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"impractical" poems
i'm broken spaces, unnamed multitude faces: see wholes as fractals. i'm rubbed raw and sore, i'm ***** waves on the shore: rampant and rascal. lost in the spotlight, yet so defensive for fights: though impractical. i'm wanted by you, yet i question what is true: you falter and stall.
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 3:58 PM UTC
snowflake
Your morbid reassurance to a impractical salutation hurts us both. sleeping outside is gonna get us sick. Your insecurities lead you to my confidence that sank us both to vulnerability. Not only did you abuse my well being, you drained it. Look at my victimizing face and tell me this isnt your fault. It takes two to devastate one. We both deserve to sleep in the same bed Come inside We have a stoic endurance for each other. You're not wrong for anything
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Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 2:59 PM UTC
Stoic Endurance
Your Style Can Not Dominate Not Being Crude, Not Spreading Hate I'm Just Spreading The Word, Going To Radiate Even Without It, You'd Probably Meet Your Fate Taking You Down Has Become My Mission Going To Split Your Mind, Sanity Fission And Your World In Two, Territorial Division I'm Coming At You With Insane Precision Not Going To Rush, Going To Be Tactical Make Sure My Plans Are 100% Practical Attacking Aimlessly Would Be Impractical Give My People A Show, Theatrical I'm Flawless, You're Flawed When People Hear My Words, They Applaud When They Hear yours? They Call The Firing Squad I Don't Think Inside The Box, I Think Abroad I'm Guessing By Now You Must Be Hurting You Coming To Me, Asking For Some Kind Of Converting The Topic Kills You, You're Diverting To You. I'm Quite Alerting
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC
Dominate
My girl don’t like To read these line, You see, she like me To talk straight, She like to see rain Not jus’ cloud dance, Me – am not Impractical, Though, cloud, are Beautiful: Rain, no rain; But I need to write, ‘Coz I mus’ Anguish soothe Love stir and heart Overflow, Emotion: I pour My heart out In these line – Nobody read’em But: Beauty in echo – You gotta see, Yea, silence smile.
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Jul 27, 2012
Jul 27, 2012 at 7:22 AM UTC
She like to see rain
I adore women I refuse to apologize for it I like the way their voices squeak in the upper registers I like the fashions I like the makeup I like the aromas Not the silly runway catwalk Biz that relegates them as awkward mannequins adorns them in  the impractical and cloaks them in the  absurd overreaching  of  the tired  clamoring for something new and unique that which exploits  their  lithesome anorexic perplexing job requirement I like the way they can shape shift, alter and assume new identities I like the fact that some have mood swings and *** I marvel that they can give birth I like being aware that their  'water-weight' make's  them grumpy I'm astonished that they innately ovulate with  the cycles of the moon and that the Huntress Diana inherently  acquired her namesake Doesn't bother me a bit that "it's a lady's prerogative to be late" or that opening a door for them is considered 'sexist' I was raised with a sister and a mother with lace and dainty  frilly things I caused them a lot of aggravation and consternation I think they enjoyed it - nonetheless somewhat I refuse to apologize for it
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May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013 at 12:00 AM UTC
a male's misgivings
*As a kid when I heard the stories Of heavens and hells And gods and ghosts I thought of those to be true But as I grew My education warned me Not to trust that view As a child when my elders advised Do unto others as you would have them do to you I thought they were impractical Ignorant of smartness required To manage things through By far I thought I was the wise To have known it all Realized late in time How great was that fall Superficial logic, intellectual materialism Cloaked my natural state of true mind Boosting desires, sterile opinions Leaving the true sense behind I am thankful to the nature For giving me an opportune To study the greatest reality Why humans are marooned Time and space are eternal I am just the part of that infinite The one awarded with human form For some past intentions right I should not take pride in that For where I am today Later might be someone else’s part Man who decoded the mystery of mind Taught this decades ago Guard thoughts, actions, and speech To reach the real goal Not judge anything and any being Instead focus on developing clear seeing As everything is ever changing Including ones birth realms A full mind just exhibits knowledge Only in empty mind wisdom reaps Don’t get swayed by extremes Middle way is the path of keep Now I understand Message behind the moral stories What one sows is what one reaps One gets heavenly pleasures or hellish pain Exclusively based on law of deeds One gets what one deserves For law of nature never fails But latent power within Can turn it all around If not enlightenment One can at least find in life A decent ground Now and in future!*
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Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 1:18 AM UTC
Power of Mind-A Tiny Buddha Within All
