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"correlated" poems
Deep down in the inhospitable gloom Monterey Canyon welcomes an expectant mother Unnoticed in the distance a whirring sound and two parallel laser beams Miss Cellania finds a nook That instinct suggests is right A place to nest and brood A place to guard and wait 1.4 kilometers up a research institute Guided the unmanned submarine Correlated masses of data Stared at live video feed A unique event unfolded Capturing such a moment in this dark abyss Clinging to a vertical rock Her precious babies waiting to hatch Her final duty to Wait Wait Wait Wait Wait Protect from predators and the icy cold And so she began the Inky black wait Detached Alone The research crew returned later that year Miss Cellania dutifully kept her vigil They returned again month after month Still she stubbornly stuck to the task in hand The months turned to years And still she protected her unhatched young Clung to the same vertical spot With nothing to eat Alert, defensive Motherly Patiently waiting Wasting away Waiting Waiting Untill F i f t y t h r e e m o n t h s l a t e r Four and a half years Finally her wait ended With a flurry of independent life Then death.
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Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 5:17 PM UTC
Miss Cellania - Mother Octopus
In grammar, a correlative is a word that is paired with another word with which it functions to perform a single function but from which it is separated in the sentence. In English, examples of correlative pairs are both–and, either–or, neither–nor, the–the ("the more the better"), so–that ("it ate so much food that it burst"), and if–then. Correlative ----------- the word intrigues, not for its functionality, but for its relativity we are neither relatives, blood connected, nor are we correlated, in fact, quite the opposite! my love for you, from afar, if not, then, not at all you say never, and I say, even better! causing you're confessing, we are special together, the more, the better, our relationship contains a scriptural clause elemental, an unconditional correlative, for every for e v e r you never utter ……
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Sep 18, 2025
Sep 18, 2025 at 2:39 PM UTC
correlative love
If the Sacred Fire of Vesta went out, it meant one of two things:              meant 1. Rome was in danger;                                                   meant 2. A Vestal ****** a guardian of the flame, was having ***   Chastity                                      and                                       fire are two attributes that are directly correlated.  If one is lost, the other will follow.  Trust me.  This is fact:                                                                                  only ****** women                                                                                    can be celebrated. The ****** Mary,                                 the ****** goddesses,                                                                        the way **** was seen as a crime                                                                    against the father, not the daughter:                             women                               must                             remain                               pure.   Do not eat the pomegranate seeds, do not touch the fruit of knowledge.  A                                                                        statue of a young boy                                                                            holding an apple                                                does not hold                                         the same connotation as a woman holding an apple.  Offering it to a man who could have refused.  Getting blamed for the fall from Eden.                              A woman with a snake draped around her body is not Eve, is Lilith, but it’s close enough.  They are both to blame for all the evils of the world, so what does it really matter anyway?  Women are more susceptible to wavering in their faith in God, to worshipping the devil, to practicing witchcraft—             The flames are out.  Rome is not safe.  A ****** is buried             alive for her sin.  Lilith is slaughtering women in childbirth.               Babies  are  dying.   A  man  is  celebrated  for  his  multiple             lovers.   ****  shaming  in  79  AD.    The  beds   in   Pompeii             brothels are made of stone.   St.  Cecilia  is  face  down in the             dirt.   Women on the same level as slaves,  if not lower.  The                                      goddess Vesta as a housewife.
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Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 10:47 AM UTC
If a Woman Took Us Out of Paradise, A Woman Will Take Us to the Gates of Hell, Too
If the Sacred Fire of Vesta went out, it meant one of two things:              meant 1. Rome was in danger;                                                   meant 2. A Vestal ****** a guardian of the flame, was having ***   Chastity                                      and                                       fire are two attributes that are directly correlated.  If one is lost, the other will follow.  Trust me.  This is fact:                                                                                  only ****** women                                                                                    can be celebrated. The ****** Mary,                                 the ****** goddesses,                                                                        the way **** was seen as a crime                                                                    against the father, not the daughter:                             women                               must                             remain                               pure.   Do not eat the pomegranate seeds, do not touch the fruit of knowledge.  A                                                                        statue of a young boy                                                                            holding an apple                                                does not hold                                         the same connotation as a woman holding an apple.  Offering it to a man who could have refused.  Getting blamed for the fall from Eden.                              A woman with a snake draped around her body is not Eve, is Lilith, but it’s close enough.  They are both to blame for all the evils of the world, so what does it really matter anyway?  Women are more susceptible to wavering in their faith in God, to worshipping the devil, to practicing witchcraft—             The flames are out.  Rome is not safe.  A ****** is buried             alive for her sin.  Lilith is slaughtering women in childbirth.               Babies  are  dying.   A  man  is  celebrated  for  his  multiple             lovers.   ****  shaming  in  79  AD.    The  beds   in   Pompeii             brothels are made of stone.   St.  Cecilia  is  face  down in the             dirt.   Women on the same level as slaves,  if not lower.  The                                      goddess Vesta as a housewife.
