"gah" poems
THIS is what love is.
banana bubblegum and magnetic poetry
the crickets on my front porch at three in the morning
making origami cranes out of butcher paper
even when I forget whether it's mountain fold or
valley fold and my crane turns out looking like a
seamonkey in a blender
wildflowers!
striped button-down shirts and plastic dinosaurs
singing Juanes at the top of our lungs
(Gah, you know
I can't speak Spanish.)
laughing at the serious parts in movies
having the patience for when
the words don't come out
and I have to stop
and think
(for a very long time)
and half the time it doesn't make sense anyway.
impromptu dance sessions on the side of the road
doors flung open, radio up
chocolate chip pancakes
out-of-town adventures
mailboxes. LOTS.
balcony raves with lots of glowsticks
and let me borrow that top!
just letting me sleeeeeeep
the smell of new pointe shoes
of New Orleans
of bluebonnets
telling me when I look awful (please)
making me eat things that I don't like
SNUGGLEBUNNY TIME
drive-thru people who hate our guts
That's What She Said's.
praising Buddha naked
dysfunctional kites
paying in change at Chicken Express
late night phone conversations
when I sound drunk
(but I'm not,
I'm tired. I just would rather
talk to you
than sleep.)
silence.
cupcakes, uniform closets
not shaving our legs in the winter
shadow puppets, rap songs,
Slumdog Millionaire
making once-in-a-lifetime faces
looks that speak oceans
pecan pralines and symphony orchestras you'll
never play with again but for that night
you're family
and you'll never forget it.
matches (aren't always for candles)
thousands upon thousands of candids
and the not-so-candids
saving kisses in your pocket for later
Neverland, Disneyland, cats
yellow dresses and stage make-up
watermelon Jolly Ranchers
saying my name like it's wrapped in blankets
and knowing that
even though I don't say it
as much as I should:
I do.
Apr 27, 2010
Apr 27, 2010 at 1:51 PM UTC
Babies babies they are so cute you see
I love babies yeah they are very cute
You see they sit in their crib
And they really in a cute way they cry
You see babies are cute
They keep their parents up all night
And they do all their baby talk
To each and every other baby in sight
You see they look cute
You ****** beaut
Babies are very cute
The cutest in the land
Babies babies the cutest in the land
They are so very tiny, dude
As they cry all day and night
Their parents get ****** off
Their bodies feel very rough
And they are too tiny to be tough but they are cute
And you ****** beaut
Babies are the best
I like babies because they are ****** cute
The babies cry for attention
Too many times to mention
But they are cute you ****** beaut
Cute little babies yeah
Babies babies are the cutest yeah they look so cute and
You can really admire them yeah they like the words tickle tickle Tum Tum and around and around the garden begging everybody's pardon
Babies are cute and really true blue babies are very cute
And they sit there saying goog goo gah gah
Babies are the cutest humans in this very good land
Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 2:29 AM UTC
watching replays
over and over and over again
for what?
gah, i don't need this stress.
the team is going down.
i'm a hockey girl.
but **** it
* NO *
* THAT SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A TOUCH DOWN *
Jesus, I don't need this
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 7:04 PM UTC
(Extra characters: Friend 1 Friend 2 )
A chat about who you like?
That's something I don't wanna hear!
But secretly I'm glued to your every word,
It's just so frustrating!
"What's wrong?" "Nothing"
I know the reason why I'm this uneasy,
And it just doesn't stop bothering me...
Please forgive the fact that I've fallen for you,
But as for the courage to tell you,
I just don't have it,
Since the only thing's true,
Are these feelings...
Sorry but... 'Thud'
I can't cheer for you! Hope it doesn't go well!
The worst thing, you could wish for someone else,
Like this I'm cheering so badly,
With this terrible personality...
"This is bad, we gotta get you to the nurse's office!"
"Sniffle, Sniffle"
"Man your nose is bleeding!? Are you ok!?"
"You're crying... it was a nice play!"
