I want the postcards, travel plans, the touch, words of affirmation. And I want you to hold me while singing out loud at the concerts, pull me close while kissing, hold my hands in the silence, sit by my side while sulking.
Hold me and I will try to absorb your pain What we have is so difficult to explain Words said pace through my mind Voice the warmth I can't leave behind
Unable to cautiously proceed Losing my judgement with trembling speed Simple questions ask myself often Answers have all been forgotten
Is love eyeless? Is it just me? Does it always make truth hard to see? How can love hurt bad when it's supposed to be good? Don't know Don't know Though here before stood
We're broken individuals Together we make a whole All the pieces I am missing Are parts making up your soul
Not noticed from beginning Parallel parked car Windshield tinted Stickered bumper Wiping tears to collect in a jar Nails chewed at the ends Watching through small panes of glass Fence of fear put between us Fighting demons that harass About whether to halt or flee Butterflies telling lies Distance will take away secrets Conscious is cut down to size Said you couldn't believe luck Being with a girl like me Something darkening your pupils Smelled hint of sour finally Cheeks flushed crimson with blood and shame Plans cancelled out of the blue Sorry said like it was not a big deal Worked before a time or two Did you suspect me to be that gullible? That I would not check your alibi? You think I'd be easy to forget With **** of your head said goodbye Still going through worst every day Loneliness deeper than the sea Sensing lost connection dwindling fast Increasing intake Caffeine and vitamin c Maybe were chained to my skeleton Hanging on because you had no choice You weren't playing me the whole time Rendezvous and secrets shared your voice As I drink insecurities You in a hurry go out the front door Follow and find out where you drive Heart was needing to understand more It may be too late presently for us I still hold hope for you and I If I cross your mind at all please can we just try?
Can two people be too broken to know what they have? Can two people be too broken to hold it together? Can two people be too broken to pick the right fights? Can two people be too broken?
Money can be like water as it flows through our hands and the more we have to do with it the more it demands. ------------- Money seems like water as it passes between our fingers and the longer we have to deal with it the more it lingers. ------------- Money is like water as it's grasped with our hands and the firmer we hold it the more it withstands. ________
Written in 2020 A comparison of money to water in 3 couplets.
the pain in my heart is growing promptly i've built up these walls so no-one would see
pain - i know you you **** me deep inside make me feel insubstantial you are a stride......
i cry myself to sleep hugging my pillow tight i wish you to hold me warm tonight i need you to cheer me up stop me to drink and be numb enough not to feel anything
if too much is what you deem me to be then go, go find someone less you deserve someone you can fully hold and i deserve someone that could hold all of me