*As a kid when I heard the stories Of heavens and hells And gods and ghosts I thought of those to be true But as I grew My education warned me Not to trust that view As a child when my elders advised Do unto others as you would have them do to you I thought they were impractical Ignorant of smartness required To manage things through By far I thought I was the wise To have known it all Realized late in time How great was that fall Superficial logic, intellectual materialism Cloaked my natural state of true mind Boosting desires, sterile opinions Leaving the true sense behind I am thankful to the nature For giving me an opportune To study the greatest reality Why humans are marooned Time and space are eternal I am just the part of that infinite The one awarded with human form For some past intentions right I should not take pride in that For where I am today Later might be someone else’s part Man who decoded the mystery of mind Taught this decades ago Guard thoughts, actions, and speech To reach the real goal Not judge anything and any being Instead focus on developing clear seeing As everything is ever changing Including ones birth realms A full mind just exhibits knowledge Only in empty mind wisdom reaps Don’t get swayed by extremes Middle way is the path of keep Now I understand Message behind the moral stories What one sows is what one reaps One gets heavenly pleasures or hellish pain Exclusively based on law of deeds One gets what one deserves For law of nature never fails But latent power within Can turn it all around If not enlightenment One can at least find in life A decent ground Now and in future!*
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Serenity my impractical refrain What oceans I have seen could not contain you Still from long ago You sleep with sediment in caves of night Aiding my excuse not to come rescue While only you could rescue me And iron out my body crumpled To let us sleep with tidy sheets Relived of grime and filth that has compiled upon my years Believing I can live with out A single decent peace of mind Oppression now has swam up stream And lurks between resembled shadows Of the memories adhering only to your name Oh serenity my impractical refrain Through fault, from which I’ve been delivered A bitter place I’ve built around my self Know that amends are only spoken towards your name Depleted, torn and strewn I simmer Swept a ‘withered, for oppression now lies within Arise a faint acknowledge towards me If ever you wish to return And I will tend my bed so rightly For our sound sleep, together, healing burns
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Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 5:48 PM UTC
“Serenity, My Impractical Refrain”
A worst-case-scenario mentality Breeds emotional nightmares of what-ifs Methodically feeling the pain in each possibility Preparing for Hell, knowing it is impractical, improbable, and unkind Each reaction gauged Smiles erupt in each better choice A familiar road traveled often Lead only by a history of pain It ebbs and flows, bobs and weaves at will This reality is organized, easy to understand Random thought of an unlikely, unfathomable future **Vivid like a film Unwavering, persistent There is no control**ling its outcome Forced to watch the images forged in a broken mind Tears burn flesh and a naked heart bleeds Stop rolling, just...stop No amount of pleading slows the images The pain is overwhelming Far beyond self-inflicted, torturous, methodical thoughts Uncontrollable, inconsolable True and real So very real There is but one way to stop that future The one shown in visions of just deserts The future that smolders through present joy Preemptive pain is just not an option I've seen the future my heart has built **The shards of a shattered soul Offer no comfort** My worst-case-scenario was but a benign freckle on the elbow of a body invaded by metastatic melanoma
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Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 5:00 AM UTC
My Cancerous Soul (or Premonitions, Predestination, Psychosis, and me) spoken word
impractical is the path where wrath meets satisfaction with hands too fast to smack we are the captors of our actions not adapted to the math understanding the subtraction with a stand that is my last i am ****** by my exaction with a plan so crass like a romance with reaction impractical is the path where wrath meets satisfaction
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Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 11:05 AM UTC
wrath
Someone once asked me If I had, A heart of glass, paper, stone or air. A heart of glass I bear, So you can see right through me. Whether this means you can see through my love or, That there is no denying my love is there. A glass heart is more fragile than others, But I bear one so you may understand the trust and faith I hold, In you as the one who holds my heart. A heart of paper I bear. So you can see the words written over my heart, Whether this means you can see pain, sorrow or, That there is no denying your name is written all over. A paper heart is more impractical than others, But I bear one so you may understand the meaning you hold To me as the one my heart yearns for. A heart of stone I bear. So you can see how strong I am, Whether this means I am cold and loveless or, That there is no denying my ability to be strong and not falter. A stone heart is more lifeless than others, But I bear one so you may understand I can't be hurt and am strong, For you who my heart beats for. A heart of air I bear. So you can see every breath, is one taken for you, Whether this means my heart is not a physical thing or, That there is no denying I would love you until my last breath. An air heart is more infeasible than others, But I bear one so you may understand I live and breathe, For you the love of my life.
