you deserve better,
always.

Just cause neither of us believed
In happy endings
Does not mean we don't deserve one

Just cause you grew up knowing pain
So much better than love
Does not mean you shouldn't learn

Just cause life has not been fair
Or easy on you
Does not mean you should give up

Or am I wrong

Should we just give up
Just cause we're hurt
Just cause we were once broken

Should we allow them
Those things that broke us
To shape us

Or does that crucify you

Onto the cross of pain and torment
Living within the rumors
Crafted only to destroy you

Can one leave their skeletons buried
Smile and truly believe it
Even while dying a little everyday

She doesn’t try
Doesn’t have to
I try
Maybe too hard-
        “Notice me”
        “Look at me”
        “I’m funny”
        “I’m pretty”
        “I’m ****”
Maybe I’m wrong-
I don’t deserve you
Not like she does-
        “She’s funnier”
        “She’s prettier”
        “She’s sexier”
But I have something-
She doesn’t have
        “I’m more broken”

He doesn't love me..
I beg every time..
He never come..

He doesn't love me..
I need him right now..
He never come..

He doesn't love me..
Someone come to me..
He is not angry..

He doesn't love me..
I trying everything..
He just watching..

He doesn't love me..
I lose of hope..
He do nothing..

He doesn't love me..
He doesn't love me..
He doesn't love me..

I deserve to love..
I can find my love..
I will find my love..
Until someone give me his love..

I deserve it..
I deserve that..
I deserve to love..
I deserve to get love from someone..
The real love..

i deserve better
than chasing after you
and wondering if someday
my dreams will come true

i deserve better
than looking for a way
there's this pain in my chest
that just won't go away

i deserve better
than waiting for you to notice
the way i stare at you
handing you all these chances

i deserve better
than being taken for granted
time and time again
i am not the one you wanted

the way the lightning strikes
is the way that you love

you see something in pain,
struggling, and you-

you are the harbinger of all things good.
your lightning is your presence
your thunder is your determination
your rain is your healing
your vegetation is your growth.

you are all that is good, so you
deserve all that is good-

not deceit
not struggles
not harm
not false hope
not pain not hurt
not sadness nor
helplessness.

you are the calm
you are the storm
you are the aftermath.

you look at
him like
he doesn't
deserve her,
just because
you want her.