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“Put pressure on it, it needs more pressure” Holding your wounds shut That senseless force is what took you away Pressure- to be... whilst not desiring to be You saw the clouds moving in greyscale I saw the hills below scattered in shades of green, Cavernous, shadowed, cryptic, familiar- We were advised to go as the crow flies I cried to a nameless God that your crow’s feet Were from insurmountable happiness, not the pressures endured I’ve forgotten much since the storm some-178 weeks ago Though my body remembers yours over and over again My skin has yours imprinted, correlated Forged into one point on the axis between here and there You the X, I the Y The Earth crept between the crevices, curling Through the distance between the Right radius and ulna Elbows breaking knuckles, blood remains to be spilt Blood doesn’t connect, if anything it merely separates Scarecrows don’t help much when the crops won’t grow this year Ants crawled out of the barrel of a shotgun Observing the process of cleaning bones after tragedy Follow the moss to find your way North with no direction- Sometimes on the other side it’s not greener, It’s more terrifying than ever before Terrain untouched, unspoiled, sacred- Climb up the trees with me, find your quiet We won’t carve our names but we’ll find our niche You’ll have quills and I’ll have armor Not even the thought of stolen arrows, Lost time through distance, Or perhaps a slew of chemical imbalances Can reach us up here I chose to glue your pieces back together with mud and straw Taken from the fallen, the loved and now distant memories You may be an abandoned military base offshore What was once used by many- Witnesses life again, life of a different kind The vegetation will ease its way into the cracks Constructed when the foundation began to decay It has a beauty of its own, one of self-sustainment An everlasting beauty that connects itself To the surrounding extravagance, often times ignored, Death isn’t the only way to be forged into nature, remembered Fear doesn’t always win, nor death do us part so soon I hope your skin and bones remember before the end
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Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 1:34 AM UTC
The Fields Spoke of Futility
“Put pressure on it, it needs more pressure” Holding your wounds shut That senseless force is what took you away Pressure- to be... whilst not desiring to be You saw the clouds moving in greyscale I saw the hills below scattered in shades of green, Cavernous, shadowed, cryptic, familiar- We were advised to go as the crow flies I cried to a nameless God that your crow’s feet Were from insurmountable happiness, not the pressures endured I’ve forgotten much since the storm some-178 weeks ago Though my body remembers yours over and over again My skin has yours imprinted, correlated Forged into one point on the axis between here and there You the X, I the Y The Earth crept between the crevices, curling Through the distance between the Right radius and ulna Elbows breaking knuckles, blood remains to be spilt Blood doesn’t connect, if anything it merely separates Scarecrows don’t help much when the crops won’t grow this year Ants crawled out of the barrel of a shotgun Observing the process of cleaning bones after tragedy Follow the moss to find your way North with no direction- Sometimes on the other side it’s not greener, It’s more terrifying than ever before Terrain untouched, unspoiled, sacred- Climb up the trees with me, find your quiet We won’t carve our names but we’ll find our niche You’ll have quills and I’ll have armor Not even the thought of stolen arrows, Lost time through distance, Or perhaps a slew of chemical imbalances Can reach us up here I chose to glue your pieces back together with mud and straw Taken from the fallen, the loved and now distant memories You may be an abandoned military base offshore What was once used by many- Witnesses life again, life of a different kind The vegetation will ease its way into the cracks Constructed when the foundation began to decay It has a beauty of its own, one of self-sustainment An everlasting beauty that connects itself To the surrounding extravagance, often times ignored, Death isn’t the only way to be forged into nature, remembered Fear doesn’t always win, nor death do us part so soon I hope your skin and bones remember before the end
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<•> Good Acts are like Good Poems *"Good acts are like good poems. One may easily get their drift, but they are not rationally understood"* Albert  Einstein Ach, mein guter Kumpel! Ach, mein bester Freund! how could I not have known, the syncopation, the synchronization, between what I write, and the impetuous impetus within, that caustic sense that burns words from my chest directly onto the paper are more than correlated, even causation-ally related after all, you, naturally, the master of relativity but you know me Al,^ I, the quibbler from  NYC* have to have a slightly different take, in my gemeinschaft city of eight million strangers, we always must have eight million and one opinions true dat, when I am on the fifth or sixth stanza, realizing got no clue what the poem is rambling about, but it sounds so good, lovely, pretty words, why ***** it up with scientific rationality? but good acts are easy, uber understood, rationally we live to survive and do what we to make the species survive, common sense triumphs, disguised as sacrifice, forgetting to roll the dice, doing what comes like a good poem, and what needs doing or writing is so intuitively obvious, just love poetry, a global necessity so check out Houston in two thousand and seventeen here's hoping life in heaven ain't boring   know that you've seen, peeked, peaked, at the theory of everything, resolving the contradictions between general laws of physics and those pesky tiny quantum mechanicals, even solving that 'other' equation GA = GP