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Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 3:07 AM UTC
King of Hearts
Today I found myself in this coffeeshop Its not actually my thing I always thought it's impractical and just a waste of what little fortune I have But I needed to get out Have a breathe of fresh air Much needed walk See humans Hear them talk At least While I Alone with my thoughts Not a single audible word Though there were few interactions Glimpses Minimal smiles from the crew Some thoughts still suffocates me Especially when I think about How I am just nothing to you How it all was just wishful thinking How it had all ended before we even begun How it was all just for fun And when I caught myself Drifting in these toxic thoughts I get back to my reality Alone but not totally lonely I just have to get used to this Be comfortable in my solitude Learning to enjoy this process Of self exploration And mastering the art of letting go.
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May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 11:45 AM UTC
Coffeeshop Heartache
You see a kaleidoscopic spongesque speck pushed into a blur over your vision, Sitting on air & feathers. You sit on air rather than feathers, Incased in drywall, Surrounded by your worldly possessions, Drowning in sweat, Suffocating from air, The hum of coupled fans waltzes’ into your skull, A metallic mind prints mass media Via a melodramatic faux-vintage situation into your skull, There’s the pitter-patter of post-traumatic pondering in your skull, A Mexican Coca-Cola clutched in your left hand, Phillip-Morris owns the pocket on your breast so that they sit closest to your heart, Pabst Blue Ribbon has carved rights to your liver, You have an over analytic sense of humor and well-being. Now you decode your day. Now you chastise your intuition for lustful engagements with shadow people. Though you have no qualms with this, You enjoy yourself from time to time. But cannot you imagine a more climatic proposition, In a less disposable universe? Where corners are cut, Shoving dignity & quality out the door Is where impractical risks are made. However, All you ponder now is the blur pushed into the edge of your eye. Perhaps it is a microorganism rendezvousing with another microorganism. Though they would have no concept of predetermination.
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Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 11:04 AM UTC
Folly
Chances! Faith in an empty space. Blazing maybe, After a perfect kiss. Loving perhaps. Given half chances. After gone issues. Spent like chocolate pennies,impractical. In wild romances. Chances are wishes and kisses are dreams. Nothing at all is what we perceive. Chances are odd. Not even the evens. Dressed up to the nines, but only find sevens Where nothing else matches. When nothing else matters In the sentiment from the diligent delicacy. As only women bleed. ****** tears bless face. Enigmatic smile retained! By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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Sep 5, 2013
Sep 5, 2013 at 5:40 PM UTC
Chances!
Debtors and creditors Declining stock High sales heartless flock Profit is aim Impractical gain Weather is good Never cared to enjoy the rain Captured soul Under the debris of files Running one after the other Honesty dying in front of lie Stylishly tucked in suits And heart tailor made of wood As only then will justiy What we did and what we should Hitting hard with financial indicators Stock in hand or sundry creditors Breathe out this craziness Seek pleasure in the little things And make life a lot better Manisha
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Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 10:23 AM UTC
Debit-Credit
It was fleeting, But impressive. It was impractical, But not impossible. Today I entertained the thought Of leaving behind everything I know For a chance at something I don’t. I’m still here.
