she wrote in my favorite book
with witty comments and neater handwriting
straight lines with her black pen
careful not to write over lines in ways i hadn’t been
careful not to hurt the words i’ve told her i loved
and i suppose that must say something
about how maybe she is a gemini
she certainly has a twofold relationship
with permanence
i noticed that
she underlines every capital letter indicating importance
when they aren’t at the beginning of the sentence
like Before and Investigation
she underlines what she thinks is important
and circles what she understands
she does both to me
and though i may not understand why she chose me to write on
i cannot help but smile at her annotations

He said he loved me


I said I liked him too

how beautiful to be with whom
who truly cares about u
makes u be u
and always supports u

how beautiful to be with whom
who is always with u
in all the moods that hurts u
and never to let u

how beautiful to be with whom
who so strongly loves u
always hugs you
and reminds u the important of u

how beautiful to be with whom
who feels u
understand u
and never to judge u

how beautiful to be with the whom...

I was beating out rhymes
        While in the womb.
Best selling records
        Before  I was even born.

You were just a mistaken
£5, £20 Hook up. £20 was so they
Didn't pull out. The £5 was
To brush the teeth as breath
          Smelt like **** ate out.

But mistakenly you were
       Here. And you didn't know
Ya dad. My family was tight.

Now I know it's not your fault,
  But your rhymes are as loose
                 As what you fell out.

I sell words,



while you sell out.

        But not in the sense of
Big seller more you couldn't
Sell water, even if there
                      was a drought.

Me, I have family, I've got fans.
My rhymes give observation
                    Of real life's times.


You copy others ideas, but
Your rhymes choke out.

   If I was a Picasso then
You were the crayon drawing
That a three year old drew out.

Now I know you want to rise
Above your past, but you and me.
I'm the sun my words are the moon.
And when we come together you
  My boy were eclipsed out.

I don't know why sometimes
i found myself thinking about something
that i got throw and i've forgotten
but it came to my mind

I don't know why sometimes
i found myself thinking about something
that has nothing to do with my moment
but then i keep thinking about

I don't know why sometimes
i found myself thinking about something
that has no reason to be thinking of
but i keep creating it in my way hide

I don't know why sometimes
i found myself thinking about a memory
that was beautiful and when i feel it again
it feels simple and not caring about

I don't know why sometimes
i found myself thinking about a memory
that hurted me and when i feel it again
it feels to be i am the one activated mind to remain

I don't know why sometimes
i found myself thinking about all the up past
that i recognise after to be so normal
as a human to be surrounded with the up high

and suddenly i awareness myself sometimes
to stop
and not to think
and not to find
but, to live the moment and to forget about what destiny tested us by !

You were supposed to love me
more than anything
you were supposed to see
how much I'm breaking
But instead, you caused me pain
and now the wounds show up again
I was never mad...
i was only in pain