call their bluff that bull on Wall St. is full of **** and like a matador i'll entice it to lower its horns and charge when itsjust a hairsbreadth away i'll turn to one side and let it skewer the slave-driver raising his whip behind me that same skulking shadow that turns veterans into homeless wanderers begging for loose change in Central Park a pale horse haunting the aspirations of college students it leaves the poor and oppressed shivering after dark and overburdens broken backs god doesn't hold up the world like Atlas we shoulder the globe now watch us shift the weight brought down by the people you tried to suppress this is not some petty expression of vengeance but the rallying cry of a dream deferred exploding out to meet your injustice mark my words we're taking over the world
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Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 10:22 AM UTC
dam(nation)
the invisible hand is in my pocket pilfering everything and there's nothing i can do to stop it from robbing me blind it does not guide it only destroys personal expression under the whims of an outmoded model of economics capitalism a philosophy that subscribes to the metaphysical conclusion that a spiritual malady plagues every human heart a harsh chorus that rings like a melody of triumph in the multi-million dollar mansions of the 1% convinced we're born selfish it seeks to reward us for our own malpractice an edict predicated on social darwinism that forestalls the possibility of future charity as it drowns in the throes of misanthropy and butchers any hope of philanthropic community or basic humanity to vanquish our more maleficent impulses relegated to paying taxes to ensure the illusion of security while our money finances endless war and police brutality rather than healthcare or education they know if they keep us sick and dumb they can get away with ****** if the population shirks in horror from the looming specter of terrorism they can justify ubiquitous surveillance that robs us of our right to self-determination but people should not be afraid of their governments governments should be afraid of their people they say we can't be trusted that this is for our own good but i'll call their bluff that bull on Wall St. is full of **** and like a matador i'll entice it to lower its horns and charge when itsjust a hairsbreadth away i'll turn to one side and let it skewer the slave-driver raising his whip behind me that same skulking shadow that turns veterans into homeless wanderers begging for loose change in Central Park a pale horse haunting the aspirations of college students it leaves the poor and oppressed shivering after dark and overburdens broken backs god doesn't hold up the world like Atlas we shoulder the globe now watch us shift the weight brought down by the people you tried to suppress this is not some petty expression of vengeance but the rallying cry of a dream deferred exploding out to meet your injustice mark my words we're taking over the world
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Awaken from the dreams Nightmares all around Caustic waves of infidelity Sinking Skulking Sinning What transpires at nightfall Is epitomized into everyday life Different being Vampire Carnivore Folk-lore
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Dec 28, 2012
Dec 28, 2012 at 7:29 PM UTC
*******
I dream of you - My skull all draped in leather and Badly lit, And your hands punch The tusk of my cranium To get me started. I dream of you Skulking around a videogame, Stealing trolleys. I dream of you, Talking in a language That doesn’t translate, You’re laughing at something I’ve said, And I’m laughing back, Because I don't understand That I don’t Understand you. I dream of you cooking a fry up and saving me from Spiders, I dream of you In all butterfly colours, Stuck at one age, Face changing, Pixels smattering, Digestive biscuit hair Crumbling in the wake of waking. I dream of you playing dice in the corner, Or running from bombs. I dream that you are bigger than me, Far bigger than you Really are. I dream of you, Wet dreams of you, ******* me from behind Like a gold shadow that I can’t touch, And when I wake up, I feel like I've done everything with you. (I dream of my sister, My father, And you. I dream of the healthiest people that I know.)
