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May Asher Dec 2015
I found peace in the deepest shade of black, where light was scared to reach. So far buried in those depths, only I could decipher. Too many broken pieces of me lay bleeding, chipped in guilt and ashes of my hope. Don't try to heal me, love, I'm gone too far. Don't try to find me in these dense shadows, love, they'll pull you down into black agony I'm burning within.
-MAY
Neex Dec 2015
It's*  *not writer's block,
It's  an  intense,
Unexplainable,
**Loss of emotions.
I wish I had something from my heart to you but I'm empty for now.
R Tollefson Dec 2015
I once told a girl that I loved her.
She laughed and shook her head, with a smile on her lips, god
she had a beautiful smile.
“I love you too silly”
These words rolled off from her tongue like honey
I gave a bright smile and hugged her
Holding her body close to mine for the split moment we had.
Was this romance or the platonic love of a friendship?
I'll never be able to find out
But I know that every time I held her hand, i felt so happy
And her big brown eyes were always filled with hope
Along with the sleepless nights where I would listening to her breathing, wanting to hold her close
But I couldn't
Cause we were just friends
Friends that haven't spoken in over seven years
And *******
I miss her voice
And her slender and small body
I loved her more then she’d end up knowing
JDK Nov 2015
In truth, it's my go-to state.
I'll say it's not so bad when I actually mean that it's great.
Litotes and understatement -
that's my forte.

If I ever make the mistake of letting you get too close,
I'll soon compensate by pushing you far, far away.
For everyone who's ever known me.
nelly Nov 2015
if i was destined to end up with someone else i will live with guilt and hate myself for the rest of my life because i will never be able to love him even a fraction as much as i love you.
Chase Anthony Nov 2015
Back space
Delete
Erase
All I see is your face
I spend hours pondering what to write you
Have I been replaced?
Do you miss me too?
Do you remember how much I love the color blue?
Or have you simply forgotten
Forgotten all of these trivial things
Because I remember everything.
I remember how much you love the show skins
And how you would always tell me about it
I remember the day you got your permit
How could I forget?
You were so nervous
But I knew you could do it
I remember your birthday
May 21st
I remember that your mom was a nurse
Your eyes are a beautiful brown
You have a scar above your lip
Oh goodness, how could I ever forget?
You love to act, model, and use your brain
You're so ******* smart
And I've always seen you to be so brave
You're so beautiful
And I miss you dearly
I can picture you so clearly
Please tell me you can do the same?
Because not a day goes by where I don't think of your name
Backspace
Delete
Erase
I never send you these letters
-Love, Chase
Neex Nov 2015
See,
I wouldn't say that I don't miss you,
But I don't think I need you,
Not too much,
Not anymore.

I mean,*
I'm not better;
If anything,
Things are worse,
But that craving that you once gave me,
That craving for you,
Is possibly non-existent now.

I warned you not to make any promises,
I warned you about the others,
I warned you that I'd be stress,
I warned you,
But you're difficult,
I kinda wish you weren't.

Don't worry,
I've met new people,
Amazing people,
Not like you,
But that might be a good thing,
Or a bad thing.

These people are here,
For now at least,
But I won't fall,
Or so I say,
I don't fall easy,
But I fall hard,
Maybe I won't fall this time,
For whatever charm that is placed,
On me,
But,
I can't make any promises.

Now the main question is,
And I hope you're curious to find out too,
Do I still have feeling for you?
Déjà vu,
Well,
Maybe I do,
But nothing worth feeling,
But how can I be sure,
When you've been gone for so long.

I'll go mad,
Again,
If I let myself think about you,
Again,
You were right when you said I shouldn't,
But we both know I'm stubborn,
And determined,
But I've lost hope,
Kinda like our friendship.

I need to move on,
I need some help to move on,
But you've made me less trusting,
**If that's even possible.
I really need to stop bothering you guys with this crap.
Something Quiet Nov 2015
Tired eyes? Tired brain,
I'm not sick. I'm not insane.
You ask what's wrong, it's all in vain,
Since I'm not hurt. I'm not in pain.

Listen to me.

Weary smile? Weary heart,
I'm not sick. Not torn apart.
You say I lie, I say it's art,
Since I'm not used. I'm just not smart.

Listen to me!

Bitter tears? Bitter soul,
I'm not sick. Life takes its toll.
You want to help, it's not your role
Since I'm not cracked. I'm still a whole.

I said listen!

No.

Please.

Why?

I have something to say.

Go on.

You're sick. Stop denying it.
There's clearly something wrong.
It's all a lie and there's no art.
Let me help you heal.


No.

Please, let me help you heal.

No!

Before it's too late.

It already is.
I'm very cold today.
heisenvader Oct 2015
You came to me when you were blue
I feared that awful dreaded hue
You told me to let go of you
But this one task I could not do
We left apart, our separate ways
I then had longed for better days
I held my heart through all the fray
Still bleeding dry in its decay
You held the key to fill me up
Pour all the love back in this cup
To sew the hole and seal it shut
And make me feel to not give up
I have you now and you have me
Oh how happy we can be!
From dusk to dawn, I hope you see
How much this heart is filled with glee
The future is so far away
So please do stay for better days
We met my sophomore year
This I shall never regret,
It started when we ran across that field
With you on my back,
Laughed we did as we chortled with joy
Everyone laught....... We did not care

My feelings grew for you
Our bond grew close,
We became best friends
Friends forever I still hope,
My love grew stronger,
As the year grew longer,
I helped you up when you were down
Decided not you did to push me around,
I carried you to class
In my arms as you wept,
I wiped your tears,
This I'll never forget,

Then one day you met a girl,
You chose her over me
That day you destroyed my world
Loved you more than a brother I did
My love lasted longer than you would have known
Yet she took you from me
For this I was heartbroke.........

I told you off,
Hurt you I did,
Please know I didn't mean to say
All that was said.......
And please know Jeremy I'm sorry for what I'd done
Will you find it in your heart to forgive me
My rising sun......
This is an apology poem I wrote for the boy I love :(
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