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Sep 5, 2017
Sep 5, 2017 at 6:53 PM UTC
Good Acts are like Good Poems (for poets and physicists)
<•> Good Acts are like Good Poems *"Good acts are like good poems. One may easily get their drift, but they are not rationally understood"* Albert  Einstein Ach, mein guter Kumpel! Ach, mein bester Freund! how could I not have known, the syncopation, the synchronization, between what I write, and the impetuous impetus within, that caustic sense that burns words from my chest directly onto the paper are more than correlated, even causation-ally related after all, you, naturally, the master of relativity but you know me Al,^ I, the quibbler from  NYC* have to have a slightly different take, in my gemeinschaft city of eight million strangers, we always must have eight million and one opinions true dat, when I am on the fifth or sixth stanza, realizing got no clue what the poem is rambling about, but it sounds so good, lovely, pretty words, why ***** it up with scientific rationality? but good acts are easy, uber understood, rationally we live to survive and do what we to make the species survive, common sense triumphs, disguised as sacrifice, forgetting to roll the dice, doing what comes like a good poem, and what needs doing or writing is so intuitively obvious, just love poetry, a global necessity so check out Houston in two thousand and seventeen here's hoping life in heaven ain't boring   know that you've seen, peeked, peaked, at the theory of everything, resolving the contradictions between general laws of physics and those pesky tiny quantum mechanicals, even solving that 'other' equation GA = GP
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I wrote this in the dark. Because the last poem stripped from the book binding and ripped from my chest was not valued at the utility company's worth; a two-hundred dollar bill is not easily disbursed when each poem nets zero cents per word. A candlestick will dematerialize faster than a wax seal on parchment - one that establishes the epoch of Civil Rights - this is a correlated falsehood of fixed rents in a gentrified neighborhood. The plus-side of ******* the poor to cater to the wealthy is that when the new occupants move in, and the stainless steel refrigerator is moved in, the empty box is placed at the curb, and with the right imagination it can easily become a home for two.
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Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
Some Common Cents
You blew dust in eyes so I couldn't see what I was doing the mistakes I was making you were pulling the strings and my movements correlated I was following the choreography you scripted I didn't realise the life I wasn't living until you let go of those strings and I collapsed I was the puppet you were puppeteering
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Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 7:56 AM UTC
Puppeteer
Exists All the time Everywhere Maybe not in your mind All the time. It strikes at unprecedented moments and it hurts as if sand paper was rubbing against your lungs You are deeply hurt and shut your brain off temporarily your mouth may not be correlated with the nervous system. You say things you will regret. The overwhelming feeling of not being good enough washes over you, your life, your existence like an enormous wave eroding away a mountain of self-esteem that took you so long to accumulate.
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May 24, 2012
May 24, 2012 at 9:49 PM UTC
Jealousy
Beautiful women and beautiful girls, Your hips were made to rule the world To knock it off center with one switch in your step The power you possess many people forget Including yourself, other women and too many times men We build ourselves up, they try to break us down again I just got one question for them: What happened to chivalry? To women of the 21st century You were their heart always worn on their sleeve And a man that cheated but he didn't leave To many young girls you were nothing more Than a broken frame on a kitchen floor Mixed with their mothers tears Because that's the only form that their fathers appeared... Tear down the walls that make your word night And look to the sun and make darkness into light All you need in your life is a beautiful smile Only to know that you're worthwhile You're so much more than your *** and your ******* You are defined by your intellect You are not the measurements that lyricists impose You are not correlated with the amount of skin you show. But rather when you show what you know. Beautiful Women and Beautiful Girls Your hips are made to rule the world. Challenge the world with your beautiful mind Words of wisdom as numerous as stars that shine.
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Jul 19, 2011
Jul 19, 2011 at 6:47 PM UTC
Beautiful Women, Beautiful Girls
you serenaded a soul with words my ears have never comprehended, overused the concept of love, wringing the word out until it was left dry, there was a hope in me that the author in you would display himself for me as well, that your stanzas correlated to the feeling between us. i was searching for the words in your mouth, my hands sinking in like a dentist on a mission, hoping to pry out the sudden surprise of a few letters from between your teeth, something to make me feel like there were still things to discovered, that you were not going to be like the others, but everything fit wrong, like when i had not worn my retainer in a week.