"That's not... I just said, I'm not cr... 'sob' "
"Come on, don't cry just cause you made a face-block!"
"I'm not crying at all... STOP THAT!"
I shout while they carry me in a weird way.
"Good morning! You got some bed hair you know?"
T'was the first thing I was able to say,
Hiding your flustered face you said, "It's a secret!"
Gah, saying it like that is unfair!
My everyday seemed to be floating in air!
The two stars form a supernova,
The world is so lively!
I'm a **** who hopes that the person you like,
Already loves someone else.
"It's hopeless isn't it?" "I know right?"
"I know..." Just talking to myself,
This isn't good, not one bit!
Being jealous, I'm down on my knees,
This intense feeling just won't let me be at ease.
I wanna talk to you...
I'm gonna look for you...
I want to have you for myself!
"I have something I want to tell you,"
"Later after school, at 4:10 pm in this classroom right here."
The beating of my heart just won't stop ringing
Trying to endure a bit like this...
You nodded...
You know, if ever, you would go out with me,
I'd show you that I could,
Make you smile every single day.
A good luck charm said,
Five minutes before the deed.
Here I go...
"would you have me?"
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 11:16 AM UTC
bzzz bzzz goes the cell phone
****
it reads
My reply
Shush, we're not talking
about you. Movie n wine
at home later? Maybe
jacuzzi?
bzzz
Mmm ill call u love. Im
tired and cant be out late.
I have work 8am to 7pm :\
wow, ain't that lame
to which I say
:-\ ok
a few minutes later on
and I text again
I love you. Im sorry for
being sulky. I just miss
you and really just want
to see you.
there it goes again
I miss you too i love you
so effing much
:-( only 2 days but its felt
like an eternity
Agreed
and then poetry
gets the better of me
My love. You leave me an
empty vessel when you
are away. A ship without
sails. The sun without a
sky.
Her reply comes
Hunny :)
followed up quick
Im going to make this an
early night
Ouch that hurts
Caught me off guard
Do I be sad?
Or do I be smooth?
I cant even talk you into a
quick yogurt session? Ill
drive. Just there and back.
my phone rattles back
Im grumpy tired and
waking up early lovebaby
shoot quick
And I can put you to bed
w a smile on your face :)
Be a little more specific
:)
oh god
and here comes the barage
A back rub, a massage. A
head rub, a hug. A kiss, a
squeeze. Lets just say
that this lil finger went to
market.
And as Ive said, I just
want to see my baby. So I
apologize if Im being
pushy. Ive missed you
more that ever this last
day.
Hehe lovebaby *** youre
adorable
Adorable enough to get
you to agree to a quick
trip to yogurt or
something? Pretty please
w a cherry on top?
Youre.sweet and tempting
like.a cherry :) lovebaby
lets watch the snow fall
one day
Well then have a lil taste
of the cherry. It promises
to have you home by
11:45 :-)
Gah golly u make this
hard
And here it goes
full blown
oh god
oh no
Say yes and it wont be
hard. Say yes and know
you made me the
happiest boy ever. Say
yes and know you get to see
your love. Say yes and
know that my eyes will
twinkle like your own
personal stars tonite. I
miss you :-(
Jack. I love you
One more desperation push
I love you too baby.
What have you got to
lose? And Im sorry Im
hassling you. I really
really miss you.
and then the minutes drag on
a few and then ten
maybe a few more and
Im sorry, Ill stop. I hope
you have a good nite.
Sleep well love. I miss
you.
and then
there it is
I love you
I love you too baby. Im
sorry for being crazy.
and time stretches on
the beats grow long
and in reply
Ill call u whn im home
Aug 6, 2010
Aug 6, 2010 at 9:26 AM UTC
He awakens, sighs, bones acreak at every move.
Reaches for the boilerplate, straps on his rapier
wit (but half of once it was), takes an aching
hold of his rusty lance, and mounts the ancient keyboard.