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May 25, 2012
May 25, 2012 at 12:59 AM UTC
Restless
You useless man, Socrates - I think you need a shower… I don’t know what the Athenians find in you but as far as I can see you’re just wasting time hanging out in the market places and at dinners and symposiums where all you do is stay late drinking nights and talk about philosophy, and ideas and of origin of things and justice and nature of human beings and such useless, impractical things; and you bring not a cent home and I can’t count on you for regular support as all women and good wives might expect of a husband; and you can’t even hold a good argument with me for all you do when I use my Xanthippe’s questioning method against your so-called Socratic method all you do is mumble and tumble and use words like shrew and nag when all I’m asking of you is for you to keep your part of the implied bargain in marriage to put some food on the table and bring some silver coins for the future of our three children: Lamprocles, Sophroniscus and Menexenus - have you forgotten them? Do you even remember their names? And so you bring no money but instead all you give me are empty words and lofty words and airy words and words coined in your head and you put silly ideas that’s just confusing our children and if not for me taking the children under my wings they’ll just turn out to be mere talkers and market-place prattlers and hangers-on and leeches at other men’s feasts. They may have a place in misguided history if they follow your way but they will bring weak bodies to their wives when it is their time. I don’t want them to be talkers, and idealists and philosophers, Socrates – I want them to be responsible and I want them to bring meat and coins home regularly and steadily, Socrates. Socrates, you old man, I don’t care what they say of you in the Greek world – I haven’t had proof of your worth and value here at home, especially in the kitchen. You useless man, I think you need a shower; maybe this water from the chamber-pot will wake you up.
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Oct 3, 2010
Oct 3, 2010 at 1:27 AM UTC
Xanthippe gives Socrates a piece of her mind
You useless man, Socrates - I think you need a shower… I don’t know what the Athenians find in you but as far as I can see you’re just wasting time hanging out in the market places and at dinners and symposiums where all you do is stay late drinking nights and talk about philosophy, and ideas and of origin of things and justice and nature of human beings and such useless, impractical things; and you bring not a cent home and I can’t count on you for regular support as all women and good wives might expect of a husband; and you can’t even hold a good argument with me for all you do when I use my Xanthippe’s questioning method against your so-called Socratic method all you do is mumble and tumble and use words like shrew and nag when all I’m asking of you is for you to keep your part of the implied bargain in marriage to put some food on the table and bring some silver coins for the future of our three children: Lamprocles, Sophroniscus and Menexenus - have you forgotten them? Do you even remember their names? And so you bring no money but instead all you give me are empty words and lofty words and airy words and words coined in your head and you put silly ideas that’s just confusing our children and if not for me taking the children under my wings they’ll just turn out to be mere talkers and market-place prattlers and hangers-on and leeches at other men’s feasts. They may have a place in misguided history if they follow your way but they will bring weak bodies to their wives when it is their time. I don’t want them to be talkers, and idealists and philosophers, Socrates – I want them to be responsible and I want them to bring meat and coins home regularly and steadily, Socrates. Socrates, you old man, I don’t care what they say of you in the Greek world – I haven’t had proof of your worth and value here at home, especially in the kitchen. You useless man, I think you need a shower; maybe this water from the chamber-pot will wake you up.
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Dreams Flutter, twirling inside, the chimerical mind, of a dreamer; my head soaring up, to meet the clouds, dancing among the stars. Being a dreamer, I am no stranger, to listening to the lyrics of my heart, perrsuading me to obtain, a bouquet of hopes and desires, that resonates with,the strings of my soul. "you're impractical", taunts the voices, weighing my spirt down, as self-doubt lingers, upon my lips, tasting the return of the bitterness, a brackish inferiority, leaving the gulp of confidence, a difficult pill to swallow. The shackles around my legs, forces my choices to decrease, as the chains of the past, stifle the ability, to utilize the clouds, enveloping my thoughts , as stepping stones. The sight of Intuition, a gift of the prophets, allows me to tap into, talents of Creativity, skills of persistence, painting colors, saturated in intellect, concealed by a youthful demeanor. The corset of Thorns, pricking my torso, a garment I reuse, to wear upon my frame, the suit of torture, entrapping me within, a plague of atrocious remembrance. I return to the physical world, abandoning my environmental prison, to bathe in a hot spring of Lotus Flowers, soothing my exterior form, as I conquer one element, of my internal Struggle. I rise from the plethora, of Lotus Flowers, basking in the dawn of my metamorphosis, gaining ecstasy, as I arrive one step, closer to reaching the biggest desire, of this dreamer.