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Sep 22, 2013
Sep 22, 2013 at 8:08 PM UTC
dreams of you
is it winter where you are? no snow or blizzards, just chill fog and frost. the winter of a city that gave up long ago. -------------------------------- winter seems to follow you. damp grey mornings skulking at your feet like a beaten dog. whimpering in mist and growling in weak thunderstorms that can't quite wash away the clouds. kick december in the ribs because you know it will always come back to sleep at your feet. winter seems to follow you but i could be wrong. -------------------------- i know all about stormchasers but you're so much sadder than that [pathetic like a beaten dog] not chasing death or danger just defeatism. chasing defeat and hopelessness and grass-made-glass by the frost of the night before. --------------------- is it winter where you are? is december shivering at your door? in my room it is fall, and all the rotting leaves remind me of you. ------------------------ is it winter where you are? you've evaded the summer all your life hot air and sun killing the clouds. the indian summer will catch up with you and september will melt you through. pathetic puddle of defeatism. aggregated mist and fog like a beaten dog, sinking into the deepest blues and grays but oh you were always the patron saint of denial. ------------------------------ rip me apart like the letters you never sent postmarked 'tomorrow, tomorrow'- but tomorrow never came. [it's hard to tell dawn from dusk when the sky is always gray.] runaway notes from a foreign season. rip me apart and i won't think of you anymore. rip me apart and all your apologies, condolences and accusations will be scraps of paper under dry leaves. ----------------------------------- *i'm tired of following my dreams when they just lead me off the cliffs.* you follow winter into the sea and drown a whimpering dog.
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Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC
the coldest winter i ever spent
is it winter where you are? no snow or blizzards, just chill fog and frost. the winter of a city that gave up long ago. -------------------------------- winter seems to follow you. damp grey mornings skulking at your feet like a beaten dog. whimpering in mist and growling in weak thunderstorms that can't quite wash away the clouds. kick december in the ribs because you know it will always come back to sleep at your feet. winter seems to follow you but i could be wrong. -------------------------- i know all about stormchasers but you're so much sadder than that [pathetic like a beaten dog] not chasing death or danger just defeatism. chasing defeat and hopelessness and grass-made-glass by the frost of the night before. --------------------- is it winter where you are? is december shivering at your door? in my room it is fall, and all the rotting leaves remind me of you. ------------------------ is it winter where you are? you've evaded the summer all your life hot air and sun killing the clouds. the indian summer will catch up with you and september will melt you through. pathetic puddle of defeatism. aggregated mist and fog like a beaten dog, sinking into the deepest blues and grays but oh you were always the patron saint of denial. ------------------------------ rip me apart like the letters you never sent postmarked 'tomorrow, tomorrow'- but tomorrow never came. [it's hard to tell dawn from dusk when the sky is always gray.] runaway notes from a foreign season. rip me apart and i won't think of you anymore. rip me apart and all your apologies, condolences and accusations will be scraps of paper under dry leaves. ----------------------------------- *i'm tired of following my dreams when they just lead me off the cliffs.* you follow winter into the sea and drown a whimpering dog.
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I remember climbing out my window, skulking off into a violent blizzard. Lost in teenage anguish, my feet carried me forward through the storm. Two a.m. and a mile I out I realize, I'm walking towards her house Panic slammed my body like a tidal wave, my nerves vibrated, shaking the bitter cold. I carried on determined. No plan of action, just full of **** and vigor and something... Something I hadn't yet known. The walk up her street is done with tremendous effort, like swimming in jello. Standing outside her house, I'm suddenly aware of another obstacle. I don't have a cell-phone. Which window is her room? Assuming it's upstairs, this is fifty - fifty you sonofabitch. Take the risk. I throw a small stone but hear it explode like a firecracker on the window. Silence. I reach for another when a soft voice calls my name. We stand in the street and talk for a while, holding one another. I'm sorry, I can't stay, they probably know I'm gone. I just... I just wanted to say goodbye I walked backwards the whole way down the street. Streetlights and snowfall created an amber aura around her. That, was the first time I knew what love was. Sometimes I think it was the last time, too.