In clattering, staccato bursts, they gallop through
acres of verse: thatches of haiku and senryu,
prim English gardens of sonnet, manicured villanelles,
and mile after mile of untamed blank verse just like this.
All along the journey, he tilts at the ogres
in his mind, swiping in steady rhythm
at possesive pronouns replacing contractions,
your/you're...their/they're...its/it's...gah!
Set to charge full speed downhill from the
Valhallan heights of two courses of college English
at unedited mounds of unexamined thoughts,
he fetches up sharply; slows to a trot, looking uphill
at the hordes of English majors
eyeing him and his keyboard
with malice aforethought.
Jan 13, 2011
Jan 13, 2011 at 4:06 AM UTC
I am 'cause of what I'm not
and I want love, y'know, a bit of
everything and nothing at all
and, well, I want myself back.
I want to want myself.
I want to be myself.
I want to connect.
I want to LISTEN, but
why do I have to be so ******* deaf?
I'm in the backseat now,
behind the wheel, but I can't
hear where we're going
Could you turn it down?
I don't think they heard me.
Nice clouds, pretty trees,
I like the gradient of the sky.
Up and up the elevator and
I'm so tired of your words falling
shattered on my ear drums
as they translate into
polyrhythmic fuckery
and I'm left struck dumb
and scrambling for the downbeat
buzzing lights and whirring wires
humming fans and the squealing
of brakes from 16 floors down
sirens blind my mind's eye and
down on the streets I'm losing your words
like a fat pig chasing an anarchist
black mask, no idea
out of breath
Gah! Whisper in my ear, please.
I just want to climb all the hills and
valleys of your words and swim in
every nuance of their inflection
I just want to be a gift
Present, and able to
unwrap your song
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 2:26 PM UTC
I feel like i tell you too much
i tell you everything
your voice hits me like truth syrum
my words fly past my teeth
fall over my lips
and into your ears
i dont know if this kind of truth scares you
somethings im sure i should keep it to myself
of corse i wouldnt be lying to you
but my secrets could stay mine
and my thoughts be my own
im sure i will freak you out when you see how crazy i am
my thoughts sound crazy
they bounce from here to there
about this and that
about nothing and something
things that havent or will not even happen
what-ifs and scenarios that are unrealistic
the truth about how i feel about you
i like you too much
your **** cute, sweet
i like you too much
you will think im obbsessed or something
truthfully i probably am
the way you feel
they way you look at me
the lines you get around your mouth and eyes when you smile
gah
Oct 16, 2012
Oct 16, 2012 at 10:45 AM UTC
First off, hello beautiful (forehead kiss)
I have some questions to ask you
Nooot too many like Fifty’s 21
But just enough to get you close to nuttin’
Can I pin you up against the wall
Holding your hands tight enough to keep you from squirming
Loose enough to let you feel safe
Can I kiss you passionately
While our tongues do a dance
Gah’damn Kadi, them lips put me in a trance
Tongues sliding, lip biting, sliding this snake down ya throat
The way you kiss me, keeps me coming back for mo’
Grabbing you by the throat to give you every piece of it
Then whispering in ya ear how bad I can’t wait to get a taste of it
Slowly working my way down all that ******* chocolate skin of yours
Nope, gotta come back up and give you some more
With my hand, I’m gently playin with ya *******
Not too much cause ion wanna it to tickle
Just get rock hard so I can **** and nibble
Running my hand up and down ya thighs
Yeah you know, I’m waiting for the surprise
Gently unbuckling ya button
Can I touch it
I wanna feel how wet you are
I wanna feel the warmth
Gah’damn Kadi, you turn me on
I wanna excite you a little, to hear you moan
My fingers massaging ya ****
Now you moaning in my ear talkin’bout you want some of Chinka stroke
Ooooh and I wanna give it to you, just not yet
I haven’t finished playing wit’chu and you ****** dripping wet
You wanna taste it
Or can I have it all to myself
Gah’damn Kadi, wha’chu got me feelin’, I’ain neva felt
****** my fingers clean
You grab my hand and lead me to the next scene………..
