We all have that desire
to climb high.
High enough to touch
the Heavens who watch
us through the stars.
High enough to look
down, admiring how
we got to that height,
with all the twists and
turns, stumbles, pauses
and falls.
Some have the chance of
being above the rest
earlier than many.
Those ones usually get drunk
on the power of being above,
never below. The head and
not the tail.
Their egos swell and all they
see, hear, touch and smell
are themselves.
I know because so many have
looked down on me from
above. And you know
what, I smile.
For one thing, you don't
know what sort of moral
compromises they made to
get to where they
are, which is why
I don't envy them.
Or if I do feel any slightly
envious, it's only for
a moment.
But one thing that I've
realised is that those who
get to the top, who look down
on me, who knock off the
crowns of arising kings
and queens.
Can't see what's above their own heads
and just as easily, they can crash and
burn.
This poem in particular is something I've been telling real good friends of mine for years. I realised this early and I've witnessed it first hand. At that moment, I didn't really feel envious for what people have. Although, I can't deny that I do feel slightly envious of what people do. Travelling, seeing the world, not having to worry about finances. They're stable. If I ever envy anyone, this is why.
I don't envy celebrities. I don't know what sort of sacrifice they made to get to where there are. There's no profit in gaining this world at the cost of my own soul. Not worth it at all. I won't ***** myself in anyway just to get a piece of fame. I believe that if I work hard, and with a lil luck, some hope and determination, it will come my way eventually. I'm not racing with anyone. I won't compete with anyone. I know better than that. I'm not perfect, I know that. So? I'm human just like you. I will mess up along the way. It's fact.
I won't pretend I'm something greater, knowing my flaws and faults.
Anyway, thank you everyone for all the love and kind comments.
You're all amazing!
Be back soon!
Lyn x