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May 24, 2017
May 24, 2017 at 12:15 AM UTC
teeth
I hate you, I feel more passion with these, then the other word. With the same amount of letters. The same amount of ink to write down. They are closely correlated. Just from different spectrums. I want you to show me how much you hate me. Push my body and take control. Fire up my burning passion of the world. I love you Like sun rises and falls, Without a fail, alive every morning. The sight is short lived. And almost always ignored. The beauties never last for long. Kisses the clouds hello. Then disappears to the night. But fears, if the passion will return. As long as the earth is still round, The sky will be lit at dawn. Maybe that's why I feel more when the words slip out. You tell me that I don't. That I couldn't possibly hate you. But if I hate you, then I guess I love you too.
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Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 9:21 AM UTC
Best of both worlds.
Would you still love me if I wasn’t classed as “more to love”? If I wouldn’t count as “plus-size”, If I didn’t have to shift through racks of clothes looking for the ones labelled “L”? If there was no softness to me, if the curves of my hips were interrupted by bones jutting out, if I was angular enough for you to cut yourself on, if I was thin enough to be pretty? Would you still love me if you knew that every chip you fed to me, every chocolate you bought for me, everything you ever saw me eat was being written down and calculated? Would you still love me if every time you heard the shower running, you’d know that I’d weighed myself just before getting in every single time? Would you still love me if you walked in on me clawing at the back of my own throat in a desperate attempt to bring up everything but the conversation about how I wasn’t eating right? If my skin got worse, If you could taste how hungry I was every time you kissed me, If the only way to hold me was catching me off-guard, If when you pulled me on top of you, I immediately stood up because I knew I was too heavy for your fragile hands and perfect ribs? Would you still love me if you’d have been the one to hear “She can’t have an eating disorder, people with eating disorders aren’t fat”? If at every meal you’d become acutely aware that my father’s side of the family was watching me eat, just to see if I was, If I went from hearing “Wow, you look great, you’ve lost so much weight now” to “Oh my God, are you sick?”, If I was still fourteen and thought that the numbers on that scale were directly correlated with how happy I could be? Would you still love me if you knew me at fifteen?
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Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 6:07 AM UTC
Eat
Would you still love me if I wasn’t classed as “more to love”? If I wouldn’t count as “plus-size”, If I didn’t have to shift through racks of clothes looking for the ones labelled “L”? If there was no softness to me, if the curves of my hips were interrupted by bones jutting out, if I was angular enough for you to cut yourself on, if I was thin enough to be pretty? Would you still love me if you knew that every chip you fed to me, every chocolate you bought for me, everything you ever saw me eat was being written down and calculated? Would you still love me if every time you heard the shower running, you’d know that I’d weighed myself just before getting in every single time? Would you still love me if you walked in on me clawing at the back of my own throat in a desperate attempt to bring up everything but the conversation about how I wasn’t eating right? If my skin got worse, If you could taste how hungry I was every time you kissed me, If the only way to hold me was catching me off-guard, If when you pulled me on top of you, I immediately stood up because I knew I was too heavy for your fragile hands and perfect ribs? Would you still love me if you’d have been the one to hear “She can’t have an eating disorder, people with eating disorders aren’t fat”? If at every meal you’d become acutely aware that my father’s side of the family was watching me eat, just to see if I was, If I went from hearing “Wow, you look great, you’ve lost so much weight now” to “Oh my God, are you sick?”, If I was still fourteen and thought that the numbers on that scale were directly correlated with how happy I could be? Would you still love me if you knew me at fifteen?
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James, you make my eyebrows feel so heavy. To think: if I never find the one and one make too many empty glasses were broken in the mud- dled my words when she asked for the time for bed – All during my morning constitutional. Take your ***** on the Mount and your Sin of the Farter Because I know there’s nothing behind the artist except falling towers and furniture-sellers. But can the deaf still listen? Or should I care what’s inside a box I can never open? And how many carriages will follow my coffin And who will be my wormeaten neighbors And which tongue will be employed to engrave the epitaph And topped by what symbol or none?   In the beginning the first two words began to breed And each generation issued reduplication Evolving vestigial verbiage and new punctuation All the way down to a young Poet-Hero-Creator: Use illusory contours to paint the gravity between heavenly bodies, and use The shared human experience of multistable perception to imply the gestalt of Dublin (and be sure to use that German term). We are the artificers of meaning.   Item: the location of the key. Cat: things I should be thinking about but am not. Item: the *** organs of strangers and acquaintances. Category: things I should not be thinking about but am. Item: the autobiographical component of Shakespeare’s later works. Cat: things I need you to know that I think about. Item: the possibility that my presence is not nearly as commanding as I’d formerly assumed. Item: the increasing inebriatory similarities between myself and my father. Item: the fear of losing my memory of Mother’s face, as directly correlated to the expanding passage of time. Cat: things I need you to think I don’t think about, at all.   Picture a symphony. Hold the moment when the lights first fall and the cacophony of tuning Floods into a single, synthesized vibrating tone. After the silence and before the song. Write what you hear. Write the chords in semiotic rhyme; transcribe harmony as memory: Sing lived and unlived love and stride through on inkblot feet. Now add the missing notes.
