The crashing of the waves
Reminds me of my head
Hitting the wall
After I've told myself
A million times
'I can't love you I can't love you'
And the wind
Slapping my face
Reminds me of how I felt
When I watched you walk away
For the last time
And it's your voice
Echoing along the cliff's edge
'Jump jump'.

perhaps i make
too many metaphors
about the ocean.

but i can't help
but compare you to a wave,

for each time i've almost got you,
you recede back to whence you came,

into the tide.

(a.m.)

we all flow through life like rivers
here and there, crested glimmers
sun shimmered
atop waves once ripples
at last glance of this looking glass..?
men surely shivered

locked in depths of mind
where feral thoughts blind
binded by
"my" mentality


the self is selectively obsessive
malevolent
eloquent
evident
in heaven sent temperament

I.

I..

I...

can do no wrong..

can do no wrong.

can do no wrong!

those with bias
revel in personally pious thought
a myriad of self destruction

pompous contemplation
decimates civilization


we all flow the same way
we all ride the same wave
once a ripple from a stones throw
bound to glimmer when we all flow

Your love binds me
like the ocean,
in its depth of
endless understanding.

Your waters
draw me back
in the tide,
hands clasped
in sleepless memories.

Your shores are
   never ending
I am beached
as a whale-soul
in wander.

Deep blue
I'm lost in you
crashing over me.

Here I sit, completely alone,
No company, except for the thoughts in my head.
Those unassuring feelings wash over me,
Like an immense wave of the ocean,
Inviting me in harmlessly - or so i thought.
The massive wave swallows me...  
... Then CRASH the wave slams against the sand.  
There I go - turning, flipping, rolling and spinning - out of control.

I can not control my mind.  
It flips, it turns, it rolls, it spins,
It is out of control,
As I crash upon the sandy shore.  

Even though I am trapped,
I do not stop, I can not stop.  
As the thoughts go deeper into my soul -  
The crash hits harder

Here I sit, completely alone,
No company except for those thoughts in my head.