I feel like I'm dying, without dying
I'm overly emotional without any emotion
I'm hurting without pain
I'm crying without tears
I'm bleeding without blood
I'm thinking without thought
My mind is full without being filled
I'm colored without color
I am without myself

"Baby I love you" No you don't love is just a illusion
"No fr, I truly love you" You love the feeling I give you,  you love the image you percieve me as, You DO NOT LOVE me.
"You starting to hurt my feelings" It's better to have your heart scratched now instead of torn later.
"Wow, do you even care about me" Do you even care about yourself?  I'm trying to help you.  **** Save You.
"This is why I don't trust people now" I never asked for your trust, I never asked for your time.
"Your just like the others Corona" If I was like the others I'd let you keep falling for what you can't have.
"****** *******" I know I am,  that's why I'm staying single.

        ~ Corona Harris ~

I hate to call you fairy,
either to call you demon.
Love is just a story
but it can not be forgotten

I love you and I hate you.
The way you understand me.
I hope my dream come true,
the day I say 'marry me'

This is just a poetry,
that I write on my diary.
I feel so happy,
although you are just a fantasy.

Black is poetic
Black is a feeling
Depression,sadness, and pain
Black is the devil

White is purity
White is a feeling
Innocence, perfection, and safety
White is the angle

Grey is a medium
Grey is a feeling
Confused, emotionless,and sophisticated
Grey is me

Getting hurt is inevitable
Also is an obnoxious feeling that no one can't resist
Some people would rather feel nothing at all
Wishing love didn't exist

Why don't they love us back?
Leaving us false hope
It gives us a heart ache
Like tying ourselves in a strong rope

Why look for something when right one's in front of you?
Loving them makes our life complete
They make our life out of the blue
That no one can't compete

We may feel weak at first because of suffering
But one day, we'll gonna learn lessons by recovering

I close my curtains once the sun comes up
I ignore the light and keep myself closed off.
I'm sick of the brightness when I'm in such
a dark place
Does no one understand, they should go away?
The darkness is soothing, but also leaves me
with a wanting; some special kind of craving
it nags at me even when I'm safely sleeping
Which should be a place where it leaves me
but sadly there is no such place
**It always finds me.

Down a dark alley,
Your lies have taken my soul.
Life has become grey.