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May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 9:52 PM UTC
Rereading Ulysses
James, you make my eyebrows feel so heavy. To think: if I never find the one and one make too many empty glasses were broken in the mud- dled my words when she asked for the time for bed – All during my morning constitutional. Take your ***** on the Mount and your Sin of the Farter Because I know there’s nothing behind the artist except falling towers and furniture-sellers. But can the deaf still listen? Or should I care what’s inside a box I can never open? And how many carriages will follow my coffin And who will be my wormeaten neighbors And which tongue will be employed to engrave the epitaph And topped by what symbol or none?   In the beginning the first two words began to breed And each generation issued reduplication Evolving vestigial verbiage and new punctuation All the way down to a young Poet-Hero-Creator: Use illusory contours to paint the gravity between heavenly bodies, and use The shared human experience of multistable perception to imply the gestalt of Dublin (and be sure to use that German term). We are the artificers of meaning.   Item: the location of the key. Cat: things I should be thinking about but am not. Item: the *** organs of strangers and acquaintances. Category: things I should not be thinking about but am. Item: the autobiographical component of Shakespeare’s later works. Cat: things I need you to know that I think about. Item: the possibility that my presence is not nearly as commanding as I’d formerly assumed. Item: the increasing inebriatory similarities between myself and my father. Item: the fear of losing my memory of Mother’s face, as directly correlated to the expanding passage of time. Cat: things I need you to think I don’t think about, at all.   Picture a symphony. Hold the moment when the lights first fall and the cacophony of tuning Floods into a single, synthesized vibrating tone. After the silence and before the song. Write what you hear. Write the chords in semiotic rhyme; transcribe harmony as memory: Sing lived and unlived love and stride through on inkblot feet. Now add the missing notes.
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An empty page. The insufferable debate. An infernal task? The everlasting trait? A blank check? A clean slate? The inkwell pond.  Pen and nib. Rod and bait. Over-caffeinated. Under-appreciated. Anger encapsulated by the shortness of my replies. I'm exasperated by the amount of attempts and all the tries. Code Scrambled. Wires crossed. Software and hardware not integrated. Emotions and objects being wrongly correlated. Places and faces being traded. Thoughts and feelings segregated. Process of progress imitated. Utterly inundated. Brain cells being immolated So that my mind and my soul can become assimilated.   Self-worth: Underestimated. These points are not to be debated. Swoon confused with brood. A smiling clown dances around the center ring. Inside he's centering his self around the latitude and longitude of The highest hilltops of Mt. Pisspoorattitude. Without the slightest shred of gratitude towards any good deed done for him past the 5 minutes of thank you that he spouts off at the peak of the mountain. If at first you don't succeed, just cry and cry again. The concept rocket pulls the cap off the the pen sprocket Ink spews everywhere. A shiny black geyser erupts from the rig. Men shouting back and forth to one another. There's no way to contain it. We've sprung a leak, the oil is in our water. The oil is our blood. Erasing, no, smearing. No control. No Z's either. Analog fuck-ups. Chasing my tail, driving the same circuit. Racing as Yoshi with a broken control stick I've had a hell of a time on Uncle Sam's dime. I disappeared behind the words written on my mirror long ago. Am I a wreck or is this the requiem of my dreams?