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 2:47 PM UTC
Ecstasy of A Dreamer
I have only seen myself as a beautiful artwork once in my life, It had been the advent lovely Spring of sweet sixteen, There is a photo of someone else’s mind in which I am the subject, rife With calculated gorgeousness, the white blouse and powder blue skirt And I had been wearing black ballet flats; a day upon my feet had left me hurt But the enchanted, oil forest before me had healed my eyes and entranced me That pose, holding onto myself with ribbons in my hair, someone could see A beauty that which I have never known since. Into the heart of the Prince Into the hearts of all the folk for she was a fairy tale heroine, Cinderella, lovely lady of ashes, had glass slippers And upon such toity-toity footwear, she had slipped Yet, it had been such fragility that would unite her with her love Will I be united with such grace, such love for myself, if I hold onto my ballet flats? After all, I have not once seen this grace, such love for my own self since sweet sixteen Since the foolhardy winds of chilly, oceanside Spring; Where upon the Museum modern, I saw myself as timeless artwork Admired and appreciated by all; much like the lovely lady of ashes whose slippers Have walked her beloved soul into the hearts of all; into the best of time Yet, these beloved shoes of mine Have seen so much better of time For I can see through the soles wherein holes Have shown where I have worn my own souls In bitter wanderings and light-hearted adventure; so many type of walk For a single lass, I could not talk Of all the places and thoughts these shoes have led me astray within Of the beauty that had once sunken in How am I to part? How am I to part with such faithful companions through all my wanderings of Yonder years soon to come asunder as I am no longer sweet sixteen, As I am no longer before entrenched trees of oil, elevated in buildings upon A chilly, Springtime by the sea I’ve only known in passing afternoon In black ballet flats; not unlike the glass gussied slippers of lovely cinders Am I not unlike Cinderella? For whom would she be if she had not received the night of her life As carried upon the fragile spurned glass of her magic slippers For whom had reunited her with her love, the foot fetishist Prince; Lovely lady of ashes would be just that: lady of ashes, Worked to beyond the bone; dressed in rags, head in clouds, Dreaming of opportunity squandered in her slippers of magic glass She would be like me. She would be like me, contemplating her toes in birdsong prose She would be like me, wondering when she would feel as refined as a classic artwork A beautiful timeless painting with grace and poise without rival supposed If I part with these worn soles which have born my souls cross My journeys long, will I ever be at loss Over mine own image rendered beautiful: my own body rendered beautiful to my eyes? How can such skin-deep bliss exist without my black ballet flats? How will mine own eyes recognise my beauty If it were not for dainty small feet slotted into impractical, magical glass slippers In want of my dear and precious black ballet flats.
