I’m beyond help
Beyond reach
Some lessons aren’t yours to teach

There’s nothing to stop me
From walking out the door
I won’t look back
My life means more

It’s not really you
Who’s made a mess
It’s what we do
That needs a rest

The back and forth
Covers no ground
And somehow we fight
Without making a sound

Remember when we laughed
And broke down our walls
Now our love takes a bow
For it’s last curtain call.

It’s funny how people
Find ways to change
To take their pieces
And rearrange

Til you don’t recognize
The person you knew..

You’re somebody else -
On to somebody new.

Her love can heal
all those places
in my heart,
that hurts.

I kept running away.
But no matter which
direction I go, I don’t
know if it’s the right
way. When I feel that
I found the right way,
I can’t seem to go
any further.

Maybe I left my heart
at the place where
I gave it to you, and
you left it there, too.

What is your happy place?
A person?
An animal?
Your family or friends?
An actual place?
For me is an ilussion
Something made up
Non existing
I scape trought my toughts and fantasies
Im with my love
Hes happy. Happier than he has ever been.
He had tons of issues
Anxiety, depression, lonelines
...emptyness
Just to say a few...
He's showing me that IT DOES GETS BETTER
His smile is unique.
Pure.
He's not in the void anymore
He's happy.
And I'm happy when I'm with him.
It's amazing how something unreal can free you for a while
Then you remember the real world
A ****** up world
A world without him
And you try to fight back the reality and be strong for yourself and others
You keep holding on until you feel that it is getting better
And you are finally free