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Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 8:32 AM UTC
Line A Day 2
An empty page. The insufferable debate. An infernal task? The everlasting trait? A blank check? A clean slate? The inkwell pond.  Pen and nib. Rod and bait. Over-caffeinated. Under-appreciated. Anger encapsulated by the shortness of my replies. I'm exasperated by the amount of attempts and all the tries. Code Scrambled. Wires crossed. Software and hardware not integrated. Emotions and objects being wrongly correlated. Places and faces being traded. Thoughts and feelings segregated. Process of progress imitated. Utterly inundated. Brain cells being immolated So that my mind and my soul can become assimilated.   Self-worth: Underestimated. These points are not to be debated. Swoon confused with brood. A smiling clown dances around the center ring. Inside he's centering his self around the latitude and longitude of The highest hilltops of Mt. Pisspoorattitude. Without the slightest shred of gratitude towards any good deed done for him past the 5 minutes of thank you that he spouts off at the peak of the mountain. If at first you don't succeed, just cry and cry again. The concept rocket pulls the cap off the the pen sprocket Ink spews everywhere. A shiny black geyser erupts from the rig. Men shouting back and forth to one another. There's no way to contain it. We've sprung a leak, the oil is in our water. The oil is our blood. Erasing, no, smearing. No control. No Z's either. Analog fuck-ups. Chasing my tail, driving the same circuit. Racing as Yoshi with a broken control stick I've had a hell of a time on Uncle Sam's dime. I disappeared behind the words written on my mirror long ago. Am I a wreck or is this the requiem of my dreams?
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I am an accumulation of stories, An amalgamation of myself and others, Shared experiences lessening cultural differences, Secrets and fears; My own and those I hold near. Joy and Sorrow; What I say today may not hold true Tomorrow, I am not constant I am ever-changing, Adjusting, evolving, ameliorating, Tomorrow, I am the people I met Today And part of the person I left behind Yesterday What I am is Who I am, A correlated concept, every day an elevated stand.
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Dec 11, 2012
Dec 11, 2012 at 6:05 PM UTC
The Storyteller
Idiosyncrasies. Convincing oneself that two very uncorrelated happenings, phenomenons, even, are correlated. See, like the dry skin around my mouth appeared the day we met. It lasted throughout the summer and is clearing up, now. Now that we are all clear. Or, perhaps, there's been a mind-fog face-fog correlation sans romantic relationship. In that case, I've been blind. Blind as a bat. I mis-read, mistook, misinterpreted my own dry skin. It's almost like, at least it can be compared to the time when I went to the Urgent Care because there was a rash on my back and the doctor said it was shingles. In some of the same breaths he also mentioned that usually only old people get it. And, he said, he said people who are stressed, too. And I said, "but I'm not stressed." And then I thought, am I?
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Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC
Dermatology Wake-Up Calls
It is not to think, as much as to shape this process i have made of silence. Hush now. It can never be okay, and the illusion is in your need to relate, because you correlated once, but it will never be the same. It is chasing dragons for the same fate that you strayed from. Its rubber bands, and band-aids for the game. Check mate. Check your mates for tics. It is whats inside that itches for escape. It is the day to day lies displayed from your hate. Its whatever the **** you place your mind in. Be this way, go that way, get out of the way, just stay .. Right there In yesterday, but i am late, and dreaming of the place i belong. If seeing is believing than it shouldn't be too long. Visualizing the realizing of what wouldn't have gone over so well, before the crash that befell my Orwellian signal from a well, wished for a hell dismissed in simple mindedness. I am still unsure if it is a death wish, or a romantic kiss in the darkness, i inflict, as its burnt out of moonlit dominance in a prominence that smashed on the hull of my ship, full of not giving a **** as the light shifts around my presence. My open hand is out but the other grips the severance package, of the stacking junk mail. Dispel the formal, and embrace your former self, in unblinded wealth, accepting what you always felt, for the first time. It is all ******* gone, and its mine. All mine. Standing on the corpses of my kind, i cry.. In happiness. Its nothing. I am one of many. Gone.
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Mar 3, 2013
Mar 3, 2013 at 9:04 AM UTC
Its n0thing
Dear good friend, Perhaps acquaintance. To the masses we pass on a daily basis, The worn out souls and weary faces Painted in towers of glass. Ladies and Gentlemen, Distinguished guests. To those indisposed By inexorable quests. To the ones that were left To search for what was right Till there was nothing left But memories of light Blindfolds applied at night. To the torn shoes, Blistered feet. The poverty we choose to greet. It is pain, vain, Somewhat plain to mention That conversation's become outdated. Sedated, restrained and correlated To the denizens of a distant past. We pass the world in silence. Ignoring blatant acts of violence Then claim that it is art.