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 6:28 AM UTC
Relationship
You used to bring such longing for me.
Such hope.
Such solace that,
Once I obtained the contents of your letters,
I could be happy.
I could be complete.
relationship
What a different relationship we have now.
relationship
GAH- **** Where did you come from??
I was just reading an article and there you were.
Sitting there.
Out of context of my constant thoughts, but I can't help but apply you.
I can't help but panic.
The word relationship. My new biggest fear.
The collection of the consonants and vowels that make up a vocalization for my soul anxieties.
Relationship
I cringe at thee.
Hours of pouring over videos, how-tos, books, guides, diy, people, you, me, him, her, them, we, us, future, communicate, self-love, expectations, desire, infidelity, falling in love, falling out of love, love, lust, true love, more self-love, thoughts, peace, gratitude, forever, temporary, fleeting, cheating, shame, truth, lies,
all in the ******* name of
Relationship
I could quit.
But how can you quit on someone
That is only eighteen years old
And has already based the foundation of their life on
you?
Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 12:40 PM UTC
"Gah! Fuckin' ***** and their cancerous Toxins!
I'm going to go smoke a cigarette; I'm poisoning myself because they're poisoning me!
Hey, at least this is intentional."
Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 4:09 PM UTC
Remember that day of the phony "Mission Accomplished"
day, when thinking people viewed him in that jump suit with that extra crouch stuffing, and when your face turned
so red you felt liking ducking under anything available?
Well, here comes my writings about it, READY?...be brave...
be very brave...
You strutted on Lincoln steel;
not knowing what lay behind that thin-lipped-corporate-gah-gah-smile
Offshore a fool's victory you did declare
A vulture's feast you ushered in
as many sulfur dances engulfed both air and skin
What rooster pride you strutted on Lincoln steel,
while bulbs exploded in heated flare
How I remember you took that flight,
with a pseudo-manly-stuffed-buldge you said, "I 'm all right!"
In nightmares I see your faking smiling grin, as houses crashed
and innocent died, as flames created a reddened sky
Halloween-cowboy, flyboy-suit, a monster lurked on Lincoln
steel
And so, bulbs exploded in heated flare to land upon a nothing stare, to land upon a nothing stare,
to land...upon...a...nothing...stare
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 3:59 PM UTC
holy cow, words my god they can be arranged in ways that are musical and metaphorical and melodic yet menacing or mechanical, mean and maniacal.
WORDS GAH! Letters can be like musical notes and different arrangements are different chords, CHORDS CAN BE WORDS! chord progressions=sentences! There's common ones. Like C G Am F. Translated. You are so beautiful. wow so inspired. HOWEVER! one can use the same chords in different fashions to create different songs with totally different meanings LADLKJNF!
you are beautiful, so
are you so beautiful
so you are beautiful
beautiful, so are you
so beautiful, are you?
you beautiful? so are...
I believe this is clear, cleave me if mistaken but please if anything departure is unreason able would you? don't ever, you are beautiful, so beautiful.
WORDS HolY FARCE! not fake or an art satirical to the smart can you please stop shopping at wal mart?
HOLY ENGLISH! so many words i do not know how will I learn to cope with potential nope unavailable but I know I'm granted unalienable rights in my sights if I might just quote the constitution and relieve my blank poor brain of all destitution so I can keep my head high and wear a grin with pride if you wish to die i'll have to pry into your soul and save you, gotta keep you whole because without you there's one less that one may bless and all the folks will miss you oh what a mess so please I confess I need people here to read these rants and turn them into chants to sway some opinion to create a bunch of minions necessary for a change I can believe in but for that to happen i'll have to go to bed and learn to sleep in.
WOW WORD LOVE WORLD OF WORDS!