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Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 6:53 PM UTC
Cinderella
I have only seen myself as a beautiful artwork once in my life, It had been the advent lovely Spring of sweet sixteen, There is a photo of someone else’s mind in which I am the subject, rife With calculated gorgeousness, the white blouse and powder blue skirt And I had been wearing black ballet flats; a day upon my feet had left me hurt But the enchanted, oil forest before me had healed my eyes and entranced me That pose, holding onto myself with ribbons in my hair, someone could see A beauty that which I have never known since. Into the heart of the Prince Into the hearts of all the folk for she was a fairy tale heroine, Cinderella, lovely lady of ashes, had glass slippers And upon such toity-toity footwear, she had slipped Yet, it had been such fragility that would unite her with her love Will I be united with such grace, such love for myself, if I hold onto my ballet flats? After all, I have not once seen this grace, such love for my own self since sweet sixteen Since the foolhardy winds of chilly, oceanside Spring; Where upon the Museum modern, I saw myself as timeless artwork Admired and appreciated by all; much like the lovely lady of ashes whose slippers Have walked her beloved soul into the hearts of all; into the best of time Yet, these beloved shoes of mine Have seen so much better of time For I can see through the soles wherein holes Have shown where I have worn my own souls In bitter wanderings and light-hearted adventure; so many type of walk For a single lass, I could not talk Of all the places and thoughts these shoes have led me astray within Of the beauty that had once sunken in How am I to part? How am I to part with such faithful companions through all my wanderings of Yonder years soon to come asunder as I am no longer sweet sixteen, As I am no longer before entrenched trees of oil, elevated in buildings upon A chilly, Springtime by the sea I’ve only known in passing afternoon In black ballet flats; not unlike the glass gussied slippers of lovely cinders Am I not unlike Cinderella? For whom would she be if she had not received the night of her life As carried upon the fragile spurned glass of her magic slippers For whom had reunited her with her love, the foot fetishist Prince; Lovely lady of ashes would be just that: lady of ashes, Worked to beyond the bone; dressed in rags, head in clouds, Dreaming of opportunity squandered in her slippers of magic glass She would be like me. She would be like me, contemplating her toes in birdsong prose She would be like me, wondering when she would feel as refined as a classic artwork A beautiful timeless painting with grace and poise without rival supposed If I part with these worn soles which have born my souls cross My journeys long, will I ever be at loss Over mine own image rendered beautiful: my own body rendered beautiful to my eyes? How can such skin-deep bliss exist without my black ballet flats? How will mine own eyes recognise my beauty If it were not for dainty small feet slotted into impractical, magical glass slippers In want of my dear and precious black ballet flats.
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Recreational Insanity Unconditional Inanity Impractical Commonality Warm Welcome to the Family
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Aug 4, 2022
Aug 4, 2022 at 9:14 PM UTC
Recreational Insanity
we were an impractical nothing. a shot in the dark that missed its target. we were clouded whispers and secret kisses. and then we were nothing. nothing when all i wanted was something. how can i let go when what could have been is still so tempting?
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Jun 19, 2011
Jun 19, 2011 at 1:49 PM UTC
what could have been.
rekindling lost love is like teaching a flightless bird to fly. the wings are wounded as are we, but we still try to reach the sky. we have dreams of what we could be, even if they are impractical. love equates to delirium, and I don't wish to see reality anymore.
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Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 10:02 PM UTC
flightless.
humorously ludicrous. the lunar rock flickering & all that co$mic glitter pulsating almost saying I should return to the wretched place whence I came. phoning home. captivated the moon's only reflecting radiation from the sun & some of those ancients thought that ball of gaseous hell was god himself. I am now these clouds of heaven chemicals & other toxic emissions & I am in awe of all of this. there was an epic in the sky & unfortunately I am limitied by a lack of understanding of the technical jargon. the sad fact is to me real ideology is not possible & nothing but impractical knowledge. .... and I don't follow. I'm afraid I don't follow
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 3:25 AM UTC
Gasmask weather.
The snow makes this humming noise Can you hear it? It’s the noise That people described When they were huddled Around the campfires Telling ghost stories Back in the day When the ground was soaking dry And the tank top filled days Ricocheted off of the boys Chasing Bigfoot thought the cornfields. The reflection of innocence Left my mind When reality kissed me With her cigarette filled breath. Leaving me Cold, Rusty, Flaking away From the radiant skin That brushed off the cornfields. The snow makes this humming noise Can you hear it? It sounds like my friends Moving away From the innocence And transferring To the school Of harsh expectations. They were forced To take daily vitamins Consisting of impractical expectations Left by the people Who said that they just couldn't do it. You see, My friends didn't follow the boy scout honor, They left traces of themselves Behind the cracks of my skull. The snow makes this humming noise Can you hear it? Its sounds like the snow Is giving a close shave To the power lines That crackle with apprehension. I walk about the desserted Ice cream That has foamed over the cornfields. My feet seem to stick To the people who wants me To be just like my brother, Whenever I creep Through the creek of snow, I get trapped by the vacant wasteland All I can do is wait For I am waiting for jack frost to **** up my last breaths. Crushing my soul With the rhythm of this humming noise The snow makes.