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Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 6:45 PM UTC
To Whom It May Concern
"try a few more," i encourage i’m doing a breathing exercise with a young multiple GSW "you ain’t no doctor and i’ll stop when i wanna ******* stop" an amiable attitude directly correlated with multiple GSW
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May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 5:18 AM UTC
Multiple GSW (gunshot wounds)
I forgot how it felt to be hungry How your bones rack for crumbs on the bottom of your heart My bones feel like brittle; ready to break at a gush of wind But Brittle is candy Candy is a sweet delicacy of whom people like me refuse to have Candy is what I believe I can be Only if I change into one of those target plastic models Perfect and pristine, standing as if they are mocking me Making fun of my creatures in the dark And my not-so-ideal summer body I just want a summer body I want to see what other people see in me I want to be all that I could be if I was pretty So I start dropping things off of my menu, drop by drop First a side dish, then my sugary drink That drink should go to hell for how much weight it makes me gain I reach down my throat until my regrets come back up Reminding me I cannot be pretty the way other girls get to be Ducking to the restroom after a meal Anxiety overwhelming every ounce of me as soon as I eat There is beauty in pain, right? Or beauty is pain? Either way, they are correlated That is good enough to allow me to turn myself in who I want to be I was over this, I thought I was over being hungry But then a man stared at me while I was walking to Walgreens I do this to be beautiful for just a moment But I also do this to disappear Don’t look at me like that flesh of meat that day on that broken night I want it to go away even if it means my bones shake on a sunny day Even if my soul weeps at night Even if my friends pick up on what’s wrong Oh, please don’t pick up on what’s wrong Can’t you see what you’re doing to me? Let me be in control of my body Watch me clatter to the floor and please don’t help me Let me shake and quake Watch me wear a heavy sweater and get out of breath walking Let me substitute food for sweet vapor in my lungs oooh it tastes sweet like brittle Let me disappear Please just let me disappear.
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Feb 27, 2020
Feb 27, 2020 at 11:46 AM UTC
Brittle like candy
I forgot how it felt to be hungry How your bones rack for crumbs on the bottom of your heart My bones feel like brittle; ready to break at a gush of wind But Brittle is candy Candy is a sweet delicacy of whom people like me refuse to have Candy is what I believe I can be Only if I change into one of those target plastic models Perfect and pristine, standing as if they are mocking me Making fun of my creatures in the dark And my not-so-ideal summer body I just want a summer body I want to see what other people see in me I want to be all that I could be if I was pretty So I start dropping things off of my menu, drop by drop First a side dish, then my sugary drink That drink should go to hell for how much weight it makes me gain I reach down my throat until my regrets come back up Reminding me I cannot be pretty the way other girls get to be Ducking to the restroom after a meal Anxiety overwhelming every ounce of me as soon as I eat There is beauty in pain, right? Or beauty is pain? Either way, they are correlated That is good enough to allow me to turn myself in who I want to be I was over this, I thought I was over being hungry But then a man stared at me while I was walking to Walgreens I do this to be beautiful for just a moment But I also do this to disappear Don’t look at me like that flesh of meat that day on that broken night I want it to go away even if it means my bones shake on a sunny day Even if my soul weeps at night Even if my friends pick up on what’s wrong Oh, please don’t pick up on what’s wrong Can’t you see what you’re doing to me? Let me be in control of my body Watch me clatter to the floor and please don’t help me Let me shake and quake Watch me wear a heavy sweater and get out of breath walking Let me substitute food for sweet vapor in my lungs oooh it tastes sweet like brittle Let me disappear Please just let me disappear.
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I know there are others,                                                                                                                  Like me                          They are there, searching for each other (and themselves),                                                                                                                 Like me                                                       I know they are slowly learning the truth                                                                  That, like me, they are not like you                                                                                                                       You                                                                                                 Are you like me?                                                                                  Maybe not, or maybe yes                                                 Maybe, you’d like me, because I am like you                                                                                       But perhaps you aren’t                                                                                  Maybe, you aren’t like me                                                                                    And that’s okay too, you                                                                                              You are not like me                                                                                    And you are everywhere                                                     And its just like me, to want to be like you                                                                                     You want to be different                                                                               Unlike me, I want the norm                                                                                 I want to be common...but                                                            If you were like me and I was like you                                                   You’d want to be me and I’d want to be you And, like you, I’d be connected With the world, related I’d be like you, associated With the world, correlated Like you...I want to be “different” No,weird.....”Unique”? Like you, I’d want to be “special” But isn’t that just odd?                                                       You know what                                                         Let’s just stop                                                         Tiring, isn’t it                                                       Confusing, silly                                              Foolish, completely idiotic                                                     Midway, Let’s end                                                          Let’s just be                                                         You and me
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Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 9:55 PM UTC
Opposites
I know there are others,                                                                                                                  Like me                          They are there, searching for each other (and themselves),                                                                                                                 Like me                                                       I know they are slowly learning the truth                                                                  That, like me, they are not like you                                                                                                                       You                                                                                                 Are you like me?                                                                                  Maybe not, or maybe yes                                                 Maybe, you’d like me, because I am like you                                                                                       But perhaps you aren’t                                                                                  Maybe, you aren’t like me                                                                                    And that’s okay too, you                                                                                              You are not like me                                                                                    And you are everywhere                                                     And its just like me, to want to be like you                                                                                     You want to be different                                                                               Unlike me, I want the norm                                                                                 I want to be common...but                                                            If you were like me and I was like you                                                   You’d want to be me and I’d want to be you And, like you, I’d be connected With the world, related I’d be like you, associated With the world, correlated Like you...I want to be “different” No,weird.....”Unique”? Like you, I’d want to be “special” But isn’t that just odd?                                                       You know what                                                         Let’s just stop                                                         Tiring, isn’t it                                                       Confusing, silly                                              Foolish, completely idiotic                                                     Midway, Let’s end                                                          Let’s just be                                                         You and me
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If my mood is directly correlated to the weather, and you are a man made in the likeness of a long winter, how did we ever plan for this to unfold neatly? As the sun comes back to me, you retreat to the corner of my closet, tucked behind downy coats and borrowed sweaters.