Mar 14, 2010
Mar 14, 2010 at 8:01 PM UTC
why does
the world have
to look so
beautiful sometimes...
sunlight filters
through trees
kids fling water
up from the creek
to catch light in air
in my ear
smooth
spanish
groove
and it all
makes me
want to cry
because i can't appreciate
a moment
everything beautiful
is so f l e e t i n g
everything hard
and hateful
lingers
and sticks
you can't just
******* have something
good.
you can't.
during a melt
d
o
w
n
in college
i saw a counselor
that told me to face my fear of
the worst possible events happening
use my voice to project the probabilities out loud
would i lay down and die? doubtful. say what you would do.
it doesn't seem so bad when it's specific...
it's a cloud of random doom that seems unthinkable.
you realize it's all do-able
a little at a time
you will survive
but now
that is where i live
in the
subterranean gloom
with well thought through
foreknowledge of the worst
possible events
and my likely
miserable reactions
so i watch my life
c oll Aps e
and i want to
laugh hysterically
**** you. **** you. **** you. and **** you.
what the **** am i supposed to do?
reinvention is jolly,
they say
Ha!
Bah - it was just a job
another will just POP up
any moment
HA!
*(someone seriously help me,
i'm laughing so hard i'm choking)*
Gah!
who needs a mate?
not me!
solitary confinement
sure pumps out poetry
in extreme quantity,
this i will confess
solitude is good
i like quiet
music
movies
writing
reading
wine
but pray tell,
do you realize
how many hours
there are
in
one
*******
day?
when your purpose is
torn from you?
and you are left to wander
the earth alone
to find a new life mission
or the least miserable substitute?
have you felt the
gut-wrenching longing
alone in bed
in
(utter silence)
night
after
night
after
night?
not for love past
but for love new
for lust
for touch
to not feel alone
in the world
at times
i feel like a
person made of
the thinnest glass
with some nasty creature
perched on my shoulder
laughing horribly
sharpest pin always touching me
hammer always raised in the air
ready to strike.
whatever.
you're going to tell me everything is going to be fine, right?
yeah.
Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 8:45 PM UTC
When I think of your smile
oh gah that smile
I melt
yet stay cool
You make me feel like I can fly
while standing perfectly still
When I think of your eyes
oh gah those eyes
I shatter
yet remain sturdy
You make me feel like I can be anywhere
while just wanting to stay
When I think of you
oh gah
I think love
Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 9:28 PM UTC
Hair the color of ebony
So spiky and shiny
Falling across your face
Makes me long to displace it
The color you turn
Reminds me of sunburn
I prefer you making faces
To displaying social graces
Your eyes shine oh so bright
Filled with evil delight
Specially in a fight
Your voice is a melody
To my ears oh so lovely
I really love listening to you
Talk and tease the way you do
A perfect balance
Serious mixed with laughter
Something about you makes me happy
This started out a joke
But thinking of you
Makes me all gooey
Gah how'd you do this to me!
May 25, 2012
May 25, 2012 at 5:28 PM UTC
Hum to yun aam hai, pur naaz hotey
Warna ap par bhi asar andaz hotey
Tere saaz se kaha mili hai meri awaaz
Phir tere asraar ke humraaz hotey
Dikhatey hum manatey hai yaaru ko kaise
Kabhi aa.kar wo hum se to naraaz hotey
Is Ishq me daikhey hain jo Qatal gah bhi
Kaash us inteha ke hum aghaaz hotey
Is bey-jaan shayiri se wo ro padi Sharafat
Shayir na hotey, kam az kam jaanbaz hotey
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 11:03 AM UTC
okay so it was one of those nights where you're breathing but you aren't sure you're really there and
yeah at first i remember calling you.
