a low flying crow
eyed pumpkin seeds lying
in Helen's backyard

there she went,
back into her mind
the noiseless depths of anticipation.
her reactions?
controlled.

people drop like flies
if i find out the truth
is actually lies

If I lie to myself,
Perhaps everyone else will believe it
Too

Deep down I knew, that you would never fail, and never or stray off your trail.
From telling me what I think was the truth yet also a lie, you’re so good at hiding, you.

Deep down I knew, that I was just for you to *****.

It’s out of the sheets now.

I lie here completely open.
Drinking anything you pour in.
Anything is better than nothing.
I'm resting at the church steps every day.
Of a religion I hadn't heard of before.
The one that seems to fit me.
Right now that I learned the lessons that brought me to the next step.
Tomorrow I'm moving again...