I cannot reach the truth
it all a world of delusion
I can't find myself handle the truth
I am only living in the world of the proof
lost  and lonely that's the ugly truth

Look..! jum down to the river of dreams you may find my dream
Look it's shattered...! look it's hidden there ..!
Look That dream may  light one day , may emerge and become true...!
Then flourish and light my path pushing me to the stars' world ..
May it become true...? one day it will be ...because he believed in me

I love you
I Love the rain
The mist  
The clouds
The smell of soil

Love is malicious and melodious
A melody of happiness
A melody of sadness
Love brings happiness
love brings sadness
then brings madness  
Love is mad
Love is also Sad
Love is simply to love
Love is a poem
Out emotions are the rhyme
Love plays in our hearts
love sings its tragic song
we are the heros
Our hamartia is to love

Lack of luck
When I met you I thought you will broke this curse
But you become my eternal curse
I didn't believe in luck
But when I met I believed
Now, I discover that  The unlucky is me
that's what only can be lack of luck
I don't blame you, I only blame my choice

There is a grief above #me , a grave inside _me
Where is the true _me ?!
Inside the grave there is _me
A huge hollow Lives inside _me
Broken, maybe  that's  the real __me

Memories are harsh
They come at night
They hurt my heart  
I can't forget
she is in my heart  
always, forever
I'll never forget
she the missing part of my heart

A mixture between sadness and happiness occurs
Causing a  broking effect  right in the heart  
From that terrified past comes that feeling of being nothing but grief
Creating a shadow of darkness that lasts forever
memorised a sad tune in the head

Mum, your are my home and my town
Without you, life is nothing
Mum, one day, I'll do it for you
Lady, you're are gorgeous
The world is meaningful without you
You're are my everyday and everything
A day or a poem doesn't give you your values
You're are my everyday's celebration
You're are the moon lighting my path
You're the stars shining throughout the world
Darkness, what's darkness !
It means nothing when I see you !
My queen, one day, every thing will be for you!
Home , what's a home without you !
Mum, let the world mum for you !
Let the world knows that I love you

You was gold, now you're cold
You was fine , Now I want you to shine
You was a myth,  Now You nothing but a thief
You was great  like the  belief,  now you turned to be  a cursed disbelief

#totheonewhowasoncemy_belief!

In my dreams, you promised to stay with me
But, in reality you leave me three ...
Days !! Monthers !! Or Years ?? What was you plea...!
You may ask me now who is you
I will answer
Nature that's me !!
Sometimes I become a storm that will destroy you
Other times I became the sun that will light you
What about the rain and the snow !!!
They are inter me ... !
Now I am the moon shining for you
That what I can tell you
When it becomes wind I'll never forgive you like an earthquake I'll break you
The stars may save you they are my whole love for you...

Like the sun, like the moon I'm
Like the clouds, like the storms you are
Like the cold, like the snow you are
Like the lights, like the flowers I'm
Like the tear, like fear you are

The colour of the  sky
The smell of the see
I Love your Smile  

The winter
The raindrops
The cold  
You are my favourite season

I want to be with you
You're part of me
YET, I don't want to harm the other parts of me
my heart, my soul and my body
It's all not for me
Letting you go  won't harm me
It's not because I hate you
I hate to feel unwanted and rejected by you
Leave and let my live
I will live without my moon
YET, I get used to live in the darkness
stars will, one day,  light once again  for me

You was  a beautiful dream
Now, You become  a  horrible nightmare
You was a colourful image drawn in my mind
Now, You are a colourless image inside my head.
Red, the colour of love, vanished in the air
Black, the colour of death,  shades our dreams black
Making, therefore, our Curse
our beautiful memories hunt me every night
It was a yellow bless
Now, it becomes a dark curse
Shattering my heart every night

I write a poetry without words
I sing a song without lyrics
-wordless, speechless, breathless-
That little bird _
That nonsense
That depression_
It's the storm in her sweetest image
It's the Gale in her best mood
I can hear it the voice of pain
--depression who knows
--Sadness who says

After midnight, she starts thinking
She is wondering whether she is really fulfilling hers mission on earth or not!
What is the core of existing!
-Love,  hate,  then leaving-
she is obsessed by different feellings !
- fear,  love,  and hate -
She can't stop thinking about everything
-She is weirdos , -
Every idea takes a place on her own mind
After midnight , that idea starts poisoning her thoughts slowly
- like the moon  affecting us-
she stresses herself  asking about the real meaning of life.
As  for her , life becomes meaningless.

How can we turn Our darkest moments into brightness !
How can we make  our saddest feelings vanish and become happiness !
How can we survive and create our victory!
From her weakness she creates happiness
From her  stringless she become stronger
From her failure she invents hope
She is the survival of her great war with many fiascos

I only want to cry
I only want to die
I only want to say why
I only want to fly
I only want to try
I only want to draw
I only want to see you

I write nothing but pain
They said : insane
I write nothing but paint
They don't appreciate my paint
They saw it as a small crescent
But, It will turn into a full moon

Psyche has moods
Sometime happy, others  gloomy
Psyche  has moods
Sometimes wise,  other times  fool

psyche has moods
Sometimes, I wander
Others, I surrender

Psyche has moods
Sometime melancholic,
Others sanguine
Psyche has moods
sometimes  choleric,
Others phlegmatic

They become numbers
One
Two
Three
Maybe four
Maybe a little bit more
Hundred
Thousand
Maybe be more
They become numbers
Count from one  to three
They are not numbers
They have names
One wants to become a dentist
The other wants to free his country
They have names
They are not numbers

I wish I was a star,
Far in the sky,
I wish I was a moon,
I'm a  Selenophile

to leave or to die
it's you own way to say goodbye
If you was the one who stay
My life wouldn't be dry
you decided to be a beautiful shadow in the sky
Making it a wonderful place to stay

She wanted to smile 
Yet, she fell down  
A shooting star is coming down  
Generating madness in the heart of sadness 
Dawn in the Dawn  
A Broken bird  lies  alone,
in the agony of sadness and madness.

Someone push me to the light
I'm fluctuating between black and white
someone save me from this deadness
I'm in between emptiness and sadness

Such a sadness cuts my heart
Such a sorrow invaded my soul
Such a tears pours like a rain
Such a deep breath
Such a grief devivded my soul
Such a death in the heart
Shaped into the world
Such feelings blaze inside of me

Split between life and myth
Split between heart and hurt
Split between us
You live in dust ,but I am not

Don't cry, don't try, just fly
don't scream, just say I have a dream  yellow, and read  can chlorate to create out  sky
I wish that cocoon liberate his beautiful butterfly
Then, our spring  comes once again
shine, you're no longer mine

I feel  the pain  inside my brain 
Deeper than the sea  
Lager than the sky  
Wilder than the forest  
I feel the pain,  it makes me insane  





We are  nothing but broken ones

Whenever I see you , Sadness jumps up to my heart
wind and river come together this year
It's time to leave the winter
And live the spring
I thought you would be  a butterfly that day
Yet you was a storm.

Tell the moon  I need to shine_
Tell the birds  I need to fly
Tell the sun  I need to light
Tell the stars I need to  flash
Tell the the ocean I need to ripple
Tell the night I need to cloud
Tell the morn I need to rise
Tell the universe I need to be  infinite_