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May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 2:39 PM UTC
May
, and so weather patterns are not correlated with (mis)trust because there is collusion. V. Conlusions: Any meaningful exclusion will compensate restitution. Material, though, wears thin as your heart wears my skin like your favorite shadow. Plants don't operate like this because they have common sense.
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Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 4:39 PM UTC
transition
did i ever tell you, your eyes tasted like my mocha coffee on an early friday morning? drizzled with anticipation and dousing me with caffeine, i needed you, to wake up. i needed you to wake up. (you didn't) caramel was your favorite flavor and well, I grew to like it too. (I always did but… more) your eye lashes were longer than mine and i was jealous i adored watching you blink i remember noticing that the more passion within your voice, the more it correlated with your wide eyes, that was so human. so real. did i ever tell you, your lips accentuated every word you spoke and no matter what you said, it was pretty (more or less) i liked your teeth because you didn’t a secret hidden part of me hopes you’ll never get braces did i ever tell you, your hands were firecrackers, but familiar fire crackers. the ones i set off in my own backyard. it’s the twentieth day of the month and lord do i wish sixteen days ago i was sitting with you on the sand again, sipping my dark mocha drink awaiting the sparklers in the sky. (i think you were with her) see I told you, you came along with anticipation and i kind of liked that. but i grew to know you too well i’m growing to think that’s why leaving you was so inhumane, unreal, just downright painful you were my left arm. and no matter what i ever said to you, no matter how bruised, broken, damaging you were to me, cutting you off was not ideal. the after shock was worse. and if you ever have the opportunity to amputate your left arm, don’t. the things you need- you need for a reason. no, things don’t get easier with time the empty void just becomes a bit more manageable. i'm learning to manage passing your neighborhood without turning my head i'm learning to manage not opening your text messages (more importantly, to not emotionally react whatsoever) i’m learning to manage with a large part of me missing and, some days I still search for it in hidden parts of my house but i cant grow a new arm, or a new home, (see, things don’t work like that.)
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Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 12:00 AM UTC
i never told you
did i ever tell you, your eyes tasted like my mocha coffee on an early friday morning? drizzled with anticipation and dousing me with caffeine, i needed you, to wake up. i needed you to wake up. (you didn't) caramel was your favorite flavor and well, I grew to like it too. (I always did but… more) your eye lashes were longer than mine and i was jealous i adored watching you blink i remember noticing that the more passion within your voice, the more it correlated with your wide eyes, that was so human. so real. did i ever tell you, your lips accentuated every word you spoke and no matter what you said, it was pretty (more or less) i liked your teeth because you didn’t a secret hidden part of me hopes you’ll never get braces did i ever tell you, your hands were firecrackers, but familiar fire crackers. the ones i set off in my own backyard. it’s the twentieth day of the month and lord do i wish sixteen days ago i was sitting with you on the sand again, sipping my dark mocha drink awaiting the sparklers in the sky. (i think you were with her) see I told you, you came along with anticipation and i kind of liked that. but i grew to know you too well i’m growing to think that’s why leaving you was so inhumane, unreal, just downright painful you were my left arm. and no matter what i ever said to you, no matter how bruised, broken, damaging you were to me, cutting you off was not ideal. the after shock was worse. and if you ever have the opportunity to amputate your left arm, don’t. the things you need- you need for a reason. no, things don’t get easier with time the empty void just becomes a bit more manageable. i'm learning to manage passing your neighborhood without turning my head i'm learning to manage not opening your text messages (more importantly, to not emotionally react whatsoever) i’m learning to manage with a large part of me missing and, some days I still search for it in hidden parts of my house but i cant grow a new arm, or a new home, (see, things don’t work like that.)
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