we’ve been dating a year and a half.
she said she wanted a break.
it’s ******* breaking me.
it's crazy what a year and a half can do.
one minute i'm digging a hole,
ready to toss myself in and give up on you.
and the next minuite i'm back down on the ground.
only now i'm planting beautiful flowers over the grave of what we used to be.
i buried you deep in that soil.
i'll admit i still water it.
i still keep the weeds out of it.
but winter is coming,
and all i know is that i won't be there for you when it's cold.
just like you weren't there for me.
idk honestly what this is. just decided to try and write some tonight and this came out. i hope you guys enjoy.
I kissed bottle after bottle
trying to forget how you tasted
next thing that I knew,
man, I was f^cking wasted.
Standing on a table
screaming at the ceiling
like "why the f^ck aren't you here",
and "why'd you f^cking leave me?"
Bottle after bottle
turned into shot after shot
but I can't forget you
no matter what.
I've read all the books
and I've seen all the "how to's"
but not one of them has helped me
get over you.
I'm trying to move on
and I'm trying to be happy
but no matter what I do
I still feel in love with you.
This is an old poem i wrote a while ago and never got around to publishing.
this is all i know:
i love you like a flower. together we've planted the seed of love, and i can't wait to watch it bloom and grow with time. i know you can't grow without sunshine and rain so i'll be here for the happy days and the sad days.
i am so in love with you
before I met you I planted seeds
of self love in my heart
slowly learning to love myself.
you made the seeds in my heart sprout
into beautiful flowers
that I had no idea I was capable of growing
so when you left
you picked through them
and took what you pleased.
you picked through my garden
and left me with seeds.
i burned the notes you wrote me
just to watch the flame
The paper crumpled and fell apart
just like I did when you left.