your car pulled up and i met you outside on the street
the first thing i saw was myself in your hazy eyes and your new tattoo
so i started to yell, i just needed to take out all this hurt and anger
and yeah you did need that cigarette
i hated cigarettes
and thats when you said i should kiss you
we were just sitting there and
i've never tasted anything so freeing
gah i hate those **** cigarettes that go in the mouth that gave me air for breathing
i remember seeing
myself in your eyes again
WHAT
just happened
there you are grabbing me shoving me against the car (i think you stopped smoking)
PRESSING YOUR BODY AGAINST MINE LIKE THERE IS NO MORE SPACE IN THE WORLD BUT HERE
MOVING YOUR TONGUE AROUND IN MY MOUTH LIKE A FRANTIC GOLD MINER SEARCHING FOR THEIR TREASURE IN THE CORNERS OF MY MOUTH AND
SPELLING OUT YOUR FAVORITE WORDS
THAT MEANT SO MUCH MORE WITHOUT SOUND and
****
i never tasted so many colors and saw so many sounds and heard so many flavors in my life till i found a bit of heaven between your fingers and pushed against the palms of your hands and
i didn't think it meant a night i'd remember for the rest of my life but all i ever see in the mirror
is that i remember
seeing myself in your eyes that night
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 3:45 AM UTC
Him and her..
They're like peanut butter and jelly
And he shows her off on his arm like perfume because deep down he knows he's smelly
But no.. I can't write things like that
'Cause deep down i am happy that she's happy
So hey sweetheart, can i call you at sunrise,
Wake you up for one last time?
Before i see you again in the far future,
Dressed in white
Someday soon i'll forget
How you looked in that dress
And the way he spun you around and around.. (i don't know if this bit actually happened because i tried to look away a lot but it probably did lol!)
And maybe you'll read this poem,
Hear my song.. Someday soon
And find that letter left at Prom
Instead of my cinderella shoes..
Yeah someday i might actually stop crying, locked inside my own tower
Wishing i was dying
But in reality wanting to grow
And glow like your favourite flower
... Yeah someday soon, i'll send flowers
But addressed to 'him&her;'
So they could be yours, not ours..
Oh friends and poets
I don't know how to end this
But like how i end most friendships,
I'll say the old 'Cathy classic'
i'm so in love with you
With him or without him.
I'd send you poetry
I'd give you all of me
I'd love you gratefully
I'd buy you err.. A mercedes
I'd sing you m-
Gah
This
Poem
Should've
Ended
By
Now..
(So where do we go from here?)
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 8:39 PM UTC
**so close together
we dance our souls out
every step
a tick in time
trying to find
a way to stay together
you are the ice
to my fire
and the fire
to your ice
complete
only against the other
gah
enough
just ehhh
please no
ugh breathing
phnwjl;askgm
back up
no stay
just
just
just
don't move
I need you
don't change this
I.
Cant.
Breathe.
It.
Hurts.
To.
Air.
We were sweet
and then you were gone
and now my lungs forget
what they were made for
now that they have
no purpose.**
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 9:06 AM UTC
I'm ****** off with whats happened
I want to scream I want to shout
I have lost my parents but to lose one of my siblings
Its to close for comfort...next thing we will be thinking...whos next...gah
Her and I have this love hate releationship....like all siblings do....smiles
We yell and scream at each other....but we always sit and talking things out
She is the one that I have always had difficulty talking to
perhapes thats why I write....smiles
I just dont know what to think right now...my head is in a whirl...its confusing...why her...sigh
Dear God...
I ask you to watch over her
Protect her...make sure she is ok
bring her back home...if not then...sigh
Gawd hate to think like this but its possiable
Guide her to my parents arms...sigh!!!!!!
Amen...
Night all.
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 1:46 PM UTC
whenever i'm around her
i just shake in the knees
she's so cute
gah, why does she have to be so cute
whenever i'm around her
i just want to fall to the ground
gripping my chest
screaming
"it's not fair, why are you so cute"
you see i do stupid things like that
whenever i'm around you
i say ultra dumb things
it's become predictable
it's become annoying.
but she puts up with me
and she smiles
wow what a cute smile
i could spend all day
drawing her smile
her love would just **** me
Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 1:18 AM UTC