Remember when you found me dying, you pull me out of that hole.
You promise you will never leave me,  now I'm drowning again.
Its killing me with every breath.  
Where are you? I'm reaching out my hand.
Where have you've gone.
I feel you so far away from me, out of reach.  
I feel so far away for you  wondering when I lost you.
I feel your love near me but you are so far away.  
I don't want to live this life, remembering everything how it used to be.  
Seeing you like a memorie but not really having you here
Are you listening? Come back to me.
Only you know who I am.
I hear your voice but inside I'm lost. Can't find you
Wondering where did you go.
Why so far away?

What does the heart
Do to me, to you
Why does it hurt
If I lost you
When will it start
Thinking things we want to
Where's the place apart
This spaces between our hearts
Who can tell me
Who can tell you.

You take my breath away
As I  look deep in your eyes
Your broken and torn
Let me be glue put the pieces back together
i want be sun in your sky
Endless walks under the stars
The warmth of your hands
i can't turn back time
I can  hold you close never let go.
the feeling of hope flows threw my words
The idea of me and you  is something that can't  be forgot or explained
The sound of your voice sends echo  to my soul
I dream of this dream with in this  hope one day
be my shooting star in my sky

The lies leave hole in your soul
The way you look at the world in 2d
Blinds the image you can't  see
all i u care of is green
You are so lost  and can't  come back
I can't  hope but you won't  change
You will never understand me or  see good in me
I can't walk same path
I fall but i get back up
My heart  ready for sun
I leave negative behind
The words flow threw my soul
Which leave this story untold
We live for today but see the path still goes  on

What is between Dawn and Dusk?
What is the difference between hate and lust?
Why does the sun burn so bright?
Why do I question internal might?
Who is it I to decide my fate?
Who is it that confirms me late?
Where is the promise land?
Where can I grasp the creators hand?
When will my broken heart mend?
When will this pain end?

I look at today just as another day
I don't know the other half of me
The thoughts and lies what could of been
The years past by with not knowing
And I ask myself why
Being in world  wonder  what could of happened
I can t go back in time change  or see the path
I just wish i knew my other half of me
A man lost  my name is lie but my heart still goes on.

I don't know when,
I have fall for you.
I don't know how,
long I have love you,
I don't know what,
makes me attach to you.
I don't know why,
my heart beats for you.
I don't know where,
our future will bring us to.
But whatever reason it is,
All I know is I want you.

What do you do at the end of the day, when it's all said and done.
Do you walk around with your hands in your pockets?
Because that always makes me feel like such an idiot.
To think of all the things you could do with these hands
and yet you'd rather envelope them in a small hot confined area,
and waste whatever they could be doing.
To put something so useful where it can't be at any help to you.
At the end of the day,
when your lovers got parents to hang out with and not tell them about you, where do you go?
Do you go shopping with your best friend?
Because that seems like a waste
of what you just spent a whole week striving towards.
To throw hard earned money
that could be saved and set aside for greater purposes down the line,
on Lacey underwear and perfume. Underwear you buy to wear for your lover
who is busy elsewhere not thinking about you.
When you've worked and you've maintained adulthood and handled all your business,
do you go out drinking?
Do you take a shot a beer and a cigarette?
I just think to spend time only to not remember any of what you cashed it in for
might be a useless way to fill time.
In fact it's a perfect example of killing time.
And there's no need to be murderous just because you can't find better things to do.
When you go home,
what else is there?

Lost souls never make it home
They simply wonder for eternity

oh, violet,
where have you gone?
i miss you.
stars still enliven the shadowy night sky,
but those far-reaching streaks of lavender
escaped
the evening’s backdrop
before I could engrave them into my memory.
the snug, lilac comforter on my own bed
no longer a safe haven,
a rigid, metal cage,
trapping me within my midnight hallucinations.
eyes close over and over again,
yet i can’t find a way to escape
from the pale, mauve speckles
that dotted your brown eyes
whenever the moonlight shined down on them.
oh, violet,
where have you gone?
i miss you.
i followed your footsteps,
etched into the remains of my heart,
repaired so below par with the thinnest papier-mâchéu.
but they only led me to a solemn place
where no soul had ever set foot.
faultless, pallid fingertips
trace over deep, orchid indentations of your name,
carved heavily into the walls,
framing my hiding place,
wholly staining your acrid touch into yet another expanse of myself.
every last brush of skin on the hard plaster,
sent me searching, further and further away from you.
laying motionlessly,
overtaken by worn-down gusts of yesterday’s altitudes.
oh, violet,
where have you gone?
i miss you.
daybreak sun rises,
somber shades of purple escape from the horizon.
i haven’t slept a second,
for i fear the dark purple tint that lies behind my eyelids.
light pours through thin cracks of closet doors,
yet the illumination fails to cast shadows off your rigid silhouette .
oh, violet,
where have you gone?
i miss you.
i miss you.