They keep taking, and taking, and taking,
until I am no more.
Till the very last drop of sweat,
and blood hits the floor.

They keep taking, and taking, and taking,
until all my love is no more.
Till every ounce of patience squeezed out from my core.

They keep taking, and taking, and taking,
until my smile turns to a frown.
Till they stop treating me as a person
but a mere resource robot clone.

They keep taking, and taking, and taking,
until I'm tearing up on the floor.
Till I want to puke my guts out
just before I slam open the door.

They keep TAKING, and TAKING, and TAKING!
Until I'm on the verge of insanity!
Till I want to ripped off my throat
in front of the vanity!

BLEED ME OUT, CHOKE ME DOWN,
until I am no longer but a pile of flesh and bones!
POUR ME DOWN, DRINK ME UP,
till I can hear your overly satisfied moans!

TAKE, AND TAKE, AND TAKE,
until I am nothing but a hollow vessel.
A gratuitous vessel to serve your greedy mouths and claws!
TAKE, AND TAKE, AND TAKE,
till you consume everything of me!
Till my voice fades into mere echoes of loss.


- N.V. 🥀

I was hungry
I came to the fountain
Knowing I’m hungry
It won’t **** the craving
But I was hungry

Shaking, I whispered
“Just a drop and I’m grateful”
The liquid won’t end the pain in my stomach
But I was hungry

I remembered I missed my chance
The ground, once full and divine
Now empty and dry

I waited
Waited waited waited wait-
As if God was back by my side
A single drop fell straight on my eye

Ticking down my cheek
Almost asking for a peek
My prayer traveled into my lips
A second of complete bliss

“Maybe if I wait a bit more
Another drop will come and fall”
I waited and waited and waited
I’m still hungry

I don’t want you to hug my heart
                                          If it means you have to break my ribs apart
                                    I don’t want you to see my mind
       If it means just like me you’ll stay blind

Meaninglessness of suffering
                                      Until the end of times       will be inspiring
                              In your head you won’t hear the shuttering
                            For once, you have a reason to be so tiring

Why would i ever let go of the pain ?
It’s my only proof against your dreams
Hurting you was not my plan
You still believe me as a villain it seems

I know you didn’t mean to love me
My blood not on your behalf
You’re not at fault, truly
Everyone leave when it gets tough

Im my own creation
should stand in pride
For all the emotion
The world was supposed to guide

Neglection of overwhelming feelings
I believe can stand a match
for a twisted knife in the middle of a ring
The poor souls to weep and watch

made my self a god
Who affects the sluggish
felt like the old bud
made my love perish

Now i cant breath
Wondering how you feel
Sinking and seeking filth
Felt too real

My mom never taught me how to play with boys
So i didn’t think about buying toys
Since being a dot was my choice
You’ll never hear my real voice

I’m a classic ****** over mess
Too much scars, a waste for me to undress
Think of you more, you think of me less
Do you know me ? You’ll have to guess


Devoted hurt soul
Just want to be adored
Not just you but from all
But i knew you’d get bored


Manipulation on command
You’d think i wish to be the man
A little stroke from the fang
And my love for you is unbanned

My dad was a stranger
His life to his favor
Clown behavior
Like a ghost saying See you later

The only man running from his dreams
After realizing it’s not what it seems
Who can blame him when he screams
all the light in their eyes, just dims

I can reason any crime
Just to prove am still a shining dime
A minute is a year in my time
Yet i’ll show forever is my prime