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 10:59 PM UTC
First Love. (A Tale From My Life)
Poetry to me is the expression of one’s own heartbeat. Just as its rhythmic presence fluctuates or subsides at different intervals of our lives. Poetry is universally recognized by all. There is an immediate touch Melancholy Yesterday Tomorrow Skulking somewhere in the deep The voices echo Through my head The voices are foreign I cant quite make out the sound But you are here I know Please kiss my love I say to you Kiss the thought I have so new In the shadow of the dawn There was the touch That everyone looks toward The light... My twilight poetry Debbie
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Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 12:59 AM UTC
Poetry to me
I’d rented out the basement  of A house I used to own, I hated renting places I preferred to live alone, I wasn’t good at choosing all The tenants I would get, And this guy was a doozy The most eccentric of them yet. But I must admit, the money Paid the mortgage, right on time, And I looked toward the future When the house, it would be mine, So I put up with his foibles And his funny little ways, He would sit down in his basement And would disappear for days. He had a little doctors bag He wouldn’t be without, With signs both astrological And Druid runes, no doubt, He always took it with him When he wandered down the street, Come skulking back, and talk about The weirdo’s that he’d meet. I knew something was going on, I heard both screams and moans, Seep up from out the basement With the creak of drying bones, At night they used to wake me up And I’d lie there in dread, And wonder what that movement was Beneath my poster bed. One night I crept on down and stood Outside the basement door, And heard strange voices muttering Not one, but three or four, I heard him raise his voice and say In tones both harsh and grim, ‘I didn’t say you’d have your way, But you can enter him!’ A peal of ghoulish laughter then Rang out behind that door, I bounded up those steps, ran like I’d never run before, Then lowered down the steel trapdoor That sealed off that stair, And laid the carpet over it, You’d not know it was there. I put up with a week of thumps And cries of ‘let me out!’ But put my face close to the floor And whispered, ‘Hey, don’t shout! You keep those demons that you raised Locked in your doctor’s bag, Or maybe they will enter you, And then, if so, that’s sad!’ I waited for those sounds to die For upwards of a year, Then poured a ton of concrete in To seal that basement stair, The house has sold, a Mr. Bould Paid not enough, no doubt, But said, ‘there’s not a basement there, I’ll have to dig one out!’ David Lewis Paget
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Nov 12, 2014
Nov 12, 2014 at 2:51 AM UTC
The Basement Stair
I’d rented out the basement  of A house I used to own, I hated renting places I preferred to live alone, I wasn’t good at choosing all The tenants I would get, And this guy was a doozy The most eccentric of them yet. But I must admit, the money Paid the mortgage, right on time, And I looked toward the future When the house, it would be mine, So I put up with his foibles And his funny little ways, He would sit down in his basement And would disappear for days. He had a little doctors bag He wouldn’t be without, With signs both astrological And Druid runes, no doubt, He always took it with him When he wandered down the street, Come skulking back, and talk about The weirdo’s that he’d meet. I knew something was going on, I heard both screams and moans, Seep up from out the basement With the creak of drying bones, At night they used to wake me up And I’d lie there in dread, And wonder what that movement was Beneath my poster bed. One night I crept on down and stood Outside the basement door, And heard strange voices muttering Not one, but three or four, I heard him raise his voice and say In tones both harsh and grim, ‘I didn’t say you’d have your way, But you can enter him!’ A peal of ghoulish laughter then Rang out behind that door, I bounded up those steps, ran like I’d never run before, Then lowered down the steel trapdoor That sealed off that stair, And laid the carpet over it, You’d not know it was there. I put up with a week of thumps And cries of ‘let me out!’ But put my face close to the floor And whispered, ‘Hey, don’t shout! You keep those demons that you raised Locked in your doctor’s bag, Or maybe they will enter you, And then, if so, that’s sad!’ I waited for those sounds to die For upwards of a year, Then poured a ton of concrete in To seal that basement stair, The house has sold, a Mr. Bould Paid not enough, no doubt, But said, ‘there’s not a basement there, I’ll have to dig one out!’ David Lewis Paget
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I hoped to become an eagle soaring above amber waves of grain seeking perch in rarefied air a red-tailed hawk, or even a garden warbler would have sufficed instead I metamorphosed into a mosquito and found myself skulking on a fine lady's arm I could only hope she wouldn't swat me before I drank my red full and took flight into dusk or returned to my pitiable simian self, lice laced and  homeless, hunkering in a cold corner, wishing I could fly
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Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 8:50 PM UTC
the shape shifter
Laying on the saline scale beach, barren, staring at those vaguely African trees while the breeze claps with their leaves. They applaud the Tesla bitten thunderstorm brewing on another shore, its tar black clouds, sticky with tobacco residue & plasma spit, flaunting In the salty starlight. & here we are. Tangled in each other. Tripping over lips & tumbling over mumbles, we try desperately to vocalize the scene that has comfortably Presented itself. Oh how that galactic beast threw itself over the countryside, skulking in southern wind like a cliche heartbeat running on urea and ***** electricity. We hoard our secrets for nights like these.
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Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 10:51 PM UTC
Witch Killers