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Marianna Sep 2018
i am nothing
but a memory
a thought or a forgotten dream

i am nothing                  
but my emptiness
my vicious goals and my silent screams
Woke up from my dreaming to a nightmare, she was screaming
Got back to the car the radio sang about my demons
I hate heathens, singing along for no reason
As she slams the door behind me
Revenge is open season

5 days in I look like you
Broken glass back pain
*** stains on my shoes
Redoing old never feels new
Only see myself in a car mirror view

I want her in my windshield
I want her name on my screen
Any source of affection puts worth into screams
A honk has no emotion
My notions are bleeding
Feeding on desire, I hit the gas
Before my house catches fire

Her words were knives, dipped in lies
I realize theres no easy way
I "Take a break from all my sinning"
But God made me gay

Screams turned to silence
Caution escaped violence
My bed never felt so wrong
When I left my demons in song
I long for my steering wheel
I feel I have to stop admitting
Can't help that I'm forgiving
I named my car twister
I call this twisted living
I can feel it
Running through my veins
Every inch of my being
Is screaming for this.

My worst enemy
It has returned
About to cause chaos
Upon everything it sees

My fist curls
My jaw clenches
My breath quickens
My heart pounds

I am about to burst
Something I don't wanna be
Someone they will fear
A monster hidden
In the darkest pit
Mystic Ink Plus Jun 2018
[She said, being silent is her nature]

I love peace
Not a silence
At least, not of yours
Silence can’t be strength
Your silence haunts
I sense your conceal screams

For the 1st time
She tried to break the silence
Whispering   h..he…hello
She discover her living voice

Then,
She accepts herself with it
She listens, she speaks
She is loving her voice

She is the Mother
She is the Sister
She is the Wife

Of all, now
She is a voice
Theme: Inspirational
Jay Dayz May 2018
I just wanted to be better.
But the constant sound of voices kept me tied down.
I just wanted to be better..
But the constant jokes just fed my ignorance.
I just wanted to be better...
But you used my greatest weakness against me.
I just wanted to be better....
But my happiness isn't worth more than yours.
I just wanted to be better.....
So I lied to keep you happy.
I just wanted to be better......
I gave away my future in a present.
I just wanted to be better.......
So I just let my life get wasted.
I just wanted to be better........
But your fantasy is more important than my reality.
I just wanted to be better.........
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Were my wishes mine to begin with?
Sovit Pokhrel May 2018
Do you ever feel the blues?
Do you feel blues talking to you ?
Do you feel like all blues were sung for you?

Blues crying out loud !

Guitar telling me to go for it,
but the sax telling me to just,
let it be.
piano telling me to hold on,
but the harmonica telling me to just,
let it go.
the drums, the vocals, the song,
screaming at me and telling me,
just go for it.

Blues crying out loud !
I'm crying out loud !
Why do i love you so much ?
when you just don't care !
NO ! It just aint fair.
Is it fair?
when i love you so much,
but you just don't care.

Blues crying out of love.
I'm crying out for you.
i have fallen for blues the same way i fell for you
Poetic T May 2018
The stars are better off
                    without us.
Not mourning our final
                   screams
              in to censorship.

We voice confusion from
             our snow globe,
            ready for it to be forsaken .
Shattering the existence
            that was never meant to birth.

"Silence is wondrous when we never hear it coming"
cleann98 Apr 2018
Laughter turned to screams without Her.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
----request by Erza: piece about H----
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