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Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 9:30 PM UTC
Flake
broken heart mended from outside hiding terrified inhabitants staring, watching from one way windows afraid to venture beyond the door a heart remake into illusions from impractical pinterest to hide the truth of pain pulling people closer, desire love and friendship push way for fear of destruction when leased expected overspend budget on security life inproper but needed for survival
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Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 5:10 AM UTC
confession,
I found myself missing you the other day, So I made you a little figurine Out of clay. It was a little soldier, his sword drawn in Triumph. It was just the type of thing I knew You would enjoy. You could put it on your bed-side table. I painted it to match the color scheme of your Bedroom. I know you told me never to give you anything, Since you knew you would feel the need to Reciprocate. And I remember how you said you hate doing that, For fear of rejection, perhaps. Your pride is inconceivably fragile. I felt this the moment before we First kissed. You stood stoically, waiting for Me to move closer. Waiting for Me To initiate. So I did. Months pass by, And I figure that giving you my little soldier, A tangible token of my affections, Could serve as a similar Initiation. Because really, It is far too late to prevent me from giving you anything. Such pride-salvaging boundaries are impractical when I have already given you the most Intimate part of Me. It was merely my body’s warmth, at first. A throbbing desire, A muscle spasm, A rapturous aftershock, And then, unwittingly, Those things transcended flesh, Becoming the reality of my Soul. So you see, You have already given me more than you Intended, either. And I just needed to give you something palpable, So you could see me, and touch a piece of me Even when I was away. Because I was hoping that you were missing me Too. Until this morning, When I clumsily knocked my little figurine Off of the kitchen counter. All I have to give you now, Is in dozens of Irreparable pieces. So I am inclined to believe That the reality you kindled Within my soul, Was too fragile and too fleeting To be Initiated In your own. I picked up the shards Of clay, and Cried in regret. Knowing that you would really have loved what I Made for you, Had you ever gotten the chance To see it.
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Dec 28, 2011
Dec 28, 2011 at 11:55 AM UTC
Little Soldier
I found myself missing you the other day, So I made you a little figurine Out of clay. It was a little soldier, his sword drawn in Triumph. It was just the type of thing I knew You would enjoy. You could put it on your bed-side table. I painted it to match the color scheme of your Bedroom. I know you told me never to give you anything, Since you knew you would feel the need to Reciprocate. And I remember how you said you hate doing that, For fear of rejection, perhaps. Your pride is inconceivably fragile. I felt this the moment before we First kissed. You stood stoically, waiting for Me to move closer. Waiting for Me To initiate. So I did. Months pass by, And I figure that giving you my little soldier, A tangible token of my affections, Could serve as a similar Initiation. Because really, It is far too late to prevent me from giving you anything. Such pride-salvaging boundaries are impractical when I have already given you the most Intimate part of Me. It was merely my body’s warmth, at first. A throbbing desire, A muscle spasm, A rapturous aftershock, And then, unwittingly, Those things transcended flesh, Becoming the reality of my Soul. So you see, You have already given me more than you Intended, either. And I just needed to give you something palpable, So you could see me, and touch a piece of me Even when I was away. Because I was hoping that you were missing me Too. Until this morning, When I clumsily knocked my little figurine Off of the kitchen counter. All I have to give you now, Is in dozens of Irreparable pieces. So I am inclined to believe That the reality you kindled Within my soul, Was too fragile and too fleeting To be Initiated In your own. I picked up the shards Of clay, and Cried in regret. Knowing that you would really have loved what I Made for you, Had you ever gotten the chance To see it.
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