whenever i'm around her
i just shake in the knees
she's so cute
gah, why does she have to be so cute
whenever i'm around her
i just want to fall to the ground
gripping my chest
screaming
"it's not fair, why are you so cute"
you see i do stupid things like that
whenever i'm around you
i say ultra dumb things
it's become predictable
it's become annoying.
but she puts up with me
and she smiles
wow what a cute smile
i could spend all day
drawing her smile
her love would just **** me

i just want to live in a small little cottage
in alaska
studying giant squid and sharks
with three dogs.
a husky, a samoyed and a great pyreneese.
and a beautiful little girl, named valerie.
valerie is my dream, she's one of the reasons i'm excited to have kids.
she's going to be great, i can just tell.
i already love her.
but i don't want her to grow up to resent me
all kids end up hating their parents
and moving to some obscure place
like alaska.
please, valerie. don't hate me.
i will love you unconditionally.
no one's going to hurt my baby girl
please, baby, i promise you
you can tell me whatever.
i won't judge you.
you can be queer, trans, whatever.
i'll call you vladimir if you want.
anything, you can be anything.
i'll love you forever.
please
valerie
please come soon.

well i do,
and it's sad.
guys treat girls like ****.
just to get in bed with them
guys will blame women for everything that happens to them
but it's never the guys fault
oh no
he was provoked
by her clothing
she was inebriated, so i thought that gave me licence to have my way with her!
why is it whenever a guy is sexually assaulted
you don't hear about the clothing he wore
or about how much alcohol was in his system
it's just a
"you're such a strong brave soul, god bless you"
why is it people treat women like ****
why?
it's dumb.
i get really ******, about all of it.
i get really ****** that people assume i'm gay, because i won't holler at women and make them extremely uncomfortable
i just wan't to be courteous, why is that considered homosexual?
why is being homosexual a bad thing?
why is it i'm held to a certain type of stereotype
why are women held against even more stereotypes?
that's horrible.

you are my motivation, for everything.
the reason i begged so hard
to move back home
even though this move wasn't too terrible
was you.
you don't like me, that's fine
i don't mind it.
i just want you to be in my life.
doesn't matter if we're just friends, or whatever the **** we call it.
i love you.
i love you i love you i love you.
i hope you know i do
and i always will
i
love
you.

it comes naturally to me
i don't know why
i like the way it rolls off my tongue
the taste it leaves on my mouth
after it's been said.
sometime's i'll just say it out of nowhere
it makes sense to me.
it's as simple as breathing
